Tuesday, 27 December 2011

- Christmas 2011 -

Christmas this year is slightly different from other years ^^ Came back to Singapore and had a mad rush doing Christmas shopping, which I effectively only had 2 days or so. Will blog about my trip aka retreat from civilisation another time!! And I haven't bought a single present then!! Was totally panicking and yet not doing anything about it. ROFL. But I made the necessary arrangements and got some stuff.

So my first party was of course the company one. Wonder how it'll feel reporting back to work after more than 2 weeks. HAHA. Yes, i've been away from office that long.

Here are some pics~~ I didn't even have time to get myself a nice dress so I just threw my outfit together the night before. AND I overslept the next morning -_-"'


My very cute table mates for the day~~~

Wanted to create the Christmas snowy, dreamy effect. Fail -_-"'

And then again..so ghostly -_-"'

I don't know why I uploaded this pic. I look horrendous but oh whatever. Haha.

Outside the toilet....Haha I actually wore the santa hat and walked down Orchard Road that day. Muahahaa AA right. Yea I know. But it's only once a year I get to do such things and no one will give me weird looks. Ok actually people still stared at me because at that timing, no one else was in Christmas getup :(

My favourite picture of that day! Haha my darlingg girl who never fails to make work more fun! We were supposed to dress a table member up as a Christmas character with the limited materials they gave us and this was what we came up with. ROFL. That's me slaying a reindeer.
And then someone else joins in the fun too! Heehee! I have never seen a reindeer so happy to be slayed. Nyahahahaha.


Christmas eve we went shopping, dinner and movie. Caught Sherlock Holmes ^^ Great show!



And Christmas was church and family party.

Such a simple Christmas this year. Nevertheless, it was fun ♡♡♡

Friday, 16 December 2011



Haha..I don't know how to rotate pictures on my blackberry. Haha the picture above is taken just a few hours ago. We went for this art and craft workshop and made these monkey bookmarks! It's like reliving my childhood and I really enjoyed myself!!

We are in a really cool resort in the outskirts and for city people like us, it's really nice to escape in to the nature, take in the sights and fresh air.

Funnily enough, as much as I say we're away from civilisation, there's wifi here!!! And everytime there's wifi, all the GenY people will take out their phones and start to connect to people miles away - ahem, I'm guilty of it too. Haha..anyway it's late and I got to be up early for some buggy driving. Probably catch the sun-rise too.

Ciaos and love from miles away. I'm happy ♡♡♡

Monday, 5 December 2011

- また病気 -

あたし・・また病気なんだ -_-”’ 最低ぇぇぇ~~~

週末時、デートいっぱいあったけど・・・どこでも行けなかった! がっかりしたよ! 楽しみかったから。

金曜日またナイトサファリへ行ったよ! 大好き~~~ 蟹を食べた!

このコーヒはあの日飲んだの~かわいい絵ね!

あああそう!ネールをした!見て見て~

特別でしょう?! でも今は、もう判れたんだ。:(

えーと、下の写真は・・・あたしたち一緒にBBQを食べたの日! すごくおいいしかったよ!!

Sunday, 20 November 2011

- 20112011 -

Whoohoo~ So it's 20112011 today and I woke up early to doll myself up for Stella's solemnization! First of my friends my age to get married *-* We were chatting over lunch that it seems like yesterday we were attending each other's 21st birthday parties and now we are attending weddings -_-"' And next up will be baby showers mann. *restrains from saying WTF*

It was a simple, small but beautiful affair. All close friends and immediate family members. Here are some of the photos we took! Some of them are pictures of Polaroids so there are reflections :(

The theme was Coral or Yellow, so here's us in Coral!! Whoots~ Well..not many people actually stuck to the theme except us. There were even some who turned up in black! O_O But I got to admit the pictures turned out really nice because all of us turned up in cheery colours. I said all of us but actually mean just 4 of us because I only know them in the whole party. So loserish right? I know -_-"' AND! I just got to know Amy today. At the party. She's the one in yellow :) I really like her though!

Oh that's me hugging the AngPow Box..err...AngPow Birdcage?

We were waiting for the rain to stop and had to entertain ourselves...

Ahh! Amy kept this Polaroid because she really liked it. So I snapped a shot of it instead.

Oh erm self-entertaining before the event started...My hair was in a big mess this morning despite my shower so I ended up braiding my hair. Thank goodness you can't see my hair from the back. It was a bigger mess :(

And that's me with the pretty bride~~

We just HAD to pose with the birdcages. They are like the centerpieces ok.

I really like this shot too because of the colours. My eyes..could be bigger. HMMPH!

Ok, that's all I have for now because the pictures take so long to upload! Ciaos~ It's time to return to W.O.R.K. tomorrow.

Talking about work..despite the small turnout today, there's actually a friend of the bride who works in the same organization. What a small world. *shudders*

Friday, 11 November 2011

- 11. 11. 11 -


Hahaha obviously i'm not blogging this exactly at the time stated but I had a great time on 11.11.11! A date that only takes place once in 1000years! ^^ The lovely people whom I spent my day/night/morning with.

Really miss Nibbles - my big sister, my confidante, my pillar of support. Ever since she left, this is the first gathering we have had. Things are never the same without her. I have been too used to having her at a click of a mouse away or a few rows away from my desk. We have seen each other cry, laugh and scream. And we have seen each other in the most unglam acts!

We were supposed to meet up to treat her for dinner because it's her birthday the next day but the waiter gave her the bill when the 3 of us went to the toilet ROFL! Time just flew by. As we wanted to spend more time together, we ended up going for some drinks.

And the time flew by even faster. HAHAH. Nibbles took this of me and said that she didn't want me to be the focus of the picture. She wanted "Little Creatures Brewing" to be the focal point. OH WELLS. HAHAHA.

Well..as previously mentioned, time flew by and we sort of counted down to her birthday together. I guess I was pretty lightheaded by then. I woke up today with my head throbbing :/ Despite the drinks, I actually didn't sleep well.

The past month was a whirlwind of events and changes, laughter and heartaches. Can't believe she has left us for almost a month now. I miss her dearly!

Happy Birthday Nibbles! Love you lots <3

Thursday, 10 November 2011

- 負けました -

私。。。負けました。

ちょっと早いですね。

私。。。最低だ。自分のせいだったんだ。

終わりました。

今まで、お世話になりました。

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

- 危ないですか -

Taking one of the biggest gambles in my life to date.

Show me the right way, dear God. I am lost.

Sunday, 6 November 2011

- フェンテム -



Just finished watching Phantom of the Opera! What an amazing musical!!!!

- 本当にできるか -

I was re-reading some of my past blog posts and I realised what an emotional roller-coaster ride the past few months have been.

Every entry documents not just the activities I have done, but the thoughts and feelings of that particular event.

Thank God for this long weekend though! Things have been pretty tough recently due to numerous reasons. It's a good time to recharge and think things through.

But then again, too much time to think may also not be a good thing. While I was reeling in happiness from a particular source a few days back, I find myself feeling unsettled after my so-called rational thinking process. Doubt and apprehension seeped in, which led to the confidence scale tipping and then the happiness was replaced by unhappiness.




It scares me how affected I get. I can easily feel extreme emotions in one day, possibly accruing from the same source. So I came up with my own theory of See-Saw Emotions.

Haha or rather I likened my happiness to be like a see-saw. One side denotes Happiness, while the other Unhappiness. The point where the Plank of Happiness balances is what I refer to as the Pivot. The more pivots you have to support your Plank of Happiness, the less fluctuations you will face in terms of Happiness.

This can be explained scientifically. More pivots, less fluctuations. So the pivots are what affects your mood. May it be your job, relationship, friendship, money matters etc. Imagine your mood is solely affected by a certain factor, say Love. A little shift in the Pivotal position will cause your Plank of Happiness to tilt either way.

Assuming you add more pivots to support your Plank, a slight change in position of one of the pivots will not affect your Plank to swing up or down so fast as it will be supported by your other pivots. So what I am trying to say is that we shouldn't allow our happiness to hinge solely on one factor as it causes large fluctuations to our moods.

I recognise that the size of the Pivots may differ as people place different emphasis on each aspect of their lives. Well..my advice would be to resize the pivots to make them as equal as possible but that is only the ideal situation. And reality is far from ideal.

I'm currently struggling to resize my pivots as my plank mainly hinges dangerously on one while the other pivots are smaller in size.

Thinking too much is no good huh! Haha hope you enjoyed reading my warped theory of See-Saw emotions! :) I'm pretty proud of it actually!! Tipping more towards happiness now!!

Friday, 4 November 2011

- 困ってる -

感到很懊恼,到底如何是对的?

教えてください。

Thursday, 3 November 2011

- 空 -


この感じ、久ぶりですよね。毎晩わくわくしてかもしれない,寝られなかった。ちょっと嬉しいけど、怖いよ。このステプは正しい??答えがないね。どうすっればいい? 

あのとき全部のこと、思い出しました。今回も同じ結果?もしそうでは、あたし耐えられないと思うよ。絶対判れるです。

Sunday, 23 October 2011

- あたしのつまらない人生 -

Hello! Here's an update to what I have been up to!

ROFL.

To sum up, other than working, I spend my time awake, EATING!!

For the benefit of my darlingg friend, Debs, who is across the earth and I can't communicate with her due to the time difference, I have been drowning in work doing 3 persons job for 1 person's salary T_T Hope these tough times end soon *hopeful*

Anyway! For those days that I actually manage to drag myself out with friends, it's always food and more food!! Hence, my current weight and size -__-"' Here are some pics taken recently!

Dim sum buffet! It was a Saturday but I had work that morning so I had to rush down and meet the girls!!! I thought I would arrive last..but as it turned out, i was on time!! I was even the 3rd to arrive ^^ This is only a small portion of the food we ate.

Oh my gosh! The durian ice-cream was soo good i had 2 servings of it. Thick slab of durian ice-cream between 2 thin pieces of biscuits. Yummss!!!!


I have been tilting my head ALOT in pictures recently. All thanks to a colleague who told me I look prettier from the side. HAHAHA so vain me have been tilting my head at an angle (more so than ever) in pictures. ROFL!

Erm, I don't know why i was scrunching my face like that but oh wells..it must have been the lack of sleep. I recall waking up at 6 that morning. Pardon the lack of make up and messy hair.

Ah there you see! Tilting my head again. Too much that it looks like my head and body is not connected T_T The colours turned out really nice so I decided to post it anyway.

I hate to admit it but I really think I aged a lot. !@#$%^&* Where has all the youthfulness gone!!! Come back to me, please!!

Ok last picture that has me in this post because I got progressively more haggard and refused to take any pictures.

WAAHH! Desserts at this chocolate place which name escapes me. Looks pretty but the taste wasn't as pretty.

This was really good though. I would go back for it anytime. Muahahaha! I thought I uploaded the main course too but I realised I didn't. Hahaha too lazy to upload it now. In any case, the main course were dishes that you can give it a miss. No loss.


OH MY GOSH!! I FINALLY WENT TO IPPUDO!!! LIKE FINALLY!!!!! Heard all the raving reviews and hype about it and was really excited to go! Finally went there with CY, who very kindly treated me because she got a promotion!! Congrats darlingg!! <3 No pictures of us though! Because I was in no state to have pictures taken *-*

But here are pictures of the food! This was Cy's. I can't remember what it is called..

And this was mine! Can't for the life of me remember what I ordered either T_T We had gyozas too and I thought I uploaded the picture here too but.........ermm...hahah I dont' know where it went.

Teehee!! The EGG!!! How the Japanese managed to cook it like that is beyond me. I love it!! *smacks lips* ^^
Overall, I personally felt that the food was over-rated. Probably because I'm not a food connoisseur and don't know how to appreciate the food. The food was good but not worth the wait! We waited more than 45 minutes even though we went at what we thought were off-peak hours. We went around 230pm on a Saturday afternoon i THINK. Shikes. My memory fails me.

And then another day after work, we went to ClubHotel!! Norvin's surprise for us hahah! He booked the place more than a month in advance and refused to let us know where the venue was until the day itself. He was super secretive!!!

It was a boutique hotel methinks and the picture below was taken when GH and I were waiting for the rest to turn up. The trains broke down that day and they were all late. This was located at the lift lobby..well..if you even consider that a lobby. We were sitting there playing with our own phones trying to pass time.

Goodness. I don't know what I'll do without Natsu, my beloved BB, anymore. Somehow, I manged to live for the past 2 years without a smartphone when everyone else had a phone that connected them to the internet. And I was actually happy then! I didn't see all the hype about carrying a smartphone. A phone is to call and sms people. Any phone that does these is fine by me! In fact, I was often annoyed by people who jabbed their phones ever so often when we meet up for a meal. Sorry to say, but I have joined this league of people *-* I'm guilty of communicating with people who are not sitting right across me during a meetup. Oh, the reason why I suddenly talked about smartphones was because the wait that night was so long and painful I was so glad I had Natsu which allows me to surf the net!! I was so soooo soooooo hungry then!! Moreover, after a long and hard day at work, hunger pangs were not something I wanted to deal with! Haha! So it was a good way of distracting myself!


Following photos are courtesy of Norvin because the both of us ate actually the same dishes.
We ended up eating at some fine dining restaurant and the servings were painfully slow (Recall I was ravenous by then. Otherwise, the timings would have been fine over casual chats ^^)

This was the starters/appetizers...Artfully and tastefully arranged huh.

Next up was the duck salad. Despite my hunger, I didn't finish eating this. I'm not a fan of salads.

Instead of the duck salad, GH had this.

The main course - Sea Bass.
This was awesome. I absolutely loved this.
I could have eaten 2 portions of this!!


Lastly, the COCONUT creme brulee. At first, I was pretty skeptical about this. I had many creme brulees before but COCONUT brulee????
As it turned out, it was not as weird as it sounds.
The coconut taste was overpowering in the first mouthful but the subsequent mouthfuls got more pleasing!!
See the 2 little cups there? The yellow one is green tea (supposedly to remove the strong coconut aftertaste) and the other is coconut juice. The yellow strips are candied ginger. You might be thinking..why such a combination??

We were equally puzzled and Norvin decided to ask the very friendly waiter. Unfortunately, he merely introduced to us what were on our plates rather than tell us HOW to start appreciating the dish. By the way, he's French and we had problems communicating hahaha.

Since we had no choice left, we decided to attack, *ahem* I mean, appreciate, the dish in what we thought was the "correct" way. We took a scoop of the creme brulee as it was. Next, the guys poured the coconut juice over the creme brulee. I didn't because I thought the coconut taste was strong enough. Then, Norvin made an amazing discovery! The "spiciness" of the candied ginger didn't taste as strong after the coconut creme brulee! I forgot to mention we ate the candied ginger before we started the creme brulee and we are totally not fans of ginger, candied or not.

Yea, so anyway Norvin discovered that the ginger doesn't taste so bad after the coconut creme brulee because it somehow negated some of the strong taste of the ginger. In any case, I didn't finish the ginger because I still don't like it even after trying his method. HAHAHA.

Boy, was I full after the meal! Thanks to Norvin who introduced to us the place and the discount that he had so that we could snag such a deal for fine-dining cuisines!

However, I think the other restaurant goers hated us. There were 5 of us and there is no way we could have kept our voices down in that small little confined space -.- Everything we said sounded amplified. I don't believe hearing other people's voices! Haha! The rest of the customers were couples who appeared to be out for a cosy, romantic dinner but we had to spoil it. It wasn't intentional though. It's really hard for a group to hang out at a fine-dining restaurant afterall. HAHA.

Monday, 17 October 2011

- 君への手紙 -

君へ

さしぶりです。お元気ですか。

最近、どこ行っちゃたの?忙しかったですか。連絡する時間もなかったですね。よかったですね、こんなの忙しかったわ。

新しい人生には喜んで見たいそうですよ。いいじゃなん。

いいなぁ、君は。全部あったの事件をこの簡単に忘られました。 最初は、私たちならあのままずっといい友達で続けます。 ハハ、やっぱり無理です。

新しい人生に入って、全部のことを変わらなきゃですよね。

まあぁいっかぁ。しょがないわよね。

じゃあ、体をお元気でね。さようなら。

グレース

Tuesday, 11 October 2011

- またバスに -

Fear of the unknown path ahead fills you. You do not know where this bus brings you. This bus came along and you unwittingly boarded it. You are glad it is moving. At least you are not at the same bus stop, waiting for that particular bus which seemingly have changed routes.

You have left the bus stop and it's a good thing. Whether this is a loop service that might bring you back to the same stop, you do not know yet. You just hopped on.

However, fear grips you as the bus picks up speed. It's moving too fast to your liking. Apprehension feels you. What happens if the bus meets with a collision? There's bound to be injuries.

You press the bell. The bus slows down but on second thoughts, you decide not to alight. The bus driver seems annoyed but moves on really slowly.

Maybe you should really consider alighting at the next possible stop. The bus ride is far from comfortable.

Saturday, 1 October 2011

- 戻れない -

You sit on the bus thinking you know where to alight even though you have never been to the place before. You have heard about it and that should be sufficient. You are enjoying the journey and most of the time, you feel this is the right path. However, as it nears the stop you initially planned on alighting, you look around. Apprehension fills you. Doubt seeps in.

The bus reaches the stop. You hesitate. Is this the stop I want to alight, you wonder. In that moment's hesitation, the doors closed. The bus driver decided to move on. You look ahead and realized the previous stop was where you wanted to go.

But this road is a one-way street. There is no U-turn.

Sunday, 18 September 2011

- 映画を見に行ったんです -

昨日は私たち映画を見に行きました。『ジョン二イングリス』を見たんだ。すごく楽しかったよ、この映画は!

映画を見る前は、一緒食べたり、買い物した。でも、時間が十分じゃなかったから、よく買わなかった。ざんねんねぇー・・・

写真中のケキすごく、すごくおいしかった!!!チョコレートを食べたら、嬉しいなるよ~~^^このケキ中ノチョコレートはちょっと暖かかったから、超おいいしい!!!!もう一度食べたい~~

Tuesday, 13 September 2011

- スマーフ -

I wrote a whole chunk of stuff on Natsu while waiting for the bus which took more than a whooping 30min to arrive. BUT it cannot be saved. Boohoo. Totally not my day. The first time I checked the site, it said the next bus will come in 27 min. After a while i clicked Refresh, and it said 53 min. Faints =.=

This teaches me not to do overtime especially since the frequency of buses slows down significantly after 7pm here. AND it's the only bus out of this place -__-"'

Anyway, this blog post has been in my Drafts since 25 Aug. Teehee. I never got down to writing it except for uploading pictures as and when I feel like it.

This is taken with my imooto's iphone. There are soo many nice and free apps for iPhone users as compared to BB users! *sulks* It's meant to say 5mil for reward but she somehow left out a zero -__-"' What a dingdong.

Ohh! And the next 2 pics were taken at the musuem's NightFest! I only got 2 shots because my friend forgot to charge the camera. Well done. HAHA!
Thank God it stopped raining after the performance started. I was praying so hard the rain would stop because we were standing in the rain without an umbrella! Moreover all the umbrellas around me were in my face and raindrops were rolling off their umbrellas, on to me!!! EEKS!

The below pic was sent to me by my mum when I was at work one day -__-"'

Again with imooto in the Skytrain at the airport! We wanted to surprise someone but we surprised ourselves instead. The guy left the airport before we reached!! So we walked around the airport and shopped a bit. ROFL.

OOh our first meeting after graduation!! At Spruce with the Econs girls ^^ Oh you can see Natsu in the background! Like my rainbow shirt? Teehee! My dad bought it for me! HAHA technically.

Well...so I was shopping with my mum one night and was waiting for my dad to pick us up when I spotted this shirt. So I tried it on and decided to get it because it's such a nice burst of colours for my wardrobe! I was going to pay for it when I realised I could get discount with my mum's credit card which is a sub-card of my dad's! HEH. Soo obviously I would use that card right???

So when I finally wore this shirt, I walked up to my dad and said "Thanks for the shirt, Daddy!" My dad was obviously very puzzled. HAHAHA. So I explained that I used his card to pay for the shirt (and obviously have no intention of paying him back ROFL). So that is how I managed to make my dad buy me clothes! HAHAHAHA! Smart right!

Oh anyway, Spruce has such a nice setting! It was a perfect place for our gathering! Hope to see the girls again soon~~!

And for HariRaya, the girls and I met up as usual at HappyPill's place ^^ The same routine for the past...5 to 6 years??? I was in green and Zx almost wore green too because we had this misconception that green was a auspicious colour for this festival!!!
Happypill changed to her new clothes just to let us see her in it after our persuasion so I got to post more pictures! HAHA! Her sister refused to change though. Come to think of it, we practically watched her sister grow up too :P

Awww me and my darling HappyPill who is getting toooooooooo busy for me :(

Our Polaroid!!!!! Apparently we were the first to have our picture taken with her sis' new Polaroid camera ^^ Thank God it turned out well. Other than the fact that I was standing so near the camera and I look so fair *-*

Moving on, I had a Smurftastic time watching Smurf !!!! I love Smurfs!!!!!!! TEEHEE!!
Us, shopping after the movie! I love this hat. If it wasn't so expensive, I would have gotten it. But I wouldn't know what to match it with other than this outfit that I was wearing. People here hardly wear hats huh?! If they were to reduce the price I might just get it!! HAHAHA wear it overseas or something.

We were trying to portray different styles AND characters. Totally not obvious hahaha.

Ending off with another pic with imooto's iphone! Loveeeeee these 4 pics! Toodles~