Hmm... Been rather long since I blog..don't come here that often already..haha! But still occasionally I want to share my thoughts.. Just do a reading up on people relations and I started reflecting..my 3years in polytechnic was not a rather fun thing or memory cause I enclosed myself too much.. I refuse to open up. Perhaps its just my own struggles about human behavior and untrust..however, this makes me realize that I lost a lot of fun and excitement. I'm pretty friendly to my outside friends but why can't I be more personal to my school mates..I have 3 rather close school mates.. Wee kiat, Brandon, and Lester.. But due to personal relationship Lester n I no longer in talking terms. Left with wee kiat and Brandon. Occasionally Brandon n I will talk about his stuff. But my regret is I am not ably to understand wee kiat well as a friend. For this, I fail... It's my mistake for bot being caring enough..for the people around me. I sincerely apologize because I do not really talk much in class.. Not that I am not approachable, but i just appear to be cold. Actually to talk about fear, I don't really know how to approach or start a topic with a person. At times, I will just keep quiet.. Good to say, Im more of an action to verbal person. I have a classmate. Her bf got into an accident..I don't even know how to comfort her..actually I is I don't dare.. Everyday, just quietly pray, stalk her fb to see if everything is fine and stuff...she sits behind me only and guess what..despite all the things that are happening, she still works hard.. Having to go to n fro from school to hospital I think..it's tough though..n it's a really admirable thing.sincerely hopes that every one of my classmates will strive hard and we can graduate tgt..especially Lester.. Worried about his studies but I can't say...maybe he sees this, he will think it's bullshit and hypocrisy but I know I say all this frOm my heart and I wish everyone the best