TGIF? or not...

well, it'll be not since i havent lift a finger to find anything on the 2000 words essay i'm supposed to write. not when i havent finish my lab reports. not when i havent visited holland V for my clothes. not when i havent bought a single damn thing for myself!ok..other than the fbt shorts.
TGIF also...cuz i'm beginning to slack. this is not a good sign. i'm thinking a lot of things, again, pessimistically, which is not good either. i'm missing my friends. i'm missing school. and i think i'm weird. who would miss school? i do. i always does miss school. even though i say i hate it. i still love it. no love, no hate. =) school makes me learn. i get new things in my brain everyday. it's for me to keep! =) and it's not FOC u know. so i miss school. =) now...back to reports

A Loof Life

that's the name of the drink i had tonite. went to BBDC with cy to take our btt. for me, it's the second time, for her, it's the first time. she passed it. i flunked it. again. the whole point of this time round is, we analysed most of the questions and found that i was right. so why i failed? no one knows. my next test will be at BBDC still, considering the fact that now i'm staying in the west, on 9th nov.like one week before my exams? but then, i think it's worth it. i'll have december to learn practical and final test. and i'll get my liscence.

after BBDC theory test failure, we made our way to the train station and took train to JE(jurong east)to meet eugene and supposedly cr who's late. we went raffles city, looking at the respect missy elliot adidas series. not that entirely nice. then daniel appeared with my ink and his fan. and cr was finally here! so we went suntec, go one round, look at the wallet that our dear ms cy has her eyes on for ages. trying on sunglasses, looking at the diamond ring that i want to get for myself as a 21st birthday and her pearl ring to go with her pearl necklace. we went like everywhere? as in every well known jewellery shop. then we went marina square to shop and i got myself a pair of slippers/sandals. girls will never have enough of shoes, bags and diamonds. =) but my white pair was telling me it's bout time to let it retire so i hurry got another pair before it passed on. and we couldnt decide on a dinner place, in the end, back to suntec city due to the limited selection of food at marina. but before that we went to get the 21st birthday present for huiyan. she's after all a damn good fren of mine in my JC days. i just hope she likes it. so we chiong back to suntec and after a round at B1, we decided on the not-so-nice branch of fish n co. i ordered the stingray, not that bad, but i would prefer the hawker centre kind rather than black pepper sauce, it's not steak u know. after dinner, we tried to go back to cy's wallet shop and it was closed so in the end she gotten nothing! poor girl. we went SK and as usual checking out the diamond rings and the girl serving us is only 22?! and she is married.just. but she's super friendly and customer orietated. a good salesperson in general. and cy saw this super nice looking ring, with the pretty stones on it. but it costs quite a bit. idea shelved. but still i think if i'm going to get anything, i'll go back to the same shop asking for the same girl. =) and eugene got himself a ring also at another shop. we were at SK for quite so long, that the guys couldn't take it and went for a stroll. haha =P. i saw this simple design but the diamonds were so-so. simple but elegant. that's what i want to see in my ring. so my idea was shelved also. let's just wait till the suitable one appear.

after suntec, we went to this place near raffles city and chijmes ( did i get it right?) odeon tower(something like that) for a drink. it's a pub called LOOF. it's at the roof top, i would appreciate it better if not for the hazy weather. ordered a loof life, which according to mr eugene, it's a light drink. but when it came, i drank, i tot i drinking toothpaste water! cuz it's mint, haha and i don't really take mint u know. tried dan's lychee something was it martini? i tot it was sweet, not much alcohol inside, and cy's miss behiving, both doesn't really have the alcohol content kind of feel. in the end i finished slightly more than half and the rest i gave it to cr who always have an attraction to liquids. my face was super red. like i just finished running 2.4k u know. it's that red!! but i wasn't drunk. confirm plus gurantee chop. =)

now, back at hall, my room mate is back. and as usual she on all her lights when just one at the table is enough, not like she needs the others. and i want to sleep since the "high" effect of alcohol is over. =)and i'm going to the gym again tomorrow. let's see how long can i keep this up. haha. i just wan to get rid of my fats. no hope of building muscles. and good night. i need a sleep. bad.

now, JB, start studying and stop complaining about my paragraphing! and good luck! i believe u can do it!!

a dinner that i hated, loved, and enjoyed

i took this photo. nice? ok it's not cuz it's taken with a camera phone and the lighting is not tt good. oh we were at a coffeeshop at hougang, somewhere near my sec school celebrating my good fren, Mr Jeremy Bay's(left most) and my fren aj's 21st birthday. as usual, i'm the only thorn amongst the ugly flowers.
ok damn, i think i look pretty good in that photo. now can anyone tell me y?! argh! oh the other guy in the photo is aj, the other birthday boy. =)


the other few......

aniway we went pool after that....and it's super clear that my opponent let me play an easy game. he's usually a damn good player but it's super obvious he rang1 me quite a bit.....hmm...=( dun rang1 me animore ok?thanks

PS: the spincer of the crab flew onto my tee ........

and i seriously think....

that i looked better if it's a photo taken just on the spot, like without "look at the camera, smile and freeze tt smile." tt kind of dogma....and without makeup....i look lousy with it....y??!! cuz i dunno how to make up...but i don't see such a need to make up.....

bored

ok...this is a damn boring week. my dear fren complained that my blog is thousand years old so i decided to crap around here. basically the last week of the first half of the first sem is officially over. and basically i've been sick for the whole week. so no gym, no exercise, just going fat!! i'm determined to keep fats at bay and keep fitness by my side...hee a bit hard though haha but i'll try my best ok? and i finally got better like today? this week, my fren havent give me stunts yet...it's good, i absolutely got no mood to entertain her. damn sick for the week, attend almost everyone of the lectures n tutorials. i'm at my max. seriously.
let me think thru what else happen thru the week ok?
i quite scared i fail my BTT again...damn...taking it the coming wednesday....damn sad if i cannot get thru again, i wan to drive!! it's irritating when u have to wait for shuttle even.....ok it's not the waiting that's irritates me, it's the thought of going out and u got to wait for bus that irritates me, and u can actually drive ur frenz around so that can have some time to eat breakfast.....that thought is cool! i want a lisence...then i can start saving up towards a car, a camera, and an imac and er....handphone...and er....no more....haha i'm not tt greedy...this kind of expensive things will still be expensive no matter how many pple chipped in. expensive means expensive, no such thing as each person $20 bucks then it become a cheap item. they never was, they never are, and they never will.

and one last thing,
happy birthday JB & Juni!! (the Js are coincidence =))

what a weekend....

i got the dnd's photos up...finally....none of them is frm my camera aniway...haha so putting them up is the oni thing i could do...

sent kenny off....felt the same sourness i felt as i sent my sis off....fight hard to keep my tears and i succeeded...not something that i'm proud of. there's nothing wrong with crying. for so long i've known him, he's just like a big brother to me. now, he's a person that i could be proud of saying, i know this guy. he was a good guy, he's a good guy and i believe he will be even a better man when he returns. he's the second person i sent off for the last 30 days. i felt lost. y is everyone leaving? i felt there's no one to depend on all of a sudden. that thought scares me. and the thought that he's flying on the eve of sept 11....and he's going for transit @ london makes me even more fearful. i've prayed hard to God to keep his whole journey safe. of cuz not forgetting other people on the flight. and now, i'm still quite down......kept quiet the whole nite even though i was the one who asked my hall mates out for supper. i need their company....they always manage to make me smile....but this time round...not for long....hopefully after a sleep i'll be better....

i miss kenny and my sis....and mdm lee's going for operation on monday.....pray for a successful op and speedy recovery. y things always happen at the same time......i don't like it.....=(

scary thoughts.....or not?

i'm at home, bored! how can anyone be bored at home??!! argh!!! anyway, i heard from a fren that her boyfriend actually suggested that they should buy a flat now since that it's' built- to- order. it will take around 4-5 years to get the flat. so the guy is actually assuming that my fren will marry him. haha my fren's point is , not that she's not going to marry him but the point is she's an insecure person. and she don't know if she would be ready for marriage in 4 years....she's the same age as me u know. and seriously it's a bit too early!! but then again it's not too early to talk about it, but having actual action, should be like a few years after graduation then should happen....i dun wish to receive red bombs so early!!!

as for me....i havent had a good sleep for quite some time, dunno what's wrong with me. i tried so hard to sleep early but there's always work that make me stay up for them, seriously. i'm trying damn hard to do well in my studies, but then again, seeing others having their someone with them somehow makes me think what on earth am i doing alone?! but if u think thru it, i have no time for myself, there's really nothing that i could give to the person who will stick with me no matter wat....i'm happy with what i have now, truly. as long as some pple will just stop imagining that this world is a bed of rose....cuz it never was, it never is , and it will never be the case.

DND part I

some of the DND @ Hilton photos...from eugene's camera =)




ok i dun look good in all those pictures...but seriously i got over it...so don't ask me y my eyes like tt...y my smile like tt...i dunno!! i was never photogenic....i hoped i was but i'm not. so accept the fact ok? =)

birthday wishlist

1. digital camera ( canon or nikon) slim ones please*
2. i-pod shuffle ( it's currently on sale 1GB for $168)*
3. a bag that i can go shopping and school
4. a sports jacket that can keep me warm
5. a watch that's not too bulky
6. big earrings holder
7. beetle car model
8. single bedsheets (with bolster case please!!)
9. japanese-english dictionary
10. any other things you think i need....which i seriously can't think of many...

*Please don't buy these 2!!haha it's just a joke...for this 2. serious.

things that please don't buy no matter what...:

1. cups
2. necklaces
3. photo frames
4. perfumes

if u have decided what to get for me...tell me so i can strike it out and i get all different presents...haha and please the greastest present u can give is to come for my party.....=) it's self-sponsored you know...where got so xing fu parents pay....hai!~ =) so come oke??

Havoc

dnd was fine, it was just a massive socialising event and phototaking session. and i think i looked prettier than some of the girls that i din know but who cares, without makeup i still look better than them so...yar haha seriously make up can do wonders =) haha i came back home at 4.30 am...is that havoc enough? went for the hall's dinner n dance and it ended like until 12? i din know dnd can be that long. aniway frm our table there's 2 cars so we could go out and play? haha so we plan our route since 2 of the girls needs to be home and teaching a road idiot( who happened to be one of the drivers) to come back to orchard or to go clarke quay is not an easy thing. in the end, when we left the hotel it was about 1 i guess. so we past by Giraffe and their last order time was already over, we have no choice but to go other places to check it out. so we went this pub at millenia walk. but after sitting down for a while, we found that the kitchen is closed, left the drinks only. and we were a bit hungry, the guys are hungry(they are always hungry) so we left the place quietly after the waiter had already put down the coasters for us......we did try to find him...but he's nowhere to be found that's y we left quietly...haha we walked to glutton's bay. and my feet are hurting. first thing, i'm not a heel-y girl seriously i don't like heels and i don't understand why some girls like heels so much!! second, the straps at the toes are hurting me too since it's not my pair of shoes but nonetheless, i'm grateful that bing loaned me hers despite the fact that her shoes might be gone after i wore them. so in the end we ate at glutton's bay and we walked back to tt pub at millenia to find it's closing since it's already around 3. so we drove to marina square ( by then the whole group knows my feet hurt and din make me walk too much =) ) daniel and liting went to get drinks in 7-11 and we drove to singapore river and sat at the stairs and chit chatted until 4?? or around there and we went home....i took the blur driver's car and i realised he's really blur about the road at least. but we went home safely without going big rounds since daniel knows the way....haah lucky me so i got home around 4.20? and fall into deep sleep after that. i din drink much alcohol...just 3 sips of heineken( i don't know how to spell) and a can of soya bean...that's all...but i now know not all beer are bitter!! =) but bailey's still my favourite. and i woke up at 12 to find tt i missed all the cartoons on my sunday usual routine!!!! and now tutorials!!