Just Like Tides

sobsob....my feet!! Juz cut out the thick layer of skin under my feet.......turned out to be even worst!! As in....more pain (>_<") Got big big blisters on both my feet, but the right one is worst. On my right feet, there's also this.....thing popping out......chicken eye?? wart??? not sure. I've never seen my feet in such a pathetic state!! :( Maybe becuz i've not been wearing sportshoes during the netball trainings and tournaments.....can only blame myself x( Today my friend pulled out a white strand of hair from my head......(>_<") i'm still keeping it. It's safe with me!! :P I have white hair!!! Sigh....i'm growing old already.........(>_<")

Today's crush at 30%. Should i forget about him???

Blogged @ 9:23 PM

aiz....forget it. So much trouble trying to change de blogskin....*pants* tired........changed my blogskin back to the previous one.....next time then do again lah =P Now watching Meteor Garden2 .......f4.......my crazy long-lost idols!! Man...their songs are so damn nice (>__<") reminds me of the past, hehe....i was like shoooo crazy about them, whenever i feel sad or angry.....i will talk to them......as in.....look at their posters or my f4 clock and pour out all my troubles on them. Nice feeling =) It'z like, they're really listening to u......the feeling is really great! How i wish i can still be as crazy about them as in the past............well, it'z just too bad that we can't take the time spent back......but only daydream and drool................(>_<")

Blogged @ 10:23 PM

changed my blogkin at last!!!! But....went thru alot of troubles....now still going through some problemas......realised that there's shomething wrong with the song???? Is there??? (>___<") Change back to my previous blogskin lah!! (@___@")

Blogged @ 7:06 PM

Sorry yesterday was too tired to post when i came home...Samuel stayed over at my house overnight :) He's so cute!! My mother promised his father that she'd let him go to bed at 10p.m sharp, but in the end we played till 12a.m in the morning (>_<") my mother didn't know abt this cuz she went to work. Ssshhhh!!! We juz can't get to sleep lor!! haha...too exctied? Before that, we went swimming together at the new SAFRA swimming complex. Shit.....my body's getting outta shape....>_<" better start watching my diet!! hehehheee. Actually we played more than swim there, swimming ish so tiring!! Lazy to swim lah........=P but anyway, i swam a few laps......then my sister called me to go over to the small pool (^____^") i played the slide :S felt so childish! the slide was like those near the HDB flats playground wan......small.......made of light plastic. ANd i actually played it??? My sister tempted me ma......what can i do?? =X hahaha....ok......anyway, we didn't go visit my grandfather*mother's father* cuz by the time we finished changing and playing, the visiting time's already over. Sorry gong gong!!! And yeah, wore a sleeveless shirt out ytd again. =P =P =P 2nd time!!! But didn't dare wear any skirts lah =S scared already........

Blogged @ 12:45 PM

hehehe! Actually today i'm supposed to go out with jiayen and larizza to do some shopping. But in the end we all didn't go becuz pizza woke up late and we didn't have the time :( stupid pizza!! Call the delivery man to take u away!!! lolx =P Joking lah....she's my lao por......i'm not so hen xin de!! =P hahahaha...think it's time i change my blogskin liao......but can't bear to >_<" this is my first blogskin afterall! haha..well, we shall see!! Now going out with my family to visit my father's father. And then visit my mother's mother, who's still in hospital :( sob sob

Blogged @ 2:41 PM

TOday looked up at the sky while walking to school. Saw the moon. It wasn't as big as the day before lah.......so dissapointed! and.......MY SENIORS WON!!! THEY WON!!! XD YEAH!!! AND HEAR THIS OUT: THEY TRASHED BEATTY SECONDARY SCHOOL. Well.........at least better than nothing (^__^") Can't remember the scores clearly.........think it'z 20plus - 8. Kwl.....they trashed them all da way man!!! OKok.....can't be too happy yet. Tommorrow there's another match agaisnt St.Magaret. We're playing the game. Hope they won't trash us (>_<"). Yeaup, St.Magaret's PRO in nutball......there is slim chance..more like none at all, that we can beat St.Margaret but at least we shouldn't kana trash by them lah.......THE BERY BERY BEST FOR ALL NUTBALLERS TOMMORROW!!!!! *nervous* =S
Today after school i didn't go see my seniors play the match but stayed in school for Art club instead. We painted and fixed the lanterns. A lil slacking too =P no wait......think we did more slacking than workin (>_<") My Lao Por got her handphone confiscated for using it in school. Dotz......u know wat??? I still can't getit why students are not allowed to use handphones to school. If something urgent pops up, and u have to make a call then scully a teacher walks past and saw u with ur hp then go confiscate liao........not that fair. AFter art my Lao por, stead and i went to the back stage of the hall to play the piano. Hehehe......played for a while then went out to the balcony to see the soccer match. I can't remember which school whitley's playing wif (^__^") Quite interesting.............then afterthat i went home from the backgate*phew!! luckily it'z still open!!* took the bus, and reached home at about 6.50 (>_<") .....ate my dinner, do some things and here i am............(-____=")

Blogged @ 8:19 PM

My siblings are sleeping now....parents are at work. Left alone here.......to think about some crazy stuff........ yesterday morning when i woke up at 5 plus, i saw some sort of a white reflection on my blanket? It's so bright and beautiful!!! (>_<") i then gazed out of the window and saw the moon. Woah, it's really bright and big!! B-e-a-utiful!!! =P And then while on my way to the bus stop, i looked up at the moon again. THen i was like, WAH!!!! It was bigger, rounder, brighter than ever!!! I don't think i've ever seen a moon that big! When i came home from the tournament, i told my father about it. He told me something...........that the moon would be like this big every 15th?? Hehe, i've forgotten what he said (^__^") He told me to look at the moon again today, the moon'd be even more fascinating. Kwl. Argh.....but it'z kind of cloudy up there. Can't find the moon. Nvm......when i wake up for school later, i'll see it!!! I hope. Mooooooooon mooooooooooooon come to me...........=P

Blogged @ 12:42 AM

Sighhz. We lost the tournament. Well at least we weren't kana trashed like the previous time. PLayed agaisnt Chong BOon SeCondAry. We were leading by two goals at the fist quater but they caught up eventually. 11 - 8. NOT HAPPY AT ALL. My captain accidentally bit her tongue and she cried a little. Ouch.....!! My seniors are not happy about our results. Some cried. DAmmit......i feel so bad. SO DISSAPOINTED!!! The next match's on Thursday. Playing with St.Margaret SeconDary. I WILL DO MY BEST!!! ( ............... ) I juz hope that we won't get trashed.........we have to count on our scores to bring us up. We really lost alot of chances today during the match.... By that i mean.....dropping of balls......obstruction, contact, stepping...........blahblahblah. Caught the flu........shit.........and now having running nose in class. DAMN irritating leh!! And today after playing the match, i realised that my voice changed. -_-" KaoZ!!! But think it'z getting better. Realized that i'm slacking already........flopped for my GEO test. STUPID TEST. ARGH!!! STUPID ME!!! Juz how the hell do i study for my tests when i don't get what the hell's de teacher's mumbling on about in class??? sigh...two of my galfriends in class are really getting on bad terms. Becuz of this stupid idiotic fucked up guy!!! Got so many girls for him to sian wanna sian my friend??? Sigh....my friend oso lah....she SHOULD'NT have hanged out with him in the first place!!! Juz for excitement??? dots.......Both are my good friends......luckily it didn't affect me....not much. Hope they get together soon........Have to concentrate on de match. God please be on our side!!! .....Since when am i so religious??? =X

Blogged @ 9:38 PM

I'm RED!!! Hahaha......today i stayed back in school for art club, have to do the big gigantic lanterns as Chinese New Year is around the corner. There are'nt any teachers around. NiCe!!! They have to go for some course or whatever.......(>_<") We had to paint the lanterns red. And in the end, Pizza*larissa*, Jiayen, Sheryl and i got red paint all over our body!! Gagaga....but the worst is JiaYen......bleahz too bad!! *sticks out tongue* hahaha..she's really red all over!! All of us has got our legs, hands and shoes red. Hehe, except Pizza......her legs are still as "white" as ever >_<" Don't ever think it'z fun painting the Lantern!!! It'z dead tiring work!!! Only the four of us did the work. (@__@") Damn tired ah!! If u ask me, i'd rather go see the netball tournament that my seniors are playing at the NUS. They're battling agaisnt Cedar girls....if i'm not wrong. Hehe...can't really remember (^__^") *scratches head* BUT!!! this is an exception =P it'z so kwl doing work with friends =D Hahaha.....tomolo there's another netball match for the C devision*that's the sec2s, us.* We'll be playing a friendly match with Chong Boon Secondary. JIA YOU AH!!! =) SHit!!! I don't think the red paint can be washed away from my uniform....>_<" DIE!!! Hmm....but it'z ok. Jiayen will die with me =X hahaha...her uniform's left or right sleeve*can't remember(^__^")* accidentally caught the red paint. hahaha....i meant ALOT of red paint!! xP But Miss Wu can't blame us!!!!!!! Gagagagaa......

Blogged @ 10:23 PM

Just came home from seeing my uncle at the Airport. Today my grandfather has been admitted to the hospital again =( And, my uncle has gone back to Zurich, Switzerland. but i can still keep in contact with him over msn and skype though. And....thru the webcam too. He has a webcam there also. I miss him. Now feeling tired......i don't really, exactly feel the same without him. Strange.....i used to not like him when i was young. (^__^") But honestly, he's not bad at all!!! hahaha......he wants to bring me along with him to Zurich. He'll be paying the air ticket for me. I must not miss this opportunity! Hmm...but i told him that i am only able to go after i've finished this year's final exam. Hate the bloody exams. (>_<") And....he cut his hair today. HAhaha.....i advised him to cut spike. But on the second thought.....maybe he should ask the haircutter to recommend him some hairstyles with style. Cause Spike.....i'm not sure if it suits him. So if he went to cut his hair and then it came out to be like SHIT..........i'll be the blame!!! =X Haha. My little cousin, Samuel, was so sad when he left. He didn't even wave or kissed him. I can't believe it!! He's actually so emotional! Haha.....kindoaf cute. In the end we found out that he's sad becuz my uncle promised to buy a live turtle for him but he didn't (>_<") Wished that i was a kid again. Sigh! Hope tat my grandfather'll recover fast. And my uncle will come back and visit us again soon. Btw, i've thought of going to a church. Should i???? *scratches head*

Blogged @ 12:03 AM

TODAY'S A VERY VERY VERY SPECIAL DAY!!! I SAW A SHOOTING STAR!!! I SAW IT I SAW IT!!!! DEFINITELY GOT TO REMEMBER TODAY'S DATE, 21 JANUARY. TIME??? 8.42p.m. AFTER GOING UP TO MY GRANDFATHER'S PLACE, I GAZED UP AT THE SKY, I REALISED THAT THERE'S ALOT OF STARS TODAY. I TOLD MY UNCLE AND MY SISTER AND MY BROTHER TO LOOK UP AND THEY SAW IT TOO. MY UNCLE TOLD ME TO LOOK AT THE THREE STARS IN A ROW, WITH FOUR STARS CORNERING THEM. HE SAID THAT THERE'S A STORY BEHIND IT. VERY ROMANTIC.....ARE STARS. WHILE WALKING, ME AND MY SISTER'D LOOK UP AT THE SKY ONCE IN A WHILE. THEN....IT HAPPENED!!!! FROM THE CORNER OF MY EYES, I SAW.....A SHOOTING STAR!!! MY SISTER SAW IT TOO! IT'S LIKE A THIN LINE, THIN BUT CAN STILL BE EASILY DISTINGUISHED. IT SHOT THRU THE SKY. VERY BRIGHT!! I LOOKED AT MY SISTER, WIDE EYED. SHE LOOKED AT ME TOO. "SHOOTING STAR!!" SHE EXCLAIMED. THEN I WAS LIKE, HUH?? REALLY?? I DIDN'T IMAGINE IT??? (>_<") WE THEN QUICKLY TOLD OUR UNCLE ABOUT IT, HEHE, MORE LIKE SHOUTING TO HIM AS IF HE'S A MILE AWAY. (^__^") HE QUICKLY TOLD US TO MAKE A WISH. AND MY UNCLE, SISTER, BROTHER AND I STOOD STILL AND MADE A WISH EACH. HEHEEE...PEOPLE MUST THINK THAT WE'RE MAD!!! (>_<") BUT THEY'VE NOOO IDEA.....;) MY SISTER WISHED FOR WORLD PEACE AND HAPPINESS. HAHA...GREAT WISH. I WISHED FOR MY FAMILY TO BE HAPPY FOREVER. MY UNCLE WISHED THAT TOMOKO WOULD MARRY HIM. MY BROTHER WISHED THAT WE HAVE SPECIAL POWERS. (>_<") HEHEHE....I HOPE THAT, ALL OUR WISHES WILL COME TRUE!! RARELY DOES ONE GET TO SEE A SHOOTING STAR!!! WONDER IF ANY OF MY FRIENDS EVER SAW A SHOOTING STAR BEFORE. HEHE. TODAY WE WENT TO SIM LI SQUARE TO BUY A WEBCAM. =D IT'Z SO COOL!!! NOW I HAVE A WEBCAM :) AND A NEW HEADSET. WHICH MY UNCLE GAVE HIS TO ME. =P HAHAHA...WE TRIED OUT THE WEBCAM WITH HIS FRIENDS. HAHAHAHA...THE BEST PART IS, MY SISTER*SHE HAS LONG HAIR* TURNED HER BACK TO THE CAMERA AND THEN WALKED PAST. HAHAHA......IF U GET WHAT I MEAN. TODAY'S THE BEST DAY EVER FOR THIS YEAR =) BUT, SAD THING IS, MY UNCLE'S GOING BACK TO ZURICH, SWITZERLAND. SIGH...I'LL MISS ALL THE HAPPY AND RETARDED THINGS WE DID TOGETHER WITH MY UNCLE. =( HE'LL BE COMING BACK TO VISIT US. BUT IT'LL BE ONLY ONCE IN A FEW MONTH'S TIME. AND...I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN TODAY!!! THE WOMAN CAME TO MY HOUSE. AND MY UNCLE'S FRIEND SAW ME THRU THE WEBCAM AND THOUGHT THAT I WAS A BOY (9___9'') GOD DAMMIT! ISSIT SO DIFFICULT TO DISTINGUISH A MALE FROM A FEMALE HUMAN BEAN???? >_<" *sobsob* I LOVE MY UNCLE!!!

Blogged @ 11:30 PM

Tired tired!!! Haha.....but today's special. I took the 6.20 bus and saw vulture inside. And in case u all didn't know, VULTURE IS GERALDINE, oso known as my Shifu ;) She's still the same, that is, childish and retarded =) But i like her character. Kindoaf simple and plain. I don't want so much responsibility......don't want...........it'z so tiring........used to think that responsibility is juz an easy word. But i was wrong. Again. (>_<") And...showing attitude in school......feel that it'z so difficult not to show any attitude problems in front of teachers. Everytime i want to shout and scream, act crazy go bonkers......i have to control.......have to contain. No freedom in school?? haha.....But not too bad.....at least when there's no teachers around in school*rarely*, i can go WEEEEEEE!!! ;) And....i seem to have problems talking to teachers and asking them questions. DEFINATELY gotta change that!! Ah shit, i seem to be talking outta the point! Hehe...where was i?? Oh yeah, i saw my Shifu on the bus, and we walked to the back gate together. Saw my previous class form teacher*behind us*. Ah, another thing. I'm quite curious why most of the students in Whitley don't bow when they see teachers? hehe...cuz in my primary school, whenever a student sees a teacher, they'll bow. So u can imagine if, 4 teachers are walking past by u, u'll have to bow 4 times. haha...that's what i did =P Retarded??? Hmm....but in whitley, if i'd bow to a teacher, some of them will like, totally ignore??? Some, that is. Haha....we then walked up to the second floor and we saw our x-form teacher again. I said "Hi" hahaha.....very stupid leh!!! Heard him murmur shomething which i can't really make out. Think that's the first time i greeted a teacher in such a "friendly" manner! (>_<") After going into our class, Geraldine, Jiayen and I went to the backstage of the hall to play the piano. Haha...it'z so nice there. I played the piano piece "Ballade Pour Adeline" for them to listen. They were so quiet. I find it strange......esp GERALDINE......cuz she's always talking crap with me....;) So after i finished playing i asked them "why sho quiet wan???" then shifu said that becuz i played very nicely......sho she keep quiet to listen. Haha....i was glad that she said that. Cuz...that's wat keeps me going on playing the piano. Encouragement and praises =D I shall work harder on that piece! Today's Netball tournament....eh.....we lost. 19 - 6. It'z ok....try harder the next time!!! Ah, btw, we played agaisnt STC today. Next match is on Tues, 25/1/o5. Hehe. Our netball "cheer" ish putting our hands on top of oneanother's and shouting "NUTBALL!!!" hahaha......the name was originated from my ex-form teacher, Ng Kai Yong (>_<") Nice one!!!

Blogged @ 12:21 AM

Netball tournament tomolo!!! Under stress and pressure!!!! HEhehe....WIsh us luck!!! TOday there's netball training with the Juniors. Sheryl's sister will be there, but i can't go =( cuz there's oso art club......for the art we're making lanterns and there'll be points given. Hehe!!! Great timing!! Cuz i can't go for art too....i have a dental appoinment (-__-") Chose the colour red for my braces today, haha....CNY's*Chinese New Year* coming!! WOOOOHOOOOO!!!! School holiday!!! LAlALALalaLa.....haha....i badly need time off studies and school! Or i might juz faint in school xP Sigh...there's this sec1 boy........quite pitiful, he can't really see.......everytime i see him having difficulties doing things, feel like asking if he needs help. BUt.........i'm afraid that he's afraid of me. Hehe...and my serious face *which i think i have* (^__^") He hasn't got any friends......wonder which class he's from. SHITx!!! It'z sho late oredi??? ookay...i need to go and do hw.....haha.....(>_<") slept from 6 to 10 juz now.....cuz no one woke me up........the alarm clock won't do!!! Think it'z time i get a new alarm clock liao........the type that wakes everyone up in my block when the short hand touches 5 and the long hand reaches 6............hehehehehehe.........tickety tock!!! zZzzzZzz.......

Blogged @ 1:03 AM

Today......there's Netball training...........with skirts!!!! (>_<") Yeash! we wore the jersey skirt during netball practice today!!! *blushes* and we're gonna wear that during the tournament on thursday too. Senior ling hui said that i have the "netball body"....netball body?!?! There's a body for nutball wan??? (>_<")The feeling of wearing a skirt.....haha is more refreshing, more ventilation. =X Hmm....a bit uncomfortable at the beginning though. Maybe we're still not used to wearing skirts with a tight pants inside. It'z like i'm not wearing any undies inside liddat...=X kindoaf tight! Same goes to the rest. Some people were watching us....heard one of them ask "are they wearing skirts?" Ookay....that was......(@_@") Hehehe.....heard tat tomolo we'll be able to train our very first juniors. HAhAhAHHA......sabotageing time!!!! =X ooopS. Gagaga....there's a coach today. =D happy! haha.....netball training with a coach seems to be more organised. Not saying that the seniors can't organise things or what.......but i find it better with a coach. haha...that's the way things are supposed to be! U'd feel more comfortable talking to u'r old friends rather than strangers right??? Hope that this coach will stay with us......(>_<") she's nice......eh!! Don't get the wrong idea.....i'm not a lesbiana!!! =P or am i??? hehehehe *looks away*

Blogged @ 8:25 PM

Tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired (-_=") still tired.
Mama's complaining already........too much NutBall. Today ended late, infact, it'z most of the time ending late, reached home abt 7plus......at night. Said she's gonna write a letter asking me to quit if this continues. Netball tournament coming this Wednesday. (>_<") DIE!!! sobsob.....have to miss lesson......to go for match.........i don't want to miss any lesson!!! Hehe...surprised???? ;) Fa........lalalalalalalalalala.................
oops, shall stop here for now.....still got geography test tomolo*havn't revise x(*......abt the map of Southeast Asia..........need to memorize again!!! I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE MEMORIZING THINGS!!!!!! Unless u're talking abt shomethings interesting lah......hehehe......then i confirm can memorize wan............ga ga ga ga ga ga

Blogged @ 12:15 AM

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and by the way, i'm having troubles tagging at de tagboard. So sorry if i didn't reply..........(>_<") will shomeone please tell me why can't i tag???????? (@___@")

Blogged @ 12:11 AM

ArGhhHHH!!!!! EeyuCk! Today my mother brought us to tan tock seng hospital to see my Grandpapa......and guess what??? i wore a sleeveless top and a stupid skirt!!! Sounds normal??? NO WAY!!! hmm. It all started from my little sister....she asked why i didnt dare to wear skirts and sleeveless tops........i then thought about it for a moment. Hehe...sho today i decided to wear the clothes lor......The clothes are not mine though (>_<") hehehehe.....i didnt somehow feel abnormal when i wore it at home....but afterwards, while i'm halfway out on de road, i felt stupid and sort of shy.....(@__@") Me and my siblings met my mother in the Khatib MRT station. I asked my mother how'd i look.......she smiled and gave me a thumbs up. Hehe. That was stupid (>_<") In my Grandpapa's ward, hmm....i feel closer to my grandfather than before........strangely......some people only feel closer with another person when something happens. Like for instance, my case here. We talked.....talked, like we've never done it before. (@___@") Hurh! Hehe...i let him listen to my MP3.....he asked me if i need to change the tape if i want to listen to another song. gagaga.....i told him that there's no tape. We juz.....listen. Then my mother needs to go to work, and we're left alone there to wait for my father to come visit and pick us up. My PorPor and Er Jiu Jiu came. Hehehe.....my uncle(er jiu jiu) asked me "why today u look so beautiful??" (-___-") er. Actually, the clothes that we wear oso contributes to the way we look too! I didn't know that it works this way though. hehe. Yeah....true, itz been a long time since i've worn a skirt.....not really used to it.....sho i took out my skirt lor....gaggaa.....anyway i wore an extra short inside to keep myself "safe".......hahaha. My siblings and i walked around the hospital just to get ourselves some snacks and drinks from the vending machines. Gagagaa.....when we went back to the ward, our father was oredi there. Then my father said that he was quite shocked when he saw me(eh??). =P Clothes can really make a difference!

Blogged @ 7:10 PM

=( No miracles??? .....uncle just called. Asked abt my grandfather. He...needs to carry a bag with him all his life from now on........... :'(

Blogged @ 11:36 PM

WaAaaAa.....TireD!!! Went for this talk abt this year's streaming.....It's from evening til night. Kaoz.....ended sho late!! I was so worried when will i ever have the time to revise for the geography test tomolo (-__-") URgh...and there's nutball training in the afternoon.......no time at all........Hehe.....today saw the nutball juniors.....quite ok lah......they listened to us =) Hmm.....after nutball, we straightaway went to the toilet to change into our full school uniform. OMG!!! I juz saw a lizard eating an insect!!! :S Ooops...sorry.......got distracted...(^__^') And then.....i left the talk at abt 8.15....becuz they're juz toking abt things........which i'm oredi aware of.....or whatever.... (@__@") Waaaa...the back gate was shoooo dark!!! Hahaha...cool! And i'm walking alone shomemore.......gagaga.....(>_<") Hmm....next week we're gonna have a netball tournament......again........hopefully, we'll be able to win something for Whitley lah.........Sigh...it'z not easy....... Hmm....reached home at abt 9p.m.....ate dinner in 5 minutes!!! Hehehehe....rice was never tastier!!! =P Gobble gobble gobble........ok.........after gobbling......hab to go study again............*cries* bloody hell.............(>___<").......

Blogged @ 9:38 PM

Sigh. Uncle juz called and i asked him abt my granfather. Tomolo the doctor will tell us everything.....whether he needs to carry a bag with him all his life*, or, hopefully, be cured. That dammit cancer cell........go die lah..........(-__-")
Now my gong gong's in hospital. He's feeling weak....
And here i am praying and waiting for a miracle to happen tommorrow!

Blogged @ 11:44 PM

Tomolo there's going to be this talk thing in school at 6.30p.m.....heard that parents are not compulsory but students are >_<" And....WHY IS THERE NO NEWS ABT MY GRANDFATHER YET???

Blogged @ 11:22 AM

Today after school i could'nt go for Nutball becuz i had to finish my homework early and then go to the Tan Tok Seng hospital with my family. We go there to visit my Gong Gong.....poor thing....Today he went there to stay for a night....then tomolo he'll be going thru the operation. He's very positive. Good Gong Gong!!! Hm....the chance of getting cured ish 70%. If u read the last post, u'll know that i didnt go to my granfather's house becuz i had to finish my hw right? Hmm...that night, he told those who were there, his life story. Then afterthat my uncle, who was present there, came to my house and told me the story. It was not expected....his life story.....i didn't know that he'd actually been thru such pain before....his parents died when he was just born. His father died because of a fight, and his mother....well.....gave birth to him then passed away. Anyway, shouldn't type all this out over the computer...shall write it down in my personal diary instead.....;) Hmm....today's visit wasn't so bad.....unlike the other visit, when i visited my father's mother. Gong Gong actually lost abt 20kg......in 2 months!!! He's now 80kg plus......woah.......amaZing. And....well, juz hope that everything will be fine, by tommorrow. I don't want to lose a grandfather......(^__^") He'll be fine!

Blogged @ 10:14 PM

Grandfather's going for operation tommorrow. Hope everything's gonna be fine.....the operation will be successful. Shall set a prayer for him tonight before i go to bed. My mother and siblings have gone to see him just now. I can't go becuz i have loads of homework to do....=( and my father's working. Good luck Gong Gong! Quick, wish him luck too! (U_U) *wishwishwish*

Blogged @ 9:53 PM

Hi diary!!! Today's sch lessons ish as usual......which is....goes to say....boring....(>___<") But after school was fun! Well....not at the beginning though, becuz i'm in Nutball and Art CCA.......and both are having orientations at the same time.....and i didnt want to let either side of my friends or the teachers down (-___-") but....i can only attend one (>___<") What's more....the art and netball stalls are juz opposite eachother (-__-") i feel sho bad. Hope they'll understand!!! And sho...i went for netball training. Today's training was cool! AND, as per normal.....tiring.......Hehehe.....the training ended at abt 6.50-7.00p.m.....LATE!! But my parents are oredi used to me going home late.....hope they don't mind....^__^" Anyway my father's sleeping at home and my mother's at work...they won't know. Today there's oso the sec1 orientation camp. haha....i miss my own 1e2(2004) camp =( ....not really used to being a sec 2 yet =P Don't wanna grow up!! Don't wanna grow up!!! Hmm....then i shaw my last year form teacher....gagaga....shouting away.....using the....wat u call that......loud speaker??? haha....then he stood up on the bench and nagged on.....blablabla....;) Luckily the backgate's still open*cuz of the camp*, or i'll have to walk one whole big, gigantic round to the back of the school to take the bus back home. The sec ones should still be in school...having the campfire night. haha.....singing the song...."as we walk to the left, as we walk to the right, as we walk, as we walk......" gagaga...like what we did last year. Nice x)
Today there's alot of happenings in the bus!! While taking the bus home, *the bus was loaded with lots of human beans >_<"* there's this woman who wanted to get out of her seat so that she can alight the bus. But the man's leg who's sitting at the outer seat was blocking her....so she patted him on his shoulder....he woke up....then looked around, looked at the women, and instead of letting her go, he went back to sleep again! The women didnt know what to do......sho.....i......tapped the man's leg*hopefully not too hard (^__^") * and said "Uncle....dui bu qi.....ta yao chu qu....."(the woman looked at me serveral times) he asked me "where's this place?" in chinese too (-___-")....i shook my head. The women answered him. Then he turned to the woman and motioned her to go. And then he offered me the seat beside him. haha...i prefer standing....sho i smiled and shook my head lor.......i moved to the middle of the long bus. Waaaaa.....sho much empty space here to stand...and the people didnt even move in.....damn it.....nowonder the bus's sho tight at the front!!! After awhile, i heard an old woman shout something in hokkien or cantonese....becuz the careless bus driver did not open the door for her to alight. Woah....she's old....but cool >_<" Hahahaha........then there's this particular man who wanted to take a seat.....but becuz he's "tall", his head hit the railing at the top of the bus!!! hehehe.....hahahahaha........oops =X shouldnt be laughing *looks away* hehe =X sigh....ok....need to go back and do my bloody school homework....dammit.....sho little time, sho much things to do.....tired tired......noooooooooooo........=(

Blogged @ 9:28 PM

Hi diary, today school's nothing unusual. After sch the netballers gathered to practice the skills. I'm sure netball will stay on. Like what ducky said....have confidence. Way da go cap.......=) I like her spirit. I shall learn from her. Netball's a great cca, but it'z too bad the teachers' not able to see that. Not all. hehe....anyway, each have their own different talents and interests. I just hate some teachers who don't have faith in their own school students. They'll not understand. Ok, shall not ramble on......haha.....my dinner's ready! =P yeah...and then do the stupid homework.....=(

Blogged @ 6:48 PM

2nd day of school over! Hmm....today after school lessons, my "stead" and "lao por"....ah...and another "stead*siti*" stayed back in school for an Art club meeting. We discussed quite a number of things. Yea.....can see that this year's gonna be a busy and tiring one! (>___<") Got netball, and art......and my "stead" wants to go for another cca.....air rifle....haha....air rifle....hmm.....sounds interesting :) Well....i'm not sure......she'd want me to go for air rifle too.......air rifle.....air rifle.....i'll think about that. (@___@") /confused/

Blogged @ 6:23 PM

...first day of school......quite boring......teachers talk talk talk........hmm.....a teacher's job is to talk anyway.........sigh. Senior netballerz said that the teachers wanted to give out everything for the new up-coming CCA....basketball.......(-___-") They'll be getting a coach, which, claims that he can help whitley get into the top 3 schools..........or whatever.......can't really remember what my seniors said x( Ok....stop here for now............ciao

Blogged @ 11:17 PM

Tommorrow is school reopening day. Argh!!! Have to start studying again......:'( Oh well.....guess everyone is going to have to do that too. Have gotten ready all my stuff for tommorrow.....i....... think so >____<" well, come to think of it......the feeling is oso quite refreshing....new year, new start. Hehe...first time feeling that way. Hmm.....juz that we all will have to endure those nags that the teachers will be giving us....@_______@""" AND.....my school uniform's turned yellow....but can't get my size......out of stock. Sho....just have to wear the old one back. Ah....there's even a hole!!! *#@$!%&%*^$ ...and someone even said that itz good......cause there's ventilation.....(-___-;;) Hehehe......yeah, quite true ;) Will miss my late night sleep.......late night chatting........hehehe.....last but not least, late night SUPPER*gained 9KG this year!!! HEHEHEHE*..........Guess all good things have to come to an end one day (>___<") Ok.....think i'll stop here. Haha....goodnight, sleep tight, dream of bedbugs tonight! ;)

Blogged @ 8:41 PM

Woke up at 10 plus today.....hehehe.....and got ready to settle out to sentosa!! =P Becuz itz my little cousin, Samuel's birthday, my sister, my brother, and me got to take a ride in the cable car :) Before we left to take the cablecar, we took some "Neoprints" and i pasted the stickers on my piano. The cablecar's so cooL!!! Haha....love it.......so high, so windy. After that we went to eat at harbour front. Then we took the cable car back from where we started. After tat my uncle fetched us to my Father's father home. As usual...they all gave the same comment....that i grew bigger and taller....yeah right.....more like fatter (>___<;;) Gagaga......then around in the evening......went to Samuel's home with my family, grandparents and my another uncle from Switzerland. We ate, and played with the fireworks :) i love fireworks. And then......comes the cake!!! =P Mango cake.......hmmm....actually.....i'd prefer chocolate...or durian....(^__^") but itz not my birthday anyway......@___@" Haha....looking forward to my own....(>__<") Still a long way to go!
Samuel's birthdate: 3rd January 2002 :)

Blogged @ 12:10 AM