Just Like Tides

This is my desire

To honour You

Lord with all my heart

I worship You

All i have within me

I give You praise

All that i adore

Is in You

Lord i give You my heart

I give You my soul

I live for You alone

Every breath that i take

Every moment i'm awake

Lord have Your way in me

- Lord I Give You My Heart

Blogged @ 1:15 PM

See how i crumble like a crushed soft tissue paper in the littlest of things

But as i crumbled i learnt

That i needed the Lord more than ever, and that i am still a weakling... It humbled me even further.

And i am thankful for the experience.

Blogged @ 2:14 AM

Leading in Christian Fellowship (CF) has opened up my eyes, but to what, hahaha, i'm not... sure!

For one thing that i know, the Lord gives me responsibilities and i take it. What we call "preparations" for what's to come in the future is what God calls the "end". My God is always preparing me in the present and as i continue to seek and carry out His will, that is all that i need to do.

For the short period of time that i have here on Earth,

What am i going to do with it?

And as it becomes increasingly important for me to stay around my christian friends, it is also becoming increasingly important that i stay close with my non-christian friends as well! My friends are whom i love, and each one of them have gone through different times with me together, different good times and bad times. Hahahaha... memories that make me laugh and memories that put me to regret. But i ain't harbouring on that now.

As God becomes the most important priority in my life, so everything that i do and the people that i meet and the words that come out of my mouth will change. But on top of it all, the element that will make the most change will be my heart. My heart for the relationships around me.

Am i still going to live my life for myself?

Or will i live for something far much more important than me?

It does not make sense to me anymore to live for myself. Because i have found my value only in Jesus Christ. Without Him dying on the cross for me and rising again on the 3rd day, i may never have known how true love can be. And that i am valued because JESUS died for me. Who am i to Him that He would do that? I must be someone valuable in His eyes...

One can say, I'm not living for myself. I'm living for my loved one, my wife, my girlfriend, my family.

Well, i do not think that's a wrong reason to live for, but... when you say that, it is also out of "selfishness" for yourself ain't it! For humans to attain that level of pure unconditional love is not possible without the supernatural. You are able to carry on living because they are happy or they need you. You find your self-worth and value in that. What happens should they leave you one day?

We're made to have relationships with one another. That's why when we put our efforts into someone, and when someone rejects it, we feel lost. Suddenly we lose focus and we lose our self-worth and wonder what in the world is wrong with me!

Well it's not about you. It's about what Jesus has done. He has done. And i find my value in that.

Blogged @ 12:29 PM

Thoughts ran through my mind as i reflected on how i have acted and on the words that i have spoken to my friends today.

I am a sinful man.

When i reflect on my day, i realised how much i needed You to bring me through the day as a clean man.

What am i to do apart from your Grace?

Keep moulding me please.

The soul is willing but the flesh is weak.

Gonna continue on my revision now! Just got back home from studying at the Esplanade library and having a wonderfully cheap dinner at NYNY with Gloria! Gosh! $9.35 for a main course (i had a filling grilled chicken + wedges) AND a Latte (FOC!). The price includes GST and service charge.

SO WORTH IT or what! hahahaha. And we had a great laughing time... (not saying what we were laughing about :x)

Well that's all, folks! :) God bless you and you and you. :)

Blogged @ 11:53 PM

Dorcas
1991
Northland Primary, Whitley Secondary, Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Daughter of GOD! :)

Loves
The Golden Room!

14 For the LORD will not forsake his people;
he will not abandon his heritage;
15 for justice will return to the righteous,
and all the upright in heart will follow it.
16 Who rises up for me against the wicked?
Who stands up for me against evildoers?
17 If the LORD had not been my help,
my soul would soon have lived in the land of silence.
18 When I thought, "My foot slips,"
your steadfast love, O LORD, held me up.
19 When the cares of my heart are many,
your consolations cheer my soul.