I have always been alone
Feeling only darkness in my heart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of my heart

But now, you guys came along
The darkness has it's day
There's nothing much I can say
But thankyou to my girls♥

I love you guys ♥

♥ PROFILE

berlinda (:
im seventeen
20november1990
nyjcian
ouran girls
note: my blogskin has no relation to me. im no emo. (:

♥ DESIRES
happiness
sleep
arashi's concert
japan
laptop
ipod
psp
money
160GB memory stick for my brain

♥ PRESENT
watching arashi videos
memorizing scores
reading notes as bedtime storybook
MUG
brain dead
shochan~

♥ FUTURE
watch more arashi videos
go japan
shochan~

♥ CHAT WITH ME


♥ CONNECT

hani-senpai ♥. mori-senpai ♥.
tamaki-senpai ♥. kyouya-senpai ♥.
hikaru ♥. kaoru ♥.
ourangirls ♥.
online comic ♥.

EVENTS

10may08~CONCERT + hyde's 10th death anniversay + X-japan concert
23may08~GP P1&P2
28may08~SPA
05june08~DBSK LOVER's birthday
17june08~NINO's birthday
23june08-02july08~mye
06august08~JIAHUI's birthday
30august08~MATSUJUN's birthday
08-19september08~prelims
10october08~graduation
03-18november08~alevels
20november08~MY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY
26november08~OHCHAN's birthday
10december08~AIBA LOVER's birthday
13december08~KAZU LOVER's birthday
24december08~AIBA's birthday
25december08~CHRISTMAS
26december08~SHUN's birthday
25janurary08~SHOCHAN's birthday


ARCHIVES

October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008

CREDITS

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Sunday, August 17, 2008
17:08

tests~ (from rachel's lj, its always from there~)


Friendship:

You value your friendships: 75%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test78.aspx

Personality

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.


http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test79.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

MAXIMUM! ♥

Saturday, July 26, 2008
21:34







Which member of Arashi are you most compatible with?
created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as Sakurai Sho

You're most compatible with Sho! You have a good head on your shoulders and have a broad outlook on life. Sho seems to prefer someone who is able to perceive the world and take it in stride - with him, you get a traveling companion.


Results based on a 2006 translated interview about ideal marriages - therefore, you may want to take everything with a grain of salt. ;)


Sakurai Sho



78%

Matsumoto Jun



75%

Ohno Satoshi



75%

Aiba Masaki



58%

Ninomiya Kazunari



50%

from rachel's lj... ...thought i should do it.

MAXIMUM! ♥

Saturday, July 19, 2008
17:27


You are The Wheel of Fortune


Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success


The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

MAXIMUM! ♥

Tuesday, June 10, 2008
22:07

a personality test from rachel's blog.

Determined Realist (DR)

(Just visiting? Take the free test and determine your personality type!)

Determined RealistDetermined Realists like to bear responsibility and welcome challenges. They are stable, reliable persons. External contacts are very important to them; they mix well and are very active. They are excellent organisers and are very happy when things are done correctly and punctually; they can quickly react impatiently if others are not as conscientious, orderly and dutiful as they are. They prefer structured work which produces visible results quickly to abstract, long-drawn-out processes. Determined Realists have no problem with routine as long as it serves efficiency. However, they very much dislike unexpected and unpredictable occurrences which mess up their careful plans. Once they have committed themselves to a cause they do this with dedication and are willing to make considerable sacrifices for it.

Determined Realists do not avoid conflicts and criticism but face up to them and look for solutions. As they have a keen eye for the errors and shortcomings of others and are often quick at expressing criticism, they sometimes rub people up the wrong way especially when they lose their temper and jump to conclusions. Due to their marked sense of justice they are quickly willing to correct themselves and never take offence if someone speaks to them frankly. You do not have to seek hidden motives with them; you always know where you are. Determined Realists are often found in executive positions as they combine commitment, competence and the ability to assert themselves. In their spare time, they often also accept responsibility in clubs and other institutions.

Traditions rate highly with Determined Realists. They attend every family event and never forget a birthday or wedding anniversary. Family and friends are very important to them. With their open, communicative manner, they find it easy to get to know people and have a large circle of friends and acquaintances. They are never superficial, but reliable and loyal friends who are always there when they are needed. Determined Realists take their relationships very seriously - they dream of finding a partner for life. In a love relationship, they seek above all stability and loyalty and here, too, they are willing to invest a lot in a harmonious togetherness. Determined Realists master crises or difficult phases with composure; they would never think of breaking a promise given. As a partner, one can always rely on their support.



Adjectives which describe your type

extroverted, practical, logical, planning, direct, structured, conscientious, responsible-minded, self-confident, critical, honest, orderly, reliable, controlled, objective, able to concentrate, resolved, purposeful, communicative, with a sense of duty, tradition-conscious, stable, able to deal with conflicts, solution-oriented, relationship-oriented, efficient, impatient, warm-hearted, competition-oriented

These subjects could interest you

clubs, associations, going out, sport, travel, music, trekking, camping, hiking, cooking, handicrafts, nature, strategy games, politics.

MAXIMUM! ♥

Saturday, May 24, 2008
16:33

AUREUS EXPERENTIA XIII: WHEN WEST MEETS THE EAST.


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Sunday, April 27, 2008
15:38

よい子の味方(yoiko no mikata). im waiting for it to come.
a very hard to find drama.

MAXIMUM! ♥

15:02

i shall explain everything using pictures.

pika n★★chi double life is hard dakara happy.
watched it today.
pika nchi like is hard dakedo happy.
i was watching this yesterday. quite funny.

cookbook series.

fulfillment series.

we're just bored.

clark quay. yay!!!
i pinched rachel.

we're on our way back from liang court.
we heard "we can make it" in the supermarket!!!
and, and, and we went to kino.
i saw the jap newsweek and picked it up, telling rachel "this is what sho reads".
i flipped it open and OMG!!!!
it's sho's and ohchan's au commercial.
i dont know if its in all newsweek mag but im surprised.
ohya. there's matsujun's new movie commercial poster in it too.
i can hardly recognize that's matsujun.
i wont buy that newsweek home. i have many, though mine's in english.
this is the magazine.

24apr'08: i was donating blood.
first time. quite fun.

my brother and i. somewhere outside SIM, if im not wrong.


MAXIMUM! ♥