My lil boy and girl

When I was growing up, it seemed like a natural thing that I will get married and have my first child by 30 and watch my life evolve into marital bliss…

Now at this present time, I find myself having different expectations and ideas that would have been strongly rebuked by my younger self. I am thinking of having my own child with the aid of a sperm donor. It won’t happen anytime soon but this idea no longer holds the same amount of repulsion as before. It seems feasible. What do you all think?

I know this is so personal and it may not necessary define and conclude me. But I guess as young adults, we will benefit from the exchange of views and considerations.

I have even given thought about my children’s names.
Boy: Gabriel so that he will grow up to be gentlemanly, refined and take care of the women in his life well (like his mum, aka me).

Girl: Alexis so that she will grow up strong and be successful in life, especially amongst the guys (you can tell I am a feminist).

Haha, suddenly I thought of something. If I do not know of the qualities of the donor, isn’t the birth of my child like opening a kinder surprise egg? Hahahhaa… madness.

End of (my) Exams!!!

At the sound of someone's wristwatch beeping, I ended the last of my 3 papers this morning 11am. It has been quite a rollercoaster ride cos my papers were on Sat and the following Mon and Tues. The last 2 papers were separated by only 18hrs and i finished my revision through sheer grit, and lack of sleep.

So here i am, running on adrenaline (still not sleepy) and wondering what's up now that i don't have to study nor go for lecture. I'm not one to look back and wonder where i went wrong, which answers i got right. Coupled with the fact that i don't have friends in class. hmm, i guess i will never learn from my mistakes nor learn the truth bout stupid ligands complexing with bloody transition metal complexes whose freaking stability can be approximated by the mundane counting of the kanasai electrons.

So, is end of exams overhyped? am i supposed to go berserk and down litres of alcohol? mabbe i should stay up all night playing facebook games just to prove i have the luxury now.

gosh, the only thing i had planned for is to colour and highlight my hair tonight. it was the only confirmed celebratory treat i had in store. it was also what kept me going through the long nights. "ohm, i am going to get new colour for my hair. ohm, i am going to have chio hair. ohm...." how inspiring.

anyway, if you see my new hair and don't like it, please refrain from commenting. haha.