Thursday, November 21, 2013

throwback throwback :)

It's been a while!! i feel there is a need to keep this blog alive so thats y i am here now! ;)
hmm.. let's talk abt our mid-sem break then! 
Busy, yet fun-filled. Guess i am not wrong to describe it this way hehe.. 
First time in life i felt that holiday can be so busy and pack. To me, holiday supposed to be "goyang kaki" days ehehe.. But it wasnt like that at all this time ard. stuffed with lotsa works and tests. ummm, lets put aside the sad part of it and start talking about the happy thingy :D
So, stay alert yea! hehe~~
What am gonna do now is to show the very first pic ^^


jeng jeng! FOOD! yes! we started off good! y good? coz we had good food! y good food? coz it's cooked by the buddies! By looking at the food solely, it doesnt look real nice isnt it? the additional recipes - 100% love and cares, that made our food super delicious! The best meal i have ever had in kk! it might not look too good but it tastes super homey and u jz not know how blissful it is to have simple meal like this when u are far away from home and u have someone who cook it all for u to make u feel homey. aww~~ feel so loved :)

Look at the one sitting on the left ;) looking tired isnt she? haha.. the star chef of the night. my personal chef *feeling proud* ehehehe.. without her, dis meal wouldnt be good. don't needa say much, dis is jz how important and precious this buddy is to me.
Sometimes it's not the taste of the food that makes it taste nice, but the person whom u eat the food with. She has the most beautiful and contagious smile that when she smiles, no matter how bad u are feeling, u are gonna be melted by the smile and smile back to her. A person who never fail to show a big and lovely smile on her face to u despite tiredness is a person whom u definitely dont wanna lose once having him or her. i have mine, have u?

Moving on to the next thg we did during our mid-sem break. yes! the scary leadership camp. 



The "must-do" thing for us no matter where we go. photo-taking session! hehe~ first thing we did before nightmare started aha!
 It was really a nightmare for me joining the camp as i dont have good chinese and that makes it pressurizing to me to be in the camp. experienced lotsa things in it and striking off the stress and some scary moments i had in the camp, i actually gained sth from it as well. one more thg is that, knowing i might not be adapted to the place, the activities and stuffs, my super buddy never fail to look for me whenever possible to spend time with me, to check if im ok, to show her cares throughout the whole 3 days 2 nights. Buddy, just wanna tell u once again that im super blessed to have u! i cherish everythg u did and stil doing for me. Know wad? u are actually reflecting God's never failing love which i've seen and experienced so clearly and deeply. Ur super big love is very much appreciated and touching! 活出爱, dis song is always appearing in my mind whenever i think of wad u do. So touching, always :)


Another first time of us! First time waiting for the sun to rise, first time watching sunrise together! There isnt any very clear pic but i believe the scene and everythg else was stabbed in our hearts. Most importantly we were there together the moment when the sun rises! memory never fade. Every sun rise signifies we've known each other for another one more day. Thank God for the sunrise, thank God for the chances we have, thank God for everythg! 

Camp ended. Which means our holiday jz started and only few days left.
Although it's not a holiday which we could play to the max but we stil had fun and fully utilized the time we had. we stil manage to do some crazy things ehehe.. guess wad, out of all sudden, we went for a stay at hotel and the funny and ridiculous thg is that we didnt even have enough money for deposit hahahha but stil, we managed to get the room!! Funniest and most embarrassing experience we had hahaha! but no harm to get experience like this once in a lifetime isnt it haha! 

A holiday stuffed with assignments and midterms might sound terrible to u. We thought so too at first. i guess everybody has the same mindset, feeling miserable for ourselves for having a so-called holiday of heavy workloads. But it turned out capsized. We actually enjoyed out of the sufferings! Having a buddy jiu shi bu yi yang! we turned bitterness into happiness! We found joy doing work together. Although we didnt really accomplished our work as we planned as the time was really little plus minus a little of this and that, but it didnt affect our mood. Perhaps we had very strong faith at that moment that no matter wad, we are going finish our work before the deadline and that faith kept us up! ;D see, we are stil alive now!haha~~ 
my sis finally arrived and this island trip finally came. it was my buddy's first island trip!


Had our good time there! beautiful scenary, exciting water sport, quality chatting moment. But feeling a little down that time as sth bad floated in my mind, thinking abt housemates and reluctance to go back to school. Again, we had some talks and surprisingly enough, everytime when i felt bad and when i said it out to this buddy i have, she always manages to lift my mood up in super short period of time. Sometimes i really wonder wad power does she have! hehe ;p 

Happy times always pass fast. With a blink of eye, it's ored sunday! My sis and her friends were leaving on that day and before leaving we decided to wrap up by singing k. Another first time of us going to karaoke again hahaha.. Never ending first times ;p we sang together, had fun, screamed all our worries off temporarily.


 Here's a picture of my buddy singing haha~ i dno if she actually feels paiseh everytime she sings to me but she never fail to cheer me up by her nice voice singing through phone or f2f. Thank u for singing all the songs that i love to hear. Buddy, thank u for everythg u have given to me! love u to max ar! a lot of times things u do to me really touch me deep down inside my heart it's just that im not good in expressing. 

We went everywhere together, we did everythg together, we spent most of our time together, stick to each other most of the time, we cooked together, we laughed, we played crazily and wildly, we talked seriously. holiday passed, but we gt even closer and understand each other more deeply by spending so much time together. Who says holiday cannot be fun with assignments and tests? we have made it! A very brief "summary" or reflection of our meaningful mid-sem break, a record of another wonderful memory of ours. This sem is going to end soon, just wanna give thanks to God, for providing all these to me, most of all, for a precious buddy that i have.

My most precious buddy of all, gan en you ni, you ni zhen hao! because of u, hard times turn easier, because of u, i know how blessed i am. Love u to max! <3






Tuesday, May 29, 2012

its been ages since i last updated my blog dy....wad to do??life is jz toooooo busy tat i couldnt even find a proper time to really update my blog...aha...is tis an excuse? well..hell no......tis sem is killing me...time flies...its towards the end of this semester ored...i cant rmb since when...that i start chasing after time like wad most of the ppl did which i never needa do it las time..life...is owez as miserable...so,wad have i actually done throughout the whole sem?interested to know?? haha..wads wrong with me?? am i really hyper like wad my fren owez said? always gt so excited in everythg..lol..ok ok..bk to topic..so hell yeahh..throughout the whole sem, i procrastinated..i played...i laughed....i enjoyed...i went to uk fun fair...i got bruises frm the fun fair...i did almost all my assignments las minute..i complained...i gossip....and i met a shitty lecturer...ive gone through a most terrible presentation and lots n lotsss...lots of things happened in this sem...but am i happy?do i? yes...cant deny that im having some happy moments here ..but..its 20 percent out of 100 percent..20 percent of happiness and 80 percent of disappointment, sorrow, worries...u must be wondering why?? i used to b a happy go lucky person that i can gt over with sth so easily ..bt i admit i hv changed...everyone changes...i thought i wouldnt chg but at last, i do..i owez take for granted in things i do..i tot everything is as easy as i thought..bt in real life, nothing is easy..problems in family n prob with frens are never easy to be handled..and i hv experienced all these in tis sem..tey are the ones that can bring u happiness ,but at the same time,disappoinment and worries are all from them as well..
Oh yeah!i have moved out frm kampung E already! too much of freedom also make me starting to not appreciate...hmm..things are always like this..when u dnt have it, u want u wait for it n u try ur best to have it,but wen u gt it in ur hand,u will look for sth better again...funny isnt it??lol And one more thing..i stop going to church dy!!neither Methodist nor local church..y?because no point going?i see too many hypocrites..
exam is coming so damn soon which is jz nx week...goshh....best of luck for me..jz hope for the best ba...hmm..hope for a better 2nd year in ums!

Friday, February 17, 2012

no matter how unwilling i am to come back here,stil,i have to be back and now,sitting here jotting down my feeling right now..sad...a little homesick...and ojipala..complex feeling hmm....i miss being at home!!i miss my family i miss my room...:((( tis morning wen my ah ma asked me to study hard my tears almost drop coz followed by that she hold my hand telling me that she is very she bu de..:'( tis reflects me on my childhood memory...i rmb i love my ah ma so much las time wen i was small that everytime wen she packed her luggage leaving to sibu bintulu all those places to stay wit my aunties i wil cry so badly coz i knw she wil only be back after a few mths , she always hugged me asking me nt to cry she wil come back soon ask me to be good good girl at home..bt dno since wen,my love towards ah ma become lessen although i stil do love her bt smtimes i am sick of her that she lyks nagging..among all her grandsons and grand daughters there is no doubt that she loves me the most, she gave me wadeva i like wen i was small ,she quarreled wit mum wen my mum rotan me to protect me,all of this and that ,i can stil remember so clearly ..even until now, everytime wen i go back home she will call my name before me calling her and smile wit so much joy tat i can see from her face knowing that how happy she is to see me going back home.. but now, she is getting older and older and im kinda afraid that she might leave us 1 day wen i aint at home studying here..i dn want it to happen..las week she had been admitted to hospital for her serious asthma attack and shes been discharged from hospital jz few days before me coming back here..sometimes i realy wish i can finish my study faster and go back ,work ten gv her money, to accompany her as she always does..ah ma,stay healthy,stay strong..May God bless and be with u always...:)

Thursday, February 9, 2012

arrrggghhh how??i dn wana go back thr laaaa.....nx week,have to go back le..torturing life gonna start so soon le...i have to leave my home sweet home soon...sad....haizzzzz...i wan a longer holiday!!!!y time passes so fast??nt enuf time larr....hmmm....say so much 4 wad??complain so much for wad??at last stil have to go back to study....result coming out on the 19th...dno how is it gonna be...jz hope for the best....God,do shour your mercy on me....give me a better sem2...:')

Friday, January 20, 2012

after tough exams tiring weeks,now im back home...finally..bt tis time,i dn feel as excites as las time dy...bt stil,home is good,home is sweet...home sweet home..:) can meet wit hui yi and crazy again..dis is the thing that im most happy with i think..tis makes me think of last time..now,we have chance to eat together,play,go out 2gether again dy..bt after few days she will be back to work dy bt yeah...few more days later i wil see her againn..happy:) cny is coming so so soon..bt up til now i dn hav cny mood still..lol...or shud i put it tis way,i like xmas more than cny??haha...but,thinking of ang pau,it makes me sangat the happy hahaha...and also reunion wit old classmates..good time..:)

Thursday, December 29, 2011

finally,all assignments cleared....Thank God for leading me all the way, giving me strength to do my work...although i know it's badly done,i dno wad mark am i gonna get,bt at least,i've got them all over..bt exam is coming so so soon yt i hvn touch anything yt...hope will have enough time to study..God, continue leading me in my life...especially my study life...for the next 3 n half yrs...celebrated my 1st christmas in kk ,it feels good.. spent the whole day doing church activities..it was tired bt fun..love the feeling wen im at church,owez feel that im so blessed wen im in church..dno y i feel so,bt i find peace in church..thinking of it, am gonna spend another 3 more christmas and also other festive seasons in kk..it's kinda sad coz cant celebrate with family..especially that day "dong zi"..if it was las time, i will be eating all the nice nice homecook foods by mum with ma family..wa...so nice...so xin fu....yea i know i will miss a lot a lot of thing for not being in my lovely kch,my home, bt i will surely gain a lot of things from here too..smtimes, spending time celebrating all kind of festive seasons with frens isnt that bad too..new experience,new life..thats y,frens are important...zai jia kao fu mu,zai wai kao pen you..it's damn true.. love the feeling doing work with frens, this is y 4 d las few days,i went to christina's room to do my work and i can concentrate more wen sm1 is doing work with me at the same time coz i know that im not doing avtin all alone wen there are frens ard..seeing frens doing their work is a strength for me to continue working on my unfinished work lol..tis is jz hw weird i am..weirdo ding.. jia you doreen christina ah ding!!!study hard !!!!arrghh!!!we can do it! cause God loves us :)

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

sick jorrr..yea again....im big bt im nt as strong ..realy hate it wen im sick..feel lyk dying...so much....heavy head..high body temp,stuffy nose, sore+itchy throat..gosh gosh gosh...avtime wen im sick i wil rmb tis song...which is "if i die young"..lol...nice song though..was brought to consult tis chinese physician.. kinda awkward wen da sis brought me out...n even to go to sis's home..this jz showed that hw caring they are and im quite touched bt i jz cant promise to attend all the meetings and Lord's table meeting...as i cant realy enjoy myself there more than methodist church...bt i jz cant b honest to them..sorry,sis...bt tq for d LOVE..appreciated.arggghhhh....2 more assignments!!!!final is coming !!!goshh!!!let me die!!!kill me!!life is so tough so tiring....