make over

came here just to give credits to the makeup artist and the photographer who does my make over for the pagent..but i didn buy the photos..hmm....anw, finished my holidays homework!!weee...but sure theres more coming up...omg!!!!i want homework free holiday..=( now its like world cup season...all the coffeeshop is earning..haha...i hope worldcup never ends..it feel so good to see people who don't know each other yet bonded by a common goal: watch people score goal..haha...

i like my-new hairdo

1: a great thank you to eric of mystique hair salon and his fellow hairstylists. now i have a newly highlighted hair and some nice haircut. love it. this is part of the miss singapore pagent process..i really appreiate it. feel like a princess. so i must get myself ready for the photoshoot on the 22nd june. =)
sleeping time...goodnight everyone

MISS SINGAPORE WORLD

wow!!after much trying..or i say 2 tries of new paper new face..haha..i got into miss singapore..i'm not too sure if this is the finals means i have to call up the management and check it out. so well, lester accompanied me. i'm thankful for him. thanks lester!! and also my agent, liu, for giving me valuable advise. right now, i'm gonna try my best for this competition. so that means i have lots of admin stuff to settle with school.. asking about how should i juggle competition with school's assignment. hope we can work somethings out. seriously i'm overjoyed. wanna share my joy with all the people around me cause i know some of my friends have high hopes on me and i really don't want to let them down. Just a joke, i'm going to squeeze out the very best of my capabilities and use my capabilities to squeeze out every thing i can learn from the people i'm gonna meet in the future from this pagent. saw so many beautiful girls today. i think the previous year new paper new face girls are there as well.. they look beautiful. i may not be as beautiful as they are but i know a beautiful heart makes a person beautiful. of cause everyone have their unique beauty. right??(say right) haha...lol...

than after the interview, i went to meet my daddy!!he brought me to pasir ris fish farm to get a new fish pond for his fish..i saw chicken and rooster!gosh...and little chicks..they are so cute..seriously, its my first time that i saw chicks.  below are the pics.

but anyway..

thanks to siok kan, lester, vivian, brandon, lydia, han bin and xinyi we went to marina barage to celebrate siok kan's birthday, that really cheer me up so much...i stil remember last year was terrible, i didn manage to get in new paper new face 2009 and on that day, my ex boyfriend broke up with me...terrible...hmm..well, really thankful for them...if not i will go home, stuff myself in my blanket and cry till i sleep, but the strong trina will only emerge stronger...no TNP new face, theres still other oppotunity coming up...GO GO GO!!

long time since

i blogged..completed my submission..yeah!!!but more complications is up, relationship, new projects etc...gosh..well, sad to say, i didn manage to get in the new paper new face...but nevertheless, i will still hang on..ready to take up new challenges..hmm...relationship wise, there had been a downfall too...seem like i'm getting to no where in my present relationship..there seem to be so little communication between me and him. and as for my part, i didn't really wanna get to know more about him...i think my feelings are fading..its only 1 month plus...i hate it that my relationship cant last..but i don't seem to meet the right guy yet..why??=(
maybe its not time..i'll wait cus im still young..its not that i'm a flirt, but its just that i feel uncomfortable when i'm with him.. i wanna share alot of stuff with him but i just couldn't..

hmm, really wanna refresh everypart of my life...maybe stay single in the mean time and wait for someone else...i really don't know...so confused...