HO HO HO HO HOooly shit! ^__^;;; If u've known me for quite some time already...u should have noticed that i'm becoming more and more vulgar(on my blogposts)...
Because...my Sensei and my god-brother have noticed. Is it so surprising? Hmm...seems like it...actually, this part of me not everyone may never have noticed... but i've always been vulgar inside. Haha...just becuz i don't show it, it don't mean i'm always an.... ehem hem,
ANGEL. *ting!* =P gagagagagga................
With all the @!%$#%!$ going on...it's hard to get influenced by peers and such...hahaha...i've noticed my excessive use of not-so-nice words too anyway.....well.....
Are u disappointed? ^__^"
Believe me to say that i actually thought spitting vulgarities here and there sounds very cool and make u sound very big and other stupid stuff....REALLY STUPID i would say....bleahz! But the usage of vulgar words is not a crime anyway...
Haha...one should not let himself get influenced too easily on about anything....following the crowd is sometimes stupid...but yet it makes one feel comfortable and live life with ease...
Why?
Because everybody's like u! Or rather...u're like everyone else...
U will then ask...Where's everybody's sense of creativity? Have each of us no mind of ur own...? Why do we all have to follow whatever trend that's going on now?
But then again......in this modern world of ours.....trend will be trend, and keeping up with the modern world means everything...
Okay...it still depends. Some will see things differently, some will see the trend foolish and ugly...others will enjoy flowing with the crowd...travelling along the current...leading to the ocean with all the rest of the marine animals...
...IGNORE ME! @__@
Back to the @!%$#%!$ part, I kinda feel really stupid now...hahaha but it's no doubt that i'm becoming more vain and more vulgar... MUAHahhaa...okay, sorry. *retarded mode* Hahahhas but i don't see anything wrong in doing that and being that way!
Anyways...
I think i'm very much influenced by the famous blogger Xiaxue, at
www.xiaxue.blogspot.com. I admired her for a moment... and why?
Because she's able to stand up for herself... But being over-confident...may not be a very good thing indeed. I hope i'm not over-confident...
I seriously have no idea of where i stand...SIGH! :(
But no matter what, i'm gonna find my status! It's one of my goals!!! GO GO GO! *points out index finger and thumb* :)
Hahahha...annnnnd......it's chemistry tomorrow...oh SHITTIES!!! I dunno why ar, but i can always do well for physics, and do not very well at all for chemistry??? Not fair!!! Why god, WHY!?!??!
-_-
I love Jesus so much....
really. =Z
Signing off,
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Come to think of it, i've really changed... welp i'm not sure if it's for the better, and whether it's to my advantage or disadvantage, but what can i do about it anyway? Everyone's changing! It's a world full of changes! Gagaga...
In a world full of lesbianas! In a world full of gays!!! Full of retards, full of morons, full of idiots full of smartasses =x full of blahblahblah.... :P ^__^;; Okay, kidding lar.
Sigh sigh sigh...but why do we all change? I'm still searching for the key to this question...although i should be searching for my maths textbook right now(should be somewhere in the bin lar.. =P) cuz it's E maths exam tomolo. But anyway! I've got time! Lalalala...~ xP
Hahahax...if u're lucky and have read thru all my previous posts (which i recommend u not to, cuz it may endanger ur life with my....retardology ;) ) u might find some posts that's discussing about the same topic which i'm touching on now. Stupid right? This topic-changes- will be discussed over and over again, mostly by teenagers...because this is a stage in life where a child be turning into an adult(recalling Miss.Ivy chan's english lessons..).
It is important for a teen to change anyway, and this stage in life, it will be the easiest period of time when u change ur personality, ur character, ur mindset, ur outlook on life. Heheh...so becarefool of what u change into!
Because once u've changed into something negative, it will remain in u forever. For the whole of an ETERNITYYYY! Okay lar, maybe not so scary. At least in this lifetime... unless u realise ur mistake and decide to change again, but it will not be as easy anymore.
But some people decide to change slowly, while others, well i think they probably are too quick. Too quick oso not good...too slow oso not good...so average lor. And i'm glad to be in the average group. But i guess i'm a little faster in maturing lah(THAT'S A GOOD THING!)... =P Muahahahaha... okok let's not show off my talents here anyway. *rolls eyeballs from left to right*
Ai yah...but if u're changing too slowly, that is...provided that u're aware of it urself...then u can always "adjust" ur speed. Heheheheh...like for example, hang out with "quicker changers". And as for the quick changers, vice versa. The average changers...don't worry, u're safe and good :) LOL! u must be thinking: WHAT THE HELL IS SHE TALKING ABOUT?!
Okay, well it might be because of the exam stress *huh? what stress??* that i'm enjoying my blogging here to "de-stress" myself. And i might be blogging rubbish, but i think i've proven my point. So if u don't understand what i'm talking about now...then u're a slow changer. =X Lulululu.....
Anyway, u might have felt that u've changed quite a number of times in ur life already...it's always good to learn to adapt. And whatever u change into...will affect u in ur future life, and it only depends on noone but urself for ur own successes later in life, or ur own downfalls. OOO!! I'm falling down!!! ~~~ yadayadayada (@_@")
Hee. Okay...ending this post, i wanna thank EVERYONE FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL, PAISEH BIRTHDAY,
eh... DAY! ^__^
See! i told u i'll feel pai seh wan right.... still sing me a birthday song in the SCHOOL CANTEEN, everybody's looking! KAYPO LAR! Oops. Sorry. No offence.
The cake was nice :)
THE SMEARING OF CAKE CREAM ON EACHOTHER WAS TRIPLE SUPER ULTRA FUN TOO LAH OKAY?!?!?! @__@ REALLY! :)
Wasting Singapore's water was really challenging to the government. =x :)
And i've got presents and wishes! =D =D =D Pressie pressie pressie!!! MUAHAHA! :)
Lemmi name them! Muahaha :
-Chongy :)
-Ken =P
-Pi pi =O
-Holy/Evil Mary xP
-Jelli xD
-Kaya O___O
-Jun Heng :)
-Joseph :)
-Mr.Liu Kah Yang O___O
-Yenhui :)
-Shitty =x
-Eugene :)
-Gabriel :)
-Daniel =Pp
-Daniel :)
-Nigel&JY ;)
-Michelle?
-and of course...my family. =}
Eh...note that not all gave me presents. They're just some other people whom i'd like to mention because they gave me a lasting impression by giving me a handshake? EHem, HEm. These are the presents...! =P ---> 
Not very clear picture though, cuz the digital camera SUCKS!!! But better than nothing... ^ ^
Happy 15th Birthday to myself! (yes, it's truely a scary picture.) ....BOO! Lalalala... 
Haha...okay, with this, i shall end. BuaiZ!!! =)
Blogged @ 5:30 PM
