Stay strong

Was telling myself, I must stay strong no matter what.
I have to stay strong to find my own happiness.
Right now I don't belong anywhere. That's why I need to find a place where I belong.

不能说的秘密

“心里面有一个不能说的秘密
就像是背了一个包袱，觉得很难受
但如果说了出来
可能会令一个你很想保护得人受到伤害
自己辛苦还是要别人受伤害？
真的左右为难”

苦瓜

现在的情况就像苦瓜一样。
明明知道是苦的还是想吃。
一直希望有一天它不会变甜。

Shellfish:p

Since young, my mum taught me not to be selfish and think of other when making decision.
But as I grew up, she told me that I should follow my heart to choose a career and everything else in life.
So what exactly should I do?

越吻越伤心

This song came across my mind today.
Just hope to share with u guys:p

問你哪個配搭穿起使我最配襯　但你冷冷兩眼似看著無聊閒人
問你哪一齣好戲最近會令人提提神　但換來連場沉默如像跟我嬉笑不再吸引

問你我喝醉了可不可對我吻吻　但你碰碰嘴角動作像撩撩途人
問你會否因工作太累兩目完全無神　而你似強制內心的抖震

＊越吻越傷心　明明無餘地再過問　明明知道衷心一吻　會有更親厚質感
　越吻越傷心　仍然糊塗是我過份　明明知道彼此不再情深　何必追問遠近

問你距我太遠可不可以坐更近　但你似聽見了某個極無聊奇聞

問你有否想起你我是哪樣成為情人　但換來連場沉默如像早覺得我不再吸引

問你那晚見我怎麼濕透了髮鬢　但你似覺得我問錯問題如傻人
問到你跟他相處背後那段纏綿傳聞　而你卻竊笑像偷偷興奮

Repeat ＊

越吻越傷心　明明無餘地再過問　明明知道衷心一吻　會有更親厚質感
越吻越傷心　仍然糊塗是我過份　明明知道彼此不再情深　無謂再三迫近



Listening to my list of old songs recently...
Old songs reminds me of old memories:)

Do not put all the eggs in a basket

....and I put all the eggs in a basket like last time...
when the basket falls the eggs cracked...
all...all of them...

Life after exchange...

Life after exchange is painful.
I m not used to the teaching system in NUS again.
Not used to project discussion.
Not used to having social loafers in my group.
Not used to having different group mates.
Not used to people around me talking about things that I don't know.

And finally, I am not used to people who thinks that they are not important in my heart when in fact they do.