Today feli, da jie and mummy went to the polyclinic.. Coz Da jie and feli wasn't feeling well.. and mummy needed her usual dose of high blood pressure medicine..

Although i wasn't feeling well either, but i wasn't as sick as them.. hence i didn't go with them.. instead.. i stayed at home and rest..

But when they came back from the polyclinic, i actually found out that inexperienced doctors are on a loose! GOSH!! so many incidents i can point out to reflect how inefficient they are as they have the inability to comprehend all the symptoms and signs together to diagnose a patient properly! This is the story:

Initially, they diagnose mummy having type 2 diabetics last year... (yes.. they may be right.. because she really did eat alot of meji chocolate and candies in that 4 months.. but that doesn't mean she really has type 2 diabetics.. she actually wasn't fasting when she took that glucose blood test.. =_= )

Then they prescribe her with Metformin HCl and Glipizide to so called control her blood sugar level..

And last year, she had bacteria pneumonia and was hospitalized for 1 week plus.. And by then her weight from 65 kg, it dropped drastically to 55..

After that, she actually started to have slight eating disorder as she didn't have appetite.. and her weight continues to plunge down to 55 in just 1 month after she left hospital.. yet during all these while, she was still consuming the medications given by the doctor.. even though she wasn't eating much..

At last.. she fainted during Chinese new year eve this year.. and she was sent to the hospital via the ambulance.. Because she had hypoglycemia and neuroglycopenia (coma due to critical low level of glucose in body).. the paramedic actually did not know her condition until they gave her a glucose IV drip to her... because immediately, she regain consciousness in seconds the IV was injected into her... It really did not came across my mind that the time that her condition was due to the medications that was prescribed...

And now.. at weight 48kg.. she's almost skin and bones.. and yet now the doctor is still prescribing the medications to her..

Haven't they heard what's Gluconeogenesis!!! She's not eating much already and yet you're giving her anti-diabetic drugs to lower her glucose level!! Of course she's getting really skinny as such!! because if the body cannot obtain glucose from carbohydrate source through diet, they will actually aim at non-carbohydrate source which is fats+ protein FROM THE BODY ITSELF which is Gluconeogenesis you idiots!!! Still say that its a good thing shes getting skinny... blah blah! You're uttering rubbish! Can't you see that she lost all the elasticity and moisture in her skin and how weak is she!!?

Its a hell of a good thing I'm in biomedical sciences! if not what am i supposed to do when it comes to this!! Right now what I can do is to confiscate her Metformin HCl and Glipizide medications, force her to eat more... and see what happens... Grr.. incompetent doctors...

寂寞光年 (by: 刘力扬)

是谁从我天空摘走了星星

一转眼眉头聚满乌云

从来快乐悲伤都自己横行

忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦

一路上不断的俯冲

痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过

我的世界是零下的沙漠

其实我也想要拥抱的温柔

融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落

锋锐寂寞把天空都割破

还有谁能够紧握着我的手

陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴

天灰了 快乐总有限期

从来都陷在孤独的流沙里

忘了我也配被人在意

一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空

精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过

我的世界是零下的沙漠

其实我也想有拥抱的温柔

融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落

锋锐寂寞把天空都割破

还有谁能够紧握着我的手

陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手

微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没

整个世界是沉默的漩涡

有谁能陪我手牵着手出走

带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求

还有什么可以拥有

把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖

有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁

能让我相信被爱的理由

Haven't been updating recently... Dun have the mood and time to do so. Haven't been feeling happy since school started.. So much frustration and agony i have to bear... All the criticism, insults and ignorance from people i have been facing.. This song sings out my emotions.. not because im single.. is because I'm jus feeling lonely..

well i just don't understand what's happening... i did not get this when i was in previous classes... why now? Maybe just maybe... I a lonely leo.. i had always think this way.. Leos are supposed to be outgoing, fun, loving and having lots of friends..

but not me....

is it because......

how.......

what am i supposed to do......

Punnie was attacked by cammie and toffiee.. His butt butt lacerated like hell la!! >.< we had to apply saline solution and clean his wound..

We had to catch him and wrapp him in a towel and turn him upside down in order to clean his wound.

So hurting to see them fight and biting each other. And i always thought that its Punnie was the bully :( poor Pun..

100種生活

(作詞:鍾成虎 作曲:盧廣仲)

整個世界 停止 不轉動 很寂寞

走在海邊 數著 螢火蟲 好困惑

想要的生活怎麼有一百種

不想掉進這深深 漩渦

整個海洋 擺動 柔軟地 舉起我

孤獨給我 自由 猶豫得 好感動

想要的生活怎麼有一百種

該怎麼走 誰來告訴我

每當我背對星空抱著地球

發現自己其實脆弱 不敢說

當我背對星空孤獨摸索

愛情漸漸萎縮 我猜不透

無邊的宇宙 哪裡有我要的生活

原來一百分之一要在很久很久以後才會懂

This song really sings out my thoughts... What do I really want in my life? I really don't know..

I wanna watch cloudy and the chance of meat balls.. :( who wanna watch with me? Jo? Fang? ZH? Anyone? :(

http://www.impawards.com/2009/cloudy_with_a_chance_of_meatballs_ver3.html

Hey people!~

It has been alomst 2 months since My 3 robos are back.. Punnie is still very very rebelious and fat.. the so called "Fat and Furious" Robot hammie.. while the others (Cammie and Toffee) has been hand tamed already.. Haiz.. i think Punnie really hates all of us.. It has always been the case of "the escape of the FF(Fat and Furious) machine!" And he detest us to the extent of dashing off everytime my finger goes near him...

All becoz of the auntie at the Pet lover's Center... she went to GRAB the Punnie with 2 HANDS! of course he will be afraid of humans la! >.< haiz.. but he has the cutest face and most solid figure (he has more muscle than fats.. so can you imagine how solid his texture is? SO extreamly cute la! ).. I want to sayang him also cannot.. only to stare at him when he's eating.. :( or else he might even bite! :(

Punnie.. i really want to hold ur hand!~ I wanna hold ur hand!~

Anyway..This is Toffee sleeping.. So Cute! Asif it is dreaming of running in a sunflower seed heaven or something.. coz its mouth and feet kept on moving.. so cute!! >.<

On the surface, people percieve me as being smart and stuff... and i really for once thought that i was as smart as i was percieved.. but when the results are out.... the truth reveals... I am not only stupid.. but i'm REALLY stupid.. super dumb... most of my classmates can get A for DNA... how can i get a D+ when i am "smart"? :(

Think i gonna get depression very soon.. since the day i stepped into W55A.. :(

New Hamsters!~

Yesterday i finally went out with Hong, Fang and Jovi after such a long time liao.. heh.. and at the same time went on a Hamster Shopping spree with them plus da jie and momo!~ :D

We went to dunnoe where to eat la.. heheh.. da jie brought us there de.. heh.. But the food was okok only la.. hmm...

Me, jo and mo

Carbonranna with ham and chicken (Jovi) and her hand!
Smoked Salmon and Spinach Cream Sauce (Da jie)

Enhanced pic!

Seafood bolonese (Fang)

Chicken Ham (Hong)

Heh...Now i got 3 new hamsters liao.. They are all roboski males and they cost a bomb, burning dajie's pocket with a big big hole! HEH!

Eventhough its only been one week since earlie's departure.. But the house was so cold, liveless and lonely that it forces us to buy new hamsters to fill in some life!

Introducing:

Punnie

Cammie

Toffee

Hehehehe.. cute rite? Nya!! :D But they are super fast and naughty! >.<>