Twinkle twinkle little star! =)

Have i announced my latest idealic plan? Haha. I've decided to keep my mind sane and keep my heart temperate before i get married (not that i'd go crazy after i get married, but uh, its more of the indulging in romantic love thingie). So the part where romantic love would come in mega-ly would be the first year of marriage! Muahaha. In other words, lets say 1 year before i get married i can only spend 2h together alone with the guy... so in the first year of marriage i can go ahead and spend 12h together (duh, we'll be living together haha.). Heh ok call me conservative or whatever, i just don't think it's appropriate for single girls and guys to totally give their hearts away to someone else before marriage sets in. So yes, this is a summary of my oh-so-fantastic-idea.

Moving on now!

Haha yesterday when i reached the 2nd floor after playing for YA service, i immediately heard a prolonged scream (which sounded really familiar)... and it came from faithy poh... and the rest of the cell ppl who were watching Passion of Christ. (haha, yeps, it was my idea.) They said it was scary, but i hope that above everything else, they can get a better picture of what Jesus really did for them and the magnitude of it all and not just some other person dying.

Ooh and we should be getting back our A level results on friday, but still not sure yet at this point of time. I'm excited about it! Cos from the time i started studying, to the time of the actual examination, to the closing of examinations, and until now, i've trusted God with my results. It feels really good, to be able to say that i've done my best, and God can do the rest. =) Hee. So whatever results i get, even if its a CCC, i can actually say that there's a purpose for me in getting that grade.

Okie this has been a long post (partially cos my typing skills have improved tremendously after using the computer everyday during work, so i take less time to type in comparison), so i should end here... attention spans are getting short haha. =)

Thank You Jesus!

Chinese New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year!

This year i had reunion dinner at crystal jade. Haha. I think it was a 9 course meal that included dishes like abalone, shark's fin (the real one with the clear soup), lobster and the usual kind of delicacies. All paid for by my uncle (who just got himself a sports car). How blessed by God eh. =)

That was chinese new year eve. Today, went for visitation at my maternal grandma's house, then went to my paternal auntie's house for dinner. It was fun. And i figured out it's important to get a good job... cos everyone gives the 'wow... not bad ah' reaction when you tell them you're working at ernst & young. (i should remember to say that its by God's grace that i got in next time someone asks me about it, instead feeding my own ego.) So yes.

But it has been somewhat boring (partially because i have refused to do any work at all...), so finished the "heaven is so real!" book within 2 days. Haha. Well, at least i did something constructive to feed my spiritual man. =)

I'm going to sleep till 11am tomorrow. Muahhaa. That should be around 11h of sleep. That's super coolness! Heh, sleeping is like my luxurious hobby.

Okok i should stop all this yakking around. Pardon the not-so-accurate english.

Have a blessed chinese new year, cos Jesus is celebrating it with you too! =)

Praise the Lord, oh my soul.

Haha ok i shall be honest, i felt a lil discouraged this weekend (meaning, wed-fri).

First at work, think i was too careless and the supervisors are not very happy about that.

Secondly, i forgot to perform my duties as ephi head... didn't send the bulletin on time.

Thirdly, well as usual, it was music prac today and i felt my piano playing was not good at all.

But the most discouraging thing was my horrible attitude. I seem to have this huge mega ego which i'm trying hard to boost. UGH! That's bad. Really bad. I'm so childish sometimes.

But oh well... Psalm 34:2 says, "I will boast only in the Lord; let all who are discouraged take heart."

So that's what i'm going to do... boast only in the Lord. =)

Praise the Lord, oh my soul.

Kiss dating goodbye. =)

I just finished reading the book... actually, a more appropriate term would be to finish browsing through the book "i kissed dating goodbye".

Well.

Might be good once again for me to pen down my thoughts.

I should, i mean, i can get into a relationship with THAT guy only when i can foresee with a rough level of certainty that when we get married, i can be as effective a wife is as aunty aye lan to pastor mark. They are super sweet together and they are like helping each other out in ministry and all and its such a godly relationship la. That is sweet. =)

And haha, the book had a super funny imagery which made me laugh. Some girl had came out up with her own set of rules as though she "had descended from mount sinai like Moses and his ten commandments".... funny... (shujing imagines a man descending from a mountain on a cute lil cloud.)

Ok fine.

I have funny sense of humour some times. So what actually makes me laugh? Haha, think the twinkle twinkle little star song on faithe's phone. =)

This week, i shall abide more and more in Jesus and His awesomeness. =) Praise God, and amen!

Valentine's Day.

Ahhhhh that day of the year is approaching again! Haha.

Haha. I have loads of weird feelings and thoughts inside me now...

I want to have a really sweet and nice day with THAT special guy... not eating in some fancy restaurant, but in a normal kopitiam, having food that costs below $5... not recieving flowers but cute and funny heart shaped balloons... not in a romantic setting but just a sincere and pure atmosphere of, loving each other.

But then i snap out of my dreams... my brain tells me that i dont even know who that guy God has intended for me is yet... and my mind tells me i have a covenant with God until 21. Sometimes my brain even tells me that a covenant is redundant cos i wont get into a relationship anyway cos no guy wants me (but i'm rejecting a thought because by faith i know God has someone in mind for me already...).

I'll just leave my valentine's day thoughts at that la. It's meaningless thinking about it at this point in my life. =) Just wanted to acknowledge a little that, i do think about it and dream a few bits about it. Haha. It was quite fun to talk about when you want to get married and have children and all (like what we were doing just now) ok. But yes, will strive to not think about it too much though... i know i've got better things to worry about than that.

So this Valentine's day, my heart will be given solely to God alone.

Jesus will be my valentine this year. =)