back to square one

haha!!i had so much fun at the grandfinals ytd. but now=( im gonna get a hell load of time cause i have to do my projects again!!arghhhh!! i hate it i hate it!!!i miss the girls=( no more rehearsal now. ='(

re: msg on my tag box

hi whoever you are, thanks for "concerning" about me but for your information, ears are not meant to hear about gossips but to share people's problem, if your ear like to hear people gossip, cut it away. People wanna woo me is their choice. I have no rights to stop them. Well, perhaps, you have no rights to judge about others as well, so what if their eyes are blind. I have flaws and i dare to admit. but what about you? dare to say things about me but don't dare to put down your name. At least leave yourself some respect ok? And i tell you what mr/ miss damn and ... i can be open to tell things about myself to people but i'm not a loose girl, do you even care to ask what happen? you didn't. since you like to hear people's gossip, go ahead. cus i won't stop you, but don't worry, even i know who you are, i won't gossip about you=)

it has been really long

had been sometime since i blogged..was really trying to bottle up how i really feel this month or so. Really been so tough. school and pagent. i learnt a dance for the pagent and gosh, i danced like a clown. i don't feel good at all. You know, i really feel upset about it. i don't know what had happen and i feel totally lost. thank god, althea and a few girls stood by me. through the pagent, i see alot. i started to believe that actually can trust in girls. well, truthfully, most of my close friends are guys. At first, i don't dare to talk to sharin cus she look do cool and don't talk much but in the end, she is really nice. althea is my best friend in the pagent. she really looked after me. and i'm very blessed by her. she bought me a top and pinky underwear. haha...!!!i feel really touched..I don't know what to say and i kept quiet but as im writing this post, i'm overwhelmed with tears. Well, i see the cruel part in this pagent as well. Gossips and backstab. i'm so afraid of that because this is the main reason i lose trust in girls and pin my hope into guys instead. well, im not a flirt but im more comfortable with guys. and well, althea, sharin, krizzia and few girls showed me different things and made me look at things in a different perspective. sometimes to tink about it, i'm afraid to write down what i really feel in my blog because perhaps now when in the pagent, you tend to be more cautious about what you say. I wanna share about how i feel once more. well, secretly here in my blog, i wanna thank althea, nass, krizz, sharin, ivy and celestine for the support you gave me today.