- 今一番好きな歌 -

君の笑顔を見てると　胸が苦しくなるんだよ
こんな気持ちなんて何も知らないだろうけど
今日も僕は願ってる　瞳を合わせて笑えるように
君が誰かと楽しそうに話すだけで切ないよ
こんな気持ちは誰にも言えないだろうな
だから僕は想うだけ
君が大好きです

世界中の誰よりも　それからおそらく君よりも
僕は君の事を見つめている気がするよ
気配を感じて振り返る
僕は慌てて目をそらす
動揺を隠す深呼吸はため息まじり

いつも後ろ向きだったこの僕が　君と出逢えたあの時から
何かを変えようと　明日の事ばっか考えてるよ

君の笑顔を見てると　胸が苦しくなるんだよ
こんな気持ちなんて何も知らないだろうけど
今日も僕は願ってる　瞳を合わせて笑えるように
君が誰かと楽しそうに　話すだけで切ないよ
こんな気持ちは誰にも言えないだろうな
だから僕は想うだけ
君が大好きです

- やっと会った！-

やっと会った、あたしたち！デボラは卒業後のは、アメリカへ行った！もう一年だったんだ。もうすぐ彼女は台湾へ行ったよ！最高ですよね!うらやましい~~

- ずっといい友達だ -

もう4年ごろだと思うよ、あたしたちまだ会わなかった。速いですね。ジェリなら、17才時初めて会ったよ。あの二人は高校生時友達なった。

あたしたち普通の写真ね。皆笑ってた。

でもあたしたち若いから、かわいい写真を撮らなきゃね!!ほら~~



また今度、プリクラを一緒撮らなきゃ!!楽しみ~~　^^

- 一緒に最後のイベント -

あの夜撮ったの写真。あたしたち一緒に最後のイベント。月曜日から、二人の男子は会社を出た。毎日の昼ごはんを一緒に食べられなかっただよ。ちょっとつまらなかったねぇ・・・

最近、いそがしんだから、気持ちが悪いなって、だれでも話したくない。それに、よく寝られなかった、やばいわね。いつも一人でほしい。ゆっくり休んでほしい。

あたしのことほっておいてくれるかな・・・

- 楽しかった -

最初は信じられなかったけど、あの2時ぐらいは楽しかった。も一回はオケです~~

- 寂しかった -

It was a hot and stuffy evening. There she was, sitting in the dimly lit place, feeding the ravenous mosquitoes which were attacking her with seeming vengence.

The light from her cell phone iluminated her face with a ghostly glow as she idly pushed the buttons, willing time to pass by quickly. Her friend was nowhere to be seen after 50 minutes. The sounds from the lizards, like people clicking their tongues in pity, only emphasized her loneliness.

The once familiar canteen seemed frightfully different. There was an eerie peace about the place as she cast her eyes towards the tables where she had spent many hours eating and laughing away.

Nostalgia.

Like a black and white film, the past images fleeted before her. Images of the weekly lunches and early dinners replayed. The young faces of youth, radiance and happiness. Such innocence and simple pleasures of life that could make her smile till her eyes cannot be seen, giggle like a teenage girl and eyes bright with attention and emotions.

The weekly lunches were something she had always looked forward to. A fixed routine - a quick dash to the bus-stop to catch the sardine-packed bus to the meeting place. Though the lunches together were short, it was a standard procedure for her to make her way to the building across the road after lunch where she will settle in her favourite chair and try to catch up with her studies while waiting.

A movement from the corner of her eye broke the playback. The sudden movement of a lizard with its body contrasted against the white walls made her conscious of her surroundings again.

Back to reality.

She gave a wistful sigh and continued her indefinite wait.

- おはようございます！ -

おはよう！今日はいい天気だね！気持ちいい　
Ơ̴̴͡.̮Ơ̴̴̴͡

- 君に言いたいのこと -

Kumyat, ngo ho mm hoi sum. Xiong tong lei kong, bak kor yao mm tak.

聞きたくなかったから。

Mm zi ngo dei dim kai gum. Yi qin mm hai ho ho kek. Ho xiong teng lei onwai ngo. Bak kor ngo jido hai mm dak kek.

無理だよね。

Xiong do ngo xi hao, lin lok har ngo la.

できるか。

Mm lum la.

おやすみなさい。

- ٩(-̃_̮̮̃-̃)۶ -

I must be growing old and forgetful. Either that I'm losing my memories of nus -.-

My friend said to meet at Technoedge but I was somehow under the impression Technoedge is at YIH.

Gosh.

- ガンバレ -

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Trying your best doesn't mean you'll succeed.

But if you don't try, you'll never succeed.

-頭が痛いよ! -

Just finished watching Transformers. Gosh. Such a bad headache. Result of sitting five rows from the screen for such an action packed movie (╥﹏╥)

- 外人 -

Do I not look Singaporean?? I'm often mistakened as a foreigner even in Singapore -_-"'

An aunty at the bus stop just decided to strike a converstation with me. Her first question was if I'm Taiwanese. To which I replied no. And then she went on to ask me if I was a indonesian Chinese. When I told her I'm a Singaporean, she merely smiled and walked away.

So weird.

Haha I get that a lot but each time I'm still amused. Which always make me wonder if I don't look Singaporean.

In Singapore, I often get asked if I'm indonesian Chinese among other nationalities. Haha indo chinese is e most often!

Do I not look Singaporean?? Haha!