Just Like Tides

Actually i have been wanting to blog. But everytime i come to the page for blogging i just can't think of anything to blog about, or rather... hahaha, i just don't know where to start from. My poly life has started!

Went for a compulsory day camp last wednesday to friday, 9th-11th April. Camp was okay, nothing extra, but i've been telling all my friends this... That getting the opportunity to make new friends made everything second worthwhile. :}}

So *snap*! It's just like this, and i've been hanging around in school with a new bunch of friends, in a totally new environment, where the lectures were nothing like in secondary school, and neither was anything else, actually. Well.... maybe except for the topic. The lecturer taught us on the basics of POA (Principles of Accounts) today and to me it was some sort of like a recap on sec school POA, but for the others who didn't take POA in high school, it would be something totally new. And i'm just glad i had taken that elective... it feels so familiar to listen to the lecturer.... lecture.

You know, a blog is a place for me to just jot down my secret thoughts, okay not really secret but thoughts that i don't usually express out all the time to people or friends.

But ahh, i don't feel like sharing now. Hehehehe. Maybe some other time! I'm chatting online with a new friend whom i'm met thru mac training in NP. hahaha, what a way to meet.

Ciao ciao! :)

Oh, and i'd like to make a dedication here. To Amon Chong Hao: HAPPY SWEET 17!!! Hehehe. Oo lala! ;)

Blogged @ 2:34 AM

I think i've finally understood why i've been so down recently! Oh yeah! Finally! A solution to the perpetual stupid problem that has been getting my mood down, as well as my morale. THIS IS A WARrrrr!!!~

Learning to love yourself is a very BIG importance in life. No matter how flawed you are, learning to love the one that is inside of you will really spark an array of new purpose in your life.

I have to love myself, overlook the inperfects and realise how lucky i actually am. I have to stop being foolish. Nothing will stop me once i've set my mind straight on something, i am determined to get it. I don't want to waste my life any further! I have no time to lose, i'm already 17! God may you guide me, in Jesus' name i pray, amen!

Blogged @ 1:58 AM

Growing up is a painful process!!!

My sis was rushing for her band performance in her school's 10th anniversary today and i was just sitting at a side watching her. Part of me was glad that i didn't had to rush like her, but there was an even bigger part of me that really envied her a lot. Secondary school, i've been there, done that, and how i wish to stay like that forever... in high school! Sigh sigh sighhhh........

All those CCAs that i've joined(and quit), all those times i've enjoyed and dreaded, all those times when i've been keeping a look out for the certain boy that i've been having a crush on while doing passes in Netball, all those times! Naughty and good, playful and quiet, flirty and mm, etc etc.

My heart aches to know that i can never turn back time. So the moral of the story! Is to treasure what you have now. I know it sounds corny but it can't be more true! You'll never know when you might lose something dear to you, you'll never know when one day u'll wake up and realise what you should've done but didn't. Everybody knows this, but sometimes everybody also forgets.

I've been thinking about a boy for quite some time now... and i think it's time to tell him how i truly feel. Afterall, i don't see what i can stand to lose, .............right? ><

p.s, even though he may be a BIG asshole! *

Have a good day ahead dear friends! No matter how stressed you feel, remember the good times and persevere on! Remember who you have. I really do miss seeing all of you in school... uniform and all, Ciao... :}

Blogged @ 1:50 PM

Ahaha..... i tell you, we lost count. There were just too many crabs to catch when the tide was low. Okay, actually, i didn't really do anything there at all, other than throw the crab net a few times and recap myself on how to fish at the sembawang park's jetty and play with sand etc..... you know, all the useless stuff? I mean, JunHeng and Joseph are the ones who're doing the real fishing. Look at them! Sunburnt from head to toe! But it was definitely an experience. And it was a memory fit to stay in my mind forever... ='}}

Discarded by humans and craddled by the waves of the sea to the shore, we even created an "April Tree" using the rubbish stuff found in abundance on the coast. Re-use and recycle! ^^; But there's one thing though... that i don't understand... why am i not afraid of insects, roaches and all but i'm just so afraid of touching a fish? I wasn't like that before, i used to have fishes at home for pets and my siblings and i would play with them, our arms 3/4 submerged into the fish tank and grabbing the fishes who're darting away furiously. After grabbing them and having enough fun with them we'd set them "free" again, into the tank. I know... we're evil, but not quite. They're still alive. ^___^;;;;;

But then again, the other parts of memories i've had are completely different. We were cleaning the tank one day and the orange guppy actually flipped and flew gracefully into the inside of my sister's shirt! Arghhhhh yuck yuck yuck!!! Imagine something slimmey doing flips inside your very own shirt! ARGH!!! @____@;;;; I don't wanna imagine!!!!!

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Okay so after all that i've actually heard from my primary school bestfriend once that she kept a luo han fish, you know, the one with the big bump on the forehead and is rumoured to bring good luck by giving you some number on the forehead or somewhere else on it's body. Keeping a luo han fish was very popular then. Oh and i forgot to mention also that the little kids love it too becuz the fish actually follows your fingers when you put it on the transparent tank. So her family had one but it died, not because of the grabbing and stuff but because of it's activeness. Out of curiousity, it jumped outta its comfy and spacious tank and onto my friend's dry wooden floor and by the time she came home, the dead fish's skin was already all dried up and stuck onto the wood. Imagine having to detach the fish from the floor, only to have to detach the fish from it's skin first and then the skin from the floor............ urghhhhhhh. not so comfy afterall...

so i guess that's why i didn't dare to touch fishes anymore.

Anyway, after the crabbing and fishing we went to J8 to meet ChongHao. Passed him the bag and then waited for YongWang who was trying to get a birthday present for his girlfriend who ohmigosh, happens to be.... Rachel...?!?! O_O I didn't expect that at all!

Met up with Pizza at CityHall and had our lunch together at Yoshinoya. We were supposed to go shopping but we got a bit too comfortable and sub-consciously decided to warm up our seats instead, discussing about ghosts and spirits for i dunno how many hours. I for one didn't have many stories to share at all, they were the ones who had much stories to tell. >_<

We did some shopping eventually and at the end of the day, Pizza bought a hot pink top at billabong which she insisted was a dress... it's just too long for the body and too short for the thighs. She says it could be a beach dress. Hahaha, mm, and just like this, another day is gone. It's thursday now and Whitley's having its Sports day later. I wanna go and see.... really miss those times when i'm competing on the track. I'd never miss taking part in at least 3 of the races... those were secondary school times... the 4 x100 relays and all... i told my friends that high school has got to be the best years in life. Will high schoolers ever get this now until they're outta it?

Blogged @ 3:05 AM

Just a quick post of what i did today and i'm off to zzz!

Ah! Think what i'm in need now is a good camera that is able to capture each and every one of the happenings that's taking up the precious time. You can never take enough pictures. Even tho it's really troublesome you know. To be doing your stuff and then suddenly interrupted to take a picture together, hahah i dunno.... it just seems to me this way. ^__^;;

So today! Went to send my uncle off to Switzerland at Changi Airport in the early afternoon. I'll miss him and his wife-soon-to-be a, and i'm going to the Philippines to be their bridesmaid sometime in July. I wonder what a bridesmaid needs to do.

haha, and then last minute i asked my neighbour out to go shopping with me at CityHall area, for the Roxy stuff, and yeay she agreed! Hahaha... but apparently she was a tad late so i decided to walk around in Raffles City while waiting. And voila! I met Russell! :}} What a surprise. So Russell, being a lot more familiar with the high class shopping mall, was sooo nice enough to accompany me to the Roxy shop there after i asked him. Urgh. I really gotta work on my directions... A LOT to be covered. O_O

And then we went to another Roxy shop at Marina Square, he's really good, he really knows it all! :z After that i followed him to get his laptop bag. hahaha... he actually thought about buying the bag or not for 2 months. Hahahaha... xD

Russell and i parted ways at about 1500 at cityhall MRT station and at about 3.15 in the afternoon i met my neighbour. I shall call her... Takashimaya. Hehehe. ;) So taka and i decided to walk around Orchard instead cuz there are more things to shop for there. Shop shop shop, walk walk and walked............. hehe, lucky it's all worth it. I got myself a nice pair of flip flops from Gisele Bundchen and a pair of denim jeans which according to Taka, looked sexy on me. Hahaha, i don't really believe it. ^__^"

While we were at Cotton On in Wisma Atria, CHESED! suddenly called me and asked me where i was, and asked if he could come and meet me. So in the end hahaha, Taka, Chesed and i shopped together at Far East Plaza... it's quite a weird clique if u'd ask me. But still i totally enjoyed it. ^^ We went to Alano and Taka tried on this sundress which looks really unique and nice, but unfortunately the cutting just made her stomach look bulgy and apparently she could only wear it out to a very limited number of occasions. So after like going back there 3 times and spending about an hour deciding whether to get the dress or not....................... we girls think it's not really worth it afterall. =x

But Chesed had a different opinion of course, guys and girls are really different. Since one hour ago he has already made up his mind and told Takashimaya to get it. Hahaha... well it was an orange tube flowery dress and Chesed made a comment that made Taka and i both burst out in laughter and tears:

Don't you think it looks like a table cloth? i dunno, it looks like one of my bedsheets at home when i was in the philippines...

>_< It really didn't occur to us then.

And then Taka told us stories(true mind you) about her weird classmate in the train and mmm.... coincidentally, we even met that weirdo classmate of hers on our way home from the MRT station! Woah.

Oops... ^__^;; looks like i blogged a bit too much about today. But oh well. Haha it's not like i do this everyday... Tomorrow's gonna be a looong day too. Gotta sleep now! Waking up early later on to meet JunHeng and Joseph for crabbing and then Chonghao to give him the bag(so annoying :P) and then Larissa to do some more shopping! It's not that i wanna shop so much, but i really need to get myself ready for poly! And don't tell me it sounds like an excuse. -_- Hehe, ciao ciao people!

- YOU have to hang in there, everything will familiarize themselves to you when you hang on. All the best!

Ahh. It first of april already... :')

Blogged @ 2:20 AM