drowning

Ever since I had my third child I feel like I can barely keep my head above the water. (Not Literally ;]) I know it's probably because she is still very little and requires a lot of time and attention, so hopefully it just keeps getting easier! I wanted to make "blogging more" one of my New Year's Resolutions, but I obviously didn't do very well in January, so I am starting now! My kid's are growing so dang fast it is sad! Hina is having a hard time in kindergarten, she says that her teacher is constantly yelling at the bad kids in her class and she is not liking it one bit. I hope she starts liking school again cause I hate hearing her cry about going to school. Aiseah still loves his preschool class and is doing better in it. He went through a little phase of pouting when he didn't get his way but it's definitely gotten better. He is obsessed with video games, and I'm trying to limit it but it's very hard. Ezie is an extremely good baby, I just feel like I'm CONSTANTLY feeding her. Very time consuming! I am struggling with losing my pregnancy weight! I wish that I would remember how hard losing the weight is WHILE I'm pregnant, but I never seem to care while prego. Joe and I started to try to eat healthier and go to the gym. We have been doing really good at working out, but let's face it, we LOVE food too much!
I am GOING to continue to work on my 2012 goals which are:
* Lose 25 lbs- and get healthier!
* Spend a little one on one time with each of my kids daily.
* Read to my kids at least 10 minutes a day.
* Read my scriptures.
* Say family and personal prayers daily.
* Be a better wife and do better at putting Joe first!

So there you have it! Wish me luck! As soon as we get our dang computer fixed I am going to put pictures of Ezie's birth up. Since I no longer scrapbook I NEED to be better at blogging!

9/10/11

Sheesh, bout time I update this thing. I recently downloaded the blogger app, so hopefully with having it on my phone I will update more. Hina and Aiseah recently started school and they are both loving it! It feels so strange to have Hina go to kindergarton, she seems far too grown up when I go to pick her up. She is so independent, she won't even let me walk her to the doors anymore, it's sad. Aiseah is still having a little seperation anxiety when I drop him off at preschool, he gets a little upset and says how much he will miss Hina and me but after we leave he gets better. Hina is gong on her 3rd week of school and Seah still cries everytime we drop her off. He just loves her so much! Joe finally got a new job last month, and he loves it! So do I! Its nice to have my routein back, oh yeah and the money is nice too. ;) I am going on 30 weeks pregnant this week, I still feel pretty good, with the exception of a few days. Im starting to get really tired, but that is probably due to the fact that I'm anemic. Hopefully after the prescription kicks in I won't be dying of exhaustion around 2:00 every day! We are all very excited fall is coming, even though it still makes me so sad how early it gets dark these past few days. I definatly love my long summer days! I can't figure out how to add pics from my phone , hopefully I can figure this thigh out..

Update

Is this blogspot template layout crap extremely confusing to anyone else? Perhaps I'm just an idiot when it comes computers. Anyway I will go ahead and update away.. Joe was layed off of his day job in February, He still works Chili's and is looking for a new job. We both took the summer off from school and I'm not going to lie, it is SO NICE to not have to worry about homework, for me and him, since I usually have to do his anyway. :) Mahina just graduated from Preschool this past week and is very excited to start Kindergarton. She is so smart and such a sweet girl, we adore her. She is such a good big sister to Seahers. Aiseah is such a Mama's boy and I couldn't love it more! He LOVES his big sister, they are the best of friends. He loves to eat, and often times he blows our minds with how much he can put down! Seah is at such a fun age and we have so much fun with him. The other big family news is that we are currently expecting our third baby! I am about 14 weeks, due the end of November. We are thrilled, and we can't wait to find out whether we are having another boy or girl. I am just passing the nauseous tired phase, thanks goodness!! It will be diffirent having a fall/winter baby since we have only had summer babes. We are so thrilled!

I'm a big kid now!!

My Baby is so big! He is potty trained! Crazy, no more diaper buying for this Mama, well at least for a while. I'm so proud of my lil' guy. He is the sweetest little thing that ever happened to me. I just can't get enough of him.

Oh yeah, and gosh I love my baby sister!! She is the best!

Burnt Out, and Lovers Holiday

Holy Hannah, I am so above and beyond sick of school. I don't know how some people do it. Giving up sounds so good right about now. I can not wait for this freaking semester to be over with!
This Valentines Joe and I went out to lunch, we do that a lot now that he is laid off and home during the day, and came home watched a couple episodes of 'Dexter' and proceeded to do homework and go to class the rest of the night. Not my ideal Valentines but overall not too shabby.

My Loves:
My Lover boy Joe. He is so good to me.
My big boy Aiseah, such a Mama's boy. I love it!
Reese's peanut butter hearts! Mmm....
The feeling of accomplishment
My hard working Dad, he does so much for our family.
Lunch dates
Good friends

Love Month

Since February is the love month, I have decided to write daily (or weekly) list's of things and people that I love.
-My Mommy, don't think I could live with out her.
-My Hiners, she is so smart and mature for her age. She really is my best friend. She always cracks me up with her silly little jokes and stories.
-My Aunt Deb, Having her around always brightens up my day. My life would be complete if she moved closer! :)
-My new couch, so comfy!
-Strangers that give you a sincere smile.
-Corn nuts, gosh I need to stop!
-Hospital ice. Speaking of, gotta go get some!

gratitude

Spending all my time in hospitals, seeing all the critically sick people makes me realize just how precious life is. I need to be more greatful for all of my blessings. I also need to take better care of my body, after all it is a temple! After nearly losing my mom on Wednesday, I decided I needed to do better. Do better at living life to it's fullest, showing gratitude, and letting everyone know how much I love them. I love my Mom so much, she is my best friend! She needs to get better, she deserves the best!