21 June 2009
Must stop talking to people.
Must learn to live alone.
People are full of shit.
Friends are full of shit.
Girlfriend is full of shit.
That's what I've been telling myself for the last 5 1/2 hours or so, but I can't be egocentric unlike some bastards I know; so I have to think from a 3rd person point of view ... like I always advise that people should do.
Stop talking to people.
Seems like a good idea, no attachment = no reason to be pissed off and no platform to be betrayed.
Must learn to live alone.
You don't deserve to be with anyone, whether it be friends or (in?)significant other, unless you can sit down alone at a bus stop or a bar counter for 5 1/2 hours straight, at least.
People are full of shit.
Well so am I ... Everyone is full of shit to everyone else. It's just like religion. There are 104127309123 religions in the world and you can only worship one. Every religion says "Believe in me or go to hell." Given the odds, either way you lose. But perhaps I am more full of shit than anyone else. Fuck everyone anyway ... so much for not being egocentric.
Friends are full of shit.
Well it's not my friends that tried my patience today, but thinking about them elevates bad feelings. I still want to stab them. Well, most of them anyway. Why am I even considering them my friends. I should just merge this point with the above. The best friends in life are cigarettes and music. Nothing else should really matter.
Girlfriend is full of shit.
Maybe it's just on levels that we don't agree on. Hmm. I try talking to Ann about this but she gives me hints that I should like her instead. So are girls really these nasty, opportunistic, selfish creatures? Yes ... yes?
It all comes down to the fact that I should not bother trying to socialize with any people at all, because all they really do is disappoint me. Everyone disappoints me. But to be fair, I disappoint everyone as well. So I should just leave it at that. Don't give a fuck about anyone and hope no one gives a fuck about me.
Maybe I need to take this lone wolf thing more seriously and just completely shut myself out, or shut myself UP. lol
It's probably in everybody's best interest.
Must learn to live alone.
People are full of shit.
Friends are full of shit.
Girlfriend is full of shit.
That's what I've been telling myself for the last 5 1/2 hours or so, but I can't be egocentric unlike some bastards I know; so I have to think from a 3rd person point of view ... like I always advise that people should do.
Stop talking to people.
Seems like a good idea, no attachment = no reason to be pissed off and no platform to be betrayed.
Must learn to live alone.
You don't deserve to be with anyone, whether it be friends or (in?)significant other, unless you can sit down alone at a bus stop or a bar counter for 5 1/2 hours straight, at least.
People are full of shit.
Well so am I ... Everyone is full of shit to everyone else. It's just like religion. There are 104127309123 religions in the world and you can only worship one. Every religion says "Believe in me or go to hell." Given the odds, either way you lose. But perhaps I am more full of shit than anyone else. Fuck everyone anyway ... so much for not being egocentric.
Friends are full of shit.
Well it's not my friends that tried my patience today, but thinking about them elevates bad feelings. I still want to stab them. Well, most of them anyway. Why am I even considering them my friends. I should just merge this point with the above. The best friends in life are cigarettes and music. Nothing else should really matter.
Girlfriend is full of shit.
Maybe it's just on levels that we don't agree on. Hmm. I try talking to Ann about this but she gives me hints that I should like her instead. So are girls really these nasty, opportunistic, selfish creatures? Yes ... yes?
It all comes down to the fact that I should not bother trying to socialize with any people at all, because all they really do is disappoint me. Everyone disappoints me. But to be fair, I disappoint everyone as well. So I should just leave it at that. Don't give a fuck about anyone and hope no one gives a fuck about me.
Maybe I need to take this lone wolf thing more seriously and just completely shut myself out, or shut myself UP. lol
It's probably in everybody's best interest.
posted by D. at 5:24 AM
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