Just Like Tides

I just ate me dinner! Wah. Eating dinner at 9.22p.m, i will sure collect fats. Hehehe. But... i walked for an hour with my Lao por around at TPY central today, after finishing our decoration for the day at TPY library. Hehehe, so go and see one day if you have the time! =D I hope it pleases you. It definitely pleased us(although it's not yet completed)! =D
Anyway, we won't be fat in heaven. I think. Gagaga... In heaven, we're all beautiful people! And we get to eat healthy food like fish. LOL. Hahaha, what a funny fact, but for those of you who dislike makaning fish, it's okay. The fish in heaven will taste so many times better than the fish you taste here on earth. I wonder if it's BBQed, steamed or fried? Hmm... but come to think of it, i think i would still hope to see some round people in heaven. Some round people look very warm. Hahahha, Santa Claus is one such example? Warm fatherly feel. Some round people are nice to cuddle. Like my father. =X Boing boing boing. O_O Sorry.
Hahahaha! I'm reminded of this retarded phrase which i, in my retarded state at that time, accidentally created while in DG's This Fashion trying out clothes with my wife.
"My fats are dancing!" =D
Wooble wooble dance dance. X_x Super retarded, but i like. =P Aiyah... it's not like everytime we get to be retarded... so maybe once in a while is okay. Lord, i wonder if you'd approve of this? Or are you already shaking your head in disbelief?
"Why is my daughter so retarded..."
hahahaha, nah, just kidding. The Lord is so friendly and so open. He takes in anyone who believes in Him. Whether you THINK you are ugly or stupid, disgusting or.... well, retarded. =P That's only what you think. But the Lord of course, doesn't think so. You are beautiful in His eyes. =)

My EL common test is over. God actually gave me a helping hand yesterday night when i read "The Purpose Driven Life" given by CH on christmas(thanks so much!). :) What i read is helpful, i believe, in my english composition writing today.
And oops, i have yet to return my wife the $15 that i owe her for Sakae. Hehehe. Post this up so that i can remember. $15! $15! $15! Nowadays i eat alot. @_@ Wayyy too much. So i'm broke. sorry lao por! Hehehe. I really didn't realise that most of my weekly allowance is actually spent on food. I mean, food takes up alot of $$$. My wife says 90% of her allowance is also spent on food. =Z Alright, today's post is rather long, so i shall stop blabbering on for now. =Z Hahaha, unless you like my blabbers. :) Oh yeah, just one more thing. My class will be having a three days camp starting from tomolo. Pray for me that it'll be fun! xP

Goodnight everyone. (U_U)zzZ...

Blogged @ 10:25 PM

Okay, i have EL common test tomorrow, so i'll just blog a quick post. Gotta read the bible, because my faithful friend said it makes you smart. =) It improves your english. Hahahaha...

Today started out beautifully with Mr.Singh's P.E lesson. We played Dog&Bone! How i miss that game, and it was WHOOPEE! Hahahaha, we all truly enjoyed the time spent laughing and cheering! Yay i won my team two sticks(bone). =Z I just can't stop dog boasting now. Hahahaha. So yeah today started out wonderfully in school, but it ended up not quite as nicely as it had started out to be.

Is it healthy, Lord? I wonder how you do it. I felt so angry, though, i know i shouldn't be, it was my fault for forgetting to get the shirt design from my friend. I'm forgetful. And i'm sorry. I was literally burning up within myself while on the train home. Art Club just ended. We have to decorate the TPY library for it's upcoming 33rd Anniversary and CNY. =) We're honoured to do it!

Thank you Lord, for letting me know such wonderful friends. Friends who're here to listen when i'm in need, friends whom i learn things from. Lord, You're so mighty! Super mighty! Who can bear all the world's burden and sin? You did it. And You're really strong and mighty. Teach me how to be more like You. Remind me that i cannot be forgetful. I cannot be forgetful because that's my bad habit and bad habits should not stay. Teach me how to be more like You. Glory to You Father! Halleluia!(i think it's spelled like this)
Amen. =)

Blogged @ 9:16 PM

"eee! What's that on the tree?!?!"
MUAHAHAHHAHAHA...... and i can't help but laugh at this recollection. During english lesson today, Mrs.Oehlers was telling us about this genius student from our school. He's a genius, highly accomplished in music, but a mess at other stuff, that's what a genius really is, good at one thing, but a mess at others, she said. If she hadn't told us today what a genius is in actuality, i think i might forever think that a genius is perfect at evvvverything. Yah wat, geniuses are supposed to be different, they do things differently and they have very high IQ, have their own way of doing things. But I didn't know they're actually disorganised. Gagaga... at least, now i know.
Waaaahahahaha, and while telling us her story about this genius, suddenly she pointed outta the window and exclaimed in much perplexity, "eee! What's that on the tree?!?!" I thought that was part of her story, but when many turned their heads to see, i followed lah of course. Hahahha, and there on the tree planted just right outside the window is a, i dare say quite a big charmeleon. Okayokay, i THINK it's a charmeleon. But i'm not sure. =X Then, the whole class turned chaotic, and some guys and some girls got outta their seats to take a better look at that amazing creature. Amazing. It's just a charmeleon afterall. =X lalala... Just kiddin. haaha, i wanted to spring out and see too actually. But i was feeling lazy at the point of time.

Afterthat, to much of my surprise, Mrs.Oehlers also walked to the back of the class, and glanced around behind the glass window. =) A strong feeling of belonging suddenly hit me. She is such a great teacher. =D Some other guys even went out of the classroom. Siao ah! No need til that extend right? =Xx Hehehehhe... i look forward to more of her lessons. I feel that she is one teacher who truly understands how to communicate with students of different needs and character. Not everyone is the same, there are some things we can take which the others can't. So teachers should be able to adapt to the needs of their students, as well as the students have to try and cooperate with their teachers. It takes two hands to clap. You know, God didn't make humans to be perfecto! It wouldn't work out otherwise.

=P Okay! Enough for now. Have homework to do. Go Go Go! *points out index finger and thumb* Gagaga.

Blogged @ 7:03 PM

My friend said my blog is really "Jesus-ly". Hahahaha... Oh well. Here you go, another post about Jesus. =)
I want to live life in the glory of God. Pray that He'll always remind me, because humans are forgetful at times. I want to start all over again by praying for all my friends. Friends who have sidetracked in their lives due to some distractions, friends who're not saved, bluh. =)
Lord, teach me how to be faithful.
Oh, one more important thing. Lord, please remind me to do my homework, etc., on time, i want to be more responsible. =Z I seem to like pushing my homework to the back everytime. @_@" Okay gotta bounce! Ciao! *boing boing boing*

Blogged @ 8:06 PM

Lalalalala... there's gonna be a healing service later at COOS(Church Of Our Saviour). I've never been to a live healing service, can't wait to experience. =P Hmm. Should call some friends along, that is, if they're interested to go. Starting to feel some stress from school. And to tell the truth honestly... i havn't really learnt how to feel His presence in school or anywhere. Sometimes when i'm praying i think that he's sitting right beside me, or in front of me, watching me. I dunno why, but sometimes i'm afraid of His presence(?). He's not far from me everytime i pray. But in class i like to picture him standing there at the corner of the class, sometimes observing the lesson, sometimes observing me. If only i can really see Him. I'm not in a really positive mood right now... why do humans get irritated by their siblings so easily? Grr...

Have you heard of the One called Saviour?
Have you heard of His perfect love?
Have you heard of the One in Heaven?
Have you heard how He gave His son?
Well I have found this love
And I believe in the Son, show me your wayyy!

I believe in the One called Saviour
I believe He's the risen one
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love
And I believe in the Son, show me your way!

Jesus, You are my best friend
And You will always be nothing will ever change that x2

I believe in the One called Saviour
I believe He's the risen one
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love
And I believe in the Son show me your way!

Jesus, You are my best friend
And You will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus, You are my best friend
And You will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus, You are my best friend
And You will always be nothing will ever change that
Nothing will ever change that x 6

Lyrics for Jesus You Are My Bestfriend, by Hillsong United. =)

Blogged @ 1:36 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REGINA AND CHESED! =D Hahaha.
Well, too late to put up a looong post now, so i guess i'll just put up with a song lyric. Oh yah btw, i got back my first composition piece of the year, scored a total of 19/30. No! Gotta strive harder! x) Have... to write... more words! God please help me with reading more books. Hehehe. I'm so inspired to read today. Dunno why. Think, think, think more ideas Dorcas! You can doooo itttt............
...with the help of God, of course. :)

Lyrics:
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes, let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore
YouHope of a life spent with You

Here I am to worship

Here I am to bow down

Here I am to say that

You're my God

You're altogether lovely

Altogether worthy

Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in Heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

I love you, Father. =3=
*Title and song of this lyric's at the music box. It's the 1st song playing.
Aiyah nvm, just tell you the title here. It's "Here I Am To Worship, by Tim Hughes." :) Goodnight. "You are Holy... Hooooly.... =D" What? I think it's cute.
zzz...

Blogged @ 11:50 PM

These few days have been really weird... I just don't know how to pen my feelings down. I feel deserted. This week i strayed from my Lord. The emptiness that i feel inside is not that great yet, and praise Him that i'm still able to go back to the right path. At least... i'm still trying to work on it... I'm confused, and i need to spend some time alone with Him soon. Maybe later on tonight. I just want to cry my eyes out... I want to love Him more... I pray.

I'm so sad for straying. Looks like it isn't as easy as it seems. I want to cry... suddenly i'm sorry for every disappointment i gave my friends before. With the Lord, i feel so happy, so changed, so good. I just want to do everything for the Glory of Him. I don't know what else to post anymore. There have been many, many happenings, but it seems like i have no recollection about them anymore. They don't appeal to me anymore. I so need the Lord right now...

Where am i?

Blogged @ 9:20 PM

I Could Sing of Your Love

Martin Smith

Psalm 96, 1 Chronicles 16:7-36, James 5:13, Psalm 5:11, 2 Samuel 6:14 & 21

Over the mountains and the sea
Your river runs with love for me
And I will open up my heart
And let the healer set me free
I'm happy to be in the truth
And I will daily lift my hands
For I will always sing
Of when your love came down

[Chorus]

I could sing of your love forever
I could sing of your love forever
I could sing of your love forever
I could sing of your love forever
Over the mountains and the sea
Your river runs with love for me
AAnd I will open up my heart
And let the healer set me free
I'm happy to be in the truth
And I will daily lift my hands
For I will always sing
Of when your love came down

[Chorus]
[Chorus]

Oh, I feel like dancing
Its foolishness I know
But when the world has seen the light
They will dance with joy
Like we're dancing now

[Chorus]
[Chorus]

Blogged @ 8:23 PM

School's been gooood. At least, so far i'm coping. How's yours? If you can't cope, then it's giving out a sign that you have to work doubly hard to get back on track yah. It's not impossible. It's just you telling your mind: "Shit. Dunno how to do! Aiyah forget it lah, i'm not suited to do this anyway. I want to sleeeeeep!" O levels are here for the Sec4s. Like what my form teacher Mrs.Lye always say, "Not a honeymoon year!" Suddenly i think that she looks like a cartoon character. hehehe... so cute. She's one of my best class form teacher. =P I find that she cares. =}

Yesterday i had Art Club. Wooot! It was better! Hahhaha, we had fun making clay, and destroying one another's work yah. Maybe it's because of the weather. We realised it always rains on Art Club days(fridays). So the clay(we're doing pottery) couldn't dry up in time, and it kept sagging. Maybe it's because we were using recycled clay as well. So it sagged and sagged, everyone sitting at my table sagged. And because it sagged, we hadda re-do it. This is when we get the chance to destroy!!! Muahahaha.... i think i know how Godzilla feels. :S We were laughing throughout!

Hai, i just don't feel like blogging nowadays... :( I wonder why. Why am i even blogging now? Lol. okok, back to the post.

On 7th Jan this year, i think i got a vision from God. But i always want more from Him, and i always pray for it. It's not Roxy or Billabong stuff that i want. It's not to become rich or be blessed. But a close relationship with my heavenly Father, to live a life to do His will, to be more loving like Jesus, to be able to care like him. I want to live in the Glory of His name, and depend on him fully for support. Is it possible? Of course dude! :) He is the "Alpha and the Omega, who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty." (Rev 1:8) The Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last. He is my promising Lord.
I remember i was crying while praying on the 7th of January. As i prayed, i cried harder. Half hoping that He would come. What i didn't know is that He's always here with us. I read that from a book a few days ago. We just don't feel His presence, but he's always here. And so, i was crying and crying, like a little child, and suddenly this vision of Jesus sitting beside the bed i'm lying on came into my mind. He was kneeling beside the bed comforting me. I was still holding my hands together in prayer and crying. I was surprised at the vision, and i wondered whether it's a vision or really just a thought. Just then, i see him starting to walk away. I cried out "don't go, please don't go." As my eyes remained shut, i see him wiping away the tears from my face. A few moments later i decided to call CH and tell him what i saw. I asked him how do we differentiate a vision from a thought. He says we'll know it's a vision when it is, a vision just comes to your mind when it's blank. Although i still don't really get it, i trust that it's a vision from the Lord of comfort and so much more.

I woke up in the middle of the night before yesterday, and i felt like kicking and running around. In the past, i sometimes see my brother kicking around in his bed at night. It's so irritating lah. Cuz he'll kick anyone who's sleeping around him. He kicked me hard one time and i got so irritated that i beat him back although i know he didn't mean it, and he stopped kicking, i don't think he felt any pain from my slap at all. Weird.
But this time, i felt it myself! I wanted to kick the wall, kick my bed, i wanted to jump and touch the ceiling, but that is totally absurd. So i restrained myself, and you would wanna know that it's not a nice feeling at all. @_@" I prayed for God to help me get rid of that feeling. After a moment, i was back to sleep. I wonder what caused that lurid feeling?

Blogged @ 11:37 AM