When im gone - Hoadi feat. Slim Shady

Before this story start,

i'm just feat in,you know the song?

rap it with the word wrote by my own

"when im gone - eminem"

Slim Shady:

"Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em

But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
For my react,step back and im leaving this shit"

Chorus:
"And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back"

Hoadi: 
"Heart's pain,but why am i still not leaving 

I know its sounds crazy,not amaze but i ain't madness

You lead me this,you bring me tips but you just throw it

In the end you know but you just act like you know nothing 

I ain't mad,rage not even body shaking

No body will understand,maybe GD will standing

Seen hes raper maybe he understand what im standing

I just deliberately walk-in your heart And im telling

And what i had told her it's not to repeat mistake 

Maybe she think,bury in past is not a mistake

Mistake growth you but same mistake will never growth you,you know that

Seen you're not care,thats why im leaving this shity-messs

I'm sad,sick now to see your react 

Infront of me,impressing me with all your reacted 

You are afraid,to let me prophecy or dig out the truth 

I see it through but my mind just won't let me speak through"

Chorus*

♛

♛

given up

4.12.2011

9:11am

Morning

Sunny

It's hard to given up,

& it's more hard to take back what you had given up.

this is always the truth

i can't tell do we suit,

how well can long distant love do,

we have to try..

i know it's hard,

given up,

you can do that anytime.

but continue,

you have not more than this moment..

i know it's fuzzy,

as long we holding not regret,

heart will make us clear.

Past.

30.11.2011

12:57am

Midnight

"past,

please just let it pass

it show us how we getting strong

it made you become a history/legend

it helps us open the door of future in every second"

                                                       wrote by hoadi

                                                         --------------------

i don't know what to say,

mouth,heart can't pronouns my shit yet,

past do take down me great,

i think i din't perform my best yet,

that's why you want&wish me to do best,

sometimes i'm sad,

not because of you/work like shit,

it's because i did my best,

but i think there's no one see my shit.

:(

i'm not complaining,

i work hard,prove hard like getting nothing,

is kinda sad that i was nothing,

no life doesn't prove me anything,

i had you in ma heart,

thats enough for everything.

:)

Voice of ma heart.

Thursday

10.11.11

10.00am

Sunny day

I can now saw my future but it's fuzzy

My friend tell me is difficult to stand there straightly 

Once i enter this warfare with my name tag on

There's no way that i can give up on

I need an outlet for all that pent up anger

I'm so fucking depressed on my weak

My Chair sagged down under my stress weight

My mind is making me dizzy

Confuse with what i start with

What so-called career is kinda shity

Nothing is worth it when it's dirty

Can't say i'm fucking hate it

Just not what i been chasing it

Kitchen it's too strong and i can't stand it

Skinny is not my fault just because i can't afford it

i been trying to get through it

but it is beyond my imagine it

i hope i can just scream all about it

Obviously i can't do anything about it

             

                                     BY

                                    Hoadi Cheong

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To:Piinhuey Loe wify

i'm just type out my confuse,

it's nothing to do with us,to with you.

it's not your fault that i'm weak

i'm gain stronger but obviously not enough

time will prove me

baby,you've my only special 1

your love do affected me

make me stronger,but the rest part i'll need to do it my self

baby no need to worry

i won't easily to given up

although unhappy it's just part of process right?

im just shouting out the voice that annoy me in my heart

after that there nothing to fuzzy me to watching you

watching you show me love

giving me power

showing me your hand that pull me up

distant is not an option

sometimes hard part goes first

our distant is not a part either

we can make it though :)

and that's what i'm going to tell you here

ILOVEYOU LoePiinHuey :) <3