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Sunday, December 28, 2008
I had my driving lesson yesterdae. I was kind of scared that I am unable to make it for the TP as there is only 1 week for me to do my circuit. However, I am staying positive that I can make it.... Today, I am suppose to show my instructor route 8 and learn route 9 but my instructor teach me route 10. So today I finish my test routing.I was kind of happy as it goes ahead from the planning. After I am done, My instructor and me discuss about the next lesson doing circuit. I was worry as he said that I will have to pay more. He calculate for my lesson. Test vehicle :$150 3 Jan(Sat) lesson : Booking of circuit = $22.50 x 2 hrs = $45 Lesson = $28 x 2 hrs = $56 4 Jan(Sun)lesson : Booking of circuit = $22.50 x 2 hrs = $45 Lesson = $28 x 3 hrs = $84 Total : $380.... I was kind of stress as I have not enough money in the bank. My Balance is only $163 and I only have $54 in my wallet. I just pay the $54 to John... After my driving lesson, I went to Bugis to meet my bf. I was really not in a mood to have a Sat out....I pity my bf as he was happy to go out with me but I am unable to hide my feelings in front of him. I was too sad thinking where can I get the balance. I dun want to burden him. After we have our dinner @ Mac, we went to do some window shopping. I was really not in a mood. After that, we went to Spore River. Dats where, he give me advise, solution. I really cried and share everything with him. He was there when I really need him. I have a shoulder to cry on...Thnkz Dear.... He gave me a suggestion to rebook my TP test date as he is not confident that I am able to make it with only 2 circuit lessons and It is all kind of a rush.
12:54 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
When I woke up, My father brought home a 3 level hamster cage. I said that it is kind of waste of money as it is not necessary.After that, my mother talked about me taking driving. She said dat I oready did not get the scholarship for this yr and I am wasting my money on driving. She said that driving is what I wanted and it is a waste of money. I argued back that even it is partly what I wanted but it is for the family sake. It is because of my family having difficulty to travel from one place to another, motivates me to take up driving lesson. This is the strong reason dat really encourage me to take up driving. I am willing to sacrifice $1000 of my money to take up driving when I can use the money for my own spending such as clothings, food and accessories just for me and not thinking about my family. The most saddest part was she said that she don't care or bother if it is only for one day of the hari raya day that I am driving. Both my parents are never supportive of what I do. My dad has also say the same thing. I feel really demoralise and feel like giving up driving. My parents are supportive of my brother taking up bike. They never object or say anything about it. But I really dunnoe why what did I did wrong about taking up driving..... However, I think that I will just continue on and I will prove to both my parents like what I experience in my secondary life in which my friends stay away and hurt my feelings and I managed to prove to them that I take the last laugh. I will prove it that I can also be successful in driving and it is not waste of the money to take up driving.
11:41 AM
Monday, December 22, 2008
Today is my 1st Official day to work. I am suppose to have my training. Derrick, my trainer explain me about the product. I was suppose to do door to door sales selling mio tv plan. I kind of not interested and motivated to continue on with this job. It is because I myself will not open my house door if people came and sell things. However, the working environment was damn gd. The managing director welcomed me and make me feel home. It is the same case as my colleagues. They are friendly and did not make me feel astray. I like the working environment as it is kind of relax and not of a formal environment. When I went home, I was kind of a dilemma. I did not want to continue this job as it is not my interest. I am not motivated to this job. However, I like the working environment and I might not get the same working environment if I went to another workplace. I really don't know what to do. I did not feel nice as the managing director have put hope on me and he is kind. I want to share opinion and seek advise with my bf.However, he was with his family @Genting. I reallly don't know what to do.. Thank god....My Best fwen called me and she did gave me some advise but still I have not decide what I wanna do and how am I going to do it.
6:53 PM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
11 am Woke up 1145 am Called Boo 1230 pm Boo fetch me up to go to Jrg East Swimming Complex 1245 pm We reach Jrg East Swimming Complex 200 pm Out of Swimming Complex 215 pm Reach Queenstown to take soccer jersey 310 pm Reach Vivocity to buy his mom belated bdae gift 330 pm Queing up to buy food at Seah Im Hawker Centre (Opposite Harbourfront Centre) 338 pm Cancelled due to Queue too long 350 pm Went to Pioneer Mcdonalds to buy me my Happy Meal 400 pm Alight me @ my hse traffic junction I did not expect to meet him today as we have already met yest. Before the whole outing, he told me that he need to meet him fwens at Jrg East @ 4 pm to go to National Stadium to watch soccer match between Singapore n Vietnam. So the whole dae was kind of pack and rushing. When he was driving to Pioneer Mall, he was stress and angry at himself as he was late. I did not dare to talk to him as I am scared that he might be mad at me....4 2 daes straight I feel the same thing.....hmmm However, I find that he was caring and a loving bf as eventhough he was late, he still buy me food to eat...He is the best bf I have ever had....Thnksz dear..... :)
8:37 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
I am very nervous for today as I am going for an interview. I hope to get this job. I went to the interview and I managed to get the job. The managing director asked me to come on Monday for product training...I was so happy.. In the evening, I meet my boo. We have to rush to catch the twilight at Vivocity at 9 pm. Twilight was damn good. I give 5 out of 5 stars for the movie. I like the hero. He is so handsome and very loving and caring... After watching the movie, we went to eat at Al Azhar and after that we thought of going to his skool to send something. Unfortunately, his skool was close. He was damn mad at himself....I did not say a single thing as I am scared that he might throw his temper at me which he did before. The funny thing was while he was driving, he asked me "Why so sian?" I replied him that I am scared you might be mad at me.... You all know what he did next.... He laugh and smile.... It was a nice date for the dae....
11:56 PM
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