Isomnia
Can't seem to fall asleep. My head is filled with stuff. Heart is heavy and painful. Actually i kinda been a let down to my family for many years. I always feel that way. Daddy says discouraging things to me. I let mum down..So many things that i really hate myself. Tried very hard to make tham proud but in the end what i got is being scolded and i feel im such a let down. Wanted to just kill myself but don't have the courage cus i also know that many people will be sad. well, appearing to be strong outwardly doesnt help much cus the more i conceal it, the more painful i become. Again and again, trouble approach me. again and again, i had to cry over various matters. this had been the 7th night since i started crying consequtively except i stopped yesterday but carried on today. hadn't been very happy and school is starting soon. The pain of holidays and the pain when school start. when can i really get a heartfelt, sincere smile onto my face? Born with a pretty face, whats the use? Born with a big eye, whats the use? On my face theres sadness, in my eyes theres tears. Done so much things that i shouldn't do. Walked pass so much crossroads making right and wrong choices. but still, im really unhappy. Saw the kites flying while i pass by a road few days back. How freely the fly how beautiful they soar in the sky. even eagles have their own trouble but kites are objects created my men and manipulated by man. Simply, they have no feelings. I feel freedom and peace while looking plainly at the kites flying. Thinking about life. Isn't our life like a kite and its master?? Being controlled or the one controlling. its pretty unfair though but thats the world and society. The ugly truth yet depicted on such a glorious and peaceful scene of just flying a kite.
lil' tots'
after lots and lots of crying and thinking. I finally realise that im not that happy while just sticking to 1 person, relying on 1 person so much cus it will add stress and pressure onto his/her life. Decide today to open myself 1 chance and to others a chance to enter into my life. Well, what i know is i did not regret. I simply experienced both type of love today 1) loving others and 2)being loved. I understood totally how it feels. Yes its tiring to give and sacrifice for some1 you love. Yet when u sacrificed, the feeling is sweet.
I went out with someone who i simply know that he loves me. Just that i keep running from the truth cause i know that i don't wanna have a stable relationship now. If i step into a relationship with him, he will be the one who is hurt very badly. I know he is true towards me "chemically", "Physically", "biogically" and "emotionally" tested..haha...who will want to hurt some1 who is so true and sincere towards you right?haha well, but now just simply stay as friend will be the good idea. Cause its the time whereby we start to understand each other more.
I'm friendshiply attached and in love with my close friend. friendship is NOT ROMANCE BUT RELIANCE. relied on him alot and in the end, i realised that we're both tired. So right now, i simply gonna start afresh. Lesser reliance = lesser stress. I refuse to walk away cause i wanna stay.
However, now i know what i can do. try allowing myself to place my reliance on both the person i love and the person who loved me. Cause in the end, they will still be someone close to me. If i put my reliance on someone who love me, i know that he knows what he did was being appreciated.
alright..dozing off..goodnight.=)
I went out with someone who i simply know that he loves me. Just that i keep running from the truth cause i know that i don't wanna have a stable relationship now. If i step into a relationship with him, he will be the one who is hurt very badly. I know he is true towards me "chemically", "Physically", "biogically" and "emotionally" tested..haha...who will want to hurt some1 who is so true and sincere towards you right?haha well, but now just simply stay as friend will be the good idea. Cause its the time whereby we start to understand each other more.
I'm friendshiply attached and in love with my close friend. friendship is NOT ROMANCE BUT RELIANCE. relied on him alot and in the end, i realised that we're both tired. So right now, i simply gonna start afresh. Lesser reliance = lesser stress. I refuse to walk away cause i wanna stay.
However, now i know what i can do. try allowing myself to place my reliance on both the person i love and the person who loved me. Cause in the end, they will still be someone close to me. If i put my reliance on someone who love me, i know that he knows what he did was being appreciated.
alright..dozing off..goodnight.=)
Just a simple smile
Had been feeling pretty bad these two days. Just got back home from a day outing alone and i met with a guy who always pushes a trolley to collect drinking cans. I happen to drink a can of half empty green tea on my way home and gaved it to him. The smile in return he gaved me was so priceless. It just brings life onto me. It brightens up and clears the gloom away from my heart. Just a simple can collector who lead a life of poverty and without education could brighten someone life with just a smile. the smile was so sincere, heart felt and filled with gratitude. I feel happy and in the mean time, was moved to tears as i slowly walk down the corridors and stairs before i reached home.
Today in the afternoon, i went to the national museum of singapore because they have this Quest for immortality exhibition. and its free for student! so i will be going again tomorrow cause i wanna learn more. Took a few pictures today.
Shortly after death the body would be taken to a tent known as the "ibw" the place of purification. There it would be thoroughly washed in a solution of natron (a naturally occurring compound of sodium carbonate and sodium bicarbonate) before being taken to another tent known as the "per nefer" the house of beauty. Here the actual mummification process would take place.
The viscera (internal organs) were removed and dried, rinsed, bandaged and then placed in canopic jars or parcels which were placed with the body. These canopic jars would be decorated with the images of the "four sons of Horus". From the 18th Dynasty onwards, the stoppers of canopic jars were fashioned into the forms of the heads of each of the four gods:
HAPY
The baboon headed god who protected the lungs. His cardinal point was North.
IMSETY
The human headed god who protected the liver. His cardinal point was South.
DUAMUTEF
The jackal headed god who protected the stomach. His cardinal point was East.
QEBEHSENUEF
The falcon headed god who protected the intestines. His cardinal point was West.
That means the organs of the king were taken out of the body and placed in jars(how scary)
After the removal and preservation of the internal organs, dry natron would be moulded over the corpse and possibly also inserted into the body cavity, in order to assist desiccation. The body would be left to thoroughly dehydrate for some forty days.
Once dried out, the temporary stuffing would be removed, with any dried body parts being retained for burial, and the body cavity would be re-stuffed and packed out with bags of clean natron, resin soaked bandages and various sweet smelling aromatics. The brain cavity was filled with resin or linen, the openings in the skull packed and artificial eyes often added.
The whole body would be coated in resin, and cosmetics were sometimes added in order to give the body its final life-like appearance. Whilst the body was then completely bandaged up, amulets would be inserted between the wrappings in the appropriate places as described in the Book of the Dead. Bandaging the body would take around fifteen days.
A very important part of the outer mummy was a death mask, placed over the head to provide an idealised image of the deceased as a resurrected being. The mask played a crucial symbolic role, for it signified the elevation of the dead person to a higher plane of existence in the afterlife.
Proudly adapted form: http://www.egyptologyonline.com/mummification.htm
Today in the afternoon, i went to the national museum of singapore because they have this Quest for immortality exhibition. and its free for student! so i will be going again tomorrow cause i wanna learn more. Took a few pictures today.
when i walked near the mummies, i thought they were fake ones but than after i smell the very strong antiseptic smell as i walked nearer to the exhibits, i started to believe. The feeling of mystic came dwelling inside of me, i start to feel pressurized yet amazed at the creation and how small sized the mummies were. The things that shock me most today read on-
The process of mummification
Shortly after death the body would be taken to a tent known as the "ibw" the place of purification. There it would be thoroughly washed in a solution of natron (a naturally occurring compound of sodium carbonate and sodium bicarbonate) before being taken to another tent known as the "per nefer" the house of beauty. Here the actual mummification process would take place.
The viscera (internal organs) were removed and dried, rinsed, bandaged and then placed in canopic jars or parcels which were placed with the body. These canopic jars would be decorated with the images of the "four sons of Horus". From the 18th Dynasty onwards, the stoppers of canopic jars were fashioned into the forms of the heads of each of the four gods:
HAPY
The baboon headed god who protected the lungs. His cardinal point was North.
IMSETY
The human headed god who protected the liver. His cardinal point was South.
DUAMUTEF
The jackal headed god who protected the stomach. His cardinal point was East.
QEBEHSENUEF
The falcon headed god who protected the intestines. His cardinal point was West.
That means the organs of the king were taken out of the body and placed in jars(how scary)
After the removal and preservation of the internal organs, dry natron would be moulded over the corpse and possibly also inserted into the body cavity, in order to assist desiccation. The body would be left to thoroughly dehydrate for some forty days.
Once dried out, the temporary stuffing would be removed, with any dried body parts being retained for burial, and the body cavity would be re-stuffed and packed out with bags of clean natron, resin soaked bandages and various sweet smelling aromatics. The brain cavity was filled with resin or linen, the openings in the skull packed and artificial eyes often added.
The whole body would be coated in resin, and cosmetics were sometimes added in order to give the body its final life-like appearance. Whilst the body was then completely bandaged up, amulets would be inserted between the wrappings in the appropriate places as described in the Book of the Dead. Bandaging the body would take around fifteen days.
A very important part of the outer mummy was a death mask, placed over the head to provide an idealised image of the deceased as a resurrected being. The mask played a crucial symbolic role, for it signified the elevation of the dead person to a higher plane of existence in the afterlife.
Proudly adapted form: http://www.egyptologyonline.com/mummification.htm
25th march
Went to funan today...weeee....cause lester, brandon and the rest were working there..hmm, bought bubble tea for them..haha..make me so happy.and i buy 2 mouse for myself!!yes!!!ok im kind of a cheapo..haha...cus i didn go for the brand..lols, i bought a wired mouse @ $7 and a wireless one @ $18..cheap right..cus i know, things that goes under my hand the result is into the rubbish bin..haha..
hmm, but the design not bad la hoh..
and later in the evening went to makan with my church friends at sakae sushi...so thankful and grateful for the meal, well of cus i didn pay a single cent..
hmm, but the design not bad la hoh..
and later in the evening went to makan with my church friends at sakae sushi...so thankful and grateful for the meal, well of cus i didn pay a single cent..
him
Have you tried so hard just to please a person???it really seem so tired that everytime you have to put down your dignity just to appease the situation. Cried really hard when i reach home today(of cause mum and dad doesn't know it) took the wireless internet out and got scolding by my brother. I really feel very terrible. What did i get in the end?? Actually nothing. well i brought it out cause its for my friend to use. But in the end, i was so upset with my friend for giving me attitude through his body language. I feel really terrible. Well its not all his fault. I was feeling so down at that moment and his body language really pissed me off. In the end, he still denied that he gave me attitude. well, not totally his fault too. cause he may not know what he showed to people from his body language. EVERYONE can just put up a front on the face, acting that you are happy, but the body language won't lie. So all and all, i spend today holding my tears really hard. I know i'm a very emotional person. I cried really easily. Used to be a strong girl. However, the hurts and pain in life weakens me. They just makes me learn how to walk again.. How to stand up when i fall down. How to kneel down humbly even when i made no mistakes.
I feel very painful when i have to admit my wrongs when i didn't do it. But why i do it?Cause i really want to hold on to a cherished realtionship(of cause its not Boy Girl Relationship) and because of that, i really "discard all my pride". Sometimes all i can say to myself is that i'm useless that i am so reliant on the people around me or maybe the right way to say, i refuse to let go of someone i trust deeply cause i trusted no one but him. I don't trust anybody totally cause i have been hurt too many times when i gave my best. Been so many years since i put my trust and reliance on someone and thats my close friend. For everything, i make the intention to be transparent to him. telling him every single things even why i am angry with him and to the fact that i told him i'm jealous about his work. On the other hand, I tried learning as much as i can from him cause the best way to groom and not worsen the jealousy, is put the improvement on yourself. Through this close friend, i learned how to really humble myself, cause i am so afraid that he will leave me, not care about me and not teach me things anymore. I ever kneeled down on the public area begging my ex boyfriend not to leave me. casting away all my pride just to hold on tightly to the only person that i trust.
i always myself, i don't need to rely on people but i know i'm incapable of that emotionally. I earned more than my friends around me but whats the point? They found someone they trust and that someone is willing to stay by their side, for my i have to live under the fear that he will leave me anytime. what can i do? just cried secretly in my room.
well anw, today went to watch a movie titled "nodame cantabile" actualy i am not really interested to watch this movie. but cause i really wanna just watch it with my close friend and didn dare to tell him that i'm not interested i may not recommand the show to my friends well cause i'm not really a hardcore music lover and the show all the way is about music, was freaking cold in the cinema but glad that he is beside me. I'm really happy yet sour inside. happy cause he brought me out after so long, sour cause we quarralled the whole day. Well, i remember he told me this " aren't you interested to watch the show that i like?" this is the reason why i watched "heroes" and "nodame cantabile" i don't enjoy the show, but enjoy his company while watching the show. I'm so fightened after i watched heroes. I started to imagine this and that and its really gory and i hate watching gory movies or ghost ghost movie and i admit, I'M SCARED. As for "nodame cantabile" at first i was not interested but 1 character in particular get me going, thats the main female lead she behave kind of like me but i'm not so extreme. and as for the rest, i'm not really keen. Not say i don't wanna learn music and all, secret ly, i know i have the talent to play the keyboard but due to daddy's financial stuff and all, i gave up the idea that i wanna complete learning the keyboard. I used to learn keyboard at primary 1 and 2. but I don't know why in the end i quited( i forgot the reason)so just by watching the show, i feel a sense of unrest and a little bit of regret. However think the show will come out with other parts, i will still go and watch even its a boring show cause it is something that my close friend likes. I know he likes to smoke. haha..thats his favourite and i accidentally got paranoid this morning when i can't reach him. I thought he smoke till he died while sleeping. thats really stupid la, but its really a worry when u see someone so reliant on Cigarette.
I feel very painful when i have to admit my wrongs when i didn't do it. But why i do it?Cause i really want to hold on to a cherished realtionship(of cause its not Boy Girl Relationship) and because of that, i really "discard all my pride". Sometimes all i can say to myself is that i'm useless that i am so reliant on the people around me or maybe the right way to say, i refuse to let go of someone i trust deeply cause i trusted no one but him. I don't trust anybody totally cause i have been hurt too many times when i gave my best. Been so many years since i put my trust and reliance on someone and thats my close friend. For everything, i make the intention to be transparent to him. telling him every single things even why i am angry with him and to the fact that i told him i'm jealous about his work. On the other hand, I tried learning as much as i can from him cause the best way to groom and not worsen the jealousy, is put the improvement on yourself. Through this close friend, i learned how to really humble myself, cause i am so afraid that he will leave me, not care about me and not teach me things anymore. I ever kneeled down on the public area begging my ex boyfriend not to leave me. casting away all my pride just to hold on tightly to the only person that i trust.
i always myself, i don't need to rely on people but i know i'm incapable of that emotionally. I earned more than my friends around me but whats the point? They found someone they trust and that someone is willing to stay by their side, for my i have to live under the fear that he will leave me anytime. what can i do? just cried secretly in my room.
well anw, today went to watch a movie titled "nodame cantabile" actualy i am not really interested to watch this movie. but cause i really wanna just watch it with my close friend and didn dare to tell him that i'm not interested i may not recommand the show to my friends well cause i'm not really a hardcore music lover and the show all the way is about music, was freaking cold in the cinema but glad that he is beside me. I'm really happy yet sour inside. happy cause he brought me out after so long, sour cause we quarralled the whole day. Well, i remember he told me this " aren't you interested to watch the show that i like?" this is the reason why i watched "heroes" and "nodame cantabile" i don't enjoy the show, but enjoy his company while watching the show. I'm so fightened after i watched heroes. I started to imagine this and that and its really gory and i hate watching gory movies or ghost ghost movie and i admit, I'M SCARED. As for "nodame cantabile" at first i was not interested but 1 character in particular get me going, thats the main female lead she behave kind of like me but i'm not so extreme. and as for the rest, i'm not really keen. Not say i don't wanna learn music and all, secret ly, i know i have the talent to play the keyboard but due to daddy's financial stuff and all, i gave up the idea that i wanna complete learning the keyboard. I used to learn keyboard at primary 1 and 2. but I don't know why in the end i quited( i forgot the reason)so just by watching the show, i feel a sense of unrest and a little bit of regret. However think the show will come out with other parts, i will still go and watch even its a boring show cause it is something that my close friend likes. I know he likes to smoke. haha..thats his favourite and i accidentally got paranoid this morning when i can't reach him. I thought he smoke till he died while sleeping. thats really stupid la, but its really a worry when u see someone so reliant on Cigarette.
my ex bf
just chated with him and realise that we went to the same place at the same time on friday. but we didn get to meet each other...i just suddenly realise that it requires affinity to be with the one we loved. well have no more feeling for him already but still i will often think of him. at least 1 minute of everynight. i can't help it cause his picture is beside my bed. SO BIG..haha..still rmb that it was jerriden who took that picture for us at the prata shop. the prata uncle was very funny..haha...fond memories still. than meal at ding tai fung etc..haha...it was a group date though. Hadn't had any boyfriend after him. i don't know why..haha..on friday i went to zirca and rebel(its just side by side) and all along, He was just behind me and we didn notice each other..i will sure give him a big hug(cus im kind of drunk but not totally) if i see him..haha...miss him mah...(as a friend) still remeber he have a sexy butt..haha...
ok thats just a little piece of my mind. sleeping..=)
ok thats just a little piece of my mind. sleeping..=)
ZIRCA
had been vomitting quite recently..think i really spoil my body when i sleep late and stayed out..don't worry comfirm not pregnent cus monthly still come) stayed out again yesterday again. Went to the cleo 50most eligible bachelor party, as known, the guy at the front cover won. kinda expected. well, after that, went to rebel and party...whao..but its really like weird or should i say i'm amature few guys tried to dance with me at the dance floor and worse the 1 stnding closest to me is an indian...wah!!!there, the flasher incident comes back to haunt me again. However i learnt something new...its pretty squeezy there and i dance so hard using my butt, and "BANG BANG BANG" a space for me was formed..lol....haha kinda crazy but no worries, its done tastefully..i really had fun cause of the people i go with.. THANKs GUYS FOR THE PROTECTION of my safety..=)
18march march march
Seriously, i think i can over pamper a person, i can treat a person badly too...im so extreme..sometimes to think about how a person treat you yet you still willingly take all the blame and still give your best is a very tiring thing..gosh...
anw, today mum brought me to malaysia..went to 2 new shopping centre which i never go before.its name Jusco and Tesco. haha, sound like a twin. but internally its a total difference. Jusco is gigantic and things are expensive there but Tesco is small but things are cheap there..well, than we went to holiday plaza and i rebonded my hair. its straight now..wahaha...love it! baby said its nice too =) the hairdresser, omg...he turn me on!!!!!i feel he is sexy loh.....i duno why but he is sexy to me..haha..just eye candy...no fantasis...haha...ate alot and spend alot today..whaooooo....
also im going to work with a very good photographer..he is really humble and sincere when i talk to him...he is really different....look forward to work with him...=)
anw, today mum brought me to malaysia..went to 2 new shopping centre which i never go before.its name Jusco and Tesco. haha, sound like a twin. but internally its a total difference. Jusco is gigantic and things are expensive there but Tesco is small but things are cheap there..well, than we went to holiday plaza and i rebonded my hair. its straight now..wahaha...love it! baby said its nice too =) the hairdresser, omg...he turn me on!!!!!i feel he is sexy loh.....i duno why but he is sexy to me..haha..just eye candy...no fantasis...haha...ate alot and spend alot today..whaooooo....
also im going to work with a very good photographer..he is really humble and sincere when i talk to him...he is really different....look forward to work with him...=)
IT fair and cleo sentosa
hadn't been blogging much recently cause i'm really busy, but better than school..at least im enjoying what im doing now..
start with my IT fair experience..hmmm..first day, i sold 2 notebook cus i really have no confidence at all and i slacked the wole day..wahhaah...but secretly i actualy went to the toilet to study the specifications of the notebook. And blast!!!!the next day i made 11 sales.haha...i didn go on the 3rd day and on the last day, i made 8 sales not bad still=) cus most free gift were given away, notebooks almost sold out. dots...
Went to the CLEO 50 most eligible bachelor preview. it was fun and sunny on that day, drank 2 cups of pokka vodka and i went crazy...haha...just joking..went with brandon and melissa. So nice of them to teach me so much more about modeling. Went to The Soup spoon and have lunch...joked about the bachelors haha...laughed so loudly like nobody's business...haha...
will be heading the zirca this friday..yes yes!!!!its the finals going with lester, brandon and wee kiat...look so forward to it...
i'll talk about it soon..heading to gym now..bb
start with my IT fair experience..hmmm..first day, i sold 2 notebook cus i really have no confidence at all and i slacked the wole day..wahhaah...but secretly i actualy went to the toilet to study the specifications of the notebook. And blast!!!!the next day i made 11 sales.haha...i didn go on the 3rd day and on the last day, i made 8 sales not bad still=) cus most free gift were given away, notebooks almost sold out. dots...
Went to the CLEO 50 most eligible bachelor preview. it was fun and sunny on that day, drank 2 cups of pokka vodka and i went crazy...haha...just joking..went with brandon and melissa. So nice of them to teach me so much more about modeling. Went to The Soup spoon and have lunch...joked about the bachelors haha...laughed so loudly like nobody's business...haha...
will be heading the zirca this friday..yes yes!!!!its the finals going with lester, brandon and wee kiat...look so forward to it...
i'll talk about it soon..heading to gym now..bb
early in the morning, i received a call. its a dicision i have to make and thinking about it, i proud of myself.this is a poster ad for a beer that is gonna be launched at the third quater of this year and my role? a beer girl..after i think for 10 minutes i asked myself, do i really want to be lust by man even this is only a modeling job. i'm required to wear lingerie by the way. and the photos will be published. what will my friends think of me?
those who care for me will be hurt and disgraced. i don't wanna be like this. this is just so not right.
alright. off to work now. check me out at IT fair fujitsu booth okie
Thanks to weekiat for the IT fair job=)
"When you are in between a crossroad, quiet down and think, is this what you want or is it what you need?"
those who care for me will be hurt and disgraced. i don't wanna be like this. this is just so not right.
alright. off to work now. check me out at IT fair fujitsu booth okie
Thanks to weekiat for the IT fair job=)
"When you are in between a crossroad, quiet down and think, is this what you want or is it what you need?"
sentosa with...
nigel, uncle and pretty auntie..went sun tanning today..so fun!!but tann till half way, the sun go away..reached sentosa around 3plus and played till about 7pm..despite only 4people went, i still had fun..today i did what i really crave to do for the past 2months..cause have to study and bang on projects and practically have no time to play..after sentosa, went to KTV with them and my shuai ge...non other than patrick the starfish..haha.. get to know him yesterday during the indian shoot and he left me a deep impression.went to the ktv and sang till we drop..and left at 12am.practically, we ran to the MRT from sophia road and its really thrilling with the adreline rush..
and as for uncle and pretty auntie, uncle send pretty auntie home so sweet right..been so long since a guy im interested in send me home..envy envy..hai...well, single is like that lah, watch and envy how sweet the couples are and just hope that i will chose a guy i like properly.
and as for uncle and pretty auntie, uncle send pretty auntie home so sweet right..been so long since a guy im interested in send me home..envy envy..hai...well, single is like that lah, watch and envy how sweet the couples are and just hope that i will chose a guy i like properly.
filming for indian show
hey hey, hadn been blogging for few days..just reached home from a shoot at little india...so tired...thanks to my nai ma and i did enjoy my time..=) the pay is not so bad...but the main thing is i am happy and i acted as a criminal...wahooo!!!so happy...the crews there are so polite and so nice...didn regret despite its a night scene.start filming from 10pm till 3am...the indian show will be on air starting this monday 9p..dun have to stay tune for me..haha...lol...hope to get bigger roles and more fun next time..off to bed..
PS: i met a shuai ge today..he is....charming...=)
good night..=)
PS: i met a shuai ge today..he is....charming...=)
good night..=)
Dota
gosh, im kinda curoious about playing dota now..well, thanks to lester...but the characters look scary leh...i feel i may get demon possessed if i play dota...i went to google 'how to play dota' and they wrote this
'Defense of the Ancients, or DotA, is a map in the game Warcraft 3. It was created by players and is arguably the most popular custom map ever made. It combines strategy, skill, teamwork, and a little luck. DotA is relatively fast-paced for a role playing game; as a result, it can be a little difficult for beginners to get the hang of it. With a little practice and some helpful tips, however, even a noob can start succeeding in DotA in no time.'
i saw the picture beside it...wha!!!
the girl is blue in colour with glowing blue eyes without pupil
the green monster beside her got big mouth and he didn brussh his teeth
the guy below the girl looks the most ordinary, but he looks grumpy and grougy, like so not friendly loh...he didn cut hair de, so long..
next to the guy is the skeleton monster...the eye oso blue colour and can glow one..he looks the most horrific, i hope he dies...
so next, i googled images on dota, wow, the graphics and design is so cool!!!so gorgeous..but
the characters are horrific. the will give me nightmares...im so in a dilema if i play i will dream about it or not...so confused...
should i play?should i not play?plus im a nooby
'Defense of the Ancients, or DotA, is a map in the game Warcraft 3. It was created by players and is arguably the most popular custom map ever made. It combines strategy, skill, teamwork, and a little luck. DotA is relatively fast-paced for a role playing game; as a result, it can be a little difficult for beginners to get the hang of it. With a little practice and some helpful tips, however, even a noob can start succeeding in DotA in no time.'
i saw the picture beside it...wha!!!
the girl is blue in colour with glowing blue eyes without pupil
the green monster beside her got big mouth and he didn brussh his teeth
the guy below the girl looks the most ordinary, but he looks grumpy and grougy, like so not friendly loh...he didn cut hair de, so long..
next to the guy is the skeleton monster...the eye oso blue colour and can glow one..he looks the most horrific, i hope he dies...
so next, i googled images on dota, wow, the graphics and design is so cool!!!so gorgeous..but
the characters are horrific. the will give me nightmares...im so in a dilema if i play i will dream about it or not...so confused...
should i play?should i not play?plus im a nooby
LEON
yeah, yesterday, leon cook maggi mee for me..i very happy you know...its like so sweet la...and he brings it into my room...i ate it with joy and feel so warm in my heart...idk how to explain that but i never wanna forget that feeling...
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