i say there is nothing more intoxicating than the smell of nice new books.

added to my collection today. and now i feel pretty damn good.

from the letters of abelard & heloise. bonjour tristesse. The eaten heart. giovanni's room.

just because these new penguin editions are oh so yummy.

so self-indulgent can.

as if got time to read them like that.

sigh.

wherever did my holidays go! =/

damnyou.

bone-tired. cui.

the days keep melting into weeks, the weeks into months.

time works faster than i can keep up.

looking forward to the week's break. just so i can catch my breath.

it maddens me no end that even in my sleep i can find neither solace nor reprieve.

ive always wanted one of those v cool pics of myself taken by one of those photogs with the professional-looking long lense cameras.

you know, the kind with like crystal clear water droplets accessorized with look of total concentrated determination.

erm which might explain my constantly furrowed brows in the presence of any photog.

this photo however, was NOT and i repeat NOT the intended effect.

lizard found this, much to my chagrin of course.

the first ever proper photo ive found of myself playing polo,

and the only expression that comes to mind when i look at it is GAHHHHHHHHHH.

ive always thought i looked cooler than that lor.

clearly self-delusion is one of my stronger suits. =/

i think zac efron is really v cute. when i watched hairspray, i think i nosebleed until im surprised i just didnt fall down from severe anaemia.

i also suspect that this dates back to my childhood love affair with my beloved and ONLY Ken doll. erm if you all must know, i think zac efron looks just like my old Ken doll (erm very creatively named ken and came with his very own tube of hair gel. so cool right.)

hurhur.

haiyah anyways im feeling v pffffft cos i came across a whole slew of M***ters blogs. (you can find just about anything on google these days and so im taking no chances and naming no [full] names)

am feeling particularly agitated after reading.

though i dunno why im being so incredibly bo liao given the amount of work that is hanging in a dark cloud above my head.

highlights of my upcoming week: presentation.test.essay.

and all due within a day of each other. enough to make you high leh. and not to mention the mounting pile of unread texts.

i should add a disclaimer to this post. please ignore incoherent ranting severely needed to maintain sanity.

in something else totally random and unrelated that i need to get off my chest because its also annoying me. i hate telling myself 'i told you so'. its so terribly consuming a struggle. not to mention shitty.

2 steps back. stupid git.

whatever laaaaaaa im gg to study.

good weekend. =)

i am so proud of my team. each and every one of them.

for not giving up when the going got the toughest.

lets make this coming weekend an even better one yeah?

hoot hoot!

and yayyyyy to another week of training! =)