On the surface, people percieve me as being smart and stuff... and i really for once thought that i was as smart as i was percieved.. but when the results are out.... the truth reveals... I am not only stupid.. but i'm REALLY stupid.. super dumb... most of my classmates can get A for DNA... how can i get a D+ when i am "smart"? :(

Think i gonna get depression very soon.. since the day i stepped into W55A.. :(

New Hamsters!~

Yesterday i finally went out with Hong, Fang and Jovi after such a long time liao.. heh.. and at the same time went on a Hamster Shopping spree with them plus da jie and momo!~ :D

We went to dunnoe where to eat la.. heheh.. da jie brought us there de.. heh.. But the food was okok only la.. hmm...

Me, jo and mo

Carbonranna with ham and chicken (Jovi) and her hand!
Smoked Salmon and Spinach Cream Sauce (Da jie)

Enhanced pic!

Seafood bolonese (Fang)

Chicken Ham (Hong)

Heh...Now i got 3 new hamsters liao.. They are all roboski males and they cost a bomb, burning dajie's pocket with a big big hole! HEH!

Eventhough its only been one week since earlie's departure.. But the house was so cold, liveless and lonely that it forces us to buy new hamsters to fill in some life!

Introducing:

Punnie

Cammie

Toffee

Hehehehe.. cute rite? Nya!! :D But they are super fast and naughty! >.<>

hmmmm.... abit dissapointed with E35M... grrrr.. all act busy only.. =_= hmph! Nevermind.. at least there is still yaya and gravity.. Anyways.. thanks for the teddy! Its veri cute! heheh.. love it! Now I got 2 furry things in the house liao.. except that... they are not alive! heh...

I am sooOOOooo glad that another 2 more weeks i'm gonna leave this class.... haiz.. not because i dislike my classmates and stuff.. :( its because all of them are too outstanding that leaves me tiresome every single day when I leave the class... and that i feel inferior towards them...

As someone once said: U can put a stupid and a smart person together, they will not fight. But once you put a smart person in a class filled with smarter people.. the world will come to an end for the smart person....

Haiz.. wat to do? I am in the latter situation.. A single star that is fighting among the milky way.. can u imagine the competition?

My bdae!~ :)

hehhe.. at least W55A remembered my bdae.. haiz.. dissapointed in ppl like....... shall not mention any names.. :( but nevertheless, i am happy to know that some ppl arround me still cares about me.. heheh.. thanks ya all for the never dying "hamster" to replace my dearest earlie..

And the "sito-beri cakie" was made by dua ji. :) Veri nice!~ ehehhe.. And the dinner yesterday was awsome!~ Heheh.. :D

RIP earlie..

Earlie.. I will miss you. Bye bye! Remember to say hi to xiao hei, xiao bai and Owen in heaven..

Earlie RIP : 2 Aug 2009

I am always being forgotten and neglected by others..

Why is that so? Its always the same for the 17 years of my life.

I remember their special day and ALWAYS commemorate it without fail.
When it comes to my day, I am always alone..

I remember last year, i almost cried... Because my frenz had forgotten me... and worst, i was at my parents' shop getting scolded by my bro when i was cutting my bdae cake.. Becoz it was the dinner crowd.. And i had to stop cutting it and go back to work..

I thought bdays should be a happy day.. for me, i can only think of it as another normal day.. nothing else..

maybe.. jus maybe.. no one will even realise when i am gone..... Since i am a nobody.. and friendless person..

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