Just Like Tides

Even when my passion for Him is not as strong as before, He still loves me and puts things into my life, and i know that He wants me to remember Him everyday, every hour, every minute and every second. My Father will find it in me that there will always be a space for Him in my heart, no matter how cramped life is. This vacancy is specially reserved for the VIP(God) only! The Holy Trinity is already part of my life. Take it away, and life will seem purpose-less. Thank You O Most High! =P I thank You with erm, every part of my body? I mean, what i meant to say is that i just wanna thank You wholeheartedly. No such word as wholebodily yeah? :x I tell the truth! Lying's is a sin. Hehehehehe

Strings are getting tangled in the lives of my friends. Messy, messy, messy... why must things just get so complicated? People fight over earth-shaking problems while you find yourself quarrelling over trivial things. Why is this happening? Why are relationships turning sour? Why do i hate him/her? Why am i falling uncontrollably head over heels for that someone whom i've never even cared to look at for a second time when we cross paths? Why are my studies still so #^%*@! even when i've stopped going online?

Well I've got a question! Have you really looked within yourself?

Maybe the answers can be related to why the earth is dying. But anyway, it has to happen. I pray that we'd be prepared. Goodnight... gogogo for mid-year exams...! =}}}

Blogged @ 10:08 PM

The Lord is Holy!
Chesed told me that the whole choir at the indoor stadium was slain by the spirit on Sunday. Many people were salvaged. Thank You Lord, I give YOU my praise!

I don't know if i should be feeling this... i don't feel like i'm 100% godly all in all. Maybe it's due to the fact that i'm too attached to this world. Where if law and logic don't make sense, it's not really counted sometimes.
Many people want to see things happen then they will believe. Haha, but i think that even though the miracle has happened right in front of their eyes they still wouldn't believe it. Simply because it defies logic. It defies what you think is possible. Or you just shut your eyes and cover your ears, not willing to see or hear anything.
But the thing is... many things happen which we can't explain. It's outta our dictionary, outta our realm of knowledge and totally alien...
So i guess that's where faith comes in. Like what Jesus said,
"Stop doubting, believe."
C'mon, stop doubting, believe! x)

Has anyone ever looked at somebody, just look, and feel that you're really stupid yourself? @___@"

-Don't do this dance in my mind, i wonder where this story ends?
x)

Blogged @ 4:12 PM

Hello people. ^__^ Today's my last day at the English Intensive programme, and all i wanna say is, I MISS MR.DANNNNN............... ='(
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Okay let's move on shall we.
Hehehe, my Steady and i saw the two monkeys on our way to the MRT station! They were like, climbing on top of the school's fence. It's amazing how they don't get hurt by the barb wire. Well anyway, Steady and i tried to talk like Mr.Dan (from england), but yeah we couldn't really sound like him. Steady's voice sounded umm... weirdly cute. Cute, weirdly... x) Hahahaha. hey I tell the truth!

Sigh. Yeah there're many mixed thoughts in us right now. It's just like you know, adding milo powder, coffee powder, and yeah okay, washing powder too and maybe also two tonnes of spice into a single GIGANTIC cup and then you pour the boiling water in and you stir. Mix mix mix. Yum! @@ kidding.
Anyway, the thing that i wanna draw to you is that it's awfully normal for us to feel that way now. We're learning to think. Untangle yourselves. You have your way like i have mine.

14th April, i went with my sister and Chesed to this Benny Hinn crusade. We met Abigail and her sister there. =P It touched my heart to see so many people in the Singapore Indoor Stadium worshipping the Lord together...
Beautiful.
People were healed instantly! =D Whether you believe it or not.
It's a pity i didn't go again on sunday...
Well anyway,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, CH & GABRIEL! (15/4) :}}}

Blogged @ 6:02 PM

I find that i havn't been growing spiritual lately, i wonder if i've backslided. I read the bible. Yes that's it. I read the bible. That's all.
Do you understand?
What i'm also looking for when i'm reading the bible is actually to really understand, being able to put myself into the shoes of Jesus, John and Judas. Yeah wow, 3Js. Jcube. But of course not only them... there're others as well... what else should i be looking out for?

Hehehehehe. You know, i think i've got the joke of the week right here. Yesterday my Steady came to sit beside me because my wife was absent. So during physics lesson, Mr.Kong was teaching us about switches, electricity.
".....so yes, when you on the switch, the appliance is charged. When you off the switch, the appliance is not charged. Logical, right?"
Then suddenly Steady asked,
"How to on and off the switch?"
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Yes. You got it? If you don't get it then you can continue reading on:
I think Mr.Kong was dumbstruck for a sec. Then he put up his index finger and said "Okay, first you put up your finger like this, then you walk to the switch... and just press the button."
When the lights flickered on(it was off initially off because my class was using the OHP), he continued,
"Amazing, isn't it?"
*and everybody say: WOW!"
Yeah indeed! How amazing! Right, Steady? x))))) Hahahahhahahahas.
Okay anyway, let's not make fun of it. =X lalalalalala.....

Blogged @ 6:12 PM

SPORTS DAY TODAY!
was kinda zzz.... =X

The correct word form i would say... erm..... sorry to say, but yeah, kinfoaf dead. PIANG! Dead.
I know this does not really apply to all. But overall, it's OKAY. :) I did enjoy myself.
4 X 100m relay, CAPRI Team A(my team) came in 2nd. Yeah woot! Well done!
SAGGI came in 1st and Taurus came in 3rd. *clap hands*
Mm. Capri didn't do well this year. We were last on the scoreboard. ='((( Kinda disappointed. Capri was top in my first year(2004). We had super good runners! =D But now they've graduated =( Ummm i miss them. Though i don't really know them. :x

4 years! 4 years zoomed past right in front of my very own eyes. @____@
Seriously, i don't know if it's good to look back but sometimes i just wish to. The great big chunk of gallery in my mind, they're just there for me to look at, some faded, some still so crystal clear. Have you ever did something and suddenly it hit you, just how amazing it is that you're where you are now?
So glad that the E2ians stayed back after sports day to take a big, BIG picture! All combined! E2 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007. B E A UTIFUL. :P I love Kaya. Hehehhee. Woot! I'll share something with yall tomorrow. :} Goodnight.

Blogged @ 3:26 AM

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, JH. :P

Hehehehehehehe. Chillitard chillitard. DURIAN! =X
Well yeah He told me to wait. I should heed the advice of my best friend. Thank You! Thank You! Muacks Muacks. ='D Hehehehe.

Okay sorry.

Woah the days flashed by in a split second. So it has been like, 6 days without blogging? Seriously so many things happened. I can't really put them in order. Oh my goodness i can't even remember what happened.
Hello. I can't control my sleep! I fall asleep at very irregular timings. Like yesterday night for example, i slept at 10, woke up at 11, slept again and woke up at 4.30 in the morning, slept and woke up again at 5a.m and did my geog project before going to school.
@__@ I didn't revise my POA.

Well anyway, i plan to wake up early tomorrow and go to school myself. I want to walk. ;) And well yeah, kinda make it like a morning prayer. I never realise how beautiful my school can be until i walked the field for the first time last month. B E A UTIFUL! x) Maybe i should bring a cardboard or something so that i can sit down in the middle of the field without getting my butt wet from the morning dew on the grass. HAHAHAHHAA. Okay i shall do it one day! =P
Hahahahhas. Yeah yeah you may think i'm crazy. Fa.....lalalalalala.....

Yeah i guess, sometimes i just mm, wish to be anywhere but here. Sorry for being so fairy-tale like. It's kinda like you know, being kept in the darkness, things aren't clear. Confusion has been
following you like your shadow, day and night.
I want to pray. Pray with me? :) hehehe.

Blogged @ 8:06 PM