Don't think i know my friends well enough. Nvm........time................time shows the true colours of a shit, remember??? -_-
Blogged @ 4:36 PM

Today I walked(halfway only, my father fetched me home) with Green ghost to the back gate, one whole round around the school becus the back gate's locked and we have to walked through the front gate to the back and lalalalala.................
Met him, and i walked away, then i walked back cus i remembered that the back gate's locked, saw him calling someone, my handphone vibrated, thus we walked home(halfway only, my father fetched me home) together. But one-quater though the halfway walk we met Jonathan....and his group of friends(consisting of all girls, including Jonathan himself. Ok, i'm just kidding na. ^__^") Jonathan said that we were not walking close enough, i couldnt wait to slap him =X Then halfway through the halfway walk i saw the nutballers in the school nutball court and two of them saw me ^__^;;; shouted BYEBYE!!! then walk walk walk.........i wonder how come they're so little friendly people in Whitley =Z at least that's what i thought so. A 2n2 gal hit me on the shoulder, not sure if it's on purpose, and she just walked away, didn't even turn her head, just walked straight on. She was once in nutball........-___-" How to be friendly? xP hahaha not sure if i'm friendly enough.....hmm...................................
ah yeah, even if u're friendly, it doesn't really pay...so.........what's the use :(
Blogged @ 9:08 PM

..ah...-__-" This sunday going out*lalalalala.....*, but who should i ask to come along.............??? Arghhhh so irritating!!!!! hehehe omg.......my mother just came back and........and.........she's a little superstitious........but hope she doesn't go too far =Z Well she........er.........put something under my bed...............i WON"T SAY WHAT........@__@;; but don't think too much, it's definitely nothing pervertic or privite...............ok, today in the morning i'm damn quiet, but later on after P.E i feel energetic!!!! I love that kindof spirit!!! =D maybe it's just not worth worrying the things that i'm worrying about now.........just have to find a stupid solution to solve..........stupid bloody solution................grrrrrrrrr........................ok, now what is it supposed to be?!?!??!? Eh........realised that most of the time after p.e i feel really good........and i talk more. Maybe i should run and jump about like a monkey more in school......=P gagagaga and i also asked a few friends whether they think i'm "quiet" or "noisy" today.........and to my surprise............most say "quiet"...................i BLEAHZ ah!!!!! ME QUIET?!?!?! NO WAY!!!!! ah i think i should talk more and socialise xP ok.......i shall talk more tomolo..............=)

Hey, i'm feeling stupid.........do u feel stupid when u read my post??? x) har har har.....

~lalalala.........
Blogged @ 10:25 PM

:) hard work. hard work pulls us through. everytime i have problemas, the only thing that helps me the most is thinking about positive things........hehehe but sometimes i pour them all out onto a friend...............he's really helpful. ^__^ yeah!!!!! Oookay, first thing's first. Errrrr...........i don't feel like completing the composition.......lalalalala................damn it's.....so new......so tough =Z ah......and one more thing............i won't msg him, i swear!!! If he's interested, HE will msg Me xP hehehehehe............i don't wanna get into trouble...........don't wanna make him find me irritating.......i don't wanna make the first move.........gagagagaa no matter how crazy i am over him i don't care *sticks out tongue* u know...............i noticed that knowing someone on the surface is better than knowing what's deep inside his or her soul........................well, i just noticed. ^__^ Will find out more soon enough!

~i don't need to know you more, i don't need you to recgonise my presence.......as long as u're there when i wanna steal a glance at you it's good enough! HE HE HE =X er......ah........-____-;; NOOOooooo........stupid boy!!!!! Why am i going *#$_#@()%)% over u? :'(

~it's difficult to tell if one is truely happy or sad on the internet........so......... Trust no one!!! =Z
Blogged @ 9:40 PM

Diary.........i just cannot understand why i study but still don't score as well as i've expected myself to. I don't understand why my friends and i study, but yet i don't do well.......and i really, really, don't understand why when i expect myself not to do well, i'd score even better........for god's sake, eh no... GOD, IS playing the prank on me. Guess i'll just have to study even harder...............and.......so the story goes....................i don't know what's gotten into me lately.......i don't feel like talking, don't feel like hanging out with friends.......i just wanna stay to myself. ANd i think it's the BEST..........sigh..............what's wrong with me??? I'm not like this before...............
well maybe it'll just go away one day......

~****..............don't feel like myself...........mood maybe.......
Blogged @ 7:27 PM

i like this poem alot, created by my genius god brother when he was in sec2. i'll type it out....

The silent sound of flapping
the sound of pencil tapping
Where the art of poetry is pratised,
When our minds start to get active
Peaceful environment for me to write
A place to read, that is the site
A place unlike many other
A place where many books gather

Well....i modified his poem a little in class during miss.tan's lesson becus there's nothing to do and my class is making alot of noise. .......I pity miss.tan there................tsk tsk ~___~;

The irratating noise of chattering
the noise of "animals" blabblering
Where the art of cruelty is practised
When revengeful minds start to get active
Noisy environment, so hard to concentrate
A place like any other
A place where "animals" gather
What's this world coming to
I ask myself
Will i become like any other...?

heheheehee............well it's just a poem. so no offence. goodnight............
Blogged @ 8:59 PM

DIARY!TODAY..........I......WALKED......TO....SCHOOL..............WITH............................................ a friend. =P hehehehee well but it's kindof a special, walk. ehem..............i dunno...............i really really don't know what he's thinking about me..................arrrh...................i dunno i dunno i dunno. But don't think i'm madly in love in him either. hehehehe maybe i just wanna have some fun.......choose a guy......and play around =P HEHE EVIL BAD GIRL!!! oh...i dunno. @__@;;; maybe it'll end up with a lot of trouble for me.....becus there's this another guy who keeps msging me everyday and my hp bill is going to shoot off to pluto!!! -___-;; i am not like him lah.....sho rich...............blahZ ^__^;; sigh......but am i doing it right...? still have to balance work and guys........eh i mean work and play hehehehe MUAHAHAHAA =( omg.........since when did i become like a "guy-maniac" =Z ..actually still prefer to keep it in a simple way...just try peeping at him when he's not looking. =P GAGAGAGagAa.............not really interested in his character or what..........or am i??? x___X simple way, simple plan..........i definitely don't want troubles in the end!

~keep it a simple way,
a simple plan...
for i do not want much troubles in the end :S
Blogged @ 6:50 PM

hmm.......dunno what's happening to me nowadays but i'm trying to concentrate on studying maths but i just can't!!! =(((( i cannnnn'tttt..............but i will still try. hehehe.....grrrr.........i feel like going to school earlier tomorrow. Just to beat...........him. Lame....yeash.....but........but what??? @__@ I cannot stop thinking about this guy.....i don't love him*harharharharharr* but i keep thinking about him probably becus he ehemhem. ERHEM ERHEM. ERRRHHHEEEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. =X oops. hehehhee ah...well. ARGH DIARY!!!! I"M FEELING HYPER BUT I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO JUMP ABOUT LIKE A MONKEY in the house, so i'll jump HERE!!!! *JUMPS ABOUT* *HITS A WALL* OUU =XXXX
:( not enough. have to jump somemore...
ARRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~imagination, that is your creation.
hai.....when u see two leaves falling from a tree.. one drifts up and up while the other drifts down, wonder if it's becus of the wind, or is it becus of the leaf itself..? Life isn't just. no it's not, just like the leaves.
Blogged @ 9:39 PM

woah.....i didn't really expect her to be this way.... :) she's another great girl in 2e2! I know what he's like, and he's not bad. I'm not sure if i really like him alot, but i don't think i have to know either. Because my aim now as a student is just to study hard!!! Sigh........i hope they understand. They should...=) ok. tata for now.....


~When i'm serious, u're not. how am i supposed to do my work?!?!?! .....why do i even take the time to come down............u said we're not required anyway. Sigh....it's hard to tell.....so hard.. so i'll just go by MY way!
Blogged @ 9:50 PM

ARGH SHIT! IT's history common test tomorrow and i didn't bring my textbook home. ='((( uh......shit shit shit! X( Syafa also didn't have her textbook with her.......so she lent me her notes :) hahaha ok lah........at least something different to study. Today after school supposed to meet Joseph so i went to meet him, together with my nuer and lao por XP hahaha he got a hamster in his hands!!! and it's soooo small, almost as small as my thumb size. Cute ah!!!!!!!!!! Actually he was supposed to show me what is inside the first aid kit box, lame i know xP hahaha but anyway.........that hamster erm............should be my type lah.....it shits alot ^__^ hehehee and Joseph tried to put it on top of my shitty head. -_-; ..............=) he didn't lah. He looks like a nice guy. Looks. =x Weird.....how come i just find him different....................^o)
Blogged @ 10:22 PM

Happy Birdday Singapura!!! =D HeHeHe....argh, i wanna see the fireworks...............@__@;;; it reminds me of the FiReFlieS!!!!!! ^______^
Blogged @ 11:15 AM

.....Joshua......big dissapointment in him =Z ANd to think he's different from most whitley guys? ...well maybe a little........only ^__^; he passed me a letter thru YW today! =P first time? haha yeah...first time. Well..........added him and he's DEFINITELY not my type, and i'm not his type either ^__^ should be lah....hehehee i.......am not gonna let the guy that i've sort of "like" go.....i think he's the best :P since last year june holidays....................kindof unexpected.....but not really. hehheeeee..............try not to guess who :) he can get another gf..........whatsoever..........i don't mind at all....eh? so.....issit what i feel for him love? haha shouldn't be bah.......maybe it's just some kindof respect for him.. but as long as he don't find me irratating =X it's fine with me and i'm happy! ^__^ i'll still stick to the "no bf til i'm 18" motto!!! heeee.........Boxer from animal farm!!! (( i must work harder )) poor old horse =( hmm.............but sometimes i wonder if......................^o)? nah........................i like it this way =P
Blogged @ 10:51 PM

i'm feeling so tired but i'm not going to bed....!!! X) have.....to.........stay.........awake........and.......get blackeye................i dunno, is that how u describe ur eyes when it's black cus u don't get enough zzz...?
Blogged @ 10:28 PM

fake smiles... i see fake smiles everywhere. Even i do fake smiles. Find it hard to smile, to laugh like siao like the old days, ****! Is is ok to return? Being matured is quite.....hard hor xP hehehe hahahas ok, that's becus i'm not matured yet. EH? i think so lah. aiz...should be....yeah........

~ what if i tell u that i'm not myself anymore? what if i'd leave my old self behind... is it a good idea? ..to change..?
Blogged @ 7:31 PM

boy........i'm feeling soooo SlEEpy.........................and so TIRED....................................ARZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ....................................school was weird today becus i had weird mood, i think.............i cannot stop myself from drooping my head down to nap during chinese lesson...................toooo sleepy.......................:'( any way to cure sleepiness???? Wondering whether to go for air bang bang tomorrow..........but probably not, go on thursday la..........XP lalalalalas bleahZ ^__^ yeash...........thursday.....................*crawls to me bed zzzz...*


~Will this change my way of life? I'm trying to make a change..........and i hope this will make me stronger. Cuz i'm for god's sake, sick and tired of this world..........this world which i don't know what it will become.
Blogged @ 4:48 PM

Dorcas
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Northland Primary, Whitley Secondary, Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Daughter of GOD! :)

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14 For the LORD will not forsake his people;
he will not abandon his heritage;
15 for justice will return to the righteous,
and all the upright in heart will follow it.
16 Who rises up for me against the wicked?
Who stands up for me against evildoers?
17 If the LORD had not been my help,
my soul would soon have lived in the land of silence.
18 When I thought, "My foot slips,"
your steadfast love, O LORD, held me up.
19 When the cares of my heart are many,
your consolations cheer my soul.

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