and it goes on n on n on.
i duno how other ppl do it.
then again other 2 ppl hav 2 different sets of personality to begin wif so.. ya.
one minute its all real gud.
and another minute... kaboom.
its like as though anyting gud.. HAS TO B followed by smth bad.
i'm tired of this inconsistency.
this hard to predict ting.. although such a long duration.. n i tot i grasp the flow..
but hah.. wrong again.
i'm tired.
i question myself all the time.
in movies.. in theory..
if it is it.. then u wun question urself rite?
but wad if its not like that in reality..
too scared to go for the leap of faith..
but wad if i was wrong.
wad if.
hmm i miss my meredith.