berbual kosong~~

hello...
rasenye banyak bnde nak berbual dlm nie..
but i noe i dun have any followers. actually when i create this blog untuk my bestfriend bace after my graduation since all my bestfriends are scattered around the world .. kat sabah la... kedah la.. klang la... muar la...aussie la.. so,  blog nie mmg dibuat khas untuk diorg.. sbb yela.. just nak beritahu what we are doing.. cerite tu cerite nie.. untuk suke2.

but as we all know,  rasenye bile dah meningkat dewase nie.. semua da bz.. termasuk diri nie jugak... malas nk type.. if blogwalking  pun tgk dorg takde update sbb semua org ade commitment masing2...

so nvm... but yet, i still wanna update.. biarla org nak kate syiok sndiri ke... well, this is my blog... aka my diary.. hehehe... so actually bloging mmg best.. sbb bile bored when we read what we wrote before nie.. rase mcm klaka.. mengingatkan kite yg before nie byk ups and downs in our life.. sometimes bile kite kenang balik, rase mcm "waa~~ aku da bjaye lepas phase nie~~ " well, that is called experiences... mengajar kite btape kuat n tabahnye kite pada mase itu..

so, actually tadi i read my blog... i felt like my life pada tahun 2012 mcm roller coaster... bile fikir balik.. "Ya Allah... ape yg ak da buat.." yah, i made mistakes.. a lot. but i never regret it... because dalam mistakes yg kite dah buat sbenarnye ade hikmahnye.. ade reason y its happening to us.. n xlupe jugak...kite boleh learn dari mistakes tu.. n from the mistakes jugak membuatkan kite lebih matang atau mature dlm membuat keputusan pade kemudian hari. :D tapi jangan la sbb syiok sgt nak learn sane sini,so kite asyik buat mistakes. itu ba wau dal wau.. ekeke.. kite kene use our common sense jugak... fikir balik dia punye pros and cons... baru make decisions.
arasso?

so actually sy tgh countdown nak pergi family gathering on this coming 16th December. bile family gathering akhir tahun je,  itu maknenye ade bday party jugak.. each family akan beli presents for budak yg masih belajar and tak berkahwin.. its tradition. hehe... seronok!! tapi seronok bile dpt la.. bile bagi tu x berape seronok sgt.. tapi seronok jugak.. so kali nie, my presents untuk bagi kanak ribena and sunquick tu semua dibeli di big bad wolf books carnival... so kak shereen bagi hadiah yg berilmiah skit la this year.. last year beli baju untuk semua org but this year cut budget skit belila buku yee.. hehe...

 

 

tadaaaaaa!!! byk tak byktak?? best kan hadiah kak shereen ;p

kla tu je post untuk kali nie... c u wen u c me... tattataa

mish u blog.. mm mwah.

holllllaaaaaa~~~~~~~ yattta~~~
akhirnyeee.... tgk blog nie rase mcm rinduuuuuuu sgt..
read my posts just now.. hehe...rindunye..

oh blog, kalaula awk nie teddy bear ke ape2 bnde yg berbulu and kawaii.. dah lama bagi hugs and kisses for u... lama gile kot tak write kat sini... :*

btw, harini tak nak cerite ape2.. just nak enjoy dis moment.. just me and my blog.. real quality time... seriously.
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okay enuff. rase mcm org gile pulak... hehehe..
so, life mcm biase... kawaii jugak.. masih bersyukur dgn peluang untuk hidup nie..
alhamdulillah..
rasenye december akn blalu dgn sekejap... lepas tu new year akn menjelang tiba..
jadi... mase untuk list up kan  azam baru kene mula da...
tapi rasenye tak pyh kot nak list kan pnjg2... just renew balik azam 2012 hari tu.. kekekeke...
sbb azam tahun lepas mcm tak accomplish aje..~~~ oh  man... i am dissapointed with ma self... ;(
but yeah, kite hanye merancang.. ~~ okay this is alasan saje.. if u have determinations, semuanye bole blaku ye tak..?? kene berusaha dulu baru berserah... bukan menyerah bulat2 tanpe berusaha.. confirm mmg takkan jadi..

jap.. tapi dis year punye azam mcm nak add up lagi satu.. since i am a married woman.. my azam is wanna be hot mum~~ erm.. if i preggie.. still hot.. if ade my own child, org sekeliling akn cakap "is this ur sister??"
hahahha.. okayyy berangan... but yeah.. i am deadly serious.. i want to make those azam come true~~~
yay! n plus the most important thing.. i want to be isteri and wanita solehah. uhuu.. itu yg paling penting...

 kla... later post lagi...

mwah.
tata..

love.

How Fast Time Flies

okay..
entry kali nie sy nak sambung balik ape yg terjadi spnjg kehilangan sy dari bidang blogging nie..

okay...
1. JOB
now, sy da jadi PA for MD kat kilang capacitor di Nichicon Malaysia Sdn Bhd. My MD is a Japanese. Masa awal2 masuk.. punyela semangat sy nak blaja japanese.. tapi last2 japanese sy ke mane.. sy talk in  eigo (English) je.. hehe sbb when i talk in Japanese my MD tak fhm.. hahas.. sy tak tahu la whether my slang is a bit different but yahh he dont understand me.. hehe.. but, my MD can speak in english... sgt2 limited la english dia.. sumtimes when dia tak tau bnde tu in english, dia akan draw untuk sy.. heheh. so kirenye sy la english teacher md nie.. haha.. okla so far so good keje kat sini.. my colleagues sgt2 awesome!!!!!!! kitorg mcm family kat sini... susah senang kitorg akn share 2gether... :`) tak tahu smpi bile sy akan keje kat sini... but will update once sy tuka keje k...

Relationship
ok, 1st of all i want to announce that i am a married woman!!! hehe..
yea... sy da berkahwin... dgn mr. A.... actually kitorg engaged on 16th Sept 2011.. so, solemnization on 28th September 2012... about setahun kitorg engaged.
Alhamdulillah.. dugaan jgn crite la.. sgt banyak.. tak bole imagine mcmane.. tapi... at last sy dah jadi isteri yg sah untuk Mr. A... sekarang.. tgh aim nak jadi isteri solehah.. syurga di bawah telapak kaki suami okay.. n of course sy nak masuk Jannah.. so gambarimas shereen.. nnti sy post kat next entry k.:)

Family
alhamdulillah family sy semua sihat2.. cuma atuk da mcam x sihat sgt.. haritu sakit lagi.. kene warded.. yg lain semuanya ok.. my 1st cuzzin zaki dah ade 2 anak da.. semua girls.. sgt2 adorable anak dia.. Amirah Zahrah and Amirah Zulaikha.. and my 2nd cuzzin Ana pun da ade baby...!! Rania Adreanna nama dia.. kawaiiii jugakk..

Friends.
mcm biase.. dorg sgt awesome.. huhu.. bye dulu jadi PA jugak tu English man nie but now dia da quit sbb nk jadi enterpreneur heheh... gambatte.. tapi bye mmg sesuai sgttt jadi businesswoman nie.. sbb ingat lagi dulu tyme main on9 game.. dia sgt kaya ok!!.. hahaha... tyme merchant mode mmg dia sgt2 superb... n otak dia if fikir psl business nie mmg brilliant!! hehe... so.. i thnk she take the right path la.. good for her.. :)

tan- until now keje kat ginvera, kajang.. as chemist tak slh.. if jumpe dia msti hair die sgt2 cantik.. sbb dia cakap dia duduk lab, asik2 test product aje.. so most of the time.. colleague dia akan syampoo rambut dia jeee... sgtla best keje mcm nieee... xpyh nak g salon lagi kann...

rosmah- rosmahhhhhh... rosmah skrg amik double degree... in law.. heheheh... cheyy jadi lawyer seyh nnti... so skrg dia work dkt times bookstore at citta mall... pernah jumpe dia sekali je tyme dia keje.. a year ago kot.. dah lupe... tapi skrg nie rosmah rajinnn sgt pergi photography class.. dia punye gamba sgt2 awesome!!! cantikkkkk!! lagipun dari dulu lagi dia pndai2 edit gamba nie... sgt comel ok.. n she has a huge talent in photography jugakk.. if jumpe rosmah je msti ak cakap bnde nie "rosmahhh, amik gmba aku!!" or ak just pose n cakap "ros.. cepatlaaa.. ape lagi" ahahhaha..

billy
okayyyyy billy skrg keje kt Hospital Queen Elizabeth Sabah.. tak slh sy dia jadi ape tah.. ala2 chemist jugak kot..untunglaa..gji banyak okeyyyhh.. government mmgla.. cis cis.. hehehe.. akpe.. nxt time bole treat us.. ;p

shaikh hakhim
okay.. my new bff!!!
heheh..
erm... skrg cont studies kat sim univ... amikk degree in aerospace..kerja lagi kat singapore civil defense force.. da dapat long service award 2 weeks ago..
erm.. suke orange juice.. sgt gerek..byk cakap.. ade superbike yg cool!! fbf2323A tak salah ;p
brain capacity sgt small.. suke yawn..suke betulkan grammar org.. sgt2 caring.. ;)  bodo and gile sumtimes.. tak.. bukan sumtimes tapi selalu..
;p having chic pox at age 26.. -.-" hahahaha..

klaaa tu jeee..  semua da grown up okayy..dah ade uban..;p;p hahahhaha..oops.. ;p

i love them.. sgt2... ;)

when you're gone

[Verse 1] 
I always needed time on my own, 
I never thought I'd, need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone, 
And the bed where you lied, 
Is made up on your side.

[Refrain]
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

[Chorus]
When you're gone, 
The pieces of my heart are missing you! 
When you're gone, 
The face I came to know is missing too! 
When you're gone, 
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day... 
And make it OK... 
I miss you.

[Verse 2]
I've never felt this way before, 
Everything that I do, 
Reminds me of you.
And the clothes you left, 
They lie on the floor, 
And they smell just like you, 
I love the things that you do! 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/avril_lavigne/when_youre_gone.html ]
[Refrain]
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

[Chorus]
When you're gone, 
The pieces of my heart are missing you! 
When you're gone, 
The face I came to know is missing too! 
And when you're gone, 
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day... 
And make it OK... 
I miss you.

[Middle-eight]
We were made for each other, 
Out here forever, 
I know we were, 
Yeah Yeah! 
All I ever wanted was for you to know, 
Everything I do I give my heart and soul, 
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me... 
Yeah! 

[Chorus]
When you're gone, 
The pieces of my heart are missing you! 
When you're gone, 
The face I came to know is missing too! 
When you're gone, 
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day... 
And make it OK... 
I miss you! 

broken heart

pernah rase tak?
sakit kan?

sy ade jugak membe2 yg heartbroken nie.. clash dgn bf la... n mcm biase, diorg akn cari org utk ceritakan balik problem diorg..n org tu adelah saye.. hehhe.. well, im a good listener.. ;p
but itu je yg sy bole tlg... be a good listener.. n sometimes give advice and bagi semangat skit... tapi dulu sy tak fhm mcamane rase dia... so, sumtimes agak2 blur2 disitu.. huhu.. terukkan..? so my advice tu x la best sgt... tp at least sy cuba k.. hehe.. itu yg penting..

tp.. mmg pun sgt hurt.. :'(
dia punye hurt tu mcm erm.. how eh nak describe.. hurtla.. hehe.. if accident pun x hurt mcm tu. sbb if accident patah kaki ke.. at least kite da tau.. ok.. 2 bulan da baik..or 3 bulan dah baik.. if broken heart.. lain.. sbb nie involved feelings.. kite tak bole nak predict bile dia bole heal.. lagi2 bila org tu tak pernah open heart dia kat org lain... bile pergi mane2 nampak dia.. sbb byk sgt memories..huhu.. n kalau la tempat tu takde memories.. bole pulak fikir.. "bestnye tempat nie.. knp x bawak dia dulu" haha.. rase nak tampa kan.. tapi tu la reality nye.. n hurt jugak if org tu sgt baik.. tak buat salah pun kat kite.. itu yg buat lagiiii susah nk heal.. sometimes mmg rase nak move on..tapi bole fikir pulak.. ok ke if kite move on.. dia happy tak nanti.. or.. camne nak move on.. sbb bila bersama org nie teringat dia pulak..aih complicated.. huhu..

tapi tula.. cmne susah pun.. mmg diri sndiri tau inilah qada n qadar yg harus kite terime.. semuanya berbalik kepada basic balik.. iaitu agama...Allah knows what the best for us.. sometimes kite lupe.. mmg terjadi kat sy sndiri.. sy slalu question y y y.. n what if what if what if.. tapi mcamane pun sy questions sy msti ingat rukun iman yg ke 6.. percaya kepada qada and qadar.. if sy x percaya.. nauzubillah.. sy tak beriman kepada agama islam.. mcm org kafir jadinye kan.. huhu

my fren pernah cakap.. its normal if dgr lagu.. teringat  kat dia..if pergi tempat nie teringat dia... itu normal kate dia... just note to myself sendiri...kite boleh ingat memories tu but jgn hidup dlm memories tersebut..
and my adik pernah cakap.. "bila kite sgt sygkan org tu.. kite akan let him go .. n kite kene happy utk dia bila dia move on..mmg hurt but just be happy sbb dia tengah happy... n itulah yg dinamakan true love" hehe.. nampaknye my sis lagi mature kan..

kla tu je.. i noe he move on already.. i need to move on jugakk.. kene cepat sbb my status skrg nie.. dosa k..astaghfrullahalzim..
so... harap2 semuanya ok.. hati, heal cepat2 k.. skrg nie tgk future je.. cepatla mase berlalu.. sbb cant wait nk tgk what will happen next.. hehe

kla 3 am.. nyte nyte..

LIFE IS TOO SHORT.....

Life is too short...
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness..
LAUGH when you CAN..
APOLOGIES when you should...
& LET GO of what YOU CANT CHANGE..
LOVE DEEPLY and FORGIVE QUICKLY..
TAKE CHANCES, GIVE EVEYTHING & have NO REGRETS...

LIFE IS TOO SHORT...
to be UNHAPPY...
U have to TAKE the GOOD with the BAD..
SMILE when u are SAD..
LOVE WHAT YOU GOT..
& ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAD..

ALWAYS FORGIVE but NEVER FORGET...
LEARN from your MISTAKES.. but NEVER REGRET..

PEOPLE CHANGE and THINGS GO WRONG..
but..
ALWAYS REMEMBER...
LIFE GOES ON......

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..Im thankful for giving me another day.....

TV 3

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Hello :)
waa.. da lamenye x write blog..byknye spiderweb kat sini.. mushrooms pun ade.. hehe..
 its 2012 already~~~~~..
mcm2 happens..
sweet memories.. bad memories. ups n downs..semuala.. n those experiences have made my  life more meaningful..
k.. so meh sy bwk.. ape yg terjadi sepanjang 2 tahun nie k..

Job.
okayy.. post yg lepas..sy byk bebel2 pasal interview.. jobless and ape2tah.. haha.. sgt klaka bile bace balik...byk interview yg sy attend sbelum dpt kerja yg sy kerja skrg.. byk yg merepek2.. tapi alhamdulillah.. those experiences mmg tak bole lupe...

n fyi, sy diterima mnjadi journalist untuk media prima.. tahukan media prima tu ape..?? hurm?? tahu tak?? tv3, tv9, ntv7,tv 8 semua tu under 1 roof of media prima.. mule2 sy dipanggil oleh tv3 untuk mnjadi newscaster.. chewahh.. hehe.. mase dpt call tu.. mmg perangai mcm beruk.. jakunnnn sgt2.. yelaa... im biotech student seyh.. pejadahnye tbe2 masuk masscomm nie.. hehe..tak sgke pulak dorg tgh mncari talent baru.. n mase interview tu.. kene bace beritala.. kat blakang ade backdrop.. BULETIN UTAMA.. huahuahua.. glamor kott..n tyme ni sy failed hahas.. yela... i tak mengikuti perkembangan semase... so byk questions sy tak bole jawab... n mostly about politic.. yah... i like politics but i dint like the politicians.. >.< hehhe..

okayy.. ingatkan smpi situ jela.. hancur harapan ku nk mnjadi glamor.. tapi after a few weeks, tv3 call lagi... dia kate sy dishortlisted untuk jadi journalist.. sy mcm"whatttt??"
ejat aka hajar is my bestfriend... dia lawyer.. punyela dia bagi smgt tak hingat dunia.. she have a wide knowledge psl current issues nie.. semua jenis doa and sentence2 yg bombastic dia ajar.. sbb dia cakap.. dia nak ade kawan yg glamour.. so bole tumpang glamor skali -.-" haha.. paling tak bole tahan.. ejat siap teman ak g interview tu.. hahahaha sgt klaka!! ejat2.. mu niee.. memang gile glamour ehh.. ;p tumbuk nanti..

so.. bile interview journalist tu.. sy dress up mcm biase.. pakai suit and shawl..make up sikit2.. n org tv3 siap cakap.. pakai proper n MAKE UP sendiri..huhu.. n bila sy sampai sane which is Seri Pentas TV3.. ade la dlm 20 org kot... 1 batch time tu.. n semua MASSCOMM background..saye dgn sorg guy nie yg lari skit.. im a biotech student and he is an engineereing student.. heheh.. semua dgn high heels..pki fake eyelashes bagai.. sgt2 cantikk.. n sy cermin diri nie.. oh man.. "apa yg ak buat kat sini".. n dorg mcm...bercerita sane sini pasal pembace berita yg glamor2.. n mcm2 la.. n sy pulak berdiam diri... n tyme tu terasa diri time sy sgt2 small!!! huhu..

N tyme interview tu kene buat gaye reporter mcm tu.. n sy memilih tajuk interview student Malaysia kat UK tyme hari Raya.. tyme tu sy selitkan skali incident student Malaysia yg kene pukul tyme membeli juadah berbuka kat UK tu..n mase interview tu dia interviewer lebih berminat dgn job yg sy ade skrg iaitu PA for MD.. bykla words2 of insipration sy cakap bile dis counterback sy dgn byk questions..huahua sgt mcm bagus time tu..

All in all, dpt job nie.. Alhamdulillah.. mmg x sgke.. diorg suruh g medical check up semua n for some reasons i have to turn down their offer. 1 of the factors, my family x setuju sgt sy bekerja sbgi wartawan nie... susah kata mereka..:(

kla tu jeee.... :) malas nk tulis.. huhu..later k..
tata..