Hey online diary!!! Hahaha... changed my blogskin again. The previous one was just too...
... green and plain?
Heheheheheheh. But there ain't any tagboard... i never ever really found any purpose of putting up one since i never ever really publicised my blog... in fact, i can't even remember when the last time i told someone what my blog's URL was. Hehe! So to those few who actually DO come back from time to time... i just wanna say HI!!! *waves* Thanks for bothering to read!!!! *waves frantically-ier* Hahaha! ^^V Even tho you don't tag. :)
I wonder if anyone is really reading this, actually. Even i myself would agree that this blog is like... not an entertainer for my friends or the public to read one lah... I don't bother to put in the effort to make any post a spetacular one. And i don't need you to tell me that there are people out there who don't even needa lift a finger to write an alluring, enGROSSING, EYE-GLUING-ARGHHH!!!-NOW-I-CANT-GET-MY-EYEZ-OFF-THIS read! Hahaha! This is me in myself. So there's nothing i can say. Except for...
I still won't bother to put in any effort. bluh! ^^; ....I blog according to how i'm feeling... and now... i'm just feeling very very, very very very, very very very very lame...................... So if you're reading this, u're either very unlucky or very lucky! Muahahahha nothing la. It's just that when i'm not lame, i blog about... kinda depressing things. That's partially what a blog to me is for. So let's move on! ^^
I love this new skin! =D Yehey!
Okay let's move on again...
:}
Sooooo many things happened. Which i didn't blog about of course. Good things, bad things, they all come together. But i wouldn't really take the "bad" things as literally bad... because i choose to believe that they are not. They help us to realise things and... realise life.
Sometimes i find love somewhat similar to a tide... pushing forward and pulling backwards again. They represent my feelings. Going forward because i'm falling deeper in love and pulling back because obstacles come and block our paths, causing us to lose faith and trust... injecting doubt in our hearts. But like a tide, it's a cycle too. Humans always manage to pull themselves back up and restore the faith and trust that was once... i wouldn't say lost... but more of like... mm...
Hidden?
That's why the bible tells us to live by faith and not by sight! I used to tell myself not to let my feelings affect how i handle situations, problems... Arguments, to be exact. I think that still wouldn't be a bad idea! Althought it might be a little... difficult... @___@;; ....
Hahahahahaha, meeting Pi, Steady, XT and Jelli for MAHJONG soon!!! ^^ WoOTz! And Bjorn will be going out with his secondary school bunch of girl friends... i'm not jealous, really. Hahahahah. Kidding... I'M FEELING LIKE A WINNER TODAY!!! Muahahahahahhaa......... ;D
God bless!
Blogged @ 10:27 AM
I should learn to take things lightly again! I mean, after i read Chesed's blog, i found myself wondering... why in the world am i even getting myself troubled over small matters? I should really pray about them instead of letting myself worry about it for a whole day! I remember reading from the book called "Purpose Driven Life", it says that instead of meditating on your problem, meditate on God's word instead.
Like for example, the problem tells you that "you can never get me off your back. you're going to worry about me all day long because i'm gonna cause you much hurt!"
But God's word however, tells you not to worry. It tells you that GOD is BIGGER than our biggest problem, or even ALL our problems put together! So why do we waste our time getting frustrated over our doubts and difficulties, when we can actually spend it wisely by transfering all our energy in fretting about the problem to meditating on the word of God instead?
I've decided to surrender it all to God once again. Poly life has been so hectic that sometimes, we lose track of time and what we should really do. This is a time to grow and learn. Immanuel! And God will always make a way. I must remind myself to always go back to God every time i stray.
C'mon, let go and let GOD! =PP
Blogged @ 11:41 PM
