Land Of Fake Believes;

Saturday, July 24, 2010

ages it has been..

theres a couple of times i was reallyy sad in my life..
1) when ac scored that goal at the very last min in A'div
2) when my pulled out a cigarette and says she wants to smoke
3) when i was put out of course in ocs.

then i come to think, when was i happy before..

no strings attached;
23:39

Sunday, November 01, 2009

you dont even have to call

so when was the last time since i post? ages. dont know what sparked me off into searching for this but thought its been awhile so perhaps a revisit should be coming.
well, at least theres a place i can turn to when hard times persist.
whats the use of trying and working so hard when it all will come to an end.

till the next time;
fml

no strings attached;
01:49

Sunday, February 08, 2009

longshot.

gone, everything.

when ppl are anticipating to book out, it turns the otherwise.

till then next time;
for nothing at all

no strings attached;
10:07

Sunday, January 25, 2009

i should have seen it coming, should have read the signs.

back from confinement week! its was indeed hard to be in army, yeap..
gonna try be at home as much as i can man.

so all of a sudden im listening to westlife songs again.. never get sick of it ha after all it was my all time fav.

well, ns really taught me some stuff, or rather made me realise some thing or even to come into sense.. although its only two weeks, life has change you know.
for the better and for the worst, we all have our own way to go..
if you have decided upon this kind of life, then well so be it.
like i say, things are different nowadays.. you are no longer the one i used to know, just when i expected you to be strong and all at this stage of life, the otherwise turned out to be true.
anyhow, we are all in no position to critisize the way one should live his life, so yea..

till the next time;
if i could i would, turn back the time..

no strings attached;
21:26

Saturday, January 03, 2009

Screwing it all up..

perhaps i should just be me.. things could have turned out better and the situation we are in now wouldnt have been as it is.
need to get it all off my chest but you didnt give me a chance to, not that there is now anymore.

till the next time;
take me with you.

no strings attached;
11:39

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs.
But you don't care at all.
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs.
Oh, my lungs.

You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.

I'm sorry, its just not my day..
Next year perhaps.

till the next time;
Far past these roads there is a place
Where all of our precious dreams remain
Someday I know
Ill find a way
To keep myself from holding on.
Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I'm restless from the silence in the air.
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
Inside this room, time will stand still
As long as I'm not aware of changes
The world outside leaves me behind by myself
It shows no mercy for those who hold on.

no strings attached;
19:38

Sunday, December 28, 2008

sometimes nothing turns out right,
but still, i cant help but go back for more,
and i guess i'll never get tired.
so yea, its true i guess..

no, im not emo or of sort but just that inexplicable feeling yet again.
one on hand i dont wish to be pushing or even stopping at all how life you live, but well, on another thought its just uneasy and yea that kind of feeling.
oh man, its just hard to be at times isnt it...

till the next time;
Please tell me you're for real,
because I dont want to bleed no more.
As the night fades away,
Im dreaming of you.
Please tell me you feel something
because what I feel is ecstacy.

Im so unprepared,
but you dont seem to care.
Im hardly a man,
but here I am.
Im not sure what you see.
Because what I am is disaster.
Spring you came so early,
shine down on me.

You're a million miles away,
but I am still the same as yesterday.

no strings attached;
01:42

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

take a look at me so you can see..

wish this had never ended. long walks, slow talks, stars gazing, wind blowing!, fountain invading with slippers off..
and it always have to end like this.. god.. WHY

till the next time;
slow down, world isnt watching us break down
its safe to say we are alone now, alone now...

no strings attached;
01:22

Friday, December 19, 2008

You have a problem with the truth
because it happens every time i knew it would..

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better

If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

till the next time;
i may not have done things right but what have i done wrong

no strings attached;
01:03

Monday, December 15, 2008

and give that to me.

Superstitions aren't meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
You're probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?
Is it over, over?

till the next time;
I did a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
'Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

no strings attached;
01:00