Today feli, da jie and mummy went to the polyclinic.. Coz Da jie and feli wasn't feeling well.. and mummy needed her usual dose of high blood pressure medicine..

Although i wasn't feeling well either, but i wasn't as sick as them.. hence i didn't go with them.. instead.. i stayed at home and rest..

But when they came back from the polyclinic, i actually found out that inexperienced doctors are on a loose! GOSH!! so many incidents i can point out to reflect how inefficient they are as they have the inability to comprehend all the symptoms and signs together to diagnose a patient properly! This is the story:

Initially, they diagnose mummy having type 2 diabetics last year... (yes.. they may be right.. because she really did eat alot of meji chocolate and candies in that 4 months.. but that doesn't mean she really has type 2 diabetics.. she actually wasn't fasting when she took that glucose blood test.. =_= )

Then they prescribe her with Metformin HCl and Glipizide to so called control her blood sugar level..

And last year, she had bacteria pneumonia and was hospitalized for 1 week plus.. And by then her weight from 65 kg, it dropped drastically to 55..

After that, she actually started to have slight eating disorder as she didn't have appetite.. and her weight continues to plunge down to 55 in just 1 month after she left hospital.. yet during all these while, she was still consuming the medications given by the doctor.. even though she wasn't eating much..

At last.. she fainted during Chinese new year eve this year.. and she was sent to the hospital via the ambulance.. Because she had hypoglycemia and neuroglycopenia (coma due to critical low level of glucose in body).. the paramedic actually did not know her condition until they gave her a glucose IV drip to her... because immediately, she regain consciousness in seconds the IV was injected into her... It really did not came across my mind that the time that her condition was due to the medications that was prescribed...

And now.. at weight 48kg.. she's almost skin and bones.. and yet now the doctor is still prescribing the medications to her..

Haven't they heard what's Gluconeogenesis!!! She's not eating much already and yet you're giving her anti-diabetic drugs to lower her glucose level!! Of course she's getting really skinny as such!! because if the body cannot obtain glucose from carbohydrate source through diet, they will actually aim at non-carbohydrate source which is fats+ protein FROM THE BODY ITSELF which is Gluconeogenesis you idiots!!! Still say that its a good thing shes getting skinny... blah blah! You're uttering rubbish! Can't you see that she lost all the elasticity and moisture in her skin and how weak is she!!?

Its a hell of a good thing I'm in biomedical sciences! if not what am i supposed to do when it comes to this!! Right now what I can do is to confiscate her Metformin HCl and Glipizide medications, force her to eat more... and see what happens... Grr.. incompetent doctors...

寂寞光年 (by: 刘力扬)

是谁从我天空摘走了星星

一转眼眉头聚满乌云

从来快乐悲伤都自己横行

忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦

一路上不断的俯冲

痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过

我的世界是零下的沙漠

其实我也想要拥抱的温柔

融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落

锋锐寂寞把天空都割破

还有谁能够紧握着我的手

陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴

天灰了 快乐总有限期

从来都陷在孤独的流沙里

忘了我也配被人在意

一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空

精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过

我的世界是零下的沙漠

其实我也想有拥抱的温柔

融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落

锋锐寂寞把天空都割破

还有谁能够紧握着我的手

陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手

微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没

整个世界是沉默的漩涡

有谁能陪我手牵着手出走

带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求

还有什么可以拥有

把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖

有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁

能让我相信被爱的理由

Haven't been updating recently... Dun have the mood and time to do so. Haven't been feeling happy since school started.. So much frustration and agony i have to bear... All the criticism, insults and ignorance from people i have been facing.. This song sings out my emotions.. not because im single.. is because I'm jus feeling lonely..

well i just don't understand what's happening... i did not get this when i was in previous classes... why now? Maybe just maybe... I a lonely leo.. i had always think this way.. Leos are supposed to be outgoing, fun, loving and having lots of friends..

but not me....

is it because......

how.......

what am i supposed to do......