Wednesday, December 24, 2025
Near end of year, I always take some time out to reflect what has happened and look back what I have become.
Survived another rough year of adulting.
Nothing much has changed in 2024 and 2025, same old same old.
had the ability to chase after what I love, KPOP and experiences. I want to take this chance here to thank all the friends and bosses who have taken good care of me in 2025 and I look forward what we gonna acheieve in 2026.
Other than just getting older, health has been a huge concern in 2025 and I will be take attention to my body : cut down on exccessive unhealthy food and exercise more.
Wishing your family and you , who are reading this, good health and stay cheerful. Always remember: I am always here to talk to, just a text or phone call awway.
had the ability to chase after what I love, KPOP and experiences. I want to take this chance here to thank all the friends and bosses who have taken good care of me in 2025 and I look forward what we gonna acheieve in 2026.
Other than just getting older, health has been a huge concern in 2025 and I will be take attention to my body : cut down on exccessive unhealthy food and exercise more.
Wishing your family and you , who are reading this, good health and stay cheerful. Always remember: I am always here to talk to, just a text or phone call awway.
Tuesday, August 02, 2022
hows life been treating you huh?
life wasnt what i was expecting 10 years later.
i guess, thats life.
Tuesday, September 05, 2017
few weeks i was blogging about dillon joining WTP . boy then i was so excited finally i can guide him and slowly groom him with lots of plans inplace as long he works hard and prove to the rest of the team.
i was wrong. damn bloody wrong.
first few weeks was going damn smoothly. like letting him meet the team, working co-existing with team boy i was so proud of you as your god brother, i cant wait to tell everyone he is my god damn brother. see how he does his work so diligently !
but slowly he developed feelings for one of the staff , yet i was okay and told him as long it doesnt affect work or professionalism of work its good to go.
but he dont seem to able to tell the difference.
used phone more frequent. told him to stop or use lesser it back fired.
then slowly things went south.
small small things start went overboard, like smoking break, phone calls.
worst was PDA on shop floor. of cause i was angry .
it against what he promised not to do and everything started crumbling from there.
i went for my reservice and all of this happened.
when im back , i tried to clarify everything. even spoke to the gf and he took it like im trying to spoilt the relationship with him.
wtf?
cmon if i wanna woo her i would have did it long time again why wait till u come into the picture? u still can go around telling ppl i was trying just by offerring her a free cup of starbucks?
she was my staff next my friend. of cause i draw the line and treat her as one.
if u were to take it wrongly then blame on ur mindset. insecure kid.
then resigned? sure. but professionally speaking one week notice. no, u threw it 2 days later i let u go. let me die? i wont one . trust me.
u can tell her to withdraw her schedule and stuff. go ahead. who to suffer? her. cause u think u can maintain your rich lifestyle how long?
already borrowed money from her not even 1 month into relationship? proves one thing, you cannot provide? haven even get pay, wanna buy this and that.
haven even pay finish ppl the old debts then wanna buy things. go ahead.
you never think that when ppl let u their money, its their hard earned money and saved for rainy days. because treat u as a bro, lend u in the end u used it to fund your gf and u lifestyle.
what i wanna say is done. all the best to you and her and of cause. i will do my best and will not disappoint the world.
Tuesday, August 01, 2017
today marks the first month ever since dillon joined WTP with me at WCP outlet.
deep down, after getting back in contact with him , working together with him and hanging out with him.
its really needs time to get used to him.
yeah, its fun at times at work , you know time passes by faster when you work with someone you can talk with and guide him along but at times, he just get up my nerves.
All this years, i have been blaming myself for what has happened in the past. maybe the almighty has given me a chance to guide him as much as i can and teach him and share with him my experience .
i have trying to be very understanding at work , adjusting to his working style and habits. he really smokes alot. really alot.
well. its just a month and 2 more months till his probation is over.
hopefully he can perform and the others accept him and his personality and character when he joins the other outlets.
Sunday, November 15, 2015
As vain i was and how much i wanted to improve my face,
i took the leap and saved around 120$ (if were to do in sg per session will cost like 300-400 >_<|||)and went for the derma roller session.
it would be wiser to take a course of 5 but i took once since im leaving CNX soon..
first they numb my face and they proceed with the roller with 0.10mm thin needles roller all over face.
damn red and bleeding.
but it was worth it.
after 2 days of the session, i can see my face healing damn fast, so minor scars are obviously minimised/healing well.
will continue to monitor the treatment =D
Saturday, October 17, 2015
A week has passed since i landed here in Chiangmai again.
haha.
things / arrangements haven change at all since the last trip here.
thankfully i had experienced it once before and had made backup plans since then so this time round when it happened, at least i was mentally and physically prepared.
this time was such a haste trip back due to the changes in project scoops and had to make it back here at such short notice.
at least later im going to fetch the 3 TP interns who are coming here.
means im less bored now. at least there are ppl to talk to and hang out with after work. haha.
can share the cab fare to town etc.
Sunday, August 30, 2015
well,
back here working in Chiangmai.
15 days have past and 5 more days to go.
apartment has the bare min for living, no bed sheet, pillows or blanket.
it would be great that i could be informed earlier...
payment also , it would be great if i was told so i can change more money then request for advance.
the screw up here is no agreements on email or details, all verbal agreement only.
projects wise , as usual , vague until details, contents then have to increase the difficulty of the project.
super happy to work here with great people again and once again, i am using it as an escape from the reality.
its only when you are away you can tell who really gives a fuck and who doesnt, about me.
yeah , you telling me you miss me before i leave, and want to be like the past messaging you every now and day , its demanding to me.
i tried hard to move on and you suddenly want back in the game, like so unfair for me lor.
last voice out to another person: dude, yeah i see how long can you last with this. 13 hours for a reply ? seriously? when you are holding your phone and messaging other friends? bros? kiss my ass.
Monday, June 01, 2015
nothing unusual happened.
Shit happened once again once a while.
really damn tired of it.
with your irresponsibility of a parent.
how the fuck can 2 of you going genting and leave her at nanny place?
never mind that either one of us has to pick her up. we have to even baby sit her .
WTF?
you couldnt fucking text us and let us know?
we dont have plans?
we no need to go out?
we got no life?
then fucking give birth to her and dont want to take care of her?
sometimes i really pity her.
and everything is not going as planned.
as a virgo , really drives me crazy.
already booked tickets for the overseas business trip,
have to reschedule due to RESERVIST.
Damn it. Sea Games.
And cannot defer somemore.
fuck.
Saturday, March 21, 2015
It's been awhile since I came back here and rant . But I just can't think of a place to rant without being judged.
People just tell me , it's such a short moment , why are you so hanged up on it ? Just move on?
I would rather say. It was the moment , the feeling that connection we had .
You said you can't get past your side, my friends or people judging you when you are with me? What about me ? Whats am here for then?
I'm here to accompany you and go through it.
Did you even care about my feelings ?
Did I say I'm gonna leave you ?
Did I even care about how you dress ?
How you act ?
No I dont .
I really don't care what others think,
Or how you look in other eyes ,
It's my choice , my decision And my love.
Who are they to say or comment about us?
But with the above being said,
No.
Even if you do contact me again later in life,
No , I won't get back with you.
And don't contact me.
I won't be blinded by you ever again.
Good bye.
Friday, August 01, 2014
well,
work has been the same, so many things i have to do by myself with that little pay.
company say its expanding and looking to hire more people but so far witness with my own eyes, they aren't even interviewing people. LOL.
what irony.
life still sucks.
kitchen renovation is about to be completed and finally, no need to go and bath and shit and see that stupid dog that seems to hate me.
dillon going CD soon. on september 9th.
lol
what a bad timing.
and he doesn't remember that the next few days is my birthday lol.
what a dick.
work has been the same, so many things i have to do by myself with that little pay.
company say its expanding and looking to hire more people but so far witness with my own eyes, they aren't even interviewing people. LOL.
what irony.
life still sucks.
kitchen renovation is about to be completed and finally, no need to go and bath and shit and see that stupid dog that seems to hate me.
dillon going CD soon. on september 9th.
lol
what a bad timing.
and he doesn't remember that the next few days is my birthday lol.
what a dick.