ahhhhh....bored...todAee got e dumb dumb course again.and i had to wake up super early bcos of that.. wth.. today the course not soo bad larh... beta den yesterdaee.. ptc tmr.. must see anantha and the miss soo...hiax..think they will tok cok..but i dun care.. let them say lor... i tell my daddy not to listen..cos they are umm.. not important ppl...and we hardly see them..and my daddy probably wun listen as anantha is ugly and has a disproportionate body [eg.big butt] and monster eyes and puts too much make-up...and miss soo looks 30++ and she is not at all pretty..so yarh.. no reaon to listen to them..and my daddy say will there for 5 mins or so..[eg. take report and go..haha.. haven tell miss ng that i cannot go for 3 sessions of the coaching course yet..but the way she teaches us is like teaching 3 year old kids how to play netball..super bored..

cant wait ter go malaysia..shopping`!! i cant wait..yay``...go there and waste time away..hmm..but got lots and lots of homework..wth...since it is a holiday den why still must give homework?? how do the brains of these ppl work??

bloody mirc..wun give me the songs i want..total zero...why liddat?? especially now i got important song to find`... soo mean and evil the lousy mirc...give me the songs`!!! -sigh- wad to do now??? soo confused..soo sad...soo angry...soo away...
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`[bAbY hUgx aNd bAbY tUgx]~
^.i dun belong here``
--i have no idea what to do with myself now--
*/tHe_mOsT_nOt_xiNg_Fu_pErsOn_iN_tHe_wHoLe_wiDe_wOrLd\*

i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!!i don't get it`!!! i really really really don't get it..i cant take this anymore..i wanna explode liao...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARHX...what the hell....wat the goddamn bloody hell??...i really really need to *arbishbarbhoom*...oh my god...sarky...Lousy MoOd...fuckin shit...kns..arggggggggggggghx....even the course todaee sarks..the fatty ass...den when she jump her big fat breasts shake wifx her...her bra not strong enuff...LAN...wahlau..tmr osho must go baq fer the course...fri daee too...ass...*i|ii*...todaee washed the klassroom..*bubbly bubbles*...feelin reaaaaallie vulgar--i need help`!!..wot the hell is wrong wifx me and the rest of the bloddy freakin world?? [in sum emotional distress] i wanna get out of this tangled webb and free myself from the enslavements of this sucking world..be a wild mage...i dont wanna stay here anymore..have been stuck in this disgusting time fer too long a time...i really need to get out and free myself...but how can i get out?? i am in such a dman mood now..easily irritated...issit me, the hormones or what?? what the fuck...i am soo stubborn at times..i find it good tho..
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wdutur..bshezmy..eiugtwkoussw..ias..iwnfityhds...wrnrhjlk...swiugeooyshh..
iiattoywsttwkatwnbst...ufpos..wrusjsusisn...icti..ihutfawltrml...lhbap.....
agitated l'il gal...fucked up too...
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.+.strawberries and cream.+.
.*-made-in-heaven-*.
"to escape from all this is a blessing"let me out"

saturday was a holy daee mans...get to tok to wei zhen and diana lots and lots..yay`..both super duper ou xiangs..haha..den play wifx last time the seniors..cos games day mahs..super farn..can umpire and play..den guides osho got PT..sianx...run and run..almost cannot take it..i dunno how any light years haven run liao lo..den play gamess`..budden still got drills..suppose to have 15 mins off..but mams fergot..soo mean..^end up chao tired at the end of the daee..*yawn*...super sianx...todaee very hyper..guess why?? last nite sms wei zhen..haha..is she sms me frist de..i wun dare to sms here..later she tink i a bit ding-dong den how??? my xing xiang gone..just lyk dat...i must preserve it...den she sent a very sweet sweet good nite msg.[jealous??] haha..she is soo super super super..haha..todaee whole daee kee siao..blabbering nonsense..doing rubbishy things..todaee the course cancell..soo loiter around in sch wifx cheryl..see the guys play soccer...i tink win one and draw one..neva watch clearly..busy playing cheryl's fone..the game soo damn bloody cute.. bu nan bu nu one..den cum out the person soo hideous..omg.. den afta dat wanna go home..cheryl ask me " is my bag fat??" den i started laughing..cos everything she say and do all super farnie...cannort stop laughing..we from school foyer walk until central bus stop still laughiing awaee..soo diulian...haha..ate the yummylicious chocooolateee wafffle todaee...*mmmmm-mmmmm*..thye lovely dripping chocolate in the shiokie hot waffle..sooo nice....heex..hoho..now hols will be super bored...aniwaee my marmie say can go out at least 2 times during the hols..yay`!!...soo nice of her..my level postition is 48 nehx..soo kns...soo low..it is not good..it is very horrible..soo sad..i wan my results to be able to go 3/5 budden i dunwan ter go 3/5...soo jian..must work harder..jia you`!!! my results sarks.. i wanna get higher marks...ahhx....
-the-unpredictable-the-obvious-the-unknown-the-void-

hahas..got 5 a2s 1 b3 ans 2 b4..2 b4s..very not good..must improve to b3..joyce the best..6 a1s and 2a2s.. sooo super..all distinctions..i did beta den i expected`!!! mohoho..todaee chao ji diulian..must do retest for the stupid pull-ups..and guess wad?? me and cheryl failed`!!! den the stoopid key lost liao..soo idoit..hahas..expected..we said we would fail..but den must bring the pull up thingy into the carpark there..den soo wad..got like peeps all around...shitty...finally got to eat KFC..have been dreaming bout it for weeks..ahhhhs..gooo damn shiokies...soo heavenly..den walked at central wif phoebe...saw melinda...yay..one more week till june hols and torture..shit..my parents wun let me go out de..wat the hell???? super sarky...


FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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sarky mans..my yucky results..
eng :: 28/50..soo eeew horhx...i neva did soo badly in eng before..mr tan sarks man..like a piece of poo poo...neva teach us properly..
maths :: 61/100..soo wat..i must improve my maths..
chi :: 61.5/100 not any beta..i am such a failure...such an easy subject get soo low...
science :: 68/100 okay larhs not bad..i improved
geog :: 78/100 the best of all my subjects..surprising...
lit :: 33.5/50 this is bad..i used to be okay in my eng and lit...now it sarks lyk hell..
this is soo shitty..
lately i feel irritated by lots and lots of things..dun like extra ppl too.....soo baaad...this life is not healthy for a growing 13++ girl...its very polluted...i will not make the girl happy...she will not turn out to be NOT gentle, sweet and well mannered girl..she will become rebellious..and vulgar...muahaha....really..its been tested and certified..by me..this song is ssooo nice..finally the songs are coming..finally d/l 1 or 2 of them..muaha..dunno whether wil d/l in one piece tho..i hope no guides this week..if not cannot watch spongebob squarepants and powerpuff girls..hope not...my june hols fly away already..no hope of going out..my my..i am gonna make my life improve..make it beta..hopefully can..i am gonna d/l songs lyk crasy..that will make me happy..ahhs..training starting soon..how sarky..so got training and course 3 times per week..soo hectic...soo busy...soo tiring..dunno how to face training again..i am soo lan at sports...cannot run at all...den its soo disgraceful..hiax..must jia you`!!!
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--*is there world enough for me?*i guess not.there is not enough world left for me--
--b4 ya critizise sum1, u shld walk a mile in their shoes.tat way, when u critizise dem, you are a mile away and ya have thier shoex--
--i can take a road that will lead me to the stars--

ahhhx..i amm soo tired i am gonna faint..todaee sarks lyk hell..soo damn hot..make me sweat and sweat..and yay..i got this new blog layout...still s.h.e.and toro orientated..hahas..i realised the only one taggin on my chatter box is christine..hmm.. btw` thankss kristine for taggin..u rawk..heex..
sooo bored...todaee officially sarks..this is soo sarky..my songs are taking forever to d/l..mirc sarks man..take soo long..gonna expllode..sarky..i luv my blogg..haha..

imagine hebe and toro actually have a baby..wad wud they name their baby??
lets test out with hebe and toro...
the he + to = heto
the he + ro = hero
the to + he = tohe
the to + be = tobe
soo cool...the best part..[*guo wei yun][*tian fu zhen]
wei + zhen = wei zhen!!!(how great is that?the two names of my ou xing mix together bcum my another ou xiang name..a coincidence or wat??)
wei + fu = wei fu[dumb]
yun + fu = yun fu *laughs*
yun +zhen = yun zhen *snickers*
the only acceptable one is wei zhen and the only suitable one..they will have to name thier child wei zhen`!!! yay..sooo happy..isint that exellent???

today din doo much..went to the supermarket..soo educational..haha..altho i luv my blog i tink that the contents are absolutely rubbish..eeew...yucky..i crap too much..i tok too much rubbish..in my blog and out of it..wtf..i must STOP...

----habits`i`must`doing----
----talking---things---that---i---am---unable---to---do------
----stop---wasting---money---on---stupid---things------
----dont--buy--things--on--a--impulse------
----dont---buy---non---s.h.e.---related---stuff---that---costs---a---million---dollars------
----stop---talking---nonsense------
----stop---dreaming---of---stupid---stuffx---and---wasting---my---time------
i have soo many bad habit...help..i need psycological help`!!!
erm..the song lydia by f.i.r. is a damn nice song..
so is the onebelow..wo men de ai..damn nicee`!!finLLY ONE SONGS COMES..fianlly the songs come..i luv mirc`!!!

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我们的爱



回忆里想起模糊的小时候 云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空

那时候的你说 要和我手牵手 一起走到时间的尽头

从此以后我都不想抬头看 仿佛我的天空失去了颜色

从那一天起 我忘记了呼吸 眼泪啊永远不再

不再哭泣 我们的爱 过了就不再回来 直到现在

我还默默的等待 我们的爱 我明白 以变成你的负担

只是永远 我都放不开 最后的温暖 你给的温暖

不要再问你是否爱我 现在我想要自由的天空

远离开这被捆绑的世界 不再寂寞

Lydia

Lydia 迷离的眼眶

为何流浪 心碎的海洋

受了伤 连微笑都彷徨

Gypsin女郎 为谁而唱

你会看见雾 看见云 看见太阳

纪念和大地重复着悲伤

他走了带不走你的天堂 风干后会留下彩虹泪光

他走了你可以把梦留下 总会有个地方 等待爱飞翔

Lydia 幸福不在远方

开一扇窗 许下愿望

你会感受爱 感受恨 感受原谅

生命总不会只充满悲伤

倒带

我受够了等待你所谓的安排　说的未来到底多久才来


总是要来不及才知道我可爱　我想依赖而你却都不在

应该开心的地带　你给的全是空白　一个人假日发呆　找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的门外　却一直都进不来　你累积给的伤害　我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来　而你总是太晚明白　最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来

终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来　我的眼泪却一直掉下来

过去怎么交代你该给的信赖　被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖

从我脸上的苍白　看到记忆慢下来　过去甜蜜在倒带　只是感觉已经不在

而我对你的期待　被你一次次摔坏　已经碎成太多块　要怎么拼凑跟重来

终于看开爱回不来　而你总是太晚明白　最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来

终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开

+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+o+
--unrealised and undreamt--taking it all back--
--can you change a fact that never exist--can you change a dream that was never dreamt--
--unrealising a dream, a wish, a hope, shattering it--

You are the Sun card. The light of the Sun reveals
all. The Sun is joyful and bright, without fear
or reservation. The childish nature of the Sun
allows you to play and feel free. Exploration
can truly take place in the light of day when
nothing is hidden. The Sun's rays fill you with
energy so that you may live life to its
fullest, milking pleasure out of each day. Such
joy and energy can bring wealth and physical
pleasure. To shine in the light of day is to
have confidence, to soak up its rays is to feel
the freedom of a child. Image from: Stevee
Postman. http://www.stevee.com/


Which Tarot Card Are You?
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You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


What kind of kiss are you?
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Tarzan!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity..




What kind of girl are you?
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."


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Well your Happy, yes thats right your so happy, so
pretty and witty and if i go on any more i will
have to pay for the rights of this song so,
great jop your one of the lucky ones.


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You're My Little Pony!! Sweet and innocent and
happy, you make people want to spew burrito
chunks. Even a Care Bear could kick your ass.


What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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You are the Jewel Of The Sea. A mermaid with class
and style. You are worthwhile to meet. Your
freinds are mant since you are soooo populer.
You live in a palace with many anglefish
servants. You love your make-up and hairbrush.
You are one of a kind. Please rate my quiz I
think you are absolutly stunning?


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Your a goddess! Forget angels, its all about you.
Angels serve god, right? So why not be a
goddess? Hold on there, girl, and easy with the
fame. A Goddess is absolutley the most
beautiful, powerful, and magic being alive
there is, but they can tend to be quite
obnoxious. Some goddesses go a little to far
with their power, and turn greedy and shallow.
Good ones are pure and full of life, and if on
earth, flowers sprout at their steps. Others,
decided to live in a palace in heaven, with
such beauty never knwon. They are very kind and
good leaders, but can tend to be a little lazy,
jelous, greedy, and obnoxious.


What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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Sandals- peaceful, daydreamy, and thoughtful, you
often find yourself staring into space. When
you aren't out volunteering you are often just
dreaming away. You enjoy the company of
friends sometimes but enjoy peace and quiet.
[please vote! thank you! :)]


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Volo anaticulum cumminosam meam!
"I want my rubber ducky!"
Okay, so you're a little childish. You know how to
have a good time.


Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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You are most likely to be the Vampire
Recluse!

The Recluse hides from others, and more
importantly, itself. Ashamed of what it is and
what it has become, the recluse feels varying
degrees of guilt over the thought of having to
feed off the living; usually the recluse has
become a vampire against its will, or if a
voluntary act, quickly grows to resent this
decision. Often the recluse's physical
appearance will lack the influence of the
vampire charm, instead being replaced in equal
by the alluring quality of its heart.
Ironically, the recluse is often times a very
powerful vampire, perhaps gaining power from
its own aversion, or perhaps because its
painful clutches to its lost humanity
strengthen it.

Dominant personality trait: Guilt

Dominant color: White

Fictional Vampire Examples: Louis ('Interview with
the Vampire'), D ('Vampire Hunter D:
Bloodlust')

Curious to see how you would fare as a creature of
the night? Come this way...


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i am gonna redo my blog..make it nicer..i hope..but still willbe s.h.e. orientated..hahaah...sumtimes i feel like such a failure.. mabbe when they created people they forgot to add a few drops of personality/character potion on me..if not i would be cleverer, smarter, braver, more not anti-social, more socialble..
think--how better that would be...and hopefully that wud make me luckier..hahaha..hope can make a nicer blog den the current one which is plain white bcos the whole site that hosted the ppix CRASHED....now soo ugly..soo hideous..meiian jian ren..sarks..gonna get it done soon..mabbe it will stay the same..i love the old layout esp the bg too much..heex..this is all soo kns..i amm soo damn bored at home..hiax..steph mabbe cuming over tmr..she only calls if she needs me..a bit lyk sylvia..REMINDS me of sylvia..purple is such a nice colour..haha..oh yarh i bought the miature s.h.e. doll doll..soo cute..fits with my collection..haha...the tiny tot collection..find it soo hard to d/l music now..
i want the following songs..!!!
-->Real eMotiOn -- JadE fRom sWeeTBox
-->1000 Words (Final Fantasy X-2 Mix) - Jade from Sweetbox
-->sum nice song but dunno wad title from the powerpuff girls advertistment[anybody noe the title tell me k]
-->tata young - i believe in love

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"Crush On You"

[Chorus]
I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

I used to turn around and walk away
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction

But in my heart you start to grow on me
Kind of suddenly
So now I've changed direction

Knowing it might seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

[Chorus]

In this cold world, where dreams are few
Baby, I want you
Is it to much to ask for?

I'll take you places where you never been
If you just give in
So babe, it's now or never

Knowing it might seems strange...
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

[Chorus]

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic (magic) babe I've got a crush on you

So if you feel the way I do
Would you fancy to
To take a ride beside me?

[Chorus]