DEAD BEAT...
am so damn tired. haven't run in the longest time so i guess it was about time i got my big ass moving.
today was a much much much better day than the disaster that was yesterday. thank god for that. kanasai. yesterday, everything that could go wrong actually did go wrong. ahaha.. but its all good now so yay!! =)
the bed beckons and i never ignore it. wahahaha
am off now.. long day tmr.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
TV ADDICT??
i seriously suspect i might be. heh. god knows i cannot, and i mean cannot live without the goggle box that is my tv.
hehehe... skipped my universe lecture yesterday with every intention of prepping for my basic theory test (so as not to have to endure the absolute paiseh-ness of flunking a 3rd time! =0)
What did i end up doing in the end??
yup u guessed it. plonked on the couch watching cheesy morning tv instead!! and the oprah winfrey show nonetheless! hahaha.. god, i love oprah. tho she will probably be the cause of my 3rd failed attempt at basic theory. hahahaha.
and it doesn't help that my coming week assignment for my lit module is to watch as much tv as possible!! hahaha... my mum'll totally flip when i tell her im watching oprah for homework or something. hehehe... =)
hmmm... self has realised that there are a ton of things to be done but again, am utterly distracted by the fact that the Justice league is showing on cartoon network! heh. see? tv will be my eventual downfall! drats.
i should sign up for tv therapy or something. hee. =)
on another note, polo was good today! v. fun training. so happy i went. played games which were tiring i gotta say, but i guess the feeling of being totally shagged out is a good one. can sleep better tonight. whee!
hehehe and everyone knows im a piggy who values my sleep and needs no less than 10 (??!!) hours a day if i can help it! wahahaha
i seriously suspect i might be. heh. god knows i cannot, and i mean cannot live without the goggle box that is my tv.
hehehe... skipped my universe lecture yesterday with every intention of prepping for my basic theory test (so as not to have to endure the absolute paiseh-ness of flunking a 3rd time! =0)
What did i end up doing in the end??
yup u guessed it. plonked on the couch watching cheesy morning tv instead!! and the oprah winfrey show nonetheless! hahaha.. god, i love oprah. tho she will probably be the cause of my 3rd failed attempt at basic theory. hahahaha.
and it doesn't help that my coming week assignment for my lit module is to watch as much tv as possible!! hahaha... my mum'll totally flip when i tell her im watching oprah for homework or something. hehehe... =)
hmmm... self has realised that there are a ton of things to be done but again, am utterly distracted by the fact that the Justice league is showing on cartoon network! heh. see? tv will be my eventual downfall! drats.
i should sign up for tv therapy or something. hee. =)
on another note, polo was good today! v. fun training. so happy i went. played games which were tiring i gotta say, but i guess the feeling of being totally shagged out is a good one. can sleep better tonight. whee!
hehehe and everyone knows im a piggy who values my sleep and needs no less than 10 (??!!) hours a day if i can help it! wahahaha
Friday, January 21, 2005
MOVIE BUFF...
Dangerous Minds is a super cool movie. Thank god for gramophone and super cheap vcds!!
and to add to that, i managed to find myself a copy of The Nightmare Before Christmas as well! and The Hot Chick! (which jen says she wouldn't even pay 5 bucks for... sheesh!! how can?? =0)
im dead lah. at this rate, im saying goodbye to tuition money! sheesh. hahaha.. talk about zero self control.
spongebob the movie fest at sentosa on the 29th and 30th jan!! and i do intend to be amongst the wee pre-pubescent kids cheering for good ol' spongebob! yay!
ahahaha.. im sucha kid. ;)
Dangerous Minds is a super cool movie. Thank god for gramophone and super cheap vcds!!
and to add to that, i managed to find myself a copy of The Nightmare Before Christmas as well! and The Hot Chick! (which jen says she wouldn't even pay 5 bucks for... sheesh!! how can?? =0)
im dead lah. at this rate, im saying goodbye to tuition money! sheesh. hahaha.. talk about zero self control.
spongebob the movie fest at sentosa on the 29th and 30th jan!! and i do intend to be amongst the wee pre-pubescent kids cheering for good ol' spongebob! yay!
ahahaha.. im sucha kid. ;)
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
MY MID-WEEK RAMBLING...
kanasai... the header picture at the top of this blog has disappeared for the god-knows how many-eth time liao! crap. and i do like the picture very much.
going for my theatre practical on monday has made me realise that self does not like to emote. or attempt to express grief and cry i front of people i don't noe. ahahaha... which is precisely what the theatre tutor attempted to make us do.
i stood there trying to think of the saddest thing i could come up with so that i would tear but erm.. all i could think of was, ''wah lau, im damn hungry!" heh. erm.. right. that was such an artistic thought... so that didn't work out.
oh well. theatre's not my calling i suppose. hahaha.. but it is different from my other tutorials so i guess i shouldn't be in sucha hurry to slag it off. it might not turn out to be so bad. =)
reading The Time Traveler's Wife.. its a pretty interesting concept... got this from the book which i thot was pretty cool...
"Oh not because happiness exists,
that too-hasty profit snatched from approaching loss
But because truly being here is so much; because everything here
apparently needs us, this fleeting world, which in some strange way
keeps calling to us. us, the most fleeting of all.
...Ah, but what can we take along
into that other realm? Not the art of looking,
which is learned so slowly, and nothing that happened here. Nothing.
The sufferings, then. And, above all, the heaviness,
And the long experience of love, -just what is wholly
unsayable."
-from The Ninth Duino Elegy
hmmmm... hahaha... u guys noe i don't like things that make me think too much. i am an extremely shallow thinker. hehehehe. but the last part of the whole thing just made alot of sense. what do we take with us when we leave this earth?? essentially nothing. or at least nothing material.
yet its a nice thought that perhaps that ur life here wasn't futile. feelings and emotions that u built up throughout your life stay with u even in death. no one can take that away from u, not even death. cos its like in your soul or something. wow.
but thats just how i saw it. i might have just read it wrong but oh well. this morning is a revolutionary ''kim decides to think'' moment... hahahaha... and considering it doesn't happen very often cos kim doesn't like to think.. it shall be left at this.
training later this afternoon. eee so hot. yuck. must come up with cheesy songs to sing with jen. hehe
off to watch some cheesy morning tv. =)
kanasai... the header picture at the top of this blog has disappeared for the god-knows how many-eth time liao! crap. and i do like the picture very much.
going for my theatre practical on monday has made me realise that self does not like to emote. or attempt to express grief and cry i front of people i don't noe. ahahaha... which is precisely what the theatre tutor attempted to make us do.
i stood there trying to think of the saddest thing i could come up with so that i would tear but erm.. all i could think of was, ''wah lau, im damn hungry!" heh. erm.. right. that was such an artistic thought... so that didn't work out.
oh well. theatre's not my calling i suppose. hahaha.. but it is different from my other tutorials so i guess i shouldn't be in sucha hurry to slag it off. it might not turn out to be so bad. =)
reading The Time Traveler's Wife.. its a pretty interesting concept... got this from the book which i thot was pretty cool...
"Oh not because happiness exists,
that too-hasty profit snatched from approaching loss
But because truly being here is so much; because everything here
apparently needs us, this fleeting world, which in some strange way
keeps calling to us. us, the most fleeting of all.
...Ah, but what can we take along
into that other realm? Not the art of looking,
which is learned so slowly, and nothing that happened here. Nothing.
The sufferings, then. And, above all, the heaviness,
And the long experience of love, -just what is wholly
unsayable."
-from The Ninth Duino Elegy
hmmmm... hahaha... u guys noe i don't like things that make me think too much. i am an extremely shallow thinker. hehehehe. but the last part of the whole thing just made alot of sense. what do we take with us when we leave this earth?? essentially nothing. or at least nothing material.
yet its a nice thought that perhaps that ur life here wasn't futile. feelings and emotions that u built up throughout your life stay with u even in death. no one can take that away from u, not even death. cos its like in your soul or something. wow.
but thats just how i saw it. i might have just read it wrong but oh well. this morning is a revolutionary ''kim decides to think'' moment... hahahaha... and considering it doesn't happen very often cos kim doesn't like to think.. it shall be left at this.
training later this afternoon. eee so hot. yuck. must come up with cheesy songs to sing with jen. hehe
off to watch some cheesy morning tv. =)
Sunday, January 16, 2005
IT AIN'T OVER TILL IT'S OVER...
kinda sums up the whole SRRR competition experience. ahahaha... our very first real competition as the wave-ryders! alot of good memories im not gonna forget. think it was so wonderful how no one gave up despite the odds we faced and that everyone played to their utmost best! wave-ryders: u guys were fabulous!! it was a great experience playing with u guys... we've learnt so much from the competition and from each other!! we'll be back!! here's to many more years of polo and friendship ya?? i love u all... hehehe =)
jen and andrea: thanks so much for everything and the ''lucky bread''!! ahahaha... u guys so sweet lah... and jen, ur still supposed to not look when ppl shoot cos if not, u make them ''suay'' sia! ahahahaha
on another note, self must learn to stop cursing and be less of a foul mouth. if not, let's just say aspirations of being world's best housewife aren't likely to come true! hehehe.. no guy wants a foul mouth! ahahaha... ah well. = p
pearl jam's my new obsession of the moment. very much like this song. am listening to it over and over again.. heh.
i am mine - pearl jam
The selfish they’re all standing in line...
Faith in their hope and to buy themselves time.
Me, I figure as each breath goes by,
I only own my mind.
The north is to south what the clock is to time.
There’s east and there’s west and there everywhere life.
I know that I was born and I know that I’ll die.
The in between is mine. I am mine.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
Oh the innocence broken with time...
We’re different behind the eyes, there’s no need to hide.
We’re safe tonight.
The ocean is full cause everyone’s crying,
The full moon is looking for friends at high tide.
The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrows denied.
I only know my mind. I am mine.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
Oh the innocence broken with time.
We’re different between the lines,
there’s no need to hide...Cause we’re safe tonight.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
Oh the innocence broken with time.
We’re different behind the eyes,
there’s no need to hide.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
Oh the innocence broken with lies.
We’re different behind the eyes.
We’re safe tonight.
ouch. freaking 8am lecture tmr. i am dead, oh yes i am. it'll be a miracle if i make it there. heh.
kinda sums up the whole SRRR competition experience. ahahaha... our very first real competition as the wave-ryders! alot of good memories im not gonna forget. think it was so wonderful how no one gave up despite the odds we faced and that everyone played to their utmost best! wave-ryders: u guys were fabulous!! it was a great experience playing with u guys... we've learnt so much from the competition and from each other!! we'll be back!! here's to many more years of polo and friendship ya?? i love u all... hehehe =)
jen and andrea: thanks so much for everything and the ''lucky bread''!! ahahaha... u guys so sweet lah... and jen, ur still supposed to not look when ppl shoot cos if not, u make them ''suay'' sia! ahahahaha
on another note, self must learn to stop cursing and be less of a foul mouth. if not, let's just say aspirations of being world's best housewife aren't likely to come true! hehehe.. no guy wants a foul mouth! ahahaha... ah well. = p
pearl jam's my new obsession of the moment. very much like this song. am listening to it over and over again.. heh.
i am mine - pearl jam
The selfish they’re all standing in line...
Faith in their hope and to buy themselves time.
Me, I figure as each breath goes by,
I only own my mind.
The north is to south what the clock is to time.
There’s east and there’s west and there everywhere life.
I know that I was born and I know that I’ll die.
The in between is mine. I am mine.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
Oh the innocence broken with time...
We’re different behind the eyes, there’s no need to hide.
We’re safe tonight.
The ocean is full cause everyone’s crying,
The full moon is looking for friends at high tide.
The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrows denied.
I only know my mind. I am mine.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
Oh the innocence broken with time.
We’re different between the lines,
there’s no need to hide...Cause we’re safe tonight.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
Oh the innocence broken with time.
We’re different behind the eyes,
there’s no need to hide.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
Oh the innocence broken with lies.
We’re different behind the eyes.
We’re safe tonight.
ouch. freaking 8am lecture tmr. i am dead, oh yes i am. it'll be a miracle if i make it there. heh.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
COUNTING DOWN TO SRRR...
its about a day to SRRR. the polo competition we've been training all december for.
im feeling psyched up about it. but at the same time, im damn scared. must remind self not to let fear blind me. i do have a habit of doing that. =)
staying over last night in the student lounge at XN's hall is not something im not gonna forget for a long time. hahahaha... the pillow fights, ''tau poks'', loads of laughs and good conversation made one great bonding session.
hmmm.. i feel the cp team becoming more bonded as a whole. and thats a wonderful step.
it was fun catching up with cheryl and liza in skool today! i is missing the 2 hour meals we used to have in sem 1. hahaha... nv mind!!! we'll definitely gonna have more of those this sem!! =)
Kos dear, im so so thrilled for u that u found the stuff u lost!!! like i said, good things do happen to good people. and ur one helluva great person!! u deserve this piece of good luck!! im so so happy for u!! ( patrick voice: "i love u!" ) hahahah... -hugs-
its about a day to SRRR. the polo competition we've been training all december for.
im feeling psyched up about it. but at the same time, im damn scared. must remind self not to let fear blind me. i do have a habit of doing that. =)
staying over last night in the student lounge at XN's hall is not something im not gonna forget for a long time. hahahaha... the pillow fights, ''tau poks'', loads of laughs and good conversation made one great bonding session.
hmmm.. i feel the cp team becoming more bonded as a whole. and thats a wonderful step.
it was fun catching up with cheryl and liza in skool today! i is missing the 2 hour meals we used to have in sem 1. hahaha... nv mind!!! we'll definitely gonna have more of those this sem!! =)
Kos dear, im so so thrilled for u that u found the stuff u lost!!! like i said, good things do happen to good people. and ur one helluva great person!! u deserve this piece of good luck!! im so so happy for u!! ( patrick voice: "i love u!" ) hahahah... -hugs-
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
WHAT IM THANKFUL FOR...
thank u God for good friends, who make the tough stuff in life so much easier to bear! hehehe
and thank u for making my mum calm down. lest i incur her wrath again. heh. =)
im totally pooped.
didn't think the first day of skool would be so exhausting... hahaha... but i did have fun tho, helping to promote polo at the sports bazaar and checking out my new classes! ahaha.. checking out new classes, i sound so nerdy! hehehe =p
off to bed now.. theatre studies in the morning... im throughly anticipating it.. shld be fun!! =)
thank u God for good friends, who make the tough stuff in life so much easier to bear! hehehe
and thank u for making my mum calm down. lest i incur her wrath again. heh. =)
im totally pooped.
didn't think the first day of skool would be so exhausting... hahaha... but i did have fun tho, helping to promote polo at the sports bazaar and checking out my new classes! ahaha.. checking out new classes, i sound so nerdy! hehehe =p
off to bed now.. theatre studies in the morning... im throughly anticipating it.. shld be fun!! =)
Friday, January 07, 2005
OOH LA LA...NOT!!
the joys of learning to curse oh-so-beautifully in a foreign language has been tragically snatched from me.
grossly out-bidded for the french module i so badly wanted. curse all the high bidders! spoil market only.. chey! :0
and what am i saddled with after surveying all my options and realising that i have lack of points for a decent module?
Methods of social research.
what is that??!!!! doesn't it sound oh so terribly sleep-inducing?? i foresee myself asleep in every lecture already. better start buying myself a cup to collect my drool. ;)
but at least having good company in that module makes me feel loads better about taking it. hahaha
NP friendlies tmr. psyching myself up for it! whoo! =)
the joys of learning to curse oh-so-beautifully in a foreign language has been tragically snatched from me.
grossly out-bidded for the french module i so badly wanted. curse all the high bidders! spoil market only.. chey! :0
and what am i saddled with after surveying all my options and realising that i have lack of points for a decent module?
Methods of social research.
what is that??!!!! doesn't it sound oh so terribly sleep-inducing?? i foresee myself asleep in every lecture already. better start buying myself a cup to collect my drool. ;)
but at least having good company in that module makes me feel loads better about taking it. hahaha
NP friendlies tmr. psyching myself up for it! whoo! =)
Thursday, January 06, 2005
A QUICKIE...
hahaha.. making a quick note before i hope off to bed. dead beat already.
training tonight really shagged me out, tho the games we played were really satisfying. Think we put up a great fight and am so so proud of the wave-ryders!! can really see all the training paying off... whoo! we're beginning to remember the points we discuss in our debriefs and apply them to our games. so thats a really good step forward!! next stop: SRRR!!
hahahah.. feeling super super sore right now. everything is aching.
now where's my bed? =)
hahaha.. making a quick note before i hope off to bed. dead beat already.
training tonight really shagged me out, tho the games we played were really satisfying. Think we put up a great fight and am so so proud of the wave-ryders!! can really see all the training paying off... whoo! we're beginning to remember the points we discuss in our debriefs and apply them to our games. so thats a really good step forward!! next stop: SRRR!!
hahahah.. feeling super super sore right now. everything is aching.
now where's my bed? =)
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
MY MUST-SEE FOR THE YEAR!!!
gosh. i remember how much i loved the 1971 film version. with gene wilder. i loved it, tacky sets, costumes and all. actually i think i still do. hahaha.. and i watched it so many squillion times i could sing all the songs off by heart! and this one has johnny depp! does it get any better than that??!!! =)
it bites that i have to wait that long to watch the burton version. it only opens in july. sigh.
my oh so strange observation upon opening my copy of 8 days this morning. the numerous displays of pregnant women in this week's issue made me realise that pregnant women appear to have dirtorted or distended belly-buttons!! its looks like the rubber tip of a balloon! =0
dinner with the f10 yesterday in celebration of sars' birthday was great! always have a gd time catching up with old frens. and guess i haven't seen some of them in a while so it was so nice to catch up with them yesterday.
hahaha.. jen and i are being absolute bums skipping training today just cos its raining and we didn't wanna get out of bed. we spent just half an hour thinking up a whole slew of reasonable excuses for our absence. hahaha.. all to find out in the end, that training was cancelled anyway. chey! heh.
tuition pay-day today! finally! even if im not getting all that much, i welcome any addition to the "kim is perpetually broke" fund! hahaha.. now i can buy my mum her CSI dvd she wants as a long overdue christmas prez! and my own copy of ''nightmare b4 christmas"!! yay! =)
Later:
grrr... cors bidding not going as well as i hoped. my ''understanding the universe'' module looks set to be a competitive one. bidding points are sky-rocketing, and places are limited. bah! if i don't get it, im gonna eat all the people who did for breakfast. wahahaha =0
gosh. i remember how much i loved the 1971 film version. with gene wilder. i loved it, tacky sets, costumes and all. actually i think i still do. hahaha.. and i watched it so many squillion times i could sing all the songs off by heart! and this one has johnny depp! does it get any better than that??!!! =)
it bites that i have to wait that long to watch the burton version. it only opens in july. sigh.
my oh so strange observation upon opening my copy of 8 days this morning. the numerous displays of pregnant women in this week's issue made me realise that pregnant women appear to have dirtorted or distended belly-buttons!! its looks like the rubber tip of a balloon! =0
dinner with the f10 yesterday in celebration of sars' birthday was great! always have a gd time catching up with old frens. and guess i haven't seen some of them in a while so it was so nice to catch up with them yesterday.
hahaha.. jen and i are being absolute bums skipping training today just cos its raining and we didn't wanna get out of bed. we spent just half an hour thinking up a whole slew of reasonable excuses for our absence. hahaha.. all to find out in the end, that training was cancelled anyway. chey! heh.
tuition pay-day today! finally! even if im not getting all that much, i welcome any addition to the "kim is perpetually broke" fund! hahaha.. now i can buy my mum her CSI dvd she wants as a long overdue christmas prez! and my own copy of ''nightmare b4 christmas"!! yay! =)
Later:
grrr... cors bidding not going as well as i hoped. my ''understanding the universe'' module looks set to be a competitive one. bidding points are sky-rocketing, and places are limited. bah! if i don't get it, im gonna eat all the people who did for breakfast. wahahaha =0
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
CHOMP MONSTER!!
its almost 1am and as chance and fateful cock-up would have it.. im bloody hungry again!!
hahaha.. and to think i just went scrounging around the house for snacks an hour ago.
i like to think what i call my "chomp monster" attacks or what's mostly referred to as hunger pangs could be tapeworm. cos then it makes me look less piggy.
but then again, its probably not tapeworm. and i am just being piggy. hahahaha =)
this is the most useless post in the world. ah, the effects of one's inability to sleep results in the writing of absolute crap. hahaha
but all the same, i wanna say:
Sars, Happy Birthday!!! hoping u have a wonderful day ahead!! love ya loads dearie! ; )
its almost 1am and as chance and fateful cock-up would have it.. im bloody hungry again!!
hahaha.. and to think i just went scrounging around the house for snacks an hour ago.
i like to think what i call my "chomp monster" attacks or what's mostly referred to as hunger pangs could be tapeworm. cos then it makes me look less piggy.
but then again, its probably not tapeworm. and i am just being piggy. hahahaha =)
this is the most useless post in the world. ah, the effects of one's inability to sleep results in the writing of absolute crap. hahaha
but all the same, i wanna say:
Sars, Happy Birthday!!! hoping u have a wonderful day ahead!! love ya loads dearie! ; )
Monday, January 03, 2005
DID SOMEONE SAY CHANGE??
i think not.
hmmm... apparently some things don't change at all, and i can't see this as a good thing.
bugged about things that happened before which i thought was unlikely to surface again. argh.
sorry people, i've ended up talking in riddles.. got some thoughts floating around in my head which i need to clear. heh.
i think not.
hmmm... apparently some things don't change at all, and i can't see this as a good thing.
bugged about things that happened before which i thought was unlikely to surface again. argh.
sorry people, i've ended up talking in riddles.. got some thoughts floating around in my head which i need to clear. heh.
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