Just Like Tides

I'm feeling bad for a quater of the day today, caused a friend to fall down because i did something childish. Well but she was a little not careful too.... I wonder how come we only know how to use our brains only after we've done that something that will make us regret doing it later. How come some people don't think that their selfish acts can actually hurt their friends, give them a bad impression on others. How come we don't know our manners nowadays, how come people make fun of one another, how come people're called "nerd" just because they tuck in their shirts and pull their socks up high, it's a common thing to know that students copy or cheat during their tests or spelling.....so many more @__@" Hahaha the same friend had a same wish as me. Both wanted to go back, journey to the past!! xP go back to those days when people all live in kampongs and not so high tech places......quite nice leh bleaHZ! haha although there're snakes and ants and rats around here and there.......it's still mother nature. There will be more coconut trees and many kinds of spider species which we can capture and crush them later. Lalalala.........ah yeah, when there's life, there MUST Be love problemas And....I"M having it NOW. I still don't feel the push, i don't feel his feelings for me are real. But even so......i cannot get into a relationship. THen what the heck am i still going out with him for?!?!??! -______- Arghhh it's so hard to say.................
Exams are here!!!! Better go study liao..........have to do well and smack my results in front of my parents' face and shout "SEE!!!! 5 A1s!!!!!" Eh...........did i mention 5??? xP I MUST BE DREAMING!!!! hahahaha okok ciaO! >_<

Blogged @ 5:45 PM

Confessed something today, confessed til bery shuang. Feel like i'm back again, but maybe not xP haa...might be i'm doing it for a change. Or becus i'm mature??? HAHAHHAA NO. Hahaha i'm glad she asked me that question tonight, and i'm glad i answered her. I wanna change myself, might be for the better ^__^" HEhehhe damn the grand piano arrived at my home today, it's DIAOZ big!!!!!! It's taking up all the space.................................................

Blogged @ 9:56 PM

i feel so sad now..........so sad............one of my ccas is closing down soon...........it's the cca which started my life out first when i entered whitley, but yet i quit it this year, i quit...seems like it's my fault....i wanna do something about it........but i'm not sure of what.. it's all my fault........fuck maybe i should go talk to the juniors or something...

Blogged @ 7:10 PM

YAAYY!!!!!!!!! MOONCAKE FESTIVAL'S COMING SOON, IT'S COMING SOON, =D LANTERNS!!!!!!!!!!!!! gagaggaa..............uh..................=X

~THere can still be GoLDen friendships even if the person is of an oPposite sex XP

Blogged @ 5:22 PM

sigh......don't feel like doing anything else except sitting in front of the computer and listening to all the songs...........sigh...................makes me wanna sigh alot, and it's a nice feeling actually. Though sighing causes more wrinkles to form on ur face, but each sigh helps to cool ourselves down, agree? Urgh........and recently my neighbourhood is getting so noisy with all those renovations going on.......noisy noisy NOISY!!!!!!!!!! @__@" Sigh.........so many great songs, so much sighings >_<

~music takes us far...

Blogged @ 10:16 PM

He...........HE.................he.....................-_______-" HE took me away when he asked that question! I dunno how to answer..............TOO FAST!!! It's only a few weeks since i got to know him......and few weeks is not enough for me xP hahaha though he said that his friend after A DAY of knowing one another they got together already but it's DEFINITELY not gonna be me!!! xPPP Ok, i think u won't understand what the heaven i'm talking about @__@" Maybe when i hang out with him more and examine him more then i'll agree lah hehehe ^__^" i'm so evil *EviL liTTle LanYu* -__-" no wait, what about that "no bf til 18" motto!??!?! NOooo.............what should i do????? Nvm.....when the time comes it'll come. lelelelelele....................

~if one side takes the other for granted, things will not usually turn out smoothly. *urh....who did i learn this from????* >_<

Blogged @ 7:58 PM

....nothing much happened today. Waiting for something to happen though xP Yeah....i'm literally wasting my time.......wasting my time!!! Sigh.......i have this urge to go swimming!!! Havn't touched the glistening waters of the swimming pool ever since........i can remember ^_^" The smell of chlorine............the taste........ =X oops, did i say taste??? lalalala............hehee......Hmm....he havn't reply my msg, still waiting @__@; still havn't tell him that i cannot go to da church tomorrow. Gagagaa i'm beginning to understand why my parents and uncle are advising me not to start a relationship til the guy has gone thru his National Service. Even if i were to start a relationship now it won't last........and i don't wanna experience heartpain yet xP Not now!!! hehehe i'm still too YOUNG.........MUAHAHHAAARRR............xPPP Let's see..........which guy to sian next??? hahaha jk jk jk fa.......lalalalala...............

Blogged @ 4:53 PM

:'(((((( shit damn bastard..................i keep missing out on the fun!!! xPP hahaha nvm nvm................lalalalaa~
Ah.............today i heard something from a friend, and it's really annoying -__-;;; does going out together means stead!??!?!? =XXXXXX NOOOoooooo................we're not that close at all, he don't know the real me, i dunno him well.............this is not stead!!!!!!!!!! Ahh..........didn't know he's this type? ^o) hehehe ooookay, i gotta go watch my La Pi Siao Xin!!!!! GAGagGAgagaa after awhile, Crocodile!!! ;)

Blogged @ 11:59 PM

When u fall in love, u create a chemistry of confusion... At one time u're feeling happy.....then yet another minute u're crying ur eyes out. Ehem......don't get it wrong, i didn't cry hor xP This is just what i realised now lah........i'm beginning to understand why my parents and uncle are all advising me, it's better to start a relationship after the guy finished his NS. It shows that they can take on the suffering and hardship. It shows the true colours of a shit! Yeah.........i should stop thinking about GUYS GUYS GUYS for now, hehehehe anyway even if u start a relationship now during secondary school, it's not gonna last a lifetime. So why start one? It's ridiculous...........it'll never be forever. As we grow older our mindset keeps changing....we learn more, we know more, therefore a different thinking. Looking at a different angle of reality. U think u're relationship can really last???? THInk again! 0.o" My school principal once told us that if u have a plank, and for each mistake u make, u hammer a nail in. And soon enuff, there're many nails nailed onto the plank. But when u wanna take them out, yes u can, but what's left behind?? Holes.....marks. Damn........but that's the problem. We cannot compare the plank with our lives. In our lives, we're SUPPOSED to make mistakes, for every first time we do things. THe marks on the plank is a lesson learnt, they're not just marks in our lives...it's a blessing to be able to know what we did wrong, and correct ourselves mah........if not why'd they keep saying that each and eberytime u fall, u pick urself up. and not just stay there and cry cry cry........cry oso no use!!! Tears all filling the Singapore river also no use!!!! Hehehe ok let's see.........which guy to sian now.............=P lalalalala..........

~in a relationship, if one side takes the other for granted....things will normally not turn out smoothly. =)

Blogged @ 12:55 AM

^___^ guess what happened today??? ;)

Blogged @ 9:44 PM

"Anywhere But Here"

When I'm in a crowd, Or on an island by myself

Silent not too loud, Wishing I was somewhere else

And I can't believe, You hit me fast and hard

When you turn to me and say "Never change the way you are"

Trying to catch your eye, Things will never look the same

Now I can't deny, You're the moth and I'm the flame

There I go again, I should walk before I run

How can I explain, I can't stop what you've begun

[CHORUS:]

I'm falling through the door, Flying 'cross the floor

When you look at me suddenly it's clear,

You're burning up my dreams, Crazy as it seems

I don't wanna be anywhere but here,

~Anywhere but here~

What goes on inside, Is a mystery no doubt

A roller coaster ride, I may never work it out

Here's the brand new me

Skates around and floats on air,

I'm a sight to see, Rainbow colors in my hair

You have set me free, The one who gets me there.......

[CHORUS]

Here is the place where, My head is spinning

Time is beginning To race away

You come to throw me, Knock me off my feet

You give me wings to fly

The world goes crashing by again

[CHORUS 2X]

~Hillary Duff

Ah, and.....happy teachers' day :)

Blogged @ 1:49 AM