loreal making faces

oh yes!today i went to pay and sign up for the upcoming event..i really look so forward to it!!!saw this event on cleo magazine which i bought every month..haha!i love this magazine...and so, i went down to acp magazine at zion road holiday inn atrium and sze li is going for the makeover with me...i hope it will be 23rd jan soon!!!!i hope i hope!!!and i cant wait...

theres free make up, and of cause, whats the best of all, you can get a $100 worth of goodie bag when u go for the make over and only pay $10!!!well, they are not asking us to buy anything but just solely wanna break a new record of the most makeover...yeah!!well, all this is not the best la, whats the best is sze li is going with me and i know all those guys that are after her will go "WAH SZE LI I SUPPORT YOU" i do hope to see any of them bring a pom pom and cheer or even a bouquet of flower for their princess!!!haha!!ok, thats my crap..haha!!than after that, i will be heading back to opss, sad, mr nair(MY HISTORY TEACHER)will be going to MOE to work, i miss him...and i feel like whacking flour on his face...cause i don't want him to go...sobz sobz....

school is coming back!

idk why i name it this way..hmm..ok...i received a wonderful present from siling!my best friend..wahaha!its so cute and i love it!its well a lamp without a bulb!haha!!in the end i went to get my own ikeo bulb..damn funny..and now, the pretty lamp is on my table..i packed my room yesterday...wanna see some before and after pictures?haha!dun get a shock out of ur life...but i agree i feel weird when my room is tidy..

BEFORE:

AFTER:

ok, my wardrobe still look messy cause i have too much clothes and my wardrobe ia too small..just counting my singlet and tank tops etc, its already 41. i have 27 t-shirts..not as bad, 11 scarves. i don't know how many undergarments i have and i haven't count my jacket, outing top, pants, shorts, swimsuit and dresses, OMG! how much does my whle wardrobe cost! i was still amazed and practically i start packing my room from 25th december at 11pm till 4am and the next day, 26th december till 2am plus...my goodness sake...i still cant believe it..but i still have 1 part yet to pack thats my jewellery, moisturiser compartment..and wow!i did some DIY photo frames!

my friend's pics are on it and i wanna make my friends and the people in my life part of my room

• mario
• leon lim
• vincent chin yao liang(my lao da)
• arvin
• kelvin
• gabriel chu
• gregg chu
• rebecca
• siling
• sophia quek
• leon
• david hoon
• faith
• ye jie
• eugene lim
• shaun low
• mr chia
• huai zhi
• joel moo de jian(my best gor)
• kerry koh
• lee zi peng

i do wish i can add more pictures now im still trying to locate my nsp group original picture, me and sze li etc

i have so much more spaces to put the pictures cause it reminds me not to take my my friends and love ones for granted. i know there are many more to come!!!weeee!!!!heee!and i hope daddy won't mind building another shelf for me to put my photos!I WANT MORE!!!!

i think alot of people are pretty curious on who my baby is right?haha!!!thats a secret though..maybe one day i will reveal...so stay tune!(like movie sia) dots...haha!

randomness again

i came to realise
the moment i first saw you
you've made an impact in my heart

i want to know you better
i want to know you more
want to keep you near
hope to hold you close

feels like a dilema
to love you more and more
knowing that someone is in your heart
it makes me go apart

everybody seems to be a passerby
one who stops and say goodbye
the moment of truth
i hope is a lie

hey hey, edit my lyrics!!!help me improve!!!
well, cause i was planning to merge all these lyrics into a song...
hmmm....back to cafe world and packing of room!!!Arh!

a peaceful christmas

well, i stayed at home today eat sleep and eat!haha!!!well, i feel like its sunday today(somehhow) and i started to think of some weird stuff...you see, why do people celebrate christmas?its because christ is born. and why now, as time passes, people changed CHRISTmas to Xmas?haha!!is "christ a censored word?i doubt so..it shouldn't be Xmas, haha!!or people are lazy to put christ?haha!!its just a random thought that came through my head..so no offense..so if people do not like christ, so why do they still celebrate his birthday?why so much effort is put in?hmmm....its some human confusion here...and some irony..haha....i was also thinking..so many people do not believe in christ or lets say jesus. yet why among all the gods only his is celebrated?and not the others(not to mention names cause u know who they are) HMMMM...i feel that i need an answer...and this therefore linked to good friday..the day jesus died. so people celebrate christmas and had a holiday on good friday...somehow, its strange because only the birth and death of jesus is recognised...maybe this is some big or say little days that people took for granted..in someways, i still believe people still recognise jesus is real and he is true..if not why is the important days of jesus's life recorded in the calender.....

(all is base on my personal thoughts and feeling, there is not means to offend anyone or anybody's religion.i typed it down so i will have a record of my personal thoughts and what i did at the moment or day...)

sorry if i did offend u whoever is reading this post or maybe you can think about the questions too

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

hey friends!merry christmas u u all and me!christ is born!!lalala!!well, today i went to sze li's bbq after a long and serious consideration..haha!but i really enjoyed it though, get to know new people etc, today, i know 1 new friend!he is call xian liang!english name is call "limited"!!wonderful!but its sad that i had cough, if not i can eat the bbq food...dots..my npcc girls friends are there to and we sang npcc songs, just remembering the days at npcc is just so sentimental and nice. i confessed that i blogged about julian(zhu lian) and jerry...haish, i feel so guilty after i posted that up, but i wun take it down!!haha!!so in the end, i didn went home with the girls cus the went to take 354 which it requires a super long walk!!Arh!!!than i went home with 2 guys!limited and jerry, had i very long chat with them, from pasir ris to outram park!haha!!just keep talking non stop!cool!and before i went to bbq, i went to orchad to change the size of the jacket baby bought for me, to M!!haha~now its so much comfortable and of cause it still look nice cause its from my baby!!!my baby=my good friend!

this part is credits to my french guy! Vincent Francome who inspired me to name my title hard without u.Just wanna thank him for the memories and joy and I MISS YOU VINCENT!wanna wish u a MERRY CHRISTMAS!bet you are gobbling down a turkey now LA!!!!haha!!!

and just now on my way home, i meet up with one of my friend, bought me something and i feel so.........its so expensive that i wun wear it....but i do like it la...haha!!!thank you (u know who u r)

SHOUT OUT: THANK YOU BABY!YOU KNOW WHO U ARE!

shopping with my baby!!

today went shopping with my wonderful baby!haha!!well!!he is only a very good friend of mine...don't misunderstand alright..he is only a good friend and not my boyfriend..so sad to say im still single!!haha!!or maybe i chose to be single...well...having a very bad flu today and cough...coughing away around orchad with baby by my side...dots..oya, y he is called baby..haha!!cause he act cute!!but cute la...damn funny de..especially the macho man pose!!that is epic!and he called me baby as well...cause he said im bimbotic(urh!!!i don't know how to spell) well...i'm not!haha!he anyhow say...ok even though i behave stupidly sometimes, i do it with a reason...1, self entertainment and 2. entertainment for others..kk it very lol!well, what will life be if very thing is so perfect?perfect people cant fart in the public!!hahah!!no link!the reason why i call him baby too is because he call me baby, so its a natural copy cat instinct..(provided i am comfortable with the gender and person huh)

ok so baby and i walk from wisma to cineleisure to have pasta mania!!haha!!he ate bacon cheesy crumble and i ate the baked rice!its really yummy!!and than, we went to get some gift...so touched u know, he actually brought me around to chose my gift...so i purposely wanted him to get the gift for his friends first so he wun spend so much on me...in the end, he got 8 keychains at takashimaya!wahaha!!its very very expensive!!!more than $12!!and u just imagine!!8 or them!!and $12 is the minimum!!gosh!!that will be about $100!!!awwwww!!!!ok, so after we settled his friend gift, he asked me to chose my gift!!hai yo!!so i showed him a jacket i saw yesterday when i went to bossini with sze li..the place where she bought her ah ma's gift. well, at first i didn't know how much is the price when i showed baby, and when i saw the price, i told him i don't like already..haha!!so we went around the winter clothes hanger trying out the clothes and baby tried on the ladies jacket!!wha!!damn sexy u know!!but too bad leh
its girl's cutting if not he wear hoh, sure very man de...dots, i seriously think he must spend some money on himself..so in the end, he still buy me the jacket and i was so guilty about it, i sat down at the chair and emo but in the mean time super ultra touched...not because he is rich but he gave out of his poverty, i feel like...crying when i typed this...gosh...ok, so after he paid, he told me that theres a 40% offer for that shuai jaket of mine and i was super happy, at least i wun feel that bad...


and oh!!yesterday!sze li gimme a stuff toy with the pail to put stationary etc, damn cute u know!!i like it alot also!!haha!!well!!guess what i bought for my 3 goody good friends!!haha!!underwear!!i got one myslf too!!its all the same design from E2, haha!!!i hope one day if sze li, sophia,si ling and me can go out together, we can wear the same underwear out!!haha!!sorry abit lame la..haha!!underwear for christmas..haha!!

orchad small shopping spree!

hehe!!!went to orchad new shopping centre cal 313 today with sze li...whats the trend with 101 and 313 as in numericals?i think the people who came up with this names are starting to name the shopping centres in orchad in block numbers..haha!who know next time there will be a building call 440?or 999?thats pretty cool eh..haha!!or maybe there will be a building call atom!?
i think they are obsessed with mathematics and science!haha!!ion(present) atom(future)
omg!haha
today the two guys that sze li intro are simply awesome!haha!!one likes high class elegant girls and the other is 24 years old..ok..no link..haha!now im in a dilema if i should go for sze li bbq on the 24th..dots...hai yo...ok ok...i will show u the pic of the two guys..bet u all must be curious how they look like..i hope they don't see my blog..haha!!cause when i'm bathing...i think of this idea!!


there this is the pics!

Zhu Lian

Jerry

sorry but i know its bad...sorry hoh...just admit its not u can le..hehe!!if u happen to see this...sorry...

fresh spring break 2009

just came back..phew...its so fun yesterday or maybe today morning...dance the whole night and everything is so crazy..dk how to describe leh...its like beach clubbing loh or mini zouk out??sorry arh..kind of tired to blog...i will upload some not so nice pictures up soon k?stay tune peeps!!

ok, this is the pics i promised...well...its some not really nice pictures for those who haven gone to beach party before..its pretty fun though..met with some new friends..haha!!

Black and white christmas

yeah yeah!!just came back from my church youth christmas party!so happy that region d won!!weee!!!well, our YCG won as well!!the best dress!!gosh!!we dress as the hamburglars!!this is the picture of the character

quite cute right???don't know if u all find it familiar..haha!!its the 1980s (i think) ronald macdonald hamburgar stealer!!hahaand this is our costume..

the pic is me and leon

ok...dots..i know i look retarded..i feel retarded as well...but haha..its a good fun!!everybody dress retardedly well, for my YCG la..haha!!but we won!!!haha!!!well, remember that last year christmas, we won the best dress YCG as well!we dress as ninja turtle..haha..its equally retarded..but at least no one will laugh at us..cus event mah..who cares...right?but if u go out and dress like that, pple will of cus laugh la..its seriously weird..well, sorry i cant post up the last year ninja turtle pics cus firstly, i dun have a blog last year and secondly, i don't have the picture..sorry..

anw, tml i will be heading down to wavehouse sentosa for a dancing good time..i hope..haha!its my first time clubbing!wee!!and its a beach party!haha..going with some of my nsp friends, i really hope sze li can go and sadly, siling got rashes=(..why lidat??=(..it wun be as much fun without sze li and ling, but it will be enjoyable too with my nsp frens there...thanks guys..

just another day

hmmm....had my day well spent with my friend.well, suppose to go for a bbq with xun zhong gor and kira, in the end cant go...dots...cus its too late thanks to the rain..spent the noon watching hai pai tian xin, a new taiwan drama by rainie and luo zhi xiang...so funny la...go watch its nice...i feel like i am growing fatter each day...thanks to the medicine huh..grrr....i guess i had to go for excercise le lah...jia you trina!!and jia you her friends!!

rude long hair guy

went to have dinner with my friend just now..and when im going to bouard the trein, theres this stupid ingentleman guy who snatch my seat away!i feel like heeling him!!!AS IN STEP HIM WITH MY HEELS...grr...he purposely push me away with his butt!!!wtf!!!hair so long like ah gua lidat!!!haiyo!!!

slowly the world is sucking me away

every sunday, i will have to battle against the dilema of going to sunday service or skip sunday service...today i lost the battle...well...i don't have the will to battle on..or maybe not say "i don't have the will" maybe lets say i don't have the emotional support. i'm starting to become worse everyday...i know that...maybe not to the extent of smoking...but i let my church friends down...welll.i did tell them i backslided...and now is the period where i need them most...=( i need someone to bring me back cause i cant seem to face the giant alone...the reason why i know i'm becoming worse everyday cus i started to scold vulgarity...this is the me 6 years ago before i accepted christ..now, the old me came back again...i feel terrible yet this satanic force seems to take over..well my none christian friends who read this may not understand or find it ridiculous...im sorry but bare with me if u happen to read this post.i'm just sharing my feelings and thoughts with no offence..really do hope that some1 will just give me an sms every sunday encouraging me to go to church.at least i know some1 is supporting me through the battle.

well i've written a song(or maybe say lyrics without a tune)decide to share with those who care..its a song talking about how i feel now and what i hope to feel in the near future.

Like a bird looking for direction
searching hard for my destination
never realise i'll be so lonely and lost
hoping to find the memories that i've lost

slowly i wonder into the wilderness
where there is pain anguish and hurt
at last i kneel down and prayed so hard
only to realise you are here from the start

like a sheep you are my shepherd
like a knight you are my shield
guilding me through this raging battle
(to be continued)


P.S:christians, do you experince before a cicumstances whereby u have sined so much that the holy spirit left you, well, all i know is god is a gentleman, he let us chose who we wanna be and where we wanna go, we will feel guilty at the beginning of the sin, but when we continue sinning, we will have a feeling that god just left us...


i know he is still here.its just i can feel it animore..

haven been blogging for a day or 2..hmmnow submission ended yet 1 big project was launched..terrible...my holiday is burn...zzzz..model making again...cousin larry uis coming back...i remember how cute he is when he is young...now he is so naughty...dots...im now in school using the school's computer...well...actually i came to school with a friend and now he went for gems and im damn bored now...need wait for gor gor to finish exam and he help me in some stuff...so bored

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i dreamt of FR_G!!!

i had a nightmare just now...some of my frens know i hate that jumping green thing to the core!!!its ultra damn disgusting!!!and i actually had a dream of it!!!its practically a nightmare!!!im so freaked out after that!grrrr!!!!okie...this is another random thing that i blogged...sorry dear readers who read my post....at least u know i hate FRO_.....

events on holiday!!!

prawning with nsp!!!weee...
primary school gathering 12dec!!!yeah!!!location...secret!!!
primary school chalet!!!yeah!!!

model reunion

had fun having dinner with vanessa, regina, rita and jaime!!though its only 5 girls including me, its stil memorable..maybe count it as an early christmas prezzy??haha!!rita will be going to austrialia soon...hope she will be fine...jia you to rita!(so shock when i found out that she clubs when she have the most good girl look and the bad girl look which is me, dun go clubbing...or maybe not now..haha!!!

well well...we went to fish and co to eat and before that i am so hungry...went to eat chicken curry with rice and barley drink at the toast box...cost $5.80...wahaha!!!than when i went to fish and co...dotdotdot..i cnt finish the danish fish...the fish and co cheat pple feeling one...what we saw in the picture dun tally with the food being served...its weird in some ways la...and overall, for fish and co, i will give a rating of 4/10 cus the fish is not nice at all...but 4 points for the service...good job!

LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!LEON IS COMING BACK!!!!!YEAH!!!!!

assignment week!

oh my god!!!had a ultra mega terrible week...so much work to do and its like wha!!!!!!!!(earthquake) i rushed my projects do nicely but didn meet the dateline...as a result, certain percentage of the total marks will be minused!grrr..than 1 stupid guy call vincent peh!!!!make me damn angry!!!!super upset by him...add more pein to me...dun talk abt him!but my lecturor is good enough to give grace la...cus i suppose to get 0 for late submission...LOVE YOU YONG SHENG!!!he is my interior design comm lecturer...still single but not sure available not...very good catch!!!and the bonus of him is he looks cute!!!and quite handsome la...i think he is in his late 20s???or early 30???hobby is acting cute but look cuter after he act cute...(laughing while typing this...but its true..)he is cute....and i wanna thx my good friend/bro, lester liao!!!for guilding me and brandon for helping my in my 3d max!!!MAXIMUM ROCKS TO U TWO!!!!

i spend my night crying

quarralled with my fren today just because of ther people's business...wtf!
i feel terrible...very very terrible...how come my thoughts is always being misunderstood?he keeps telling me about her, does he even know that im jealous?i didn say doesn't mean i dun feel!!!f!all i can do to depress my jealousy is by telling myslf that he trust me thats y he tell me...supposed to do my work de...but end up troubled when my this friend tell me he is feeling down...and i cant help but worry for him..in the end, picked up an argument, so i spend the night crying...my eyes is so swollen now...so painful..it had been sometime since i cried so badly...i shouldn't have tell him about my friend....i thought of being invisible towards him..yes, i really got to admit, sometimes i am offended by what he says, but all i do is keep quiet and agree with him...y?cus i realise i grow a sense of reliance onto him...as a friend la..yes, i admit that im super ultra gullible my thinking is childish...but im still growing up what...im only 17, people think im 20+ when they first see me, than my action reveals my age...my thinking is still immature i admit...thats y alot of things i wouldn be able to put the right view or judgement...yes im stubborn..and very stubborn...but all this requires patience to change right....

had a poem which my friend told me ytd..kinda lame la..haha...it goes
"jack and jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water
who knows what they did up there and came down with a daughter"
abit random la..haha...
i had start playing ghost trapper, cafe world and sorotiry life on facebook...i think i must try get back to work again..but i had been doing my work!maybe not as much...sobx sobx...i feel like eating ba kut teh now...i remember my fren told me chinese garden have a very nice ba kut teh stall...hai yo...go till so far eat ba kut teh...dots...dun1 la...my house here oso have one nice de...but ex sia...grrrrrr....maybe later go down eat than come home cafe world abit than go school...sianess...xxxxxx