I am highly amused by how I was before.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

whatever this feeling is, it's evil. i feel something eating up my insides, gradually leaving me hollow and empty inside. the irony is that i feel heavier than ever. i feel like a giant blob floating, here but not here. there but not there. all i wanna do is curl up on my bed and sleep.

i skipped shoot today to stay at home. i really have no energy. i need time alone.

i need to pull through this.


Well at least we know now what made me this way.