JUST COS SHE SAID THAT...
the other day, the mum said:
"you know, i think you're an old soul"
i was like, ''eh??!"
anyways, to celebrate that,
i shall post up lyrics of damn old songs.
hahaha like this one by john lennon.
which is really cool.
and which i cant stop singing along to.
Woman I can hardly express,
My mixed emotion at my thoughtlessness,
After all I'm forever in your debt,
And woman I will try express,
My inner feelings and thankfullness,
For showing me the meaning of success,
oooh well, well, oooh well, well,
Woman I know you understand
The little child inside the man,
Please remember my life is in your hands,
And woman hold me close to your heart,
However, distant don't keep us apart,
After all it is written in the stars,
oooh well, well, oooh well, well,
Woman please let me explain,
I never meant to cause you sorrow or pain,
So let me tell you again and again and again,
I love you (yeah, yeah) now and forever.
woman - John Lennon
3 papers down, 2 more to go.
thursday thursday!
am off to attempt yet another futile crack at the books.
thank you half k and maxi. =)
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
KICK UP THE LEAVES...
the intensity overwhelms.
and there's nothing to grasp.
resentment?
maybe.
but i make no apologies for it.
denial?
what for?
pain doesnt lessen.
some things change.
i know what doesnt.
thats precisely what amplifies pain.
pahhhhh.
but this is just damn bad timing la.
then again, is there ever a good time?
the intensity overwhelms.
and there's nothing to grasp.
resentment?
maybe.
but i make no apologies for it.
denial?
what for?
pain doesnt lessen.
some things change.
i know what doesnt.
thats precisely what amplifies pain.
pahhhhh.
but this is just damn bad timing la.
then again, is there ever a good time?
Sunday, April 23, 2006
AND YOU'D CHOOSE??
from kelvin tong's Love Story...
would you rather
an ordinary mundane love that lasts forever?
or
a dazzling love that is short-lived?
something to chew on in between all that mugging.
heh.
sadly, was a little disappointed with the way the film turned out.
a little too abstract for my liking.
but oh well, thats just me. =)
in other news...
happy birthday ariel dear!! heart you many!
a total barrel of laughs la.
i wont be forgetting dear old bin-tan and afghanis-tan anytime soon.
teeheehee.
mannnn damn suay.
exams next week and im on the verge of a flu.
pahhhhhhhhhh.
silver lining this exam period (besides thailand of course - thailand babyyyyyy!) :

little britain!!
im hooked.
best stuff i've seen in awhile.
heh.
ok back to my books.
zzzzzzzzz.
from kelvin tong's Love Story...
would you rather
an ordinary mundane love that lasts forever?
or
a dazzling love that is short-lived?
something to chew on in between all that mugging.
heh.
sadly, was a little disappointed with the way the film turned out.
a little too abstract for my liking.
but oh well, thats just me. =)
in other news...
happy birthday ariel dear!! heart you many!
a total barrel of laughs la.
i wont be forgetting dear old bin-tan and afghanis-tan anytime soon.
teeheehee.
mannnn damn suay.
exams next week and im on the verge of a flu.
pahhhhhhhhhh.
silver lining this exam period (besides thailand of course - thailand babyyyyyy!) :

little britain!!
im hooked.
best stuff i've seen in awhile.
heh.
ok back to my books.
zzzzzzzzz.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
"KOSSY, YOU'RE MY AFFLATUS!!"
there.
i've finally said it after meaning to do so for the longest time.
hehe.
wah lau my last post is like older than my ah ma can.
and since it is a known fact that i tend to post more during exam period ( i swear its stress, not procrastination! =P)
and it being in the midst of exams,
i see no reason to break a perfectly good tradition eh??
this is gonna be a long, randomly-scattered post.
people you have been warned. =P
the past week has been privy to numerous bursts of joy.
like easter vigil!
where i was there to witness the baptism of my very first (and probably only - cos im so damn psychotic) god child - liza!
hahaha so proud. =P
liza you are a damn brave girl for daring to pick me as your godma. TEEHEEHEE.
here be some pics of the night:

the glow from the candles is so pretty.
and thats me right at the bottom...
staring at my candle with a crazed gleam in my eye.
what a loon.
i was going for earnest i swear.
dan said i looked ''artificial''.
pahhhhhhh. =P
but on the whole, it was beautiful.
despite the constant standing and sitting. (eh very exhausting k!)
hahaha. thank you dan, for the collage.
chio-ness.
monday night saw a stay-over with jy and sarah at their room at ntu.
it was supposed (and there is a reason why i highlight supposed) to be a mugging session.
thats us before we began:

look at our faces full of hope and anticipation of a productive session.
HAHA.
let it be said that in my case, i quote jy:
"first to sleep and last to wake up"
oh well. so much for productivity la.
the spirit was willing but the flesh was weak. really.
hurhurhur.
my other random bursts of joy this week:
- my beloved m.ho called from the uk! dearest i swear you really made my day. i heart you!!
- rich, i had fun too!! i miss you!!! dinner with f10 soon k? we must we must. =)
ah and we finally reach the climax of the post -
- to which i can only say...
SHIT ASS EXAMS ARE LIKE NEXT WEEK.
my heart bleeds to type this.
but but but
the silver lining:
thailand babyyyyyyyy!!!
cant wait!
i go buy many many beer singlets to wear next sem. ( as well as those gross brown fruits my ah bu wants) =)
but for now i will have to contend with a pile of lit texts that stack up taller than myself.
owwwwwww.
speaking of lit texts, i did not like emma. cheat my feelings only.
pahhhhhh.
okok back to work.
tho all i feel like doing is crawling into my bed to zzz.
the run made me all nua.
leg muscles are in a state of liquification (got such word?!! i dunno leh) after having minimal activity these past few weeks.
sheesh.
yellowcard's ocean avenue in my head.
and to hit the books with that i will go.
There's a place off Ocean Avenue,
Where I used to sit and talk with you,
We were both 16 and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.
There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street,
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet,
We were both 18, and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.
If I could find you now
Things would get better,
We could leave this town,
And Run forever,
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah, yeah.
There's a piece of you that's here with me,
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by,
I can make believe that you're here tonight,
That you're here tonight.
If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run forever
I know somewhere, somehow, we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me,And take me away, yeah
I remember the look in your eyes,
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight,
Not here,Not now.
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night,
Somewhere, somehow.
If I could find you now,Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run forever.
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together.
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away, yeah.
there.
i've finally said it after meaning to do so for the longest time.
hehe.
wah lau my last post is like older than my ah ma can.
and since it is a known fact that i tend to post more during exam period ( i swear its stress, not procrastination! =P)
and it being in the midst of exams,
i see no reason to break a perfectly good tradition eh??
this is gonna be a long, randomly-scattered post.
people you have been warned. =P
the past week has been privy to numerous bursts of joy.
like easter vigil!
where i was there to witness the baptism of my very first (and probably only - cos im so damn psychotic) god child - liza!
hahaha so proud. =P
liza you are a damn brave girl for daring to pick me as your godma. TEEHEEHEE.
here be some pics of the night:

the glow from the candles is so pretty.
and thats me right at the bottom...
staring at my candle with a crazed gleam in my eye.
what a loon.
i was going for earnest i swear.
dan said i looked ''artificial''.
pahhhhhhh. =P
but on the whole, it was beautiful.
despite the constant standing and sitting. (eh very exhausting k!)
hahaha. thank you dan, for the collage.
chio-ness.
monday night saw a stay-over with jy and sarah at their room at ntu.
it was supposed (and there is a reason why i highlight supposed) to be a mugging session.
thats us before we began:

look at our faces full of hope and anticipation of a productive session.
HAHA.
let it be said that in my case, i quote jy:
"first to sleep and last to wake up"
oh well. so much for productivity la.
the spirit was willing but the flesh was weak. really.
hurhurhur.
my other random bursts of joy this week:
- my beloved m.ho called from the uk! dearest i swear you really made my day. i heart you!!
- rich, i had fun too!! i miss you!!! dinner with f10 soon k? we must we must. =)
ah and we finally reach the climax of the post -
- to which i can only say...
SHIT ASS EXAMS ARE LIKE NEXT WEEK.
my heart bleeds to type this.
but but but
the silver lining:
thailand babyyyyyyyy!!!
cant wait!
i go buy many many beer singlets to wear next sem. ( as well as those gross brown fruits my ah bu wants) =)
but for now i will have to contend with a pile of lit texts that stack up taller than myself.
owwwwwww.
speaking of lit texts, i did not like emma. cheat my feelings only.
pahhhhhh.
okok back to work.
tho all i feel like doing is crawling into my bed to zzz.
the run made me all nua.
leg muscles are in a state of liquification (got such word?!! i dunno leh) after having minimal activity these past few weeks.
sheesh.
yellowcard's ocean avenue in my head.
and to hit the books with that i will go.
There's a place off Ocean Avenue,
Where I used to sit and talk with you,
We were both 16 and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.
There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street,
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet,
We were both 18, and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.
If I could find you now
Things would get better,
We could leave this town,
And Run forever,
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah, yeah.
There's a piece of you that's here with me,
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by,
I can make believe that you're here tonight,
That you're here tonight.
If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run forever
I know somewhere, somehow, we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me,And take me away, yeah
I remember the look in your eyes,
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight,
Not here,Not now.
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night,
Somewhere, somehow.
If I could find you now,Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run forever.
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together.
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away, yeah.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
MELANCHOLY OLLIE...
everytime i have deadlines to meet, im inclined to be slightly melancholic.
these past two days have been nothing but churning out stupid essays.
last one to go tmr!
then i can revert to becoming slightly more human.
hurhurhur.
oh well nothing's all that bad...
.. when you have the bengs from 15!
who have been keeping me company lest i go crazy from essay-generating.
im pretty certain its gotta be those hokkien songs.
im a little beng at heart i can tell. =P
anyways people, 15 is great stuff!
for the full version..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=GNROYxSM0HM
ok back to essay-ing. =/
Every time you hear the rolling thunder
And you turn and run before the lightning strikes
Well does it ever make you stop and wonder
If all your good times pass you by.
everytime i have deadlines to meet, im inclined to be slightly melancholic.
these past two days have been nothing but churning out stupid essays.
last one to go tmr!
then i can revert to becoming slightly more human.
hurhurhur.
oh well nothing's all that bad...
.. when you have the bengs from 15!
who have been keeping me company lest i go crazy from essay-generating.
im pretty certain its gotta be those hokkien songs.
im a little beng at heart i can tell. =P
anyways people, 15 is great stuff!
for the full version..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=GNROYxSM0HM
ok back to essay-ing. =/
Every time you hear the rolling thunder
And you turn and run before the lightning strikes
Well does it ever make you stop and wonder
If all your good times pass you by.
Monday, April 03, 2006
Sunday, April 02, 2006
THE BEST THINGS ARE (ALMOST) FREE...
waves.
rocks.
junk food.
that comfortable silence.
great company.
all it took to make my night, really. =)
thanks guys...
looking forward to jb and bintan already!
just that annoying little itch called exams to get through.
rarrrrr. =/
ugh presentation stuff getting on my nerves...
...and i need to kick start my essay thats due tmr or im in a shitload of trouble.
off to work i say!
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime...
waves.
rocks.
junk food.
that comfortable silence.
great company.
all it took to make my night, really. =)
thanks guys...
looking forward to jb and bintan already!
just that annoying little itch called exams to get through.
rarrrrr. =/
ugh presentation stuff getting on my nerves...
...and i need to kick start my essay thats due tmr or im in a shitload of trouble.
off to work i say!
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime...
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