So long, farewell

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When it's the time of the month again..

1) sometimes I just wish everyone around me will shut up. No arguing no talking no msn-ing whatever. No tv sounds no nothing. A strong desire to seek inner peace.

2) I get frustrated/angry/irritated very easily. I snap at pple whenever I get the chance to do so (not like I normally don't), but the diff is.. when I'm having PMS, I snap for real. No joke.

3) I get very nervous/uptight about everything. And I'll suddenly feel very lost.

4) Things that are trivial can make me go into depression. And I tend to tear/cry easily.

5) Urge to call JL and wake him up to talk to me when I'm still up at 2am.

6) Either I get headaches so bad that I can't sleep at night, or I get so tired that I can sleep in the whole day.

PMS sucks. Big time.

Anyway JB trip today with Shaun made me feel better. Haha I called lulu like dunno how many times for her advice on smuggling the pirated Deeeeeee Veeeeeee Deeeeeeees. Now that I think about it, I was like a kan cheong spider. Ask penalty lah ask whats the fine. Damn scared got jail term. Haha. Then when I was coming back to the Spore customs, got all the scan scan machines mah, damn guilty man, scared get caught. But 2 DvDs only lah. Blackjack. Damn happy. It was my childhood manga.

I had great lunch. Stone grilled prawns/lamb/squid. Niceeee. Bought a tee for myself, a tee and wallet for my bro, a leather wallet for my mommy and a tee for my daddy! Oh and 2 tees for JL too. Cheeeeappp. I think maybe I should bring external hard drive to US. Rip all my shows and put inside then can watch. Wow I'm brilliant!

2 more weekssss. I'm so going to miss my family and JL and (selective) friends! And my piano which will be untouched for 5 months, plus the violin that is so gonna collect dust in the store room.

Packing my clothes for exchange is machiam like migration.

I am not a fan of Chinese Action shows,

but Invisible Target is really good,

the best I've seen in a long long while.

JL's drawings

JL drew me a patrick! So cute.

After that I asked him to draw me a spongebob.

I swear I didn't tell him to draw the zombified version.

Now look at the spongebob I drew! Seriously, I am just so freaking talented. Bwahahahaha (think spongebob style laughter)

Maria's post

Munchy.

I was just thinking of what I had been discussing with Manchi prior to our match that day.. About how she finds guy's butts sexy.

Manchi: What would you go for, nice ass, nice chest or nice face?

Dawn: FACE

Me: FACE

Tammy: FACE

Manchi: I prefer ass :x

There are several things I like in a guy..

You know the curve of the guy's lower back? That sort of valley thing... That's.. so hot...
THE ABS, THE ABS!
Veins on arms/hands: Not so much that he looks like he's been on steroids, but a few so I know he at least isn't a weak shit
High cheekbones
Pretty eyes with laugh lines
The ability to get tanned without turning red
Graceful pianist hands
Straight/very slightly wavy hair
Heavy eyelashes
A chest that is not hairy!!
Limbs that have fine/no hair
Nicely shaped lips
NON-SMOKER
Narrow hips
Nice calves
A nice laugh
Sharp face
Nice smelling all the time
Wittiness
Drummers & Bassists
A sense of humour
The ability to wink without looking stupid
Doesn't swear
Pro at Dota (or at least better than me!)

Things that turn me off are:

A nose that looks like it got hit by a bus
When a guy tilts his head back and the back of his neck goes into folds of skin
A flabby face
A flat face
Stubble
Skin that turns red and patchy upon prolonged exposure to the sun
Dark lips
Too-pouty lips
A stupid face
Blunt features
Inability to dance
Inability to accept inability to dance
Acne
Bad breath
Body odour (men please wear cologne, please please PLEASE wear cologne..)
Anal retentiveness
Being a perve
Having a chinky accent
Trying to be angmohfied while still having a Chinky accent
Mama's boys
Kaypoh and always trying to get involved in my arguments with other people but never helping me out, nagging me about being antagonistic but never assisting me when the other person is being evil to ME
Scolding me using swear words/trying to intimidate me
Crybabies/emo boys/so-called SNAGs

Time to go hoooooooooome~
I love my darling!

Ooo I guess Maria will love JL too. Except the pro at dota part *cough* But I think she'll definitely love his veins. HAHAHA.

Advertisement's impact on children

Whenever I pose questions to my brother, for example

1) "how come you so hot one? are you having a fever?"

2) "what game is this? why like that one? is that the boss?"

3) "eh so how?"

He will give me one, and only one reply.

"Don't ask me, ask OCBC"

JL's moment of vanity

JL + family minus me.

JL bought flowers for the girl! Buaya!

Sometimes JL is just asking to be smacked with his qian bian face.

My moment of vanity

The shorts... free advertisement for Nike.

I've sort of started counting down the days I have left in Singapore before I fly off to Chicago. Hmm actually that's Toronto. Then I'll take flight to Chicago. Cos I wanna visit Niagara Falls at Toronto instead of New York (it's much prettier!). I have a feeling my exchange will be freaking ex. I mean it already is freaking ex. Air Ticket + Accomodation + Meal Plans already > 10K. HOW TO SHOP HOW TO TRAVEL? Oh well... I'll probably be working on campus. Maybe I can bug JL to transfer some money into my account. Hohoho.

3 more weeks left and I haven't settled so much stuff.

Insurance: Not done

Vaccination: Not done

Placement Tests: Not done

Payments: Not done

Course selection: Not done

Shopped for travel needs: Not done

Argghh and I got so much stuff to do still. Got MAS photoshoot on Wednesday. Thurs is dear's grad ceremony (the thought of travelling to NTU makes me zzz). Friday is.. damn stressful. Hope I'll ace it. Next week 2nd to 5th is WCG! Will be playing at least 2 games, one for WCG Championship and one for inter-school championship. Of course hope won't lose too badly lah but I havent trained with them for a few nights already.. they always pangseh me go bnet for in-house. Sob. Oh yea I'm so looking forward to starcraft 2... and my MP3 player. 2 GB pleaseeeee.

5 months of overseas alone. I'll either love it or hate it. I really love being alone.. for a short while. I went to UK alone Cambodia alone... but those were short trips man. 5 months alone... maybe get ang moh bf. HAHAHAHA. But I won't lah... though I've heard of many many horrible stories of how pple cheat on their partners when they are overseas... But I how nice. Plus Lulu and Joyceee think my dear very friendly and humorous.. (hurhur) I am happy when my friends like my bf. =) Anyway I am thinking of how to kill time when I'm bored there. I think I'll go jogging. Or go gym. Burn some fats. Come back slim and fit! But I'll try my best best to keep myself occupied. If not, bored = go out walk walk = see many things on sale = buy alot alot = no more money.

It's almost confirmed that I'll be visiting these places:
Chicago/Toronto/New York/Boston/Philly/California

I wanna go Seattle too but that's like quite out of the way. And Florida and Hawaii!

Of course if I have enough cash and time I would love to go to those places! That's if budget allows... plus I don't like whirlwind trips. Damn tiring one. I hope to go Rocky Mountains area too... Heheee travelling is so fun.

Call me slow but Death Note 1 & 2 are really nice!