i don't wanna hurt him, but then these things just keep wanting to get outta my mouth everytime i see him or when he's online. and when i've said it, i think he got hurt and it's my fault, AGAIN @_@ shit lah.....i should learn how to refrain myself from just anyohow spitting my words around here and there liao. I don't want him to feel sad butthen it's......dotzzz @___@;;; what i said is a fact, what should i goddamn bloody hell do?!?!?! i miss my sensei -__-" yeah yeah yeah............
Blogged @ 9:31 PM

hiya diary.........didn't blog for quite some time, but since now i've got nothing to do.....i'll just blog to sweep the time away. Ah yeah........still have to go church and do preaching tomolo xP gagaga.....bloody hell =X anyways, my father just bought a new Final Fantasy movie, dunno what's it called, not really interested anyway. Sigh......u know what?!?!?! I REALLY miss the old days when i was still SooooOOOOoo crazy over f4 or 5566.............when u have an idol, it's an advantage. Well, at least in one way or another. Now........my life just seems so dead.............still very hard to luff the "old luff". Used to enjoy coming online to chat with that retard, but now it's dead too. THat's why i hate time, and maybe.....my memory. Everything dies with time, and it's not nice because u can remember ur old times and brood over it, hahaha.....blame it on me lah, i keep tinking about my bloody past. Is that the reason why i'm feeling so tired easily nowadays? Is that the reason why people suddenly go dead quiet? Is that why the world is getting more choatic?
~it's the reason why we think we've changed it's the reason why we do things even though we know it's WRONG. ARGh. -__-'
Blogged @ 9:46 PM

Dorcas
1991
Northland Primary, Whitley Secondary, Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Daughter of GOD! :)

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14 For the LORD will not forsake his people;
he will not abandon his heritage;
15 for justice will return to the righteous,
and all the upright in heart will follow it.
16 Who rises up for me against the wicked?
Who stands up for me against evildoers?
17 If the LORD had not been my help,
my soul would soon have lived in the land of silence.
18 When I thought, "My foot slips,"
your steadfast love, O LORD, held me up.
19 When the cares of my heart are many,
your consolations cheer my soul.

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