Macau ....in the EYES of a JAKUN aka ME...

arrived in macau at nite... spent 2 nites and a day there..
its a clean place...
BUT not every1 speaks english... actually most of the ppl dun speak english.. more of cantonese.
years of watching canton movies still not enuff to learn to speak it but just understand it.

an english conversation at mcd for breakfast...
me: i wan 2 sets of number 4
waiter: ok. wad do u want to "ink"?
me: huh!
waiter: wad do u want to ink"?
me: huh! (inner monologue: wtf!! *think* think*)
me: (suddenly realise) ooooooooo.... i wan to drink milk tea!
'ink' as in DRINK!!!!!!...bleh.. its their accent.. the cantonese accent is worst than the ones in kl

at the back of my hotel is the tourist area... interesting..
the time when i was there... chun chun the high skool kids just finished skool... all of them walking around.. the uniform...NICE.. unlike ours.. their uniform makes ours look like APRONS!! bleh!! Our uniform is a fashion disaster!

seee the whole walk way full of those kids in uniform...NICE uniform

anyways... went to the st paul's ruins place thingy.. the sorta ONLY historical place.. just the remainings of the church.. a wall... yup just a wall.. dats all...

st paul ruins ( i tink it shud b st paul...yeah..it shud b)

on the way there... went to this church. old old old church... catholic church...
made a wish there.. ppl say that if u make a wish in a church u've gone to for the 1st time, it will come true.....hm...

i saw this tall lady.. kneeling prayer in shorts.. long hair.... shades on her head.. heels...etc etc..
the point is she looked quite hot... anen while my dad, sis and i were walking out the church.. that gal met up wif her two frens.. then she suddenly talk... and i realise... SHE was a HE!!! ahhhhhhh.......!!! abuden so pretty... bleh~

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since kenny sia mentioned bout venetian.. then it wudn't b rite not to go..since i heard it has a super big casino...which was super big!!! my dad managed to sneak my 14 year old sister into the casino... the guards was dumb.. my dad pretended to distract his attention by asking whr the toilet is and pretending not to understand his direction, while my sis and i just walked in.. duno wad the other guards were busy doing since we din kena caught...

freaking big... SO MANY TABLES... at least the tables are not so close together like in getting so it din feel stuffy and coz the place was soooooooooooooo big... it wasnt smokey...
din take any pictures coz dun noe whether can or not...

the ground floor is the venetian casino... and 1st floor shopping area whr cheapskate ppl like me can buy NOTHING there

its a nice place...sorta... the ceiling that looked like the sky..dats the onli interesting thing to me..

fake blue sky...cool eh

i din tink the "pride and prejudice" type of era dressed ppl were interesting...

nor was the man made fake stream through the building wif boat rowed by ang moh was interesing at all...



i duno whether venetian is a 5 start hotel or not... but look at the damn toilet...

when i was taking this photo.. the cleaner kept looking at me like i was a sakai... which i am ;P

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FOOD!

is maggie from malaysia?? anyways, i went to the supermarket and i saw...

pasta wif mushroom & mashed potatoes wif onions and smth i 4got

how can they not sell this in malaysia!!! it cost 7 MOP each... yar.. the macau currency is MOP.. quite funni ;P


oh n i also saw 2 other flavoured pringles... the packaging looks so much nicer... its either we do hav this flavours but in diff packing or dun hav at all.. no idea la....

NEXT up: Hong Kong ....in the EYES of a JAKUN aka ME...

TRUE FRIEND test?

when i told steph that i'm making the true friend test...she said "true friends don't need test!"..
which is true...ehheheeh.. and very steph-like answer...
BUT i'm still made it!!!
how well do u noe me??? if u get high marks...either u really noe me..OR i'm just predictable ;P



Create your own Friend Test here

C'ya in sem. 6 baby!!!

i passed!!... just so happy bout it... 5 weeks of freakng studying and ass-building at least i passed... well of coz now that i passed i'm tinking of wad grades i got... but who cares for now....
just glad that i noe i can continue sem. 6.. hopefully those that fail can pass.. so that everything will stil b the same...same ppl in the same batch... yup..even those that r insignificant to me..those that i hate...i mean i despise... those that i like... those that i tink are so fake..omg.. tenk gudness i m on hols now ;P but its fast ler..sem 6 soon..

in kch and doin nth...
doing nth is somehing ma ;P been doing pretty much nth for 2 weeks..abit fed up oledi...and the worst part is that its been raining on n on n on for the pass 2 or 3 days..i dun rem how long and wad day it is oledi... everyday feels like a sunday...
rain makes me so lz to go and drive and do anything... and.. exercise!! its not MY FAULT... i can;t swim when its raining...i can;t jog either ;P... its not like i dun want to..i can;t! =)

i dun mind to do sum work now since i'm so bored all the time...
makes me watch more canton dramas....60 episode drama....another ass-building activity... no dif from studying..just sitting...and the worst part is...watching, sitting and eating!!... dramas are more interesting than studying...thus i sit longer!!!!!!!
i heard that there sum strike going on in the states about scriptwriter stuff... i've been waiting for grey's epi 10 and heroes epi 11... it was just left hanging there...both..ahhhhhh...........
i hate waiting for it!!! but then again... if it wasn;t for the waiting it wudn;t hav been nice either... i guess... bleh...
ooo...and FYI.. i din go for yoga..its was POURING!!! how to go...sigh... so much for being excited.. =(

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was having late lunch in some kopitiam on saturday...alot of ppl.. chun chun sat next to a lil gal round 7 maybe, wif her mom.... eat eat... then they were eating chicken rice..and the mom was separating the bones and chicken for her kid.. at 1st i tot the kid was retarded or smth..but she wasn;t!! she was damn normal and her mom kept putting shreds of chicken on her plate and that stupid gal was making grumbling bout smthe bla bla... and her mom din even touch her own plate of chicken rice.... HELLO!! aren;t u old enuff to do it urself!! shesh.. u r not retarded!!...
i wanted to scold her... but than tahan kin..quickily ate my own chicken rice..shhessh....
i'm just a busy body... BUT i'm sure that not nth new rite ;p but the kid... gosh tinking about it makes me piss! or m i just pms"ing"...sheesh... or is this a motherly instinct... eh NO! i'm not even a mother... and wad does motherly instinct really mean anyways ?? ;P heheheh...

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life is full of doing nth now... there is nth much to blog about...
there is actually...but now that the sun just showed up... I AM GOING JOGGING!!!!!

*edit*
just as i post this blog post... wanting to go jogging...it started to rain... god dun wan me to get thinner =(

Genting!!

realised steph and gian wan blogged about genting...
dun mean that i'm suppose to.... but i will...sorta...
d genting trip... next day after the comm. pharm paper...shit that paper sucked...worst! i guess coz it was my last paper...very bo liang bo juak..

anyways bout genting..... went up by bus...sat near the window and the cheap bus din hav any curtains.. soooooooo sunny... but i slept..tired ler.. lack of sleep the whole exam period... reached up there..nice cooling and cold.. stayed in the hotel room..and talk rubbish..

us doing nth..being cheeky...

changed rooms... etc etc... the point is steph's mom very keng..can get us another room..which at 1st i din like..but then got use to it... i dun like changes c... ;P
most of them din wanna go to the theme park..but how can u go to genting but not go there...i mean thats just my personal thinking.. o n sin qi's 2..heehe.. we were both thinking of going going.. then at the end... sin qi, me, steph, gian wan and lai peng went...hehehhe.. it was fun...

my baby n i
(she said the pic looked weird coz i was SHORT...hmph!)

it started to rain so we line up for this kiddy "fake antique car" thingy

ahem and let me announce the funniest part... we decided to go for the go-kart thingy.. i onli got to noe this after the "race" ended.... our very own SUGIANWAN kena laff at... sayang i was in front cudn't c... she was laffed at..coz she wore her helmet terbalik!!! anen the huana ppl making sure that everything was safe b4 we start had to point it out to her...thats y la..ppl laff..muahahahaha....anen b4 the ride... there was along queue..so we had to wait n wait... then there was 2 "cars" that were slow..then miss SU.. rem the number and kept on reminding us not to use..number 2 and 21.. k lo.. kept on reminding n reminding..ok..number in our head...very gian wan type of actions ;P

miss SU... after the race when she finally wore her helmet.. THE RIGHT WAY ;P anyways in the end..she got number 2 i tink..

and we all got the good ones ;P
all in all.. it was fun =)

then at nite we had dinner at coffee terrance buffet... it was nice!!! so much variety...it was worth my 48 bucks.... i got a big stomach.. but i can;t eat the whole nite.... except carol and gian wan..wah...eating heroes... eat non-stop.. if i cud i wud...but i can;t =( k dun wanna elaborate bout the food... wud make me too hungry~





ooo anen after this n that...we went to the casino..1st time in the casino....me JAKUN....
changed 20 bucks chip... expected to lose it... played the easiest game... casino war... or like carol called it "no-brainer" game...
i lost..anen won..anen lost...then at the end... still retained my 20 bucks.. so cabut laaaaaaaa... i din quite like the environemt..soooooooooooo smokey... but not foggy type of smokey...
every1 around keeps smoking.. got a mild headache and felt abit of shortness of breath.. probably the onli situation that i wud ever b close to how asthma feels (this sentence structure is horrible...)
then near the end of the last few games..i spot a cute guy at the opp. table..than i tried to point out to steph and carol ler.. but they were to busy wif the game...then wanna chau oledi i told carol..heehhe... but that time we were oledi at a far far away table..some big small game thingy..din bother understanding it.. uses too much energy ler... then when the rest were busy changing chips to money..carol and i went back to one of the casino war table..and kap chai (bio tapo)...if any1 was looking at us... they wud hav known that we were pretending to look at the game..but we keep glancing at that cutie and talking about him..but that was for a while onli ler we are after all gals ;P interesting.

we were summoned by laura to buy the b'day cakes...walk here n there...every place din open..SO.. walk to somewhere ler.. to the coffeebean there.. we walk slows...chit chatting.. nice eh... relaxing..nice cool breeze.. bought cake and sit at the bench in coffee bean... took a small group photo.. we tried not to b obvious... setting the camera timer..but i tink it was obvious ;P



etc etc...at 12.. small bday celebratioin... it was nice... laura n lai peng did most of the preparation.. =) celebrate meei shya, steph and ping wei's bday... november babies.. wun explain every detail.... but they were touched.

next morn. every woke up at 9..pack our bags..and took the cable car down.. my 1st cable car ride... and i was still sitting in front... abit scary.. =( but at least alive and safe now...obviously...

[p/s: most of the pics are wif steph..haven gotten it from here yet..soon soon..will post it up =)]

last yr when i went to genting it was 15/11/2006 and this time round it was also 15/11... chun chun one yr =)

bored-1

i SWAM!!! muahahaha...

me: i'm going to swim 10 laps todai!
sis: o?...o!.. u can? *giggles*

after swimming one lap...
me: er...5 laps enuff liaw la..tired
sis: !!!

after 2 laps....
me: 2 more laps then go home!

heheheh...at the end...4 laps ler... so tiring..
for a person who havent been swimming for a while.. 4 laps is good rite??? besides, it was gona rain anyways! =)

at least i'm doing SOMETHING...i got the yoga place number oledi...i called oledi!! every wed and fri...40 bucks k~ means 5 bucks per session.. anen u need a yoga mat.. which i dun hav... i asked the lady wad i dun hav she said can use smth smth she said in chinese... duno wad that is..will c tomolo.. then i ask her how much it is to buy one..she said..... FORTY.... blardy hell...its just a freaking yoga mat... a flat rubber mat... SHESH..definitly not gona buy it.. after all i'm just gona go for one mth of class..no way!! BUT i m gona go for EVERY single class... =) forty bucks is alot.. i'm in the cheapskate club rem ;P

who noes i can do this???

but i tink i'll just settle for this...ehheeh..

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the plan was for me to drive and my mom to drive another car to the office place to do passport for my sis... so that when my mom and sis are done then i can drive my sis back anen my mom can b busy wif her own stuff... SO... mon morn.. hafta wake up early ler... bleh.. no choice.. 8 am...yes 8am woke up get ready everything 9... so then went to the office place...then came down from the car then i realise.. smth felt weird...
bcoz all 3 of us used one car to go wifout realising... hheheheehe.. THEN wads the point of me going!!! hehehe so stupid and funny...so i woke up early to do nth but to sit in that waiting hall for an hr... sitting and looking around and hear babies cry... how nice baaaaaa.... but nvm ler... after all viva was suppose to come out dat day...wud hav woken up early anyways..i guess..
gosh.. jeng called me and it nearly scared me..still tot kena viva..shit... heng chai dun hav!
results out on fri.... i dun wan resit, i just wanna passsssssssssssss.... =

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my old room is still out for rent bleh.. so long oledi!! but can;t help it since that was the middle of the sem. where got ppl wanan rent that time... but now shud b got liaw...
in the add. i wrote PREFERABLY FEMALE IMU STUDENTS... that statement speaks for itself..
but some ppl just dun get it..i had males calling.... then i told them saying that i tot i wrote there preferable female... and he was like but u said PREFERABLY...bleh.. males and their "pi" brains (no offence ;P) abuden... takkan i write... MUST BE female imu student... shesh..

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continuation of vina's trip to kl.. in vina land...previously introduced by amanda as lala land..or more known to the public as sungai wand....
shopaholic!! heheheh.. there was this shoe shop...dun rem the name... my legs was sooooooooooo tired... i saw alil cute kid eating raisins waiting for her mom..so i decided to sit next to her...my leg aching..and also... i dun mind a few raisins...so so..i asked the kid..she so cute..she gav me ;P i'm not saying she's cute coz she gave me raisins k...
vina took along time..i even had to time to take a pic wif her..muahahaha....

vina walked out of the shop wif 3 pairs of shoes....

i walked out wif 2 pics wif the kid and few raisins in my tummy....but eva came out wif nth, just aching feet ;P

but eva came out wif nth, just aching feet ;P

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po leen: yar 9 and 10 does contradict... typo sorta
9. go get a body MASSAGE
10. EAT foody goody laksa and kolo mee (no more ta wan kung!) and the kong pia satay....pork
satay, tomoto kueh tiaw and white lady at hui sing

i m gona get a body massage!!! hehehehe my aunt say next week theres a discount...38 bucks body massage!..muahaha...
i told her "ane kui!!!"
she said " lu eh lui tua kueh gu chia lin ar!"
then i smiled..and tot..muahaha if i go wif her then 38 bucks wud b on her...
aunties always insist on paying...which... i like!!! =P

shing shing shing-ke-shing

I FOUND A NEW TEMPLATE!!!! not changing it anytime soon!!!
been finding for a new template since yesterday..bleh...
yup i m DAT FREE!! NO...not complaining at all....

u c..one task accomplished from the "TO-DO-AFTER EOS" list =) one down, 15 more go... prefer this "countdown" so much better than the exams one..bleh...

1. go for YOGA CLASSES
2. go to the dentist
3. watch grey's anatomy from season 1..
4. go to st. jude's small canteen to eat kari maggie mee and drink the bottle type of soya bean.
5. get a new haircut and dye it
6. list out all the weird things about myself tagged
7. paint nails
8. get a new skin for this blog
9. go get a body
10. EAT foody goody laksa and kolo mee (no more ta wan kung!) and the kong pia satay....pork satay, tomoto kueh tiaw and white lady at hui
11. to find SOMETHING....no, not SOMEONE...its a SOMETHING
12. cont. reading the new harry potter book
13. to talk to ppl i hardly hav the chance 2
14. shop for cny
15. swimming
16. do maybank online banking thingy

eh WRONG...i did 3 things...i painted my nails...i haven painted since class tests...ages... and i started shopping for cny oledi...tenks to vina... she's like the shopping bait...entering every shop..k MOST of the shops...my feet nvr felt that painful..and the 1st day..my shoe..rosak...the sole came off... extensive shopping... inilah akibatnya pergi shopping dengan shopaholic... this is wad u get when ur bestfren is one of the shopping queens o_O but i'm not complaining... anything beats studying..

its just the 1st week of the hols....no rush..i hav 5 more weeks..ah...nice =)
its nice to do all the rubbish in the world..and wake up "naturally" wifout the ring of the alarm...
all i've been doin this few days is sleep...and wake up watch movies from my laptop anen sleep...gosh.. always at the same spot all the time isn;t good...my ass has expanded 2 times oledi...o o... if i dun start doin sum exercise its gonna expanded 2 more times... which equals to the expansion of 4 times.... *long piaks* hehehe... exaggerating...abit ;P but my ass IS expanding =( sigh.. it must b some genetic thingy... instructing all the fat to go to my ass....MOST of the fat to my ass...the others to my tummy...bleh... y not to my boobs?? hehehe... will wonder bout that till forever...



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after all the hassle... the doubts...the so-called-by-sum1 an "arguement"... after all the this and thats.... to tink back about it now, it was worth it ler~ 3 days+ of togetherness....just felt like the old days...as if we were sucked back into the past...

i wudn;t deny that alot hav changed....personality, character, taste in men, appearance, views.... most of the things changed.... different...for the better? for the worst? dun wanna judge...

all these differences change our frenship?? not entirely....then again we were all never the same in the first place.... the point is.. it was worth it coz we wun do this again 10 years down the road...work,bfs,marriage,husbands.... and no matter how much we have all changed.. i tink for me at least, i've learned to accept these changes..good or bad...nice or not.... because we ARE bestfriends and we shall be forever..through good and bad times..be there to support each other =) [for a second i tot that sounded like the marriage vow ;P]

i am too lazy

i am to lazy to blog.....soon soon sooon...will blog =)

5 down, 1 more to go!

ONE MORE TO GO!!!! 24 hrs from now I will b free!! More specifically…erm….22 more hours…ahhhhhhhh…..ok that sounds long…. NO NO..ITS NOT!! Soon!! Soon!!

Bleh quick quick quick…. Last nite I tink I slept onli 2+ hrs… my eyes keep closing when I study but when I lie in bed the notes keeps circulating in my brain… I can’t belief I can tahan till the repro paper ended and went for lunch then went to ame’s place to talk crap… then went home one the aircond..then I tink I just melted on my bed….it was just 3 hrs of sleep..but it felt so gud…so gud…=) after tomolo…wah…no more sleep latencies..ahhh..nice…no more insomnia…..nice….

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TO DO aft EOS –the last-

15. swimming!! Haven been swimming in a long time

16. do maybank online banking thingy
Any1 noe how to register or smth??

[random pic of 13/11]

ruby ong and eva MISSES ME!!

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I duno wad happened.... but I roughly got the picture
sometimes I really dun understand y u always end up in such deep shit….ALL THE TIME….u nvr fail ALL THE TIME…. Hmm deep shit might b too serious to describe it but…disappointed in u…but yet kinda feel sorry for u lo…
I mean I wanna b a nice fren and comfort u…its like pay back..like how u did when I needed a fren back then…sigh…so sad eh~
wad happened to u?
wad happened to u 2??
If I ask its like as if I m so kepo waiting for the “gossip bait” so that I can tell the world…I AM NOT…I cant help it if ppl tink of me that way…but I’m seriously concern…

I guess sharing ur problems might not help... I mean after all I can onli be a good listener…. sigh…but that is all I can do as a fren….thats wad frens do~
Ahhh this is getting no where… and it seems as if its directed to no1…but it is sum1…2 sum1s… two ppl…hm. dun try hard tinking of who it is.

FOUR DOWN!!! 2 more to go =((

and

2 more days to FREEDOM!!

omigosh.... i'm so impatient.... ahhhhhh did i say i can;t wait...oh gosh!!! kameh ar!!!

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TO DO aft EOS

13. to talk to ppl i hardly hav the chance 2 n to those that i haven talked 2 in ages..n to maybe 2 a person that if i were in her shoes THAT TIME wud hav hated me...gosh to tinkabout it now..i was a pure liar and a hypocrite/hippocrite... even if she did...she din seemto show it that much...either that or she's a good actress...cursing behind my back!..hehhe...watever...maybe i deserve it

14. shop for cny!

gals love shopping!!! gals of all SIZES!! ;P and all gals of diff financial status...i need to ask my mom for money...hmm....$_$

[randoms pic of 12/11]

muahahaa....genting..one year ago....ah...big tummy!

3 more days to genting!!! GENTING...I'M COMING!! -to scream-

3 more days to go.....i just can't WAIT!

i just can't wait....can't wait....can't wait....

sigh =( so fast YET so slow!!!

3 more days to go, to do ANYTHING but study... 6 WEEKS OF HOLS!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!

will onli feel good till then..

but

theres another 3 more miserable days... sob sob...

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TO DO aft EOS

11. to find SOMETHING....no, not SOMEONE...its a SOMETHING...duno wad i really want but having more options isn;t any harm! they say God plans it all...but coz i can't pick up my hp and find God in my contact list to call and ask wad he has oledi planned....so i gotta find my own future..... i guess the process of finding IS also God's plan.but no matter wad, i still believe everything happens for a reason...i'll find this something...i'll find it till i get it...i need along time SO i m starting soon...after EOS.

12. cont. reading the new harry potter book...AND watch the freaking new to me but old to others harry potter movie..shit. feel so out dated.bleh

[random pic of 11/11]

two "BREE van de kamp" (aiyer duno how to spell) in the making!!!

domestic goddess ?? i wonder ;P

the clock is ticking...

ahhhhhhh blardy ...pharmaceutics is on mon...ahhhhhhh....
4 days of break in between...just givs u reason to slack abit....BUT i slacked too much.... blardy hell...hate this...hate it!!!
sob sob...
thats y need to study now...thus such a short post and no TO DO list...
and if i dun start hardcore studying from now.. i'm going TO DIE instead.
[gosh, i tink that just sounded lame]

tata~ more updates soon....soon... (i guess)

a rush of all emotions

it feels like the whole kelly thing again... but this time not me being kelly but more like me being me and me being us....[yes i noe...no1 gets wad i'm ranting about, maybe just vina and ruby but not exactly].... letting by gones, b by gones like how ruby says it... well...advice taken...advice done... its like after MARK became ARM (muahaha..)... and when i was still siding her.. i tot well..we might not be MARK anymore BUT we are still friends and so if R and A were to say anything against u..i wud defend u if i dun tink wad they say is rite..or i will just keep quiet if i noe smth about u that u told me.. i wun disclose it...after all we are still friends... i might b a big mouth... but because i m, if i have the intention of not wanting to say anymore than i want to, i wun... not even if u try force it out of me...the point is..just like b4 after "all the defending" then smth happen and then u realise "u noe wad, this friend is not worth siding for"..... yar that was how it felt b4 and till this day coz of all those "sidings" that ruby and vina would remind me about how i sided her...well..how i sided her AT FIRST... and how after that, that we saw eye to eye bout her....
the feeling of realising that this friend was not worth siding at all.... feels more than disappointment... feels... feels... i duno the right word to express it.... the main point is that this "feels more than disappointment" feeling is how i sorta feel now....
its like the whole thing over again sorta.... bleh~ but the difference is that i prefer kelly more... i wonder if she knew that, she wud b surprised ;P then again, she dun read my blog...
the difference this time round is i also feel accused...
its like being accused of doing smth u duno... even if its isn't.. it sure feels like it...
actually its like a JOKE ba....
the point is at least i noe that this friend is not worth it at all, better late than never and that i noe that there seems to b more anger which god noes evolved from what and where... and coz of that... if any1 ask me about "my friend"...the correct reply wud b..."WHAT FRIEND?"....or "U MEAN THAT HIPPOCRITE?"...

-end of story-
(definitely this time. cheh, still tot the long time ago that post was gona b the last ba)

so maybe u're tinking wad ah bun is ranting about... i guess if ruby n vina were to sit down and talk to my friend from imu then they wud hav understand wad all that shit was about...
but either than that... no1 noes... maybe just ee fen? bleh~ k

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was standing at the imu entrance deciding where to eat for gian wan's b'day....
anen... he just walked in through the door...looking quite him, just no gel on his hair... he din seem in a rush carrying his notes....OMG... i wanted to scream at him!! i still do now... omg... its like i felt more anxious for him then he was for himself...i wanted to push him so he would walk faster... i wanted to drag him to the exam hall... i wanted to shout at him to say "shit! y r u freaking late for u exams!!!wud u get ur ass up there quick!!"....he was freaking late...maybe 20 min maybe..... i wanted to ask him whether he was late on purpose coz he cudn;t finish studying or because he just din noe the time... i wanted to shout at him to ask him to b quick.....ah... can't he just move his ass (which i realised sorta shrink) faster to get to that blardy hall....but i cudn't coz.... i dun noe him. O_o

[p/s: by the way daph, i'm talking bout che ke che ke or better known now as CKCK]

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THREE DOWN!!! 3 more to go =((

and

7 more days to FREEDOM!!

Endocrine is over.... ok ler.... mon. pharmaceutics...screw..the most dreaded 1!! another 3 hr paper... sit till my arse turn sore! rather it turn sore while i have loads of things to write..bleh...

a rush of so many feelings and emotions todai....
tired, sleepy, glad, anxious, feeling more than disappointed, happy, talkative, surprised....

main feeling NOW after all that......TIRED.

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TO DO after EOS

9. go get a body massage
sounds nice! but i really wonder whether i'll do this ehhehe... but it is smth new!

10. EAT
foody goody laksa and kolo mee (no more ta wan kung!) and the kong pia
satay....pork satay, tomoto kueh tiaw and white lady at hui sing
and thats all i can tink of for now...anything any1 like to add??
actually feel like eating the chicken rice balls in melaka from jongker's street but i dun i can do that anytime soon... its so delicious!!! yum!! i wun b sick of it even if i ate it everyday for a month!!... u can tink that i over rate that chicken rice but.... i like it!...

[random pic of 7/11]

chicken rice any1?

2 down, 4 more to go | 8 more days....

TWO DOWN!!! 4 more to go =((

and

8 more days to FREEDOM!!

PHP is done... not gona talk about it =[ ..tomolo Endocrine.... bleh...

exam period.... its the most dreaded time of the year... twice a year...

it never was like that when i was in high school..

i guess coz everything is harder now...ALOT MORE HARDER...

sigh...

but i belief i'm not the only one who hate exam periods....

all those sign and symptoms... its like struggling but not exactly also...

exams to me is more like challenging my mental state...

alertness...absorbability (is there such a word?)... needing sleep but not getting enuff of it...OR worst still not getting any at all... wanting and needing.... hmm...

sumtimes i tink i'm the onli weird person that experience this... but i'm not le~

this so bad for my mental health...

i just want tomolo's paper to end so that i get a 4 day break!! i need REST.

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TO DO after EOS

7. after the last paper on wednesday... some plan surely come up wan la... its just doing anything but sleep...anyways...after doing everything else..than once i reach home, i m go to paint my nails!!...toe nails..finger nails...ALL! painting my nails is like pampering myself...like that..

8. get a new skin for this blog! still miss my old blog skin..sigh.. can't get that back anymore..hmph!

[random pic of 6/11]

vina coming to kl again!!

hopefully we can take a photo like this again soon...in KL.

1 down, 5 more to go | 9 more days....

ONE DOWN!!! 5 more to go =((

and

9 more days to FREEDOME!
[hmm is it freedom or freedome??]

CNS is done and over with... tomolo PHP...The pharmacist as Health Professionals.. o_O

feel like just doing nth..BUT can't..
feel like going back to kch...sigh...wads new~ =


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TO DO after EOS

5. get a new haircut and dye it RED
my hair now feels odd.... feels like twigs.. feels like a scare crow... feels like just hanging there....
hmmmm.....

6. was tagged by laura half a year ago..or a year ago to list out all the weird things about myself..nvr got to do it and tag sum1 back or smth...so m going to do that...

[random pic of 5/11]

we were alot happier when we were kids =

u tink so?

o_O

its...its....TOMOLO!!! s-h-i-t!
i'm blogging coz i said i wud everyday.. and coz i'm resisting the temptation of watching grey's episode 6!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..... discipline...discipline!!!
the sky has turned dark... marking the end of the day... ac not really... but it feels dat way..like todai is gona end soon..although theres still 5 hrs more to go.... sigh...

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TO DO after EOS

3. watch grey's anatomy from season 1..

i've watched b4 already but that day when ame was watching..there were some parts like i understood the medical stuff they were saying..like some gal was having a seizure anen she mentioned wad tytpe of seizure anen she gav sum drug..and i tot "I NOE WAD DAT IS!"...yar coz i din quite understand last time wad since din learn CNS yet..so..in short..attempts to make myself feel smarter during the hols =))

4. go to st. jude's small canteen to eat kari maggie mee and drink the bottle type of soya bean.

i wonder whether that aunty is still there. i always rem. after band every sat. i wud go to eat there..yum.. its just plain kari maggie...hmm i tink plus atmosphere thats y it was nice eh... every sat...guys playing basketball there ba..;P wud it still taste the same?? i shall find that out!! will bring ruby one wif me!..ok ruby ong? she dun read my blog often pun...bleh

random pic of [4/11]

-sulking-

inner monologue : i dun wan to study!!!! aHHHHH!!!

EOS is on mon... =((

sigh sigh sigh sigh... not like sighing more wud make the paper go away...

11 more days to go....to FREEDOM!! ahhhhhhhhhh..... eleven.... SO fast YET SO slow...
studying is so tiring... so energy consuming... so so so...SIEN... this is bad for my mental state!
benci.


S-T-R-E-S-S


gona post a to-do-after-EOS list everyday...just like last sem... just so that i can do sumthing like 5 minutes other than studying..... and maybe just post a random pic a day..like i did b4...
my life for now is so boring... just pure boring wif books...SO... there is nth interesting to blog about...apart from me having this new...erm... i wun say addiction.... more like a new routine..NO i dun hav OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder).. not considered a hobby...definitely not... smth normal for others maybe... but not for me!.. anyways.. since study break started i keep sweeping the floor.... keep sweeping sounds too frequent.. i sweep the floor once everday b4 i study
for some1 like ahbun... its WEIRD! rite? i duno... bleh....


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TO DO after EOS:


1. go for YOGA CLASSES!!
doesn;t sound like smth i wud do? does it?? but I'M GONA DO IT!! i must..k the least 1 lesson ;P ahem even proff yeoh goes for yoga... but i'm not implying that just coz she does that is y i want 2... i just tink it'll b a good experience =)



2. go to the dentist!!
wanna go clean my teeth, the last time i went i tink i was in primary school!..OMG...anyways, so many years of coffee stain needs to be 'gotten' rid of.. horrible..any dentist recommendations?

[random pic of 3/11]

S-T-R-E-S-S L-E-V-E-L increasing!!!

its tuesday oledi!! going to be wednesday oledi!...CNS paper on mon...4.0 credit units....*sweat*

Sigh...can feel the pressure building up... stress level also increasing.... sob sob...

exams every sem...STILL not use to it.....grrrrrrrrrr.....

i just wanna GET OVER IT!! but...haven finish studying... then again i nvr did finish studying everything...bLEH...

15 more days to FREEDOM....just can't wait!! then vina is coming..then can go SHOPPING!! HURRAY!!! at least theres smth to look 4ward 2.... SHOPPING and EATING...

[losing-weight plan can ONLI START in kch.... its one of the criteria k ;P]

i wrote a what-to-do-list-after-EOS again this sem. then i went to look back at my previous blog post on the list i posted up last sem break...and...it was about the SAME!...and the worst part is..some of the stuff i din even DO!! oleh itu, this time round i'm gona DO EVERYTHING in the list....I MUST...plz make sure that i do... Oh, n i added other things so that it wun b diff from the previous list..sorta....

the list...will b coming out....SOON...apabila.... stress level yang meningkat ini menjadi...unbearable...then i will take time off to blog...hopefully...

kepada peminat setia blog ini yang sering datang....daphne....maafkan saya jikalau selalu tidak blog...bleh..shit... ehhehehe..f**cking horrible BM... i wonder wads blog in BM?

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short badminton session last week...it was short n fun =) ... sweat like no1s bzz.... nice

ah! hair "senget"-ed

as bpharm students, bringing notes when playing badminton..is..quite...normal... to make ourselves feel LESS guilty even if we din read it OR just to read a line, better than nth!...

[it was steph's menopause notes - not mine ;P]

all sweaty ppl grouped together

-a short statement-

i really really really can't wait till eos is over...so that i can... watch greys and heroes while i eat chachos (i tink they added some drug into it, i'm so addicted to it), i can go back home and drive my lousy car but its still a car and i can eat tons and tons of kolo mee (miss it suddenly) and i can sleep and sleep and sleep... any bed...vista bed, kuching bed... i just wanna sleep for the next 12 hours... wif dreams or not...who cares... YES... 12 hours of UNDISTURBED sleep after eos... my ultimate goal for now.... wah sounds good...but thats in 21 more days =(

-back-

back in vista, the land of food, study n sleep onli..... 2nd week of study break oledi!!!! and it keeps raining and i m so NOT MOTIVATED but yet sorta scared and panic oledi...but still so lzzzzzzzzzz.............AND my love towards sleep increased, yar anen the weather so nice to sleeeeeeeeeeppppppppppp....... ahhhhhhhh.... actually i'm just pure lazy.... i just wanna do anything ELSE but study!! AHHHHHHHHH....NO!! this is real bad =(

SigH... just looking forward to go back to kch again...THIS TIME... with no attempts to try to study like b4...but just to SLEEP!!! and watch loads of astro... and eat and grumble bout gaining weight....and..GET A NEW HAIR-DO....cut my hair last week...been having bad hair days since...so..hmm.. straight? CURLY?? hmm.... short n curly hair...sounds ok?? suggestions plz?? either way short, long straight or curly... i tink i'll still b as kepo...but thats not the point... need smth new.... bleh... after exams looooooooooo....which ending in.....22 FREAKING DAYS....

shit.

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pics from carol's 22nd bday.... compulsory dresscode was dress so had to wear 1.... it was a nice evening.. nice food... and nice company.... and nice pictures....

carol

i look good here (maybe coz the pic is taken so far away from me...hmmm..so)

all of us

toasting to our future...graduation...fear NOT...for we will all graduate in 2009

"An equilateral triangle with 12cm on each side is made out of a wire. If the same wire is used to make a semicircle, wad is the area of the semicircle? (area= 1/2 x 22/7 x r x r) "

my sis asked me this ques.... n.... i din noe how to do it....

why??
1. either i 4got how to oledi
2. the ques is wrong, lack of info.
3. i m stupid

gosh..sounds easier rite.. but its not... for me its not.. shit.. just f2 maths.. all my add maths from f4 to f6 just went down the rain!!

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going back to kch on sat.... sigh! and hurray!! sigh...back to kl again.... hurray... can study... not that excited about studying but getting more guilty n guilty everyday for not doing alot of that here.... so much distractions!! sigh~

cute eh my cuz...chubby n angelic looking...

last weekend she insisted that she wanted to go out, so brought her to the nearest supermarket that my mom brings her everyweek... then when she reached she just started running n running n running like its the second home...
at 1st it was ok... u noe kids ba...BUT after awhile... wanna go home oledi... and she din wanna go home!!! then i let her pick the keropok she wanted...wah lau..she just take n take fine nvm..after paying...SHE STILL DIN WANNA GO HOME... i HAD TO carry her to the car..park so far away... aidoh but kids are so heavy!!!! and its not like she made it easier by struggling to run back to the supermarket...ahhhhhhhhhhh.... just as i was gona reach the car..my mom came down anen all she did was.. took the keropok, open it... then told the kid to eat in the car..anen thats all...so easy!! shit... i din even think of dat... i duno whether i lost 0.1 kg while carrying her... gosh...kids!! cute but u wanna strangle them... NO i wun abuse my kids in future! if i hav any, that is....hehehehe... and that is probably the most "interesting" thing that happen while i was in kch so far....
boring??
duno... slow n boring is nice too once in awhile...
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(just recalled of smth random that happened along time ago)

Me: where are u going?

Sum1: i'm going to pulau pinang.

*after awhile, a group of ppl were talking

another sum1: she's going to penang la.

Me: Nola! She's going to pulau pinang.

*every1 looked at me

another another sum1: pulau pinang IS penang.

Me: O!

why???

why??....why!!....why??.....blardy...KEEP SLEEPING!!!!!!!!!! sigh...but sleep is so NICE!! n..i dun wanna wake up to study =( BUT i hafta study...my mind noes that..BUT its not instructing my body to get out of bed!! aHhhhHh!!! how?? wad happened to discipline michele in sem.1?? O O... gosh, i cud sleep just 6 hrs everyday back then...and i wake up once the alarm ring...and NO SNOOZING!! NOT EVEN ONCE...k ler maybe just once...but now....its...GAZILLION times!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......!!!! oh no...i'm becoming amelia....i've becomed a....SUPER LAZY PIG (like her!)!! I NEED TO "UN"amelia ME.... i tink... i tink...i tink...i need...MEDICAL ATTENTION!!! nooooooooooooooooooooooo.....................

hehhehehehe....shesh..so drama rite ;P anyways, i tink i'm dependent on coffee la.... caffeine abuse?? who cares! i tink if i drink coffee right after i "want to" wake up instead of want to wake up anen sit up anen lie down again,..i'll definitely wake up....i mean i assume....=D

sorta piss at myself for sleeping too much but..i keep thinking that i have 5 weeks of study break but i dun.... 4 weeks left onli..more like 3 weeks onli since i'm going back this friday...hurray!!!..NO WORK can and is done.... =



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did i say ages ago that i ran the imu charity run thingy...ahem..not any charity run ppl...its 7km OK... yes...SEVEN KILOMETER...for charity =) more like jogging and walking ler... but i finished it in the provided time...1 and a half hrs...i finish 10 min b4 dat... hehehehe...

b4 d run

i m so proud of myself k! i even got a cert. of participation...

yup...thats talking about ME!!...for every droplet of MY SWEAT and AFFORT that I SHED...and the light of hope that I GAVE for the little ones aka orphans =) yup....TENKING ME for running that extra mile.... (hmm...i seriously shud b more humble rite??..still learning =)

anen there was the imu carnival on the same day.....where i bought a FISH....

everybody meet.....

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STIFINI

(p/s: its called stifini not coz i hav an "affair" wif steph BUT coz she din buy me the fish from melaka like i asked her to...coz its hard to bring back, which is true..hm...)

no1 told me fighting fishes are cheap...cheap like 2 bucks...i bought stifini for 10 BUCKS (nvm its for charity ba) !!! then kena laffed at sum more.... and bcoz of dat i'm gonna make sure stifini stays alive till i graduate....TIDAK PEDULI!! [*praying* God, plz make sure SI AMELIA takes good care of stifini while i'm away....BCOZ IT MUST B ALIVE!!!]

my blog is NOT gona die..its just...DORMANT...coz...

coz...coz...i m sooooooooooooooo lazy!!! i m so lazyyyyyyyyyy to type...... ahhhhHhHhHHhh.... well at least gian wan is complaining...at least sum1 cares ;p

so many things happened since the last time i blogged....that y i m so lazyyyy!!!...more of angry moments la..u noe me always piss....all the time...everyday... but all the anger is over...sorta end of sem oledi... study break now....5 freaking weeks.... k ler more like 4 weeks oledi....

hmm..was so angry at so many ppl this sem...think i'm getting very bitter and old and FAT....eheheheh although fat and anger is not related ;D

i'm going home this friday!!!!!!!!! hurray!!! can't wait....food =) bed =) astro =)

oh! my BF is BACK!!! after it died....i brought it to fix anen in a week time then ok oledi!!! and i tot the mother board rosak or smth...but NO...the smth smth thermo regulator..aiyer computer jargon crap...the onli important thing is that its BACK and it onli cost 100 bucks...muahahaha.... i mean so far its healthy =) LOVE MY BF =) ekekekekeke...

(hokkien session)

wa kong koi that wa eh 2 housemates move chut ki rite....then two kang eh rooms...then the seh eh pang keng choi tiok lang liaw... cho kang tapo... beh tau..but ha leh beh tong iaw... the thing is...chi ko "lau" tapo...everytime chang ek liaw..iong powder....johson n johnson powder...k datone beh hiaw kin... BUT chang liaw ek then pang powder...chong kau kui to ka si powder ANEN bo seh tiaw...then the powder tak kin e eh to ka eh chui...kui to ka pek pek...TAU YUN!! and wa siang lo powder smell....chau si la... yer...ane tua lang liaw kok iong powder meh!!...powder beh si for seh kia eh meh!... everytime e chang liaw ek..then chun chun wa eh mng kui kin..aiti wa beh hu beh hu kam meng...ah bo ha leh smell jip wa eh pang keng then hafta bu pang chui....gosh...... pak sng to ka e kong...but duno how to kui chui la...cannot b ai kong..."eh ..lam yan lou kau (dats canton) ai iong powder kok meh...mai iong la!!" hehehehhehe.... maybe in a few days ler....

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i want to believe that whatever i tink n hav "postulated" is true, in such circumstances i wud hav done the same for "every1's" good. i understand, no hard feelings (i guess), not saying i 4give u since no wrong was done (i guess)...the point is i sorta finally understand and thats the end to the story.

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i "stumbled" upon this in my comp.... pics in raphael's place a day after new year...

we were playing the drinking game....*drowsiness*


then we started to take pictures wif this x'mas tree

then we started being silly wif the tree
(gosh...the picture was so blur but u can still c my pimples!!)

anen...we were laffin at SOMETHING...heeheheh...so "funny" we laff till we fell....

then i found a sleeping bag..i tink it was bryan's...

anen....i dun rem doing THIS!!...

(look at ruby...looking at me wif this look..as if she was not "tipsy")

and after that...we K.O"ed"

-end of drinking story-

more blogging updates.....soon i guess...