Hi.
David is tired and bored.
Since David cannot sleep, David will blog since he got nothing better to do.
Today, David is very upset.
Everyone David talks to notices it, except maybe Adrian.
How did David get upset?
You see, David is a simple person, he is only capable of computing up to two of these three feelings at once(disappointment, anger and hurt) when he is depressed.
When David experiences all of these at the same time on a depressing day, he goes crazy. David does not need to put on a show for anyone to see, so all of you that think David is exaggerating should just go kill yourself now.
When David goes crazy, David isn't really sure what the fuck he is saying. All David can understand right now is he is tired, bored and more or less mad.
Although David isn't really sure what the fuck he is saying or thinking, sometimes, he knows what he needs and what he is doing. Sadly, this is not one of those "sometimes."
Hope that by the end of this entry David will understand.
David really hopes so.
David has gone through a very depressing day because he slept at about 6am on Saturday morning and woke up at 8am on Saturday morning. David isn't sure why he could only sleep for 2 hours.
David woke up at 8am and spent about 15 minutes rolling around in his bed trying to get back to sleep. Too bad that all the rolling around actually woke David up because since after secondary school, any form of movement is considered exercise for David, this includes rolling around in bed and also sex.
David then recieved a phonecall from somebody he wished to avoid, but that person was very clever because he called David with a number that David did not have in his phonebook.
David got PWNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED.
Anyway, David has conversation with that bastard. As usual, the bastard says something that annoys David. Poor David.
David then turns off his handphone trying to get over the feeling of being abandoned by his precious girlfriend. David thinks that since she doesn't want to send a message or give a call every once in awhile from the sincere bottom of her heart, David will not force her to do so.
The logic in David's head is that:
If precious girlfriend does not want to send message or give call, might as well turn phone off so will not keep staring at the phone hoping for it to ring, David thinks that maybe if he doesn't expect anything, he will not be disappointed. After all, disappointment is always preceeded by expectation.
It worked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111!!!!!!!!!!11111111111
Go Daviddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ...
David spent the whole day not feeling upset about the lack of attention until he turned on his phone at night, then he got upset again ... :'(
Poor David.
Right now, David feels like driving to his holy ground sea place in Klang and throwing his phone as far as he can beyond the horizen and into the depths of the sea. But he believes in fairness, the phone has served him well.
Besides, David loves the phone too much to give it such a painful ending.
David then decides to play DotA on Zion since he has nothing better to do at home. Whenever David is owning, everyone in the game leaves ... David is denied the glory of his victories.
David is not happy.
What makes David so angry about DotA is that whenever he is feeding, the game is always played until the final moment where the throne is broken. David isn't spared from the embarrassment and humiliation of defeat.
David is so angry.
David finally decides he has enough of DotA for the day when in a game, he sees his full life/mana Nerubian Assassin teammate turning on Vandetta to backstab the enemy Razor that has 30% life and tanking the neutral creeps, but accidently hits the neutral creep instead. David's teammate then runs away from the Razor without using his stun or mana burn and actually manages to die to the 30% hp Razor.
Poor David.
David then goes to his room and turns on his favorite Deep Purple album - Fireball. David still feels sad about having such a lame, empty day, so he goes to the bathroom to smoke for about two hours.
Although he has a headache, David still cannot sleep. By then it is already midnight. David then gets a call from his brother, Azri. David does not get to see his brother often and since his brother is going back to Melaka the next evening, David did not want to miss the chance to meet with his brother so David went out even though he didn't feel like it.
Poor David.
David did not enjoy the outing very much and came back home even more tired and bored than he was before he went out in the first place.
David plans to smoke for about half an hour while taking a shower (gooooooooooood shit) but instead ends up fighting with his precious girlfriend because he is immature and irrational and probably slightly insane.
What is David doing now?
David just spent 24 minutes writing this entry while squatting down on his bed, massaging his head every now and then relieving the migraine caused by his evil temper.
David smiled while he wrote all this because he was listening to Mika - Lollipop. Such a colorful song in this dreary black and white world.
Well thats all for David's post for today.
