Just Like Tides

Psalm 37

Do not fret because of evil men

or be envious of those who do wrong;

for like the grass plants they will soon die away.

Trust in the Lord and do good;

dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.

Delight yourself in the LORD

and he will give you the desires of your heart.

Commit your way to the LORD;

trust in him and he will do this:

He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn,

the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him;

do not fret when men succeed in their ways,

when they carry out their wicked schemes.

Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;

do not fret- it leads only to evil.

For evil men will be cut off,

but those who hope in the LORD will inherit the land.

A little while, and the wicked will be no more;

though you look for them, they will not be found.

But the meek will inherit the land and enjoy great peace.

Blogged @ 4:38 PM

I've been drowning in my own sea of worries and desires. I won't lie and say that i'm not struggling. I won't lie and say that i'm feeling so small. But i still want to believe in God. Because He will provide. He always does. ='}

Blogged @ 12:09 AM

I'm sorry if you think it's boring because i don't find exciting videos or take many many pictures of myself when i'm out with friends and put them all up on my online journal. Some bloggers do it because they don't want their blog traffic to die down. Some other bloggers do it because they enjoy doing it, and that they want to share what they have with others.

But when i blog, one of my sole purposes is to reflect on the things that i've done for the day. Especially the bad ones. Mistakes that i've committed, i pen them down and think about them. How i can handle such situations should the same thing happen again... And also, when i blog, what i really want to share with the world are the things that i've been enlightened with. If someone out there actually READS this blog... and finds a connection with the blog post, they might feel that they're not alone in the way that they think.

If there are other reasons of why i blog... it would be that i just enjoy reminiscing about what happened in the day.

Whatever it is... all of us should know that we always have at least one person in the world that is thinking about us and wondering how we're doing in life. And if you ever feel alone in this world... there is still one person whom i strongly believe has never forgotten you for even a millisecond, and that's my God, our Creator. If you look to Him, you can never be alone. But if you don't look to Him, sometimes God will send people along your way to help you in times of crisis. He always has his own way, which can also be beyond our comprehension...

One thing that i must always remember! There is no such thing as a "bad day". Everything that happens is planned by God. So i wanna stand, with arms high and heart abandoned. My soul surrendered. Giving all my worries to God... it's not easy to surrender at all. I need discipline. I need courage. I need to learn how to listen. May God guide me through and through.. I am weak and confused when i stand alone.

Blogged @ 7:08 PM

My Mom, Da (younger sis) and i were sitting at the dinner table just a while ago and we were having our casual talk. Then i asked my Mom,

"Ma, how old should i get married? 25?"

She thought about it for a while and nodded her head.
Then Da, being the cheeky and retarded one, said "50!"
And i looked at her and replied,

"Da, i would have already stopped having my period by then!"
(Mom starts to laugh a little)

Then i asked Da. "Do you know the term for it?"
"Menopause" My Mom answered.
"Aiyah!! Let Da answer mah!!"
But it was too late... and my sister grinned at me.

Then my Mom shot us THE question:

"Then what's it called for guys ah?"

Blogged @ 7:45 PM

I really really really miss my secondary school days... I found the bunch of neo-prints (a whole lot! =D) which i took during my secondary school times... hahahaha... they brought me back memories, along with laughter. And now i even feel like crying a bit, i miss them so much.. hahaha.. and then i went to visit my secondary one form teacher's website. And he's still hasn't changed one bit... other than the age of course. :x ... I remember how he used to tell me when i was in my first year (that was also when i first started using MSN) that we "should always be young at heart. Don't ever let the childish side in you fade away."

And then i read this very same phrase in his website now: Remember kids, you have to grow up (no choice) physically as an adult, but you can always choose to remain as a child in your heart.

I do agree that it's wonderful to know how some things don't change even with the passing of years... ='} And then there also were the neo-prints taken in secondary 2. When my mother used to cut my hair for me at that point of time. I saw the pictures... i didn't know why it didn't occur to me that it was so.. erm.. honestly.. put it in a nicer way... noticeably uneven then. xDDD I was looking at the photos and i went to show them to her. And she tried to deny it! But i know that deep down she knows it herself... hheheheehe....

Anyway. Why am i blogging now? Actually, i have been wanting to blog. I like blogging. But that's only when i have things to share and talk about. I like blogging about the revelations that i have uncovered from life because when you actually go and blog about it, you find yourself understanding even more and another thing is... i think i've said this before in one of my older blog posts; blogging does organise your life in a way... :}}

Another reason why i'm blogging now... is because Bjorn's all the way at TPY playing pool with his friend whom he has known since errr... i forgot... primary school..? hehe. And i couldn't go... T.T ... And i've been spending a lot of time with Bjorn recently. I do think about blogging about our day sometimes but... ehh... maybe it would be better if i'd write it down in my personal diary... =PP ^___^;;; He got me a diary as a present on our first month... ^^.. It's turqoise and has the days of the week written on the front and back cover. The days goes down vertically like this->>
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
Sunday

:)

I got him a big transparent jar and put pretty stuff inside it... but it wasn't too pretty for him to think that it's too girly.
... i hope. =D
Hahaha then i hung a key pendent in the middle of the jar. I think it's really beautiful... i hope he's able to see what i see! =:) gagagaga.

Had 4E3 class BBQ at East Coast park yesterday! ^^ .... and i enjoyed every moment of it. :') .. Even tho we only reached there at like... 7+p.m?? @___@;;; But we went back home at midnight. So we spent about 5 hours together... Really have to thank those who contributed! It was simple but greatO!! hahaha. Yehey! ^^ Even played pool there. But the rates there is woahhhohohoh..... $11/hr!!! But we splitted up the cost and it wasn't that ex lah... $1.30 for one game >__>" hahaha Oh wellz..

Oh yeah and i also went to New Creation Church yesterday afternoon. =) Pastor Prince's message yesterday was important. It reminded me of how i'm supposed to look to God. And not anything else. But one thing that he said that was really drilled into my mind... is that "the world always tells us to watch our back." Then Pastor started to look behind his shoulder and started to turn around and around at the same time, saying things like "watch your back ah... watch your back... he's my husband! but i cannot trust him fully because what if he cheats on me and i'll be on the losing end etc etc,.."
And the whole church was laughing at what the Pastor is doing! He was going around in circles. And he looked funny. But you know, it's so real. In life, i'm not saying that this always happens, but i think that sometimes people laugh at you when you don't go anywhere...

The world is always telling us that if we don't watch our backs, people will stab us from behind. The world teaches us that we have to guard ourselves on all sides in case the enemy attacks. So then Pastor Prince kept turning around on the spot, trying to look at his back, trying to tell us that no matter how we twist and turn, we're only going around in circles, because we can never see what's happening behind of us. We cannot do it alone. Then he went on. He said "But look to Jesus! And He will watch our backs for us." All you have to do is to focus on Jesus... and then Pastor Prince started walking straight. Showing that if we focus on God, we're able to reach our destination, our goal. We're able to head forward instead of going around in circles which is exactly what i'm doing with my life at this point of time.

Blogged @ 10:32 PM

Dorcas
1991
Northland Primary, Whitley Secondary, Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Daughter of GOD! :)

Loves
The Golden Room!

14 For the LORD will not forsake his people;
he will not abandon his heritage;
15 for justice will return to the righteous,
and all the upright in heart will follow it.
16 Who rises up for me against the wicked?
Who stands up for me against evildoers?
17 If the LORD had not been my help,
my soul would soon have lived in the land of silence.
18 When I thought, "My foot slips,"
your steadfast love, O LORD, held me up.
19 When the cares of my heart are many,
your consolations cheer my soul.