lonely night...

He is at Pahang right now... I am missing him so much... He needs to wake early to work tomorrow so i asked him to sleep first as I was still at Elken meeting... Plus he forgot to bring charger... so we just can sms and chat for a while...

Tonight i gonna sleep with myself without his accompaniment... feel so lonely and not used to it in my heart... Althought he was not really beside me but i feel that he was really beside me when we chat via phone and sms... Lyinh on the bed before I sleep... Ouch... feel so lonely tonight...

Dare to write here because he wont come here to read... He knew i got this blog but he rarely read my blog... I always wish he do and I also got tell him... but 'mian qiang mei you xin fu' haha... No read also good... I can steal steal write my secret here without his knowledge =p

I miss him very much... actually... miss him madly... my love~

走

开学了
学校政治把身为学生的我们搞得团团转
该走的没走
反而又办法留下还坐在最高
椅子的背好稳
坐得好舒服
所以说话也大声了
不该走的却被逼走了
我们的心也一起走了
但是身体还得留下
完成该完成的学业
学校不再有意思有欢乐
失望，愤怒，
是我们现在的心情
现在唯有团结才是力量

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Result of 2sem1 2nd yr

Got my result today.. my reult is better than last sem =) hard work pay off... my metho get A... I am very happy with my result... 2009 is coming... I wish i can do better than last sem. Gambatte~

mood not gd...

working at Kpr DSS now... nothing to do... mood not good haha... mayb is because of my big aunt come... boss outstation already so i can steal steal online check mail... read a meaningfull mail. i learnt something from it...

生命就是一連串的選擇，每個狀況都是一個選擇，

你選擇如何回應，你選擇人們如何影響你的心情，

你選擇處於好心情或是壞心情。你選擇如何過你的生活。

沒有人能夠控制或奪去的東西～就是你的態度。

如果你能時時注意這件事實，

你生命中的其他事情都會變得容易許多。

我可以選擇接受抱怨或者指出生命的光明面，態度。

每天你都能選擇享受你的生命，或是憎恨它。

這是唯一一件真正屬於你的權利。

Exam result...

I get to know my result today while working at DSS Kampar... Yueh yi help me look the result at fak.My edu basic get B+, piano get B- and piano ped get B. I am happy that my piano exam improve already... Last sem i got C because i was lazy and arrange time badly...not well prepared. This sem i prepare early, so i improve already..... muaks muaks haoyi... gambatte....

unlucky day

Today i done my theory exam badly. I dint read question carefully. This paper can only few marks... I have to do well in the next paper- fugue analysis and fugue presentation. Now i only hope can pass this paper. The exam is 2 hours.. at the beginning of 45 minutes i do nothing. I was trying to find chords... where is the exposition, development, recapitulation... I fail to make a choice... I was so stupid... that question is actually for the 2nd score but not the 1st score. No wonder I can find answer.... i read the score and question again and again... the feel of weird become more.. I was so stupid... why i no notice the "2" at the top... i used to do ABRSM paper... U-jin is Trinity one... the style is different... Trinity is Question 1s then only answer, however ABRSM one is score first then only question...

I show no feeling? Actually i am very sad deep inside... think when lying on the bed before sleep that time will cry... now no feeling but sad inside... just back from fak.. just finish practice piano... i dont want to face my inner feeling... but before sleep that time... i duno whether i can control myself... ya.. i control quite well the whole day... because tomorrow i still got 1 more important text... my piano exam...

can i go out to take a breath?

study week start le but i cant study at home cause my aunties uncles all came to my house... play majong, sing K, steamboat... it is quite fun if i m not having exams next week.. haha...
 
cant concentrate on my studies tonight... my house is full of people haha..
 
i miss the time that i went to waterfall with sot sot family members... my gang... with jia hou a chow them... that time got a bit 'brave'.. haha... i went to school to hav my attendance, after that i runaway from school and go waterfall with them. play til about 1 like that i came out and let my hair dry then change back school uniform and go home. miss the time at waterfall... feel so free and fresh... like away from the town.. like going into a forest... i love nature!
 
i miss the time on the hill with tiam and friends. i love that hill very much. i can see the view of kampar from the top of the hill. it was so nice~ well, it is just a part of my memory now... impossible to get up that hill anymore.. that hill is my place to release stress.... when i felt very stress, i wanted to get up that hill... i forget everything when i was at the hill... i miss the place... time.. people.. very much....
 
i miss the time that i spent with a keong n a yew them... that time was chinese new year... we ride motor.. riding the whole village, in the midnight... the air was so fresh, the sky was very dark and the moon an stars... was very bright... i miss that time... again,,, i love nature...
 
can anyone bring me out to take a breath?

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