Still awake right noww but my eyes are super painful already. ): Gonna go sleep after blogging anyway. (: Off day again tmr, my 2nd offday for this week. Got my first pay yesterday and the amount was just right or abit too little for me. 1/2 of my pay is gone in a day alr, i gave it to my dad luh. And i went to Mini Toons with Baoyin today to get smthings because we saw that the store is on 30percent discount. ;X Got a new wallet from there and i'm very happyy okay. Made me regretted gettting that smile panda pouch last month! ):

Mum's birthday this wkend, requested to go off work earlier on Sat so that i can rest because i hate working on Saturdays because we only close at 10pm. Sucks. Didn't celebrate christmas this year because i've used up all my money by then and i didn't have money to spend. ): Went back to work and went out with pigboy for dinner at Pasir Ris in the evening.

Shopping trip next wk with Wenyan. (: SHOPPINGGGGGG IS LOVE but i need more more money. ):

I NEED TO GO SLEEP NOWW or elseeee i'm going to throw tantrums again. ):

I haven't seen boy for a week and i miss him okayyyyy. Stress level reached the highest on Tuesday night, boohooo. Cried like an idiot to sleep that night and i felt slightly better the next morning but still, i couldn't laugh that much in the morning. Mood was not stable, lose of appetite during dinner time but the gummies made me smile. (:

My off day today, first off day for the week. I lost a credit card receipt on Tuesday night and was ultimately unlucky that very day. I need to rest more, 10 to 1030 job is killing me. I dont understand why they refuse to pay us for that extra 2 hours, paying us only for that 8 1/2hrs and making us waste our time for that 2 extra hours. I need to go on a diet, i have to remind myself consistently so that i wont be tempted by those yummy food.

I hope payday comes faster because i'm very very very broke now. ): I need to save money or else i wouldn't have enough money to eat this month. $150 Good progress award can only be collected after 28th, after my payday. Sucker. Money only come in after my pay day, not when i need money. Rahhh. ): Off to do my wordsearch book! ;D

I think i'm a bad daughter because i haven't been spending time with my father these days. My father had been really nice these days, he helped my brother upgrade his phone line, paid his bills and paid for his new phone first and he even asked me if i want to change but i rejected. (: Shall spend my off days with my father next week.

Getting more and more tired each day after work and i would always sleep till 1 or 2pm in the noon whenever it's my off day. 12hrs of sleep makes my head pain. ):

Been putting on weight alsoooooooo lah. Sucks okayy. Burn off the fats! Shall start my dieting plan from next week. It's hard to resist those yummilicious food. ):

Pay will only be in on the 26th but i've a list of things to do when i get my pay. Meeting Wenyan on the 3rd for shopping as well. ;DDD

Today is fifteen again. *SMILESSSS
1509

My 200th post. ;D

Sat and Sunday work was okayy, managed to survive till 2pm on both days without dying.

Monday was the start of my new jobbb. Learnt cashier and i've got alot of things to rmber. Know a few of my colleagues and some of them are niceee. (: Working full shift is tiring okayyy, so i dropped dead on my bed right after i bath every night for the past 3 days. Working place shall not be disclosed. Wait till you find me!

I only have 1 off day this week! So unfair, but i've 3 off days next week! ;DD Andd today is my ONLY off day for this week so of cos i've to go out and not stay at home. Meeting pigboy ltr on for movieee! Pay in yesterday but return some debts and now i'm left with only 60bucks. Wanted to order a top last night but i doubt i'll wear it often so dropped the idea. (: I'm thrifty okayyy, in my dreams.

Was browsing through friendster last night and i found out smthing. It's not about my friends anyway but it's confidential. And nowww, off to meet pigboy!

Work work work. Wednesday work till 2pm and met pigboy in the evening before brother came to fetch me up. Off to Plaza Sing with him, Daiso-ed and then to Bugis for Mos Burger before going home. Slept at 12+am after washing up.

I woke up late for work on Thurs, reached only at 8+am but i told Mike i would start work at 9am instead so i had my food first. But that hotcake syrup spilled on my pants, super unlucky early in the morning. Got changed then work till 1pm. Pigboy came but i left for home soon. 159ed to his place, went to HougangMall. Kfc-ed then went to ask for job anddd i got the job! (: Starting work on Monday. ;DDD It's a full-time job but PT salary. Wth. But as long as there's a job for me then it's ok. Work means more money entering my bank account but less time with pigboy. 15th is a MUST-OFF day for both of us still. (:

Today was suppose to work but i'm god-damn tired after working for so many days so pigboy replaced me. ;X Super nice of him and he's loved. Am going to bath now and help dad dye his hair. Peninsula to get my skinnies in the noon and search for my sneakers for work! (:

We'll stay togther forever, i promise. (:

Hello hello hello hello people!

Yah, i'm super bored and tired right now. Went back to school to collect my testimonial today, wasted my time. Shouldn't have went back to collect it because it is a useless paper to me. I went to Popular@amk today alone in the evening because pigboy couldn't go home on time. 136ed home after window-shopping around and i'm very hungry now! ):

I can't stop myself from thinking too much about certain things. I always cry when i've a feeling that history would repeat again. Hate myself for thinking too much and giving him trouble. ):

I found this on the net just now, pretty true. (:

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
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March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
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April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
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May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
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July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
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August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
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September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass
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October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
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November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
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December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.
If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.God bless the person then!
If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.

If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper. You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique..You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are.

Nothing much to blog about recently. Just work and work every single day. (:

Brother's kitten came last friday and he kept meow-ing non-stop all day long. It's a male ok! Agnes calculated my total pay for just last week and it's enough to keep me survive for a month alr. I still have this week's pay as well! ;DD But i'm gonna get new clothes next month and shop for christmas presents! Ordered a mini dress and am intending to order a HOH inspired tee as well! Shall get my skinnes soon also.

Sent in a few resumes yesterday for admin & sales job. Mike transferred games into my psp today after work so i've got new games to play. Super hooked with my psp these days, been playing it all day long after work and before sleep. ;X It's not a bad thing anyway ok. At least it help to keep me company! ;P Tmr is my off day, like finally. The next off day would be next week i guess. Will be wrking everyday for the rest of the week again. Off to watch S-Pop Hurry(Repeat) nowww!

I can't wait for anniversary because it's the only day we would compromise each other no matter what happen and probably one of the day that i can actually feel that love from him again. (:

18days to 3rd month love ;D

Have been working full 7.5 hours, Sunday and yesterday, today 7hrs so my head hurts now. (: Out with pigboy on Tuesday and the day was nice. ;D I'm running out of money now and i'm lazy to find a job. I need a job but i'm lazy to call up companies to arrange for an interview. Dammit. Mayb next monday or maybe next month i guess. (:

Off to sleep now. Still have work tmrrrr. Sucks. ): Might be staying home again tmr night. Planned to meet pigboy in the nighttt but change of plan anyway because we're meeting on Saturday! ;DD

15 Sept'07

I'm god-damn tired now. I shall go sleep after blogging. (:

Anyway, i went out with my brother yesterday noon. Father drove us to Bugis, Suntec, Peninsula, Suntec again. I had Yami Youghurt yesterday! ;D Father fetched us up, bought Rochor's soya bean then back home. I slept all the way from 7pm till this morning. I'M TIRED OK! ;P

Work this morning was ok. Punched out at 3+pm, home at 5pm. (: Dinner at CompassPt just now and despite the long hours of sleep i had last night, i'm still very very very tired.

I need to go sleep now else i'll feel more and more pissed. Don't piss me off when i'm tired or i'll scream. That's how i react too when i'm stress and that's how i'll react right now.

88ed to Amk with pigboy today, watched Game Plan. Was boring at the starting but nice in the middle and the ending. (: Window-shopped around Amk Hub while waiting for the time to pass. 159ed back to Sengkang after the movie because he had to go off for his class chalet. Bought my dinner back home & he left. ;]

I wan to get that pouch and that shroomy coin bank! Gonna get it next tues after i get my pay. ;D Rahh. Tmr gonna go back school in the morning then i'm going to collect my GV card in the noon alone. Gonna rest at home tmr evening!

Shall go help my brother do smthing then gonna go fetch my father. ;D

I forgot to collect my GV card again. I shall rmber to collect it today after moviee! (:

Anyway, went out with my mum yesterday. Had lunch with my parents then dad drove us over to KK Hospital. Screw the nurse who was so damn bloody rude. Waited for an hr to make payment because the nurse(s) in the UG Department didn't transfer the names over to the payment counter. Wasted an hr of our time because those who went for pregnancy checkup waited only less than 1/2hr. But whatever, my mum went to make her specs at a shop located there then we went to have dessert at the foodcourt, Mango Milk Iceee! ;DD Took the shuttle bus to Novena, walked around then 21ed Tampines then 81ed to Pasir Ris. My butt hurts by the time we reach Pasir Ris because we sat on the bus for nearly 1 and 1/2hrs. My mum went to look for her friends awhile then 53ed to T3 but it wasn't fully open yet so we wasted time travelling there. 27ed back to HougangMall, bought some misc items and lingeries then back home, FINALLY. ;D

I couldn't sleep well last night, woke up once every 1/2 or 1hr till 6+am. Yay! I get to eat smthing i'm craving for ltr. I only know it's rice with stingray and egg but it's yummy ok! Kenny and pigboy brought me to eat the last time and pigboy is bringing me to eat ltr! ;D Off to prepare for the moviee!

Today's 1511 (: 2nd Love. ^^

Went out to meet Wenyan at Kovan today. 81ed to Pasir Ris then 88ed to Bishan J8 to waste time and we didn't manage to find any job in the end anyway. (: 88ed home at 6+pm and was quite pissed off with the indian guys sitting right at the back. I shall not be a racist. ;]

I kept forgetting to check my mail and i just checked it this morning to find out that GV has emailed me 3 times to collect my membership card but i only saw it this morning! F---. I'm going to collect it tmr i think, provided if i can rmber. ;D

Today's my brother's and his gf 3rd yr anniversary and he's in quite a good mood. Treated me to McDonald's this afternoon and Kfc in the night. (; Sometimes he's nice to bullyyyy but i'm nice too so i don't bully him. ;PPP

I'm going to read my storybook now. Maple tmr! Provided that the computer doesn't die on me or have heart attack. ;D

Out with Fiona yesterday to PlazaSing till 2++pm. She went off to meet her brother and his gf so i mrt-ed to HougangMall. Bought the heels' comforter at Bata and my peppermint milk tea before taking 165 down to pigboy's place. (: Went to shop&Save to get milo nuggets then waited for him. He bought Kfc for us! Fries dipped in cheese is love. ;DDDD

Home at 8pm. Played maple awhile then watch 9pm show. I told pigboy i want to start playing maple! ;X I wan to win him in maple but yah, i still have a long long way to go. ): Going out ltr on to meet Wenyan at Kovan. Tmr gonna accompany my mum to the hospital for checkup i think or else i'm gonna stay home. Finallyyyy!

Ohyes. I bought 1/2 of the present for someone alr. (: I need to search the 2/2 part of the present for him/her. Probably after i get my pay next week. Yay! Movie this coming Thursday with pigboy. 1511 ;D

I want to get all this! (: Mickey is love, again. I slept like a log yesterday, from 12+pm to 5+pm then 11+pm all the way till this morning. ;X Skipped lunch yesterday because i was sleeping so i cooked instant noodles when i wake up in the evening. I think i don't have enough cash to survive till next week. ): Shall ask father for money. Romantic Princess is superly nice! Woke up early in the morning today to watch Episode 9! ;DDD And now i'm off to prepare, meeting Fiona ltr on.

Bye-Bye!

Craving for peppermint milk tea! (:

Yesterday work and training was tiring but luckily, we only had an hour of training. ;X Practiced cashier and runner again but again, luckily pigboy was there to accompany me. (: Went back to his place after training then to my place. Slack around at the void deck for awhile then 119ed to Kovan. Waited for Wendy and Cynthia, Lingxiang and the rest came down to wait for Agnes and John as well. Lingxiang and the rest actually wanted to go to ChompChomp for dinner but ended up, they followed us to the hawker for dinner instead. Kim Leng auntie and Molly auntie left first then we went to Kfc to buy food for Meiyun, Eunice and Mike. 82ed home with pigboy after that. (:

Today was hell tired and because there wasn't any sales, Wendy allow me and pigboy punch out. He sent me home after that. I'm going back to sleep right after i blog, my eyes are god-damn-tired. Will be going out with Fiona tmr to get a bag for her boy then probably meet pigboy in the evening. ;D Yay! I want to watch Game Plan and pigboy promised to bring me go watch it after he get his pay.

Oh yes, today is MingRong's birthday! (: Happy Birthday!

And and and, I didn't get to try out Wenyan's cookies in the end yesterday because her first attempt failed i think. But it's okayyyy, 2nd attempt will always be successful! ;DDDDDD So nowwwwww, i'm going to dreamland with shroomy!

I'm super tempted to shop for new clothes. Resisted my temptation the whole day, had a bad bad time trying to hold back. Thank god it's either the atm machines queues are too long or i'm too lazy to withdraw cash. ;X Out with father and brother today to Sim Lim, waited for hours with my father for my brother while he went to settle some stuffs. Luckily i held back my temptations and i didn't withdraw a single cent from my bank account! (: I'm not suppose to touch a single cent anyway, it was my rule to myself but it was tough when i knew i had money in my account and i could've used the money for clothes and worst still, my wallet is empty. I need to start saving up again so that i can get myself new clothes and presents. I think i need to borrow money from my bank for those presents. ):

Anyway, i met Wenyan in the late noon yesterday to fill up the application form. Accompanied her to HougangMall to get her ingredients then i 132ed to pigboy's place. (: CompassPt to takeaway kfc. Home at 8++pm.

Next week gonna be alittle busy in the later part of the week. 1411 would be Mum's checkup, gonna accompany her then 1511 would be a day to shop for presents with pigboy and 1611 would be back to NorthVista day for admission exercise i think. (:

Tmr work then training then to Wenyan's in the evening to take her cookies. Sunday will be work again. >.< I need money money money.

Wildwildwet trip is cancelled. I shall pull boss and the rest to Sentosa for the same motive. ;D

Yesterday wasn't such a good day. We met too early anyway so we were super hell bored in the late noon. Went over to boy's place at 12+pm, took a bus over to HougangMall with him at 1+pm. (: Walked around awhile while waiting for Wenyan, candies & peppermint milk tea is love. ;D Foodcourt to have lunch, shared western with pigboy then to library. Borrowed 2books again, thanks pigboy. Went to Red Man to look for ingredients but couldn't find the stuff Wenyan needed so we went to Fairprice. Stood there chatting away for awhile then left the place. 74ed to Amk, window-shopped Amk Hub for awhile then to arcade to see people play games. Funland to see people play again then to S11 then to Mos Burger because i was craving for corn soup. ;X Off to Funland to play pool, i didn't learn because my teacher wasn't there yet. The rest came by 8pm and i was feeling not so happy alr so yah, didn't learn in the end. S11 for late dinner then sent Wenyan to the interchange before taking 159 back with pigboy. ;D Almost died throughout the journey, teared in the bus alittle. Teared alittle while walking home alsoo but things were abit better after that.

I know i'm in the wrong again but i'm just not happy that you're treating me that way sometimes. But still, he's always the one giving in to me every single time. I guess i've to do smthing in return from now on. (: I hearts pigboy. Thank you for forgiving me time and time again, we'll keep this love go on forever ok? ;D

And to end off, I'm craving for Kfc! I got scolded for eating instant noodles 4 times this week. ;X But still, i would rather save up the money for shopping. ;D I think i'll have kfc todayyyy. Gonna pull pigboy to eat with me!

The tears were only for you, just you.

Finally the O's are over. Super harpi but i'm gonna be so bored at home from today onwards. ): I want to buy new clothes! ;DDDD

This month gonna be a busy mth. (: I've to go prepare to meet Pigboy alrr! His presence always makes me feel secure. ;D I shall go window shopping ltr to make myself feel better. I hearts mushroom! Blog again tonighttt!

Triple yay. Tmr marks the end of O's for me! (: Damn harpi. Noon time will be out with Wenyan to Hougang to buy ingredients for her cookies then evening will be Pool lesson@Amk with Kenny, Lingxiang, Jialing, Pigboy &Wenyan. Back to work this coming wkend onwards at McDonald's, my PT job. Tues would be job-hunting day togther with Wenyan, most probably factory wrk for the meantime.

Mood was super bad yesterday. I don't wan to talk about it anymore.

Please reflect too, don't act like you know me well. I've so many things kept inside my heart and i've a feeling that i'm going to explode soon. But i think it's better to keep things to yourself. Never trust people too much, they may be acting infront of you. (:

Even though i trust pigboy but i don't wish to talk about it. ): I'm sorry.

Double yay. I just checked my Dbs internet banking and McDonald's just paid me $153. I was wondering why would they pay me since i haven't been wrking this month and i realise it's my bonus! (:

Met up with Pigboy yesterday, not going to elaborate bout what happen. Home at 6++pm when my stomach hurts so much. I almost died in the lift because i couldn't stand still. F---. The channelU show airing now is making me pissed off. The stepmother is so bitchy.

Sigh. The exams are killing me, making me think so much. ):

Off to study nowwww.

I think i owe you too much, thank you for the love.

Hello beauties and handsomes! ;D

Physics Paper2 was neither tough nor easy, again. Because i hate science so i don't have comments. ;X Slacked at home in the morning all the way until late noon, i did housework okay! Mop-ed the whole house and did the laundry. 88ed to HougangPt at 4+pm, walked over to Pigboy's place and played with my psp while waiting. I waited till i almost died there. ShengShiong for dinner with all his siblings cept' his younger sister. Bball court to play and i sucked at that. The guy who team-ed up with me was a pro and he said i only need to stand near to the ring and shoot in but i couldn't even shoot. He's a niceeee chap! (: Rested at void deck then to playground then to void deck till 8++pm. 159ed home with Pigboy while Kenny, Jialing and Rickson went to other place. Bought McDonald's home and i used up the money for lunch today so i'm not allowed to spend a single cent today. );

I need to study for my Social Studies ltr on. Spent my day slacking away yesterday and i've got 2chapters from Sec3 book and 4chapts for Sec4 book. Total of 6chapts that i've to complete by Sundayyy! >.<

4more papers to goooo!
;D

And i'm back once again to kill my boredom. Chinese paper1 & 2 today was okay, except that it's neither tough nor easy. No comments about the paper. Instant noodles for lunch today, i'm in a pathetic state again because i've to save up for two outings and my shampoo. And my brother is getting a kitten for dont-know-what-reason. He say he's going to tag team with his kitten and we'll attack each other. Yah, me and my mushroom attack him and his kitten ;D Of cos i'll win lahhh, rightt people? I told my brother to make sure his kitten dont ever try to gets out of his room or else i'll make sure my mushroom attacks. ;X Ok fine. I'm not a meanie who abuses pets so don't worry. I'll just do my own usual thing and hang out all day long so that i wont be left alone with a pet since O'levels are ending soon. (: Freeedom loh!

I'm hungry now and i'm suppose to study for my Physics although i think i'm hopeless in Science but whatever. Pigboy got work later on so we decided to stay home today, partly because i've to save money. I've to remind myself consistently not to spend any money.

Yayness. ;D Next Wed is the day! And let me say smthinggg, it's Wednesday today alrrr! Another weeek to happiness and laughter and fun! But i've put on weight again this month. I need to start exercising to build up my stamina and strength and of cos, shed off the extra fats. Off for tv! (:

The weekends was hell for me. I've never been so unlucky in my life ever lah. Smthings happen but i dont want to talk about it anymore. (: Just let it be since things alr turn out this way and pigboy knows what happen again. ;D And i fell down on Sunday night, it's damn f-ing pain and my brother laughed at me! Serve me right for laughing at him everyday.

English paper yesterday was okay, Maths paper was hell for me. I didn't know how to do like 80% of the paper because i didn't study for my Maths yesterday. But i manage to study alittle for my Maths paper 2 in the night. (: Maths paper 2 wasn't so tough like paper1 though, thankfully. Bought takeaway from Kfc after my paper today and headed home. Will be going down to HougangPt to study Cheena/Chinese. And i had a tiff with pigboy again last night but things were fine after that again. ;X

Nov 7 is comingggg! ;D
My brother(s) laughed at me when they saw my motivative words i wrote on my confirmation slip, i pasted the paper up by the window and wrote words there and this shall not be disclosed to prevent further humiliation. ;x My second brother move back alr! Yay.

And this uncle's singing is straining my ear. Uncles indeed, tsk. I shall just switch off the tv.

I need to go prepare alr!
The friendship ended with a dot since then. (:

Chemistry paper and Geography off the list. (: Chemistry paper was undescrible for me, Geography paper ain't that bad. Just pray hard.

Met up with pigboy almost everyday this week except on Wednesday that is the day when i had to mug hard for my Geography paper and he worked full shift that day. (:

Studies was so far so good, Maths paper is coming on Monday and Tuesday. Gonna get Waiyang and Zhixun's help for Maths tmr i guess. (: Suppose to go for group study togther with them today but my mum told me that we've to go over to my cousin's baby full month this morning so i'm just gonna work on the 5YS on my own then ask the guys questions tmr. Tell me i'm hardworking. ;D Apart from all the stress that i'm facing this whole weeek because of the O's, my father and brother motivated me alittle because they knew that i was so god damn stress on Tuesday because my Chemistry was on the next day and all along, my Science was F9. They told me to just do my best for the O's and no matter what the results are like, they know that i've alr tried my best. And because i slept at 430am everyday and wakes up after a few hours of sleep, my mood this whole week isn't that good.

My brother called me Bomberwoman because i kept playing Bomberman these days whenever i'm stress or tired and i'm getting more and more pro. ;D Chatted with Renyong boss the other day as well. Caught up with each other through Msn and i guess i neglected most of my friends this few months. (; After O's i promisee!

I wan to go Sentosa for tanning, Wildwildwet trip with the girls is confirmed! Shopping trip with the girls as well after getting our first pay. (:

I realise i've wasted like 5mins of my time blogging. ;X Time is super duper precious to me nowwww. (: I'm off!

Dropped dead on my bed last night after drinking wine. Yah, my brother and his gf brought back from dont-know-where and i tried it. (: Super addictive. I was suppose to have one sip only but end up drinking up the whole glass. Slept all the way till today 11+am. It's been long since i slept so long but feeling giddy though.

Ohyah, chatted with Cynthia yesterday. ;D Bout jobs, bout him and etc.

My brain is feeling giddy still. Off to study yoh! ;D

Thursday was my Combine Science Practical Paper. It just sucks because i'm sure that i'll not do well for it. But yah, whatever. BurgerKing for lunch after the paper with the girls then home. (: Met pigboy at 6+pm, 159ed to HougangPt at 8+pm while he went home. Ordered my dad's birthday cake then 88ed to his temple there to look for him then lrt-ed home.

Friday woke up at 9+am. (; Skipped Physics extra lesson and met pigboy at 12+pm over at his place. 74ed to HougangMall, lunch at LJS then slack around. Home at 5pm because he got work. >.< Wasted the rest of the time in the evening with dad and brother. Sucks.

Today down to IMM with Wenyan at 9+am. Lunch at LJS again then 105ed back to Tpy at 2+pm. Wasted time then 88ed to HougangPt, collect cake & buy some things then home. (: Yahhh. And to make me feel guilty, i haven't been studying yesterday and today. I think i should die because Chemistry paper is just next Wed and Geography P2 is just next Thurs. So i've to complete my Chemistry revision by tonight so that i can study Geography for the next two days and i've 20plus chapters for Geography. Motivate me please.

Today is Dad's birthday. I'm a filial daughter because i got a durian cake for him because whole family loves durians. (: I need to go buy snacks for tonight's mugging session. Burn midnight oil tonight no matter how tired i am.

Pigboy says that i've panda eyes. Sucks. I thought i don't have it because i sleep early every single day without studying and i don't feel guilty for not studying hard at all. ;X I shall start mugging from today onwards so that i do not regret in the future. But yah, one step at a time for me please. (:

And i got so many paragraphs for this post because i like it. ;D Off to Econ noww then study time! Loveeee shroomy!

I forgot to blog about smthing that day.

I bumped into Gangyi on Friday when i was at the bus stop waiting for my bus. It's been like years since i last met him ok. And and and, on Saturday, Wenyan went 'woohhhh' and 'ohhh' when it began drizzling. The scene was super funny because the other people went 'woohhh' and 'ohhh' as well. ;X

Had a tiff with pigboy on Monday again. Meet him up in the late afternoon because of the rain but end up alittle unhappiness because of what he say. Home at 7+pm after having my dinner. Bad bad bad quarrel with him again after that but things soon turn okay after that.

Went back to school yesterday for Physics but Wenyan and me end up walking out of the school for breakfast without attending the lesson ;D 82ed to Serangoon Interchange and had McDonald's for brkfast then 82ed home. Later part of the day was spent with pigboy and we didn't quarrel at all. ;P He's starting work today alr! >.< He's gonna chiong this whole month which means less time to meet up! Rahhh. But it's okay, i neglected my studies this whole week. I need to have the motivation back real soon because my Chemistry paper is this coming Monday and my practical paper is just tmr. F---. And nowww, i shall pull my brother and his gf for brkfast. (:

I overspent my money for the past few days. F---. Dad's birthday coming 2 days ltr. I need to get him smthing but not much money left! Dammit. Back to 'Save $ Days'! ;DDDDD

Fri went out to study alone at 1+pm at secret place, back home at 3pm. Brother gf came, stayed home till 5pm. Bathed then 88ed down to HougangPt to meet Kenny & Lingxiang. 159ed down to Amk, pigboy met us on the bus. Caught Resident Evil, had late dinner at 8+pm then Funland for pool. Of cos i sat there looking around, almost fell asleep. ;X I left first at 11pm, 7-11 to top up my ezlink card then the guys came. 159ed home alone and reached home at 12+am. Accompanied dad and brother's gf to Kovan for supper then home. (:


Sat stayed home in the morning, out to HougangPt to meet Wenyan at 1pm. Ate at McDonald's, studied at McDonald's because of the rain. Left at 3pm for Junction8. Went to look for her flats but she didn't like it so we went around to search for my dress. Mrt-ed to Amk to continue the search then 136ed home after buying the bag for the her mum. (: Was dead tired and hungry. Comp awhile, brother drove his gf and me to her place, was feeling super irritated and tired. Back home at 8+pm after fetching my dad.


Sun went to work in the morning from 8am to 1+pm. 161ed home, was feeling super hungry but i didn't had time to eat. >.< Sort of have a tiff with pigboy the whole day. Bad bad bad. Only had my brkfast+lunch at 5+pm then wedding dinner. Ate a little only because i wasn't feeling so hungry. ;D Home at 11+pm.

I need to go study noww. ;D Bye-bye people.
Feeling super hungry now, again. Shittt.

I only have 40mins to do everything, blog, bath and dressup. Yah, yesterday i was really so depressed when with pigboy. Poor him again. ;X I cried alittle because i couldn't stand what i saw earlier in the morning. Sucks. It's all the past anyway and pigboy managed to make me smile again. (:

We went home around 6pm, he had to rush home and so he dumped me when he saw 159. Sucker. I waited for my dad to pick me up and went for dinner at Pasir Ris then home.

I'm being forced to attend my cousin's wedding this coming Sunday. I dont have any nice clothings to wear, i'm broke. I shall go console myself if i dont have any choice and persuade my parents with 1001 reasons to let me off. ;X

Today is baking day with Wenyan! (: Hope our dark chocolate cupcakes will turn out edible. Tonight's steamboat plan on and off. But i've got no money to go for steamboat. Sucks. ):

B-Y-E BYE.

Hello hello hello.

Yesterday was a GOOD day! (: Hearts 5n2 many because they're forever bringing laughter to the class. 1/2 of the class didnt turn up for sch yesterday but i'm a good girl so i went. ;P Dad fetch me to Tpy to collect my brother's cheque, down to Aljunied to settle smthing and i dropped by Alena's place to pass her worksheets before heading home. Bathed, slack awhile then dad drop me off at Hougang. 72ed to HougangPt, waited for pigboy. Went over to Wenyan's place, pass her worksheets, talked for awhile then CompassPt for dinner. ;D

Yay. I've improved again! (: MYE L1R4 was 29points, Prelim's L1R4 25points! I'M SO GONNA IMPROVEEEEE MORE. Ltr going over to CompassPt's library to study with Alena and Waiyang. SEEE, i'm pulling red string. ;X Waiyang should thank me yah? I'm gonna be a lightbulb, blinking so brightly. ): I shall go complete my Maths homework now. Maths and Science is killing me.

Alena admitted that Ah Bao is her's so no one can snatch him away from her ok. RIGHT ALENA? ;D Wenyan also admitted that Mph is her's and i admitted that Pigboy is mineeee! ;P

Hgtr is MINE.

Wooh. I'm a good girl. I completed 2 homework alrrrr! (: Gonna do my Physics Paper2 and English situational writing tmr. Time running outttt!

1more month to my freedom! WELCOME FREEDOM HAPPILY ON 7TH NOVEMBER AFTERNOON! ;DDD

I'm gonna hang on no matter what. Last lap, like what our teachers say today. (: And because i've all my teachers' & friends' support, i shall perservere!

BYE PEOPLE. *GRINS. HUGGGSSS!

Got back my results alr but overall results will be posted out on 3rd Oct outside the general office. Screw it. Yah, i didn't score well for my prelim. Way too badly. I got F9 for my Emaths and Combine Science and i'm not going to talk about the other subjects. I didn't do well for the rest either anyway. I swear to mug hard from today onwards that's why i'm restraining myself from stepping out of the house if possible.

3 more weeks and thats it. O's coming very soon. Probably not meeting up with friends for the next 3 weeks except for classmates. (: Don't blame me peopleeee! Give me the remaining 3 weeks to study hard for my O's! Wenyan and me have decided to work somewhere after the O's. ;D I'm gonna work two jobs i guess.

Ohyes. Alena and me have started a battle. We've to post a 350word entry but we just couldn't find the time to do so. ;X We will be back to compete one another very soon! Wait and seeeeee ok.

I need to go study now. WELCOME ME BACK 1MTH LATER YAHH! ;DDDD

As usual,
Pigboy is my loveee. ;D

Yay. Papers finally over but school resumes tmr. Sucks. Money running out soon. God, please drop some blue notes into my bag and i'll be a good girl, i promise. (:

Papers end super early for the past few days, afternoons was spent with pig boy on Monday and Tues. Yesterday had afternoon nap then out to Sun Plaza in the evening with my brother's gf and dad. Studied at kfc with brother's gf while waiting for brother till 7+pm. Window shopped around, bought dinner for brother and dad came down to find us. Fetch brother then home.

Tmr fri = slacking day in school. ;D Gonna take back some of our results tmrrr! Prayy hard.

I've Mcdonald's and Kfc coupons and it's tempting me like hell. I'm gonna eat little these days, i've been putting on weightttt! F.

I wanna buy flats, tops, printed tees & more shorts! Gonna start saving up again.

Yah, i think i'm going crazy again. Suck. Nothing to talk about today. Mood was ultra good yesterday and today morning but turn bad again now, maybe because of pms. Double sucks. Makes me think alot again.

I think i want to give up, but i just can't. Triple sucks. If i want to, it's because of her. If i dont want to, it's because of you. F. I hate pms hell lots.

Shopping makes me happy. Give me moolahs to shop for new clothes please. Give me moolahs and i'll call you daddy.

Sorry pigboy. My fault again today for making us quarrel. It's always because of the same reason. Now i know that reassurance doesn't help calm me down because promises are meant to be broken and it's your heart. Nobody know what you're thinking deep down. Whether you still have feelings for her anot, you can choose to lie or be honest about it.


Stomach cramp. Fuck.

Happy Birthday to Ivan and myself on 14th Sept! ;D
Happy Birthday to Jeffrey today on 15th Sept!


Yesterday was really a good day. (: Went for Maths Paper2 exam yesterday morning, it was hell bloody tough. Head home after school. Fiona called me up so we called the rest up. Prepared, meet the couple over at Compasspt at 1pm. 86ed to Amk, meet the guys up then bought tickets for The Invasion then went for lunch at foodcourt. ;D Movie sucks. Boring in the starting, Scary at the later part and not-so-bad ending. I almost wanted to leave the threatre when all the gross scenes came out. Way too disgusting. I was clinging onto somebody because i didn't dare to see. Slack outside arcade awhile, slack outside Subway awhile, went to buy curry puffs then 159ed back to Sengkang. Kenny left, Couple left and i went to meet my family for dinner at Pizza Hut. Pig boy waited for me but he went back to get the present. (: Dad and brother drove me down to HougangPt. Walked over to Pig boy's block, and the very smart me went to search for the Shop&Save myself before going back to meet his sister and him. His neighbourhood is way too scary, i think i've to get someone to walk with me in the night if i've to go over there. ;X Meet his sister and him, 159ed to Amk. They played pool so i sat there. Too tired alrrrr! S11 for supper and drinks, they accompanied me to wait for my brother and his gf den separated. (:

Thanks to Roy, Shumei, Renyong boss, Ivan, Alena, Kenny, Wenyan, JinWei, FengWei, Nita, Fiona, Pigboy, Eugene, Saoyi, Mei Yun, Cynthia, JiaLing, Mei Qi, Bernard, Waiyang, Cousin Jie Xiang, Cousin Jie Lu and Cousin Leng Noi for the birthday wishes.

Thanks to Alena, Wenyan & Roy for that beautiful bag i wanted all along! ;D
Thanks to Fiona and Saoyi for the anklet.
Thanks to Pig boy for the biggggggg mushroom head i wanted. ;D
Thanks to family for the dinner treat at Pizza Hut and that 2cakes!

Birthday getting better every year. Brother promised a chalet for 18th birthday! (: I'm gonna fork out a little as well, i guess for the food and the misc. So i'm gonna save up next yr!

NUMBER 1
Who knows the real you?
My family.

Last time you smiled?
This morning? ;D

If you could kiss anyone who would it
be?
If only i dare to.

What song are you listening to?
Joy's blog song

Who does it remind you of?
No idea. Just the past.

Last movie you watched?
Um, 881. Anyone want to date me out?

Which of your friends lives closest to
you?
Jia Hong i guess. (:

What CD is in your stereo?
I listen to radio &mp3.

Do you have a job?
Yes.

What did you do yesterday?
Slack around, Study Maths with pigboy.

Do you wear contacts or glasses?
Specs

Last person you ditched class with?
None

What's your Dad's middle Name?
Ting

Do you trust your friends?
Only a few.

Who was the last person to txt U?
Pig boy.

Would you move to another place?
Yup.

Next vacation you're going to?
No idea. I wanna go on a vacation so badly.

Do you play any instruments?
Yah, i used to play recorder. You know the long instrument our teachers taught us in pri sch? ;P

Do you believe that everything happens
for a reason?
Yah.

Do you want anything?
Look through my wishlist.

Did you ever go to Prom?
No.

Last time you went to the mall?
Hmm. Yesterday.

Who last called you?
That was yesterday, my brother.

What was the last thing you ate?
Homemade noodles. (:

Which of your friends would make the
best roommate?
Those close to me?

Would you stop talking to your ex?
No. For what reason?

Do people ever spell your name wrong?
No. ;DD Cos my name is nice.

What's the last compliment you
received?
I'm irritating! (:

Are you watching tv?
No.

What do you find most attractive about
the opposite sex?
Character. Must not be like any other normal guys out there. ;X

NUMBER2:
1. Do you burp in front of guys?
No.

2. Do you straighten your hair?
No.

3. Whats your favorite girl magazine?
Seventeen & Cleo.

4. Did you ever spend all day/night
getting pretty for a guy?
No. Crazy.

5. Did you ever cry during a romantic
movie?
Yah.

6. Would you leave the house without
makeup on?
Yah.

7. Do you consider making
out "unladylike"?
Depends

8.On the scale of 1-10 how fun is
shopping?
9.5 because i dont have alot money everytime.

9. Do you think lipgloss is the best?
No

10. Do you freak out if you miss your
favourite show?
Sometimes. ;x

11. How long does it take you to get
ready in the morning?
40mins

12. Do you like soccer boys?
Um, not so bad. But i prefer bball boys. (:

13. Is pink the best color in the world?
No!

14. Have you ever dressed unlike
yourself to impress a guy?
NO NO NO.

15. Do you often wish there was
something you could change about
yourself ?
Yah. I want to be smarter!

16. Do you dress up too much for
holidays?
No. ;x

17. Do you like to wear dresses?
I didnt wear a skirt/dress since last year except for special occasions. ;X

18. Do you write a lot of mushy love
poems?
No but i love to read.

19. On a scale 1-10 how much do guys
confuse you?
10

20. In the past 24 hours have you hung
out with a guy?
Yah

21. Are shoes your weakness?
Quite

22. Is chocolate your best friend?
No

23. Do you like to paint your nails?
I dont paint my nails.

25. on a scale of 1-10 how many times
do you look in the mirror a day?
7

26. Are your nails long and pretty?
No ):

27. How often do wear high heeels?
I dont wear

28. Would you rather go to a sports
event or go shopping?
Shopping!

29. Would you rather go to a rock
concert or prepare yourself for a
party?
Hmm. Depends.

30. Would you rather listen to music
or dance to music?
Listen to music

Was busy mugging for my Geography paper2 yesterday. It was hell. I only start touching my books and notes at 4+pm and mum asked me along to Grandma's place so i went along with my notes all in my bag. ;D That shows how hardworking i am. Yah and theres this sucker moronic guy sitting infront of me on the bus 88 who kept blocking my view when i tried to watch My Sassy Neighbour. My head move left, his head move left, my head move right, his big head move right too. Ass. But i'm a nice girl so i shouldn't be angry over someone who doesn't deserve it. ;D Looking on the positive side, he was only helping me because i should be studying and not watching the Mobiletv on bus. (:

I just went to Joy's blog, her blog song damn touching. I remember i love that song hell lots in the past when i watched Mvp Qing Ren, the drama serial with Zhang Shao Han and 5566 and some other people. She always love the same songs as me, sad and touching songs. Wayy too touching that i always cry when i listen to those songs. (: Yah, and i just teared again. Not because of the songs but because someone broke his promise. Disappointed thats all. I shouldn't be affected by this anyway, he can choose what he want to do and that day happens to be his sister's bday so all i can do is keep my bloody mouth shut and dream. ;D But yah, i've decided to go to that place at night instead. ECP HERE I COMEEE! Gonna be so shiok to go in the night, alone. I'm afraid of huntu{s}, especially places like ECP. Better pray hardly before i board the bus if not i think i wont be able to make it back home safely.

I wan to get that bag so so so much. Yah, i say this again because i'm hinting everyone. ;D I've difficulty saving up these days because it's the exam period and i keep heading out to study instead of staying at home.

Yay. 2nd brother is coming back this Friday! Loves. ;D You peope wouldn't know how many days i've not seen him.

I tried so much to be stronger, but i fail all the time because the tears would just fall every now and then because of you. Now that i feel so tired after all the crying, i'm losing confidence and hope in this love. Prove to me that my tears are worth it.

I saw that bag again, the one that i want so so so much! But it cost quite expensive for a small bag though. Shall save up to get the bag anyway. ;D

Yesterday 88ed over to HougangPt but dad called up when i was on my way and he ask me to go to the temple and pray to my grandparents. So i alighted and went to pray. Waited for my brother to come over, he prayed then my dad stayed there while my brother drove me home. (: Slack till 2+pm, 161ed to ave8, bought my late lunch at HougangPt then 161ed home. Stayed home for the rest of the day till 8+pm, walked over to Rivervale Mall to buy my late dinner, saw Kian Ray then went home. Watched tv, slack till 9+pm, dad came back. Accompanied him to Rivervale Mall McDonald's for his late dinner. I realise the group of guys i saw at Rivervale Mall last night was Ivan and co. Didn't know it was them because i didn't look at them lah. ;D Slept at 10++pm.

Didn't touch my Chemistry book yesterday at all. Sort of quarrel with pig boy last night because of maple again. Sucks. Yah, i reallyy hate maplestory so much. If only i can attack Maplestory and make them dieee! ;X Den he can't play maplestory anymoreeee but he still has alot of games to play. Gamer freak. >.< Pro in everything but noob with -----. But everything is ok by 1030pm. Fast righttt, within 45mins.

Yay. I told my dad i will/might be home late on Friday. (: I'll see how it goes! I'm going out later to study Geography. I need to focus alot on Geography so i shan't stay at home and get distracted by computer and tv. (: Stay focused!

<3 pig boy*

Yesterday was a great day. (: Bought one more black shorts and met my pig boy and the rest later on in the night. ;DDD

Morning down to Tampines with my dad, he had to settle his CPF stuffs. He drove me over to HougangMall at 11+am, waited for Wenyan and we had LJS for lunch. Walked over to HougangPt nearby void deck, studied for awhile and i needed the toilet so we walked over to HougangPt then to the void deck again. Studied till 3++pm, 159ed down to Amk. Walk around Amk Hub and outside then down to Tpy to buy my shorts. Down to Serangoon then back to Amk to find pig boy and the rest. (: We walk over to Banquet, the girls didn't want to eat there so we walked to Jubilee Mos Burger but it was crowded so 132ed to HougangMall. They wanted to have LJS for dinner, then Pepper Lunch and finally, Kfc. ;D By the time i was alr like half dead and way too hungry that i didn't have much appetite to eat anymore. 89ed home with pig boy, he alighted half way at CompassPt to take bus home.

Woooh. Thanks to Wenyan and Alena who wanted to ask me out on Friday after school but yah, i need to go someplace so we'll see how it goes. (: But thanks to them first, i dont mind not having any celebrations because as long as they rmber, that will do! If only there's no school on Friday. And i'm not working today because i almost got grounded, pig boy knows why lah so i better be a good girl and stay at home today. Anyway, i've hell lots of topics not covered yet and tmr is my Chemistry paper.

Father told mother that they dont have to celebrate my day. Yah, they thought i will force them to celebrate but i just answered them, i dont need it. My 3wishes! Pray that it'll come true someday. I'm gonna wish and pray with all my heart on Friday because i believe wishes made on the day will come true someday. (:

Nothing much to talk about today. Sucky day although i met pig boy but the later part of the day spent with him was great lah. (: Thanks to Kenny wawa & Cynthia again.

Sighhhh.

Off to school early in the morning. Wanted to pull my dad to bring me go for brkfast before going school since it was still early but yah, mission fail but just nice, Wenyan sms-ed me and told me she's in school alr! So i went to school and Physics Crt start. Lasted for 2hrs till 11am because the band has to use the classroom, our almighty saviour. (: Rivervale Plaza for brkfast-cum-lunch togther with Alena. 5N2 guys came as well. Home at 12pm. Played with my brother awhile till 1pm, bathed-changed, 82ed down to Wenyan's bus stop then 80ed to Bugis then blahblahblah. Home at 9pm. (:

He ignored me the whole day yesterday because of his maple so i went to sleep early but woke up at 2+am for god-knows-what reason. Sucks. Went back to sleep soon after. Woke up at 6+am this morning and yah, i didn't bother to msg him because i bet he'll still be mapling today. Expected lah. I shall be understanding and not disturb him whenever he never reply me because he'll definitely be mapling every single day. I need to find something to entertain myself.

Ohyah, Xiao Hoon is going to dump me. ): Damn upset about it. He told his mother that he wants to break off with me!

Alena, I'm speaking the truth lahhh! I know you people will believe me because i'm honest. Wan to know what HGTR means again? Scroll down and OPEN YOUR EYES to search for the right answer. Alena will give you a kiss if you believe me. (: Great reward right? Or if you're a girl, fret not, we got Mph the charming guy to reward you with fabulous kisses that you've never experience before. ;D

I need to talk, seriously. Mrs Singh loves to say 'seriously' thats why 5n2 is learning from her. (:
You love your games more than me.

2nd/3rd post for the day! I blog too much recently. And my family say i'm having exam fever nowadays because i kept communicating in a weird way and i keep making myself laugh, talk to myself etc. And my brother say he find it hard to communicate with me! >.< I'm perfectly normal but yah, bored you see. Finally tmr is the day! WEEEE. ;D Pig boy is chiong-ing his maple again. I feel extra because i don't play maple but she plays. Yah, she. Yes yes yes, Cynthia remind me every now and then to trust him and believe him because she believes him. So i should because he's my pig boy.

Thurs and Friday i'm gonna be a happy happy girl because shopping trip tmr and friday gonna meet my pig boyyyyyy. I know i keep repeating but i'm bored at home so what to do?!

Today stayed home till late nooon, dad came back and we went to HougangAve8 to buy smthing then down to Amk to fetch my brother then to Rivervale Plaza for food then home. Thats alllllllll.

Dammit. I'm missing him way too much.
Off to study for Chemistry. Time is running out.

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine,"
after a few
minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most
beautiful thing
in
the
world

When you're laying your head
on a guy's
chest
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves
you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live
without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you
could have
ever
missed
him or anything else

Girl facts:

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running
through her
mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with
eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you
will be
around.

When a girl answers, "I'm
fine," after a few
seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be
hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your
attention.

When a girl wants to see you
everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love
you forever,"
she means it.

When a girl says that she
can't live without
you,
she has made up her mind that
you are
her
future.

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss
you more
than that

;D i found this from Friendster Bullentin again. The boring girl is back with this quiz.

You know when your birthday is, but
how old should you really be getting
married? (just put an x next to the
things that apply to you)


[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a
calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a
car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to
say than my friends.
Total: 4

[x] I show up for school/college/work
every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely
trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday
at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[ ] I've watched talk shows.
[ ] I know what 'credibility' means
without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a
week.
Total: 3

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another
language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do
something I do it.
[ ] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without
being stupid.{They always laugh at my stupid actions}
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 5

[x] I can spell 'experience' without
looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by
name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is take
out.
[ ] I have gained weight since
middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake
up is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without
getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the
first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 4

[ ] I have realized that the weather
forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place
of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will
take you seriously unless you are over
the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[x] All(mostly) my friends are older
than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all
night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[x] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a
while.
[x] I can read a book and actually
finish it.
Total: 5

YAY. My marriage age is 21 so i can marry by 24! ;DD I MUST GET MARRIED BY 24.

I am still very very very jealous. He's making me jealous everyday! I think i've to stop visiting her blog, she's not related to me at all so he should be the one visiting her blog. Not meeeee! Or else i'm gonna die earlier than anybody else.

I keep talking to myself these few days, feels good because i get to talk to my babies and there would be no response. ;D I want to go out shopping so so so much. I feel happy when i spend my money on apparels, i wanna get tees for him as well. And did i tell you people i found this top at Tampines? But it's GREENY in colour but i didn't get to check out the price because my very-irritating father pulled me away. He's getting more and more irritating these days, early in the morning 7+am come into my room and irritates me so i always feel so pekchek in the morning. And yah, it's this top that i saw ...

I've been aiming for this top since last week. ;X And there's smthing i want to confess, that is i've put on weight! What the f ok. Ate alot last week so i'm gonna eat very very little for the next few days. Dont dont dont tempt me with food, i need to stop all the junkfood. (: And i'm working this coming Sunday to help Wendy out, say i'm nice again. 10am to 3pm i think. This gonna kill me alot even though it's short hours because i haven't been working for quite some time and i think i'll die after an hr especially when Laytin is around but since she got a CL i guess she'll let me off? (: I think i should come up with a plan to disturb her on Sunday, she's nice to laugh at. Please, no no no crowd-in on Sunday. Please don't let me die so soon. And i've got chemistry paper on Monday, poorthing yah.

Ok, i'm starting to talk to myself on blogger again. I shall go watch some clips on crunchyroll. Oh yes, Alena found out whos Hgtr alr. Clever girl uhh. ;X And if you people want to know, Hgtr = Hong Gan Teacher. Get it? I'm not being vulgur here but yah, someone keep teaching me vuglurities so i learn just like that.

And i found all this from Topshop.com ...

I know this is on sale alr but i need moolahs and i realise everyone is wearing this on street these days. Maybe i'll wait. (:

Back home after another tiring day out. (: Alena came over to my place to print something then dad came back to fetch my brother and me up while Alena went home. Down to Tpy, had lunch then to brother's office for study session then dad went somewhere else. Studied till 6pm, dad came over to fetch me then Bedok then Tampines then Yishun blahblahblah. All those craps im not gonna say much. ;D

Thurs after school gonna be shopping day and Friday gonna meet my pig, finally again! ((((:
I found her blog by chance, i saw her photo by chance and i think i should admit defeat but but but he kept reassuring me that he doesn't like her anymore and Cynthia told me to trust him because she can see that what he's saying is true. I dont know how she see that but i shall just try to stop myself from thinking too much. ;D

And you pig, dont you dare to lie to me if not my babies will do smthing to you! ;X Dont cheat my feelings and dont two-time ok!

Say hello to a new cut on my feet, it's causing me so much pain when i'm walking. Poor thing rightt? Sayang my feeet when you guys see me. (: I shall go to sleep now and dream of XiaoHoon and my pig boy. ;D Am i greedy? No i'm not! They're different people so it's ok yah. ^^

I edited the recent post and deleted the previous post. (: I've finally think through and thanks to Cynthia again. I always feel so comfortable telling her how i feel and the problems i face. Loveeeyou Cynthia!

I shouldn't think too much so i've decided to share my small little heart with everyone and divide my love! (: Say i'm nice, let's share my lovee alright! And i recently found a new bf who loves me alot and he's Xiao Hoon! His mother is my idol and although our age gap is like 15years but we both love each other hell lots. Don't believe? Ask his mother. ;X He's my loveee. We're going paktor today ltr on so dont be a lightbulb, understand people?

Yay yay yay! Everything is settled alr i guess. Hgtr and his 'mai lame la' and 'lame la' is making me lovee. (:

Next Friday coming. I feel so excited that it's coming because i've got a place in mind to go. (: Gonna go there after my Maths paper, probably going home to change first. No to celebrations, No to presents. Just dont make my mood bad and i'll be thankful. *GRINS

Pink tulips, Red roses

Yesterday noon dad came back and brought us down to Tamp for lunch but i wasn't hungry so skipped the meal. (: Head home after that and slack around till 6+pm. Drove down to Amk Jubilee with brother and met his gf and her family. Movie 881 was ok but alittle boring for me because i couldn't understand hokkien and they kept singing hokkien songs. It was quite funny & touching though. ;D Bought supper back to his gf place after the movie and had my late dinner. Home at 11++pm after buying supper back at HougangPt for my dad. (:

Today down to Tpy for lunch, 159ed back to Sengkang alone. Met the girls and the guys, studied at the library while waiting for Feng Wei then walked over to void deck and we spent a long time walking around. Settled down at Varnice nearby, studied for awhile till 6+pm and i left. Brother and dad came over to fetch me up, down to Courts to check some prices out then dinner at Box Bistro before going home. (:


But still, i promise to believe him and i should. (: He's just too sweet to make me love him more.

Yesterday study session was ok, studied Chemistry and went to foodcourt for late lunch at 4pm because i was not feeling well alr. Wenyan played with my psp for awhile then we walked slowly to the bus stop. Was telling her some of my boring stories along the way. Board the bus at 5++pm, head home. Msn chat with Kenny wawa & Hgtr for awhile. Went out with my brother, wanted to cab down to Bugis but changed to Orchard and we were stuck in the expressway because of the heavy jam so the uncle dropped us down at Bishan instead and we mrt-ed over to Somerset. (: Cine for food at BurgerKing, Walk around, window shopped, walked to Plaza Sing then to Bugis. Saw some tops that i want to gettt and i saw some guys' top damn nice. So unfair, guys' tops have alot of designs but girls' ones are just almost the same for every top. ): Walked over to Rochor Beancurd there, took away the beancurd then dad came to fetch us up. Chinatown for food because dad was hungry, back home. Bathed, wash up then dreamland! ;D

I'm hungry right now and i'm craving for McDonald's brkfast! >.<
I love him (((:

And because i'm damn f-ing bored at home so i decided to do all these quizes found from Friendster.

First Quiz:
How old will you be in 3 years?
20

Do you think you'll be married by then?
Guess not, probably by 25. (:

What do you look forward to most in the
next 2 months?
Totally nothing, O's is starting.

Who was the last person you talked to?
My dad, to take money from him. ;DD

what do you think about the
person that took this survey before
you?
Sockling

Who was the last person to text you?
My Hgtr Pig.

What were you doing at midnight last
night?
Asleep

Parents separated/divorced/married?
Married

Last time you saw your
dad?
20mins ago.

What happened at 11:00 a.m. today?
Um, it's only 0929am now.

What is your fav color?
Black, limegreen, orange, white

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare
feet?
Barefoot.

Are you a social person?
To some people ONLY. (: Depends.

What was the last thing you drank?
Strawberry milk which i drank last night.

Favorite ice cream?
Moo's Ice cream!

What is your favorite dessert?
Mango Milk Iceeee!

Whats your favorite song right now?
Hell many. ;D

What kind of jelly do you like on
your peanut butter sandwich?
I dont eat peanut butter sandwiches, i dont like jellies to be on my sandwiches.

Do you like coffee?
Only Mocha Ice blend.

How many glasses of water do you drink
a day ?
Depends

What do you drink in the morning?
Nothing

Do you sleep on a certain side of the
bed?
Sometimes

Do you know how to play poker?
Yes but i'm a noob at it.

Any plans for this week?
Yes yes yes!

Do you eat out or at home more often?
Eat out, all 3 meals every single day.

Have you ever been in an ambulance?
No

Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Ocean!

Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle
seat?
Window seat.

Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
Nope

What is your favorite thing to spend
money on?
Apparels &Food.

Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
Nope

Do you speak any other language?
Is mandarin counted? ;D

Can you roll your tongue?
No

Who is the funniest person you know?
Hell many. Am i fortunate? *GRINS

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yes, they're my babies. (:

What is the main ring tone on your
phone?
Chuang Wai

Do you still have clothes
from when you were little?
No

What is the color of your bedroom
wall?
Blue

Do you shut off
the water when you brush your teeth?
No.

Are you crushing on someone right now?
Not crush anymore. (:

Do you have any tattoos, or piercings?
Just a pair of piercings

Are you bored?
Right now? Yes yes yes!

Second Quiz:
1. Your ex and you
- are not togther anymore &we're friends now

2. I am listening to
- Lin Jun Jie; Xi Jie

3. Maybe I should
- study hard for my O's

4. I love
- my babies, Hgtr, friends.

5. Chocolates
- are too sweetening.

6. I dont understand
- why i keep thinking too much, i just keep having this feeling that tells me you still have feelings for her.

7. I have lost my respect for
- my family, slowly. I respect people who respect me.

8. I last bite on
- Burgerking's food.

9.The meaning of my display name is
- my name.

10. God
- make wonders sometimes.

11. Someday
- i hope my 3wishes will come true.

12. I will always remember
- all the happy and unhappy moments spent togther with him

13. Love seems to
- be bias, some people can be so happy with their bf/gf with no troubles but some just can't be happy and has alot of troubles

14. I never ever want to lose
- my pig.

15. My Friendster is
- way too boring.

16.Tomorrow I will
- be out studying with the 3 guys and the girls. (:

17. I get annoyed when
- he ignores me and doesn't care about me.

18. Parties
- can be fun

20. Simple kisses
- are sweet.

21. Today I
- am going to stay at home and be a good girl.

22. I wish..
- for my 3wishes to come true, so thats 4 wishes alr!

IS YOUR / ARE YOU...

01. is your hair wet?
- no

02. is your cell phone right by you?
- yes

03. do you miss someone?
- hell lots.

04. are you wearing chap stick?
- nope

05. are you tired?
- quite.

06. are you wearing pajamas?
- Nop, i don't have any.

08. are you mad?
- if i am i'll be inside IMH

09. are you upset?
- now? no.

HAVE YOU...
01. Recently done something you regret?
- no

02. ever stuck gum under a desk?:
- no way

03. ever licked someone?:
- no

04. ever tripped over your own feet?:
- yes

TODAY HAVE YOU...

01. cursed?
- nope

02. have you gotten mad at someone?:
- no

Q3. any person who is on your mind right
now?
- yes.

Q4. do you have any siblings?
- yes

Q5. do you want children?
- if someone is willing to give birth for me? ;X

Do you untie your shoes everytime you take them off?
- Nopes.

Q8. do you like your handwriting?
- So-so

Q9. Are your nails painted?
- Nopes.

Q10. are you a friendly person?
- Depends

Q11. whose bed other than yours do you
sleep in?
- mine

Q12. what color shirt are you wearing?
- Pinko

Q13. what were you doing at 7pm
yesterday?
- On the train to Somerset

Q14. I cant wait for
- that day and the O's to be over.

This is wayyyy too boring. Mum promised to bring me out yesterday for 881 and she didn't fulfill the promise and she didn't even tell me that she's not bringing me out. But it's ok, never trust them. (:

So i went out alone to Hougang Mall after chatting with Kenny on msn and bought food to reward myself for being such a good girl these days and headed home. Wanted to go on bus tour but lazy is the word. Studied awhile, went down to help mum with groceries. Her daughter is strong! Dad and brother came by and fetched us up so we went to Punggol Plaza for dinner and i just sat there without having anything. Dad words insulted me again so i didn't give face at all and insulted them back. I just dislike people to turn one big round and shoot me, just say it directly. Drove dad to his temple and we headed home. Onlined then out to fetch dad home before going down to Clementi to fetch my brother's gf and her friends. Sent her friends home at Woodlands and Yishun then down to Amk for supper at S11. ;D Was feeling so bloated that i felt like vomiting. Back home at 12+am.

Kenny says i'm gonna lead a so unromantic relationship next time. True, unless that guy loves me more than his games. First day of Sept is here! Yayness. (:

GENERAL

001. Name : Soo Ying Jie Sha---
002. Nickname: Sha---, xahying, Ying
003. Single or taken : Single
004. Zodiac sign : Virgo! (:
005. Male or female : Female
006. Elementary : Ping Yi Primary, Fengshan Primary School
007. High : NorthVista Secondary
008. College : Wait till next year.
009. Eye color : Black
010. Hair color : Black
011. Long or short hair : Long
012. Shoe size : 10 i guess.
013. Asthma? : Nooooo
014. Are you health freak : I guess not.
015. Height : 175cm
016. Do you have a crush on someone : Yes yes yes.
017. Do you like yourself: I guess so. ;D
018. Piercings : One pair
019. Tattoos : None
020. Righty or lefty : Left.

FIRSTS
022. First surgery : Never had one
023. First piercing : k2 i think.
024. First best friend : Kelly in Pri school
025. First movie : Cant rmber
026. First sport you joined: Netball
027. First pet : None
028. First vacation : Malaysia Truly Asia
029. First concert : Cant rmber
030. First crush : Primary 4 (:

CURRENTLY

049. Eating : Nothing
050. Drinking : Nothing also
052. I am : TALL & Fat.
053. Listening to : My blog song.
055. Waiting for : The big O's to end soon and moolahs to enter my pocket.
057. Wearing : Just a tee & a shorts.

YOUR FUTURE

058. Want kids? : Most probably not. Someone wanna give birth for me instead?
059. Want to get married? : YES YES YES.
060. Careers in mind? : Tour guide, My favourite.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

068. Lips or eyes?: Eyes
069. Hugs or kisses : I prefer hugs, don't ask me WHY.
070. Clever or stupid : It doesn't matter to me.
072. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic!
073. Stomach or arms : Arms
074. Sensitive or loud: Loud i guess.
075. Hook-up or relationship : Both

HAVE YOU EVER

078. Kissed a stranger : No
080. Lost glasses/contacts : I never lost it before.
081. Ran away from home : When i was in primary school, too many times.
082. Broken any bones : Nope.
084. Broken someone's heart : I guess so.
085. Been arrested : Nope
086. Turned someone down : Yeaps
087. Cried when someone died : Yeaps
088. Liked a friend : Yesssssssss

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

089. Yourself: Maybe?
090. Miracles : Maybe?
091. Love at first sight : I dont know, maybe not.
092. Heaven : Yes ;D
093. Santa claus : No!
094. Fairies : NO
095. Kissing on the first date : Maybe?
096. Angels : Maybe yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? : Yes but but but ...
098. Is Superman really better than Batman? : Of cos!
099. What do you think of players? : They should really die right away.
100. Can u handle another survey? : Why not?

So i stayed home the whole afternoon yesterday. Dad and brother called back to ask if i want to go Suntec and i agreed so they came back to fetch me at 5+pm. (: Down to Suntec and they brought me to Comex Fair. It's super boring ok. Almost died there so i pulled the two of them as fast as i could and went for dinner at Fish&co. Walked to Citylink becos brother wanna get havianas and i saw the design i want there but i'm financially unstable now. Back to Suntec, went to get donuts from Donut's Factory and head home. ;D

Today went to school and only a few of us wore school uniform. I didn't know until i reach school and i found out only Wenyan, Alena, Janna, me and some other guys wore school uniform in our class. N3 had like 6 people wearing uniform so we went to change into our house tee but i didn't bring mine so i wore pe tee. (: Back to class, slack for an hr and had chinese lesson for 1/2hr before going for the 3.2km run. The whole group of us walked instead because we found it stupid to run around Punggol Park. Walked back to school after that, slack in class till around 1130am then to the hall to see the celebration but it sucks lah. Change back to uniform then walk over to Rivervale Plaza with Wenyan. Went to see smthing then 88ed home. Cooked instant noodles for brkfast-cum-lunch just now and it's yummy.

Tmr study session with Wenyan again. (: Our weekly study session. Planned to buy fries and cheese to eat but looks like i can only buy cheese and she's bringing down mashmallows for me.

And last but not least, Mr WeiLiang, please come online asap so that i can send you the photo! ;D I bet you'll like it very very much so please appreciate my effort ok. And i'm SINGLE lah. Urgh. This guy keep saying i've a boyfriend when i dont have one. I know candy fong loves you hell lots. *GRINS

I saw one Puma jacket at Amk Hub yesterday. It's damn nice but it's gonna cost me alot. ): Shall clear my wishlist first before getting that one. ;D

Gonna depend heavily on my family for food and instant noodles this whole week till next Thurs. Dinner will be on theirs, Lunch will be instant noodles. I've planned to stay home this whole week unless there's school. But will be heading home straight right after school so that i won't spend a single cent! (: YAY. I'm craving for Seoul Garden anyway. After next Thurs, gonna pull either my brother or anyone alongggg.

There's no school today, gonna study Chemistry notes ltr on. (: Shall go cook instant noodles!
Mum bought alot of instant noodles home last night, now you know my family love to eat what. Esp me!

I miss my pig.

Tiring day. Wanted to take a cab down to school in the morning because of the rain but all the cabs were either on call or hired so i took lrt instead and thank god, the rain stopped. (: E-Lit paper was ok, did everything just in time. 87ed to CompassPt after school alone because brother called me to buy food for him so i had to go over to CompassPt. Lrt-ed home after that. Bath and change, use the computer awhile then 136ed to Amk. Met Wenyan on the bus and we went rounds at Amk Hub. Bought her havianas, my pencil case and food then went over to void deck to enjoy. (: Exchanged gadgets again, she played with my psp and i played her hp's game. 136ed back to Hougang, alighted at HougangPlaza and walked over to Hougang Interchange. She went to meet her mum and i 161ed to house nearby, studied for awhile till 7+pm then went home. The lorry scared me off just now, almost got a heart attack. >.<

Found alot of nice photographs on DeviantArt. Next Thurs Bugis Day! (:

I think i'm going crazy soon. I'm not thinking too much but studying is murdering me. Been busy mugging all day long ever since prelim started. There's smthing bothering me this few days. I dont know what to do.

Because i choose to give everything up.

I almost freezed to death throughout Paper1 today. The air con was so strong today. Chinese paper was ok today. 82ed to Serangoon, 109ed to HougangPt. Bought food and drinks then walked over to the void deck. Wanted to study there but Alena called us to go over to CompassPt library to study instead. Went home bath then lrt-ed over to CompassPt library. Wenyan couldn't make it in the end so i studied with Jia Hong and Alena. JiaHong left at 7, Alena and me studied till 8pm then we went rounds around CompassPt before going home. Continued studying just now and i'm still not done yet. Gonna continue tmr morning before my Lit paper. (: And i've yet to have my dinner until now. Gonna go to sleep right after this!

Gonna have Maths tuition with the guys next week either Monday or Tuesday togther with the girls as well. Next Thurs will be Physics extra lesson from 9am onwards, guess it will last till late noon. 5n2 just gonna unite and mug through the O's togther. ;D I've alr planned my schedule for the 1 wk holidays.

hgtrymevoli

Today Ss paper, was quite tough for me because i got all the points mixed up. Screwed up the paper. Had our paper in the LT Room and it was quite cold for me. But whatever. (: We gonna enjoy the air-con for this whole month until 20th. 87ed to Hougang Interchange, 101ed to Hougang Green but there isn't any nice food so we walked over to Ave8 after buying my facial cleanser. Had McDonald's for breakfast and it wasn't enough for me. Played Wenyan's handphone game while she played my psp then walked over to Hougang Mall. The saddening thing is that my bag is not selling anymore. How disappointing, probably going down to Bugis during the holidays to find. (: Popular to get pens then 27ed home. Use the computer awhile, bath & change. Lrt-ed to CompassPt to get lunch for my brother then lrt-ed home. Watched tv then out to meet Hgtr, finally! ;DD Not gonna elaborate as usual* I finally know how to play the majong game in my psp, thanks to that pig of mine. He taught me how to play just now. (: Home at 8+pm and i'm feeling super tired right now. Shall go to dreamland! Tmr Chinese paper then gonna go studying with Wenyan again after the paper. Shall study hard for my E Lit paper.

How i wish the time could stop so we would be togther forever.

Stayed home for the whole morning and afternoon. Dad came back when i was about to go out in the evening so i manage to save money again! (: Drove down to Tpy then to Newton Circus for my brkfast-lunch-dinner. Down to town area to fetch my brother and his gf up before going over to Amk Hub. Window shopped around, didn't see the bag in Amk Hub's Eight Percent outlet. Going over to HougangMall to check it outtt. ;D

Today i'm in a damn happy mood because someone made me happy again! (:

I suddenly thought of a stupid idea again because i want to make 3wishes so badly. The 3 wishes are so so so so important to me that i'll think of such idea. Am not gonna say out that stupid idea of mine, shall just keep it to myself till that day comes. ;D

I realise that i need to get so many new things, it's been a long time since i got smthing for myself. Ok, I know i got myself a jacket yesterday but i need more things. Shall add more things to my wishlist so that i can make myself save up and go on a diet as well. I think i'm fat, i need to burn all those fats on my legs and body. Can't i just take a knife and slash the fats? What a great and fast way to get rid of those fats right but it's gonna be so painful and i wouldn't dare do such a thing to myself. I shall go on a diet this month and see how it goes. (:

Mood wasn't that good last night, Hgtr knows why. I always sms him whenever this kinda things happen and i'll feel better after crying like a baby. As usual, i cried again last night. Other people thinks that i'm so so lucky that i've this family who will buy me whatever i want and so on but that's just the outside. Being looked down at and being despised by them shows how fortunate i am? Whatever. Since they refuse to trust me there's nothing more i can do.

Ltr going over to HougangMall to check out my bag. (: Gonna ask for the price and gonna save up the next few days so that i can get that bag by Sept holidays! I miss working so much, i need money. Gonna go study Ss now, i still have two chapters to go and i've to summarise all 5 chapters into my head by tonight so i've to rush thru.

Today study session wasn't that good for me. I was slacking like 80% of the time, was feeling very very sleepy. Lunched at McDonald's, happiest thing today because i get to see my pig. (: Walk around awhile then to HougangPt nearby void deck to study. Studied till 4+pm, walked back to HougangPt. Bought oreo drinks then 161ed to Causeway Point. Couldn't find the jackets we want so mrt-ed down to ChoaChuKang Lot 1. Bought our jackets and left the place. Back to Causeway, 161ed back home. ;D I'mma happy girl again today, finally found the jacket i want. Next will be that bag then the shorts!

Pig is playing maple again. That's sad because he'll be super busy whenever he plays. But it's ok, i shall be a good girl and not disturb him. (: I wanna get that bag so muchhh!

Yay. I finally changed my blogskin. (: English paper was alright yesterday, 87ed to CompassPt after school to buy lunch then home. Studied for an hr plus, use the computer and watched tv. Slack all the way till evening when dad came back, out for dinner at Kovan. Bought some misc stuff before going home. Continued studying, watch tv, out to Woodlands with brother at 10+pm. Fetch his gf, down to Yio Chu Kang for supper then to Amk Park Drive-thru McDonald's to buy more food home. (: Sent his gf home then home sweet home! Ate my supper then off to dreamland.

Ltr going out for study session with Wenyan again. ;D I've been so hardworking recently, so anyone willing to get me that bag i've been aiming at? (: Sept is coming coming coming! But the exams are just gonna spoil everything!

Today went back to school, meet Wenyan at the bus stop. (: Went to canteen for brkfast and we saw Mr Devan enjoying his brkfast with the Principal, Vp and other teachers at 9am so we had our brkfast as well. ;DDD Waiyang and Jiawei came down for brkfast as well, Joan came down to remind Mr Devan about the lesson so lesson only started at 930am. Physics mock exam after Ss lesson, dismissed early so we went off at 1135am. 87ed to CompassPt, bought lunch for my brother and walked home. (: Psp-ed awhile, bath and prepared, 88ed to HougangPt. Meet Wenyan, bought nachos from Cheers then to void deck for study session. Studied till 6+pm, walk back HougangPt. Bought her stuff, she accompanied me for dinner at foodcourt before going home. 88ed home and i saw an adorable baby! ;D She's really very adorable. Bought foolscape from Econ then head home, continued studying and now i'm gonna go sleep after blogging. Tmr is the start of Prelims, English paper tmr. Wish me luck!

Suppose to meet him today, but didn't in the end. Sorry Sweeeeet! (: I'm gonna make sure i plan my time!

Yayness. I pass my 2.4km run today! (: Was feeling super hungry after the run today. And ltr i've to be street directory, hell tired.

There's school tmr anyway, Social Studies extra class and Physics mock paper in the morning. I've plenty of homework and studying to do. Please remind me to study every now and then. (:

Happy Birthday to Alena on 21st Aug!

Was also my O'level English Oral Exam, i screwed up the whole thing because my brain cells wasn't working when i was sitting right infront of the teacher. I didn't know what to say and i just stopped after a few sentences for each question. Dammit. Called Hgtr up, talk for awhile, hang up. My after exam mood was like so so bad, i wasn't concentrating in all the things that i'm doing. I wish i can kill myself off.

I'm having 2.4km run today after school! Rah. People end school at 4pm, i've to run at that time. Wth. It's ok, i've Janna to run with me today! (: Prelim gonna start this coming Friday, Thurs no school. I'mma happy girl again. Meeting Hgtr on Thurs, finally. I'm gonna go to the library to study on Thurs morning than see how it goes. ;] Study study study. Off to prepare for school. School's starting early today because of the extra Ss class at 10am.

I dont like it when people come to you only when you've smthing, they're just only trying to make use of you. I don't care much or less because i know these people are not my true friends right from the beginning. I agree with what Chin Chong and the guys say about some people.

I love him the most although i'm always sad because he scolds me all the time. ;]