sourcing for internships just so your mother will not nag at you for the next three months is such a chore.

and!

it doesnt help that you start to feel the malaise associated with the 'omg i am gonna graduate soon and i still dunno what i wanna do with my life' syndrome.

lucky for me i have baz lurhmann.

'Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. the most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.'

- from everybody's free (to wear sunscreen)

there is hope yet for us mere mortals! =)

geeky lit moment!

'The hypothesis of God, for instance, gives an incomparably absolute opportunity to understand everything, and know absolutely nothing.'

Roadside Picnic, The Strugatsky Brothers

i think i tried to talk.

amidst the evasiveness, i think there was some understanding.

when i heard that, i could only respond with a, 'why realise this only now?'

would it be different if it was made known earlier?

i have no way of knowing this.

and perhaps i would rather not find out.

i can only negotiate with the speculations of what is and was.

and figure

hey wth, perhaps it happened when it wasnt supposed to.

too bad. shit happens.

the strangest thing was when you said,

'nothing's changed. the core of it is still there'

and all i did was laugh.

mirthless.devoid of any amusement.

because at that moment, i felt that you hadnt the faintest idea of what you were saying.

since i always credit my sources (i, non-plagiarist!)

http://www.bookblog.net/gender/genie.html

haha thanks xuan!! =)

its a pretty nifty test. determine ur gender just by looking at your writing!

if i understand what this test i saying,

my writing is masculine when im upset and feminine when im happy.

schizo!

go try it people. =)