Sometimes I unconsciously attempt to shape my own future.

The selfishness in certain corners within me still exists and it seems as though it is a formidable pillar unbudged by whatever that i may try to do to it.

Striving to not be a religious person, to not be a slave for obeying but one who obeys God because He is recognised.

I have the freedom to choose. God has granted us the liberty. If knowing Him is what i am after, if God is really Lord of my life, then what should i choose?

My sister will be having her O levels listening comprehension tomorrow. She's sickly at this point in time. Do pray for her if you see this post in time! Thank you. :)
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Blogged @ 2:12 AM

I was told to update my blog today! But i ain't updating because i was told... i'm updating today because... i guess i had some reflection time and i just think that it would be good to share it here on my blog. To anyone who's still reading. Hahaha :}

Now i'm just gonna type out whatever that comes first in my mind now. Not much organising of thoughts because i'm rather tired...

As i read through the previous few posts on my blog, the only thing that reflected back to me was how selfish i was. It is true when they say, "after knowing Jesus, my life is never boring". Yes, it's true! There is always new things to discover, new things to learn, not about myself, but about how great He is. I've seen His work in the lives of my friends around me. I've seen how He guides me in my daily activities. Now tell me, how can i ever be bored?

I've received many slaps in my face (figure of speech) while i do my daily devotions... And i'm very grateful to uncle Fuji for giving the devotional "My Utmost For His Highest" to me and Gloria. Each and every new page teaches me a different thing, BUT, even though it's different, there is one thing in common throughout the book.

That is, to be God-conscious instead of self-conscious.

Focus on God instead of myself. To put others above my own needs. Not to serve God so that i may attain my own spiritual growth only (selfishness) but instead, to have the passion to build up the body of Christ.

"It will be a big humiliation to realize that i have not been concerned about realizing Jesus Christ, but only about realizing what He has done for me."

Don't have self-expectations. Self-expectations leave no room for God to work in. Say "I cannot", so that God can say "Now i can."

How many of us can say that "God is in control" when we are faced with adversities?

Do I believe that God is in control?

No, really,

Do I believe that?

"Yes", I may say.

Really?

Am i letting God take control or is there still any reliance on anything else other than God? Do i still have any self-expectations? Dare i recklessly abandon everything and run after Him...

Prayer
Father, you know how hard it is to recklessly abandon everything and eliminate all self-expectations. The weaker and feebler i am, the more You can show how mighty You are in my life and use me. Help me to keep looking to You and give me the passion to realize who You are, so that i may imitate You and love others just as You have. It feels so difficult when i'm tired. Thank You for Your Grace everyday. Keep me in check, Holy Spirit.

Through Christ, amen. :}
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"Goodnight Glo, love ya, see you tomorrow."

What's up with that line? After i typed it, i immediately realised God's greatest blessing to me. It's the gift of life... I breathe, and my heart pounds.

It's God's greatest blessing to me that i am alive and that i know that i can wake up tomorrow and... see my family and friends. Study. Play. Go through trails. Worship God.

Praise the LORD!

HAPPY BITHDAY DA! You're my beloved sister and i thank God for you. I..... Love you. :'D
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I'm watching the World Cup Finals in about an hour and a half's time... hehehe. I'm so excited!

SPAIN or NETHERLANDS???

Who will clinch the World Cup title this year? Hahahaha. And knowing that both countries have never won the World Cup champion before...... is not affecting me in any way. heheh. Because this is the first time i'm actually following soccer so closely... I think i just amaze myself sometimes...

Well gotta get up again at 2.30a.m when the match starts! Have to take a nap now. Later alligators!

Lol... God, i think it's so cool that You are actually interested in soccer too... Hahaha, i have an Amazing Father.
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Dorcas
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Northland Primary, Whitley Secondary, Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Daughter of GOD! :)

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14 For the LORD will not forsake his people;
he will not abandon his heritage;
15 for justice will return to the righteous,
and all the upright in heart will follow it.
16 Who rises up for me against the wicked?
Who stands up for me against evildoers?
17 If the LORD had not been my help,
my soul would soon have lived in the land of silence.
18 When I thought, "My foot slips,"
your steadfast love, O LORD, held me up.
19 When the cares of my heart are many,
your consolations cheer my soul.

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