Tuesday, May 29, 2012

its been ages since i last updated my blog dy....wad to do??life is jz toooooo busy tat i couldnt even find a proper time to really update my blog...aha...is tis an excuse? well..hell no......tis sem is killing me...time flies...its towards the end of this semester ored...i cant rmb since when...that i start chasing after time like wad most of the ppl did which i never needa do it las time..life...is owez as miserable...so,wad have i actually done throughout the whole sem?interested to know?? haha..wads wrong with me?? am i really hyper like wad my fren owez said? always gt so excited in everythg..lol..ok ok..bk to topic..so hell yeahh..throughout the whole sem, i procrastinated..i played...i laughed....i enjoyed...i went to uk fun fair...i got bruises frm the fun fair...i did almost all my assignments las minute..i complained...i gossip....and i met a shitty lecturer...ive gone through a most terrible presentation and lots n lotsss...lots of things happened in this sem...but am i happy?do i? yes...cant deny that im having some happy moments here ..but..its 20 percent out of 100 percent..20 percent of happiness and 80 percent of disappointment, sorrow, worries...u must be wondering why?? i used to b a happy go lucky person that i can gt over with sth so easily ..bt i admit i hv changed...everyone changes...i thought i wouldnt chg but at last, i do..i owez take for granted in things i do..i tot everything is as easy as i thought..bt in real life, nothing is easy..problems in family n prob with frens are never easy to be handled..and i hv experienced all these in tis sem..tey are the ones that can bring u happiness ,but at the same time,disappoinment and worries are all from them as well..
Oh yeah!i have moved out frm kampung E already! too much of freedom also make me starting to not appreciate...hmm..things are always like this..when u dnt have it, u want u wait for it n u try ur best to have it,but wen u gt it in ur hand,u will look for sth better again...funny isnt it??lol And one more thing..i stop going to church dy!!neither Methodist nor local church..y?because no point going?i see too many hypocrites..
exam is coming so damn soon which is jz nx week...goshh....best of luck for me..jz hope for the best ba...hmm..hope for a better 2nd year in ums!