Beware of my machine guns!

stephanie

alreadyEIGHTEEN ):
o7.o9.1992
Chong Shan Primary
Townsville Primary
Holy Innocents' High
Temasek Poly - AS

Veterinary Technology-A9K1


If you ever see a unicorn, let me know pretty please.

Been so addicted to my book today. The thing is, I'm moody again because I've finished the book and I'm bored maddddd.

I lived without the computer and the telly today thanks to the awesome plot written by Kelley Armstrong. Chloe Saunders and Derek Souza, cute couple. I've always enjoyed fantasy novels with a touch of romance. And in the Darkest Powers series, the relationship between the characters developed through supporting each other in the toughest times - I loved it. The book really got me glued to its pages due to the suspense. Wooo thrilling much!

Read from a review that the second book of the trilogy was the best. I missed that book when I'd got to the library, so I'm waiting now. Regretable that I had to skip to the ending. Oh well..

Went to collect my photos today too. They definitely didn't turn out as good as I'd thought them to. Most are okay though.

Guess life doesn't always go the way we want it to.

Shall dream of the relationship between Chloe and Derek tonight. How intriguing <3
TATA

Haven't been faithfully reading. Sighh.
I have no idea what I've been so busy with.

Just ordered a toga dress online. Can't wait for confirmation so that I can pay and wait for the arrival of the pretty piece :D

Went to process the film earlier in the afternoon too! Wayyyyy eggcited!!!!!
The suspense is killing me! I wonder how my photos will turn out. Will they be as nice and pretty as I thought they'd be? Hmmmm.. we shall see tomorrow! Can't wait :DDD

I'm going shopping later. Hohoho. It's been awhile. Resisted the temptation to get the tube dress since qy is getting one already. Shall go find another unique piece :P

Today, or rather, yesterday, was better than the day before. And so, I am happy V^^V

Hello world.

Yesterday (It's already 0133), has not been a good day for me.
Neither was it bad I should say.
Moody like the day before.. Oh wells.

I've finished the book I'd borrowed on Monday. Gonna head to the library later in the afternoon.

Been doing some thinking since my mood was so horrible. Lots of problems - Most of which I think too much of. Hence, I came to a decision, which was to focus my attention on reading/decorating my room.

Came up with a few satisfying ideas, and I think its about time I'd gotten some work done. Need much motivation for action!

1. a collage for my wall
2. which means I have to select and print photos
3. a photo collection
3. and that means I need to finish my film and develop photos

And after I'm done with these, I'll move on to more thinking and that'll result in more ideas and lastly, more action.

Proud of myself for being more mature in thinking than usual, and not acting on rash decisions with foul moods.

Adios humans <3

It's almost one in the morning and my mood is just getting worse as time ticks by.

I'm so tired of everything. Friendships, which I can't seem to make out what's real and what isn't. Family, which has always been an issue for me. Future, which seems totally bleak now that I don't have the support I initially thought I did.
I really don't care even if the world ends now. However, the rest of the world might probably just blame me for saying this.

I believe that there isn't an easy way out of life and that we all just have to push and crawl slowly out of misery and into God's arms.

Being happy - not permanent. Neither is being sad/angry/upset/moody.

All I know is that I just want to enjoy as much as I can.

I have so many unanswered questions in mind. Countless "should I's and should I not's?"

Guess I'll just have to learn how to live with things as they are, adapt, let go, and move on..
It's the process of experience that pains me the most.

That's all I have to say for now.
Tata.

I've finally decided to blog again after God-knows-how-long. Heehee.

So many things have happened, and I'd have to say that 2010 has been awesome so far!
After experiencing much difficulties throughout 2009, I feel like I've matured a lot, especially in throughts. Learning to be more open towards others, being less easily upset. I've come to realise that it really isn't that difficult to be happy! :D

I'm really satisfied with the life I'm leading now, and I really shouldn't ask for more. Being a total hater of politics, hypocrisy and conflicts, I have to learn to stay out and away from such.

Oh! And I've got myself a new interest in my baby - HOLGA <3
Though my first batch of photos weren't too successful, I believe I can do much better with the next roll of film. Excited much!

I have so many things I want to do, yet so little time (and cash).

One thing for sure, I have to convince my parents to let me study overseas and pursue my dream job. It has been my aim all my life, and I can not just leave things as it is now.

Before I log off, I have 2 more things to say:
1. I NEED TO READ.
2. THE WORLD IS ENDING SOON AND WE ALL KNOW THAT.

Okay, adios! Goodnight humans (L)

That's all I need.
Let us all go out and have fun one fine day.
Take lots of photos, funny, glam, unglam, and spam the facebook wall.
I want to take pretty photos!!

Can't wait for my loots to arrive.
Probably in a week or two.
Then again, I won't get a chance to wear my new stuff cos I'm not going out at all.
Sadly enough, the new clothes won't come in handy.
Then again, I'm quite broke, so it's a good chance to save $$$

Alrightey, I'm really supposed to be drawing now.
Shall go wash up, take a shower, feel fresh, watch bones, THEN draw.
HAHAHAHA. Procrastination ttm eh.

Goodbye for now!

Hey there! I haven't been updating recently as there isn't anything interesting about me life so far.
Boring boring boring.
As usual, things aren't smooth flowing, but I'll get over it.

Today, I realised that luck is an important part of life. Effort, can sometimes mean nothing. And well, I'm out of luck. So, yeah..
This doesn't mean I'll just let things pass, I'll try to do something about it. Fate, lies in our hands. I'll live my life the way I want to :D

SYOG still sucks for not replying me. I don't understand how they can just ignore someone like this. Like HELLO, I exist!! Don't overlook me, kthxbai.

Also, I think I overrate friends as the most important part of life. Wrong, friends, come and go. They don't stay with you forever. These people, don't exist, no matter how hard we try.

Oh, last but not least, I don't like being taken advantage of. Try messing up and you're gone. I'm re-evaluating everyone in the world. First impressions, may not matter anymore. It all comes down to who cares, and who doesn't.

Alright, homework time. BYE.

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