submission week!!!

OH MY GOODNESS!!!so many assignments
experience design, drawing studio, 3d max, temple of heaven!!!stress!!!i really miss holidays and its coming!i hope tml will be holiday!=(...can go chalet,work etc and go out with my NSP CLIcQUE!!i miss them so badly....hope they miss me too...NSP PPLE if u happen to read this, write smth on my tag box okie...??

church/no church

been missing church for sometime...i kind of feel bad in my heart...i feel bad that my church friends especially my laoda and whui sin keep asking my how am i..i know in their heart they want me back...i wanna go back as well...i know i disappoint them...=( im sorry...today, leon is still away in nepal...miss him=( and theres no one to accompany me to church today...so im thinking if i should go =( in the meantime, i feel guilty for all the wrong things i've done...since god is so holy, how am i gonna face him?=( hate myself for that..

filming at harry's bar millenia walk

 had filming today!!!jump jump!!!so happy...it started at 8pm and ended at 10pm!!!cool...so i went home early...but feel damn tired...was drinking some salted drink at the shoot...sprite with salt?haha...cause today is the last shoot, so we took pictures and all...

skipped school for filming...

omg, i skipped school today...and now im doing nothing...so bored...have no choice cause the cooking without clothes show dateline is approaching le...sian...and they ask me come and sit at a this beautiful kitchen showroom doing nothing...and today, i have a dateline to meet...rushed it yesterday night and i'm feeling so exhausted today cause i slept 2 hours yesterday...but its a wonderful night though...=)...

filming at mediacorp

its a fun and exciting day today!!sent leon to the airport today...met his friends and chatted..haha!nice pple...than went home today...skipped church...cus was too tired...what a bad excuse...but i really am...so in the end....ouch!my blog song keep hanging!shit!nvm dun care haha...so at 1pm i went for filming at mediacorp..now i know the show title is call zhu chi ren and it will most probably be shown on a sunday at channel u...haha...so happy...now my tongue had been so itchy and i keep rubbing it against my teeth...ok ok back track...so my role is to act as a staff in the meeting area..took photos with the fellow actress and actors..cool!

this girl is call joanne!hee..

view from the mediacorp annex building..nice right

my heels nice?shiny hoh...a very special person buy for me de leh

my fellow calafair frens! left to right(nigel, ??(forget his name),derrick, me and joanne)this derrick is not mr suan hoh...

close up!hee

guo shu xian and i (she look so pretty)

elizabeth and i (she is very pretty as well!)

me and nigel aka naima

i think i love you

haha!interesting right the title!its from a drama series i watch yesterday.finished watching the 16 episode drama this noon...of caused i wake up at 12.3 pm cus i was watching it and crying (at some parts) till 3.30am till i wake up..haha..hadn been blogginf for a few days...so decide to update it today..was really busy so much work to do yet im still procastinating...hmmm...missed jun jie's bday dinner ytd...sorry JJ...and  having a shoot at mediacorp tomorrow at 1pm..haish...better start cracking my work now...wonder what is he doing...

meal at SPGG with jeremy and MR SUAN!haha!!!

yesterday, went to have dinner with Jeremy and MR SUAN!why is he call mr suan!grr!cause he everytime suan me...and idk how to counter attack back!he is none other than DERRICK!damn bad la him...see arh, we were chatting on msn and he invited me over to SPGG to have dinner because he had a voucher.its pretty an eye opener as its my 1st time going into the inner most part of SPGG. and i saw an advertisement of SPGG: the unresistable $200...huh?how stupid cause we have to pay $200 to be a member..haha...hmm...back to the dinner...was really grateful to derrick and appreciate his kindness...haha..so i offer him a one month package of suaning me...so maybe he will get tired after the 1 month and hopefully stop suaning me...

so after dinner, he and jeremy send me home...in his mummy's car...its abit not tally with derrick's image and his mummy's car image...btw the car is pure white...damn luxurious...didn't manage to take pics of the car exterior but i manage to take the internal view!!

the guy on the left is jeremy, the guy on the right is derrick.

ooh btw sidetrack...wah!!!when i enter into the HTI someone whom i thought i lost say hi to me!!!omg!!!!so damn happy!

fat hope!

thought i can sleep with my shoes tonight!grr...now loh...i can only stare at it and hope that i can sleep...so much work to do...=( fed up!dk what is he doing!!!hmmm....feel so lost now and feel so out...hai....bro is gg nepal soon...hope sat won't come....dont want him to go...really hope somebody could just tell me NOW12.59am!, "trina, jia you, i'm here with you"....feeling so discourage since this noon...and i cant sleep cus of work=(...

seventeen super stylin 2009

hey, aniway to anybody that happens to read my blog, can you please help me vote for my friend?melissa and brandon???here this is the link...

http://www.seventeen.com.sg/superstylin09/vote.php

this is a fashion competition...really hope they will win....well brief intro...i attended modeling class with them...awesome people...really wish they will be ablke to go into greater heights in this industry...vote for them please....

disappointment!

today, my day started very well....got a new shoe and i'm really happy!!!gonna hug it to sleep tonight...but now, i kind of feel so down and discouraged...feeling damn terrible and wanna cry...cause i really dk what to draw for the world without glass...my mind just cant work in this freezing cold room...i can't let my imagination run wild....cant think...=(people drew finish yet im still harbouring the thought of redoing....others draw till so nice yet i cant seem to be at any improvement....i hate this feeling of discouragement...i wanna try to convince myslf that im on the right track but it dun seem to be what i wanted...i just don't feel like doing anymore....just feel like tearing what i did intho pieces...bits and bits of pieces!

Changes

alright...today the shoot was cancelled and i slept the whole day at home..shiok!woke up at 4pm and went for a jog...haha!receive a call from granny when i was sleeping...aw!!!!!and than a call from _ _ _ _....so nice of  _ _ _ _ to want to gimme a surprise..but its my fault though for not describing properly...well..i still appreciate _ _ _ _'s effort...

_ _ _ _thank you and i'm sorry

for now, i still look forward to my next shoot...haha!!oh,went to the coffeeshop and ate dinner with leon!im so damn  happy when i complain that the chicken culet is too hard...as hard as rock...and i was battling with the chicken!haha(sounds weird)and what he did?he took the knife from me and cut it for me!!!awwwww!!!im so happy and deep inside of me feels so sweet...its the nicest not nice chicken cutlet i every ate...because its so not nice, the action that leon did make me feel so...warm...and sweet...after the quarral, this is the first time i went to eat dinner with him...

jie LOVE YOU LEON!!!hehe!!!

filming at harry's bar!

yes yes!so excited for my filming later!will be heading to harry's bar to film the upcoming show...really wonder if its really call cooking without clothes..haha...really super weird...had a nightmare yesterday cause i dreamt that i shit in my pants!eeeewwww.....haha!!!dk why will i get this weird dream...maybe was too traumatised?haha...idk!!!hmmm...still have so much work to do...now im planning how to do my experience design method work...ask us to stalk people...OMG...is so fun!but IDK HOW TO STALK!grrrr!!!=(wake up at 12pm today... haish...nvm...i still feel tired...zzzz...i gg sleep now...

how stupid i can be...haha

ok finally i decide to cook some rice using the cooker...often i will be so scared to overcook so today i decide to cook less...so happy after 20mins of waitinf for the rice...when i open up...to my horror i saw something

its like so....OMG!!!so little!!!eat what!!!arh!!!need to recook..really ruin my appetite...and i packed my messy room today...its so neat now i love it but not use to the clean and tidy environment..however..my cupboard is in a mess now..wakaka...my room just seriously dun look like a girl's room...more of a garbage house...haha....BUT ITS SO NEAT NOW!!!yeah!!!so satisfied!daddy sure be proud of me cus he had been complaining for 1 mth that my room is so messy!he even say "even i give u another month it will still be messy" haha...maybe for today its neat la...it will grow to become a garbage house again!!very soon and i hope not...haha...i know my habit..throw things here and there and everywhere...haha....better eat my curry fish head now....grrrr....i need rice!

it had been so long since i really sleep well...had been so exhausted. today during GEMS class, a friend that i lost spoke to me again!im not naming who but i'm really happy about it.even its just a few sentence, it just makes my day...well, its really hard these few weeks though cause of school work..and today i had disappointment as well..in need and desperation but i was so touched that some/one of my friend and my gor gor is so nice to offer help..i owe them a great lot...feeling bad as well though...=(

having an early night now...sweet dreams

hmm....as what i always feel, idk what title of this post will be...well...slept the whiole day today and i feel i had so much things hanging and undone...sadly i lost some of the group photos the NSP took together...its oni been a few days and io started missing them...hmm...will be having the followup shoot for the channel u show on the next few sundays..hope i can still attend church...hmm...feeling kind of empty now...actual fact i miss some1 la..haha....gtg zzz le...love u...nites

drama

hmmm...where should i start??i have so much to write...ok...i shall start on my school puppet project.its really kind of crazy la.n 1 more friend stayed over at B_____n house..chiong the puppet project all the way and edited it into ppt animation...this is my puppet

this part nthing much to write but i really enjoyed the whole process with my friends..

next will be Meng Yang's bday!!haha!!!i really had lots of fun!!!!we went to seoul garden and eat...didn eat much as im not feeling well...

and yesterday, went for the shoot at aps building...working with guo shu xian, elizabeth and june...i know their english name but not full name...well...its a nice experience but was pretty  upset that i had to stay and work ot...so much homework to do and so busy dun sorry arh...no time to post in detail...promise that i will share more after my work load is cleared...

2 sleepless nights

hadn't been sleeping for two nights..hai...stayed over and did my work...=(...feeling real tired now...went for the subway casting just now...was damn idiotic...haha....dk what to write now as well...kind of empty in my mind.....

thief

today i commited a theft with my fellow culprits lester (criminal head), lydia (look out/ accom), Brandon (in action), trina(in action / look out) have to pass up the puppet tml hai...another sleepless night...i miss sleeping now...hai...now in class....kind of boring...duh...k la...gtg..Jia you trina...=)

what happen?

i did something that cheer me up today...went to school, and went to jurong market and than another crazy thing...went to toa payoh..haha...buy a phone and its so damn cheap...well...cus the boss is good..give a realli good discount...i wonder what is he doing now..trying hard not to think but he just cant get out of my mind...hmm....drank coffee today, and after hearing what joel gor gor say abot the naughty G i decide not to buy..haha..i really hope he is enjoying his time now...i shouldn't have felt this way but i do...hmm...side track abit...oooh...the handphone shop is call vision...its allocated at toa payoh central blk 183 #01-294 tel: 63542242...hmm....dun worry they didn pasy me to advertise for them..i do it willingly because they service are really good..so they deserve credits...ok..got to do some work now...


I MISS YOU

i shall name this later(if i remember)

haha...i received an sms from yit hoong yesterday asking me where i bought the relightable candle..not bad eh...i can do advertising on my blog..haha...i wrote this down so i will remeber...or maybe if i forget, some one who readt his will remind me..haha...need to buy that the candles later before heading to school..haha...i'm so happy that i skipped my morning class....bad girl right?but actually...sometimes i good girl also one..haha(sound like a kid)
hmm...well was too tired so i plan to sleep more...its pretty hectic and tiring to be in design..still have so much stuff to do....yesterday or should i say just nw i slept very late...and i bought my first red bull...well the can is not red at all...but blue and silver...hopefully the words are red..haha...lol...IT SUCKS EH..super not nice to drink...but thats something i did to keep myslf awake while doing work..after one can, i feel energetic...but after an hour, i fall asleep....haha...maybe its not stong enough...cause i use to drink another drink i dun like-coffee...maybe next  time i will try NAuGHTY G!!!haha...the advertisement a make it like a sex drink...but i like the concept alot...not because of the sexo concept but the can design...so i'm going to purchase a red bull. a naughty G and maybe nescafe latte(i only dare try latte)maybe this will keep me awake so i can last throought the night of agony doing my assignments!arh~~